My Cutting and wanting help!

[Tankgirlpookie]

Hi

I guess i want help to stop and stay stopped for good! i have been cutting since i was younger! i started to deal with certain abuse i have suffered! i dont talk about it! and i know thats the reason i self harm! i cut mainly but have suffered from burning and pulling my hair and also bashing my head against a wall! im pretty deep into self harm! My mum knows i cut from the huge fuck up of this well what i call friend! She became my friend the beginninging of last year and new there was a problem she had suffered abuse in her past as well as long as dealing with stuff from her present! with the pushing of another woman who wanted to help me she tried to consiol me i think and i told her alot but not everything! i told her about my cutting and she made me tell my mum apon which my mum took my razor off me and told me to stop! just stop!
i was quiet sucessful for a little while which is what im used to! but reacently this friend hurt me really bad and she cant even talk to me! she had to ask me mum how i was when i was in the same room as her! all this brought it all back and i started again cutting and i wanted to know if anyone was having a similar experience or has any advice of what i should do with this friend?

Thanks x

[katytruthteller]

hey good on ya for wanting to stop cutting it is a really hard thing i recently started up again because of a friend i managed to go 3 years without it um...... advice well i would say if you cut when your doing nothing and stressed and all when u feel like ur gna cut then find something else to do to take ur mind of it if it still carrys on find another way to release this anger and pain like write an angry letter or a journal to help you get all your feelins out it really does help i know that from experience hope at least some of this helps hope all goes well for you

[Tankgirlpookie]

Yeah i want to quit, i just have stuggled with quiting before and in evidence failed! i have write things down i do indeed have a jounal and write nearly everyday!! i guess i feel like i made this huge mistake with trusting This so called friend its harsh! when someone hurts you your armour protects you but when its a friend or family they cut you so deep metaphoracly!! how are you doing with you cutting habit? i stopped doing it on my writst as when i told my mum it was where she was checking me and so i now cut my legs! she doesnt look there!
Its the temptation i struggle with i think i carry the razor around with me everywhere like its some sort of protection its stupid im aware!

[Beautiful Obsession]

Well you want to quit wich is good. so talk 2 ur mum and talk to this friend ov urs n get sort it out. with your friend back you shoud be able 2 quit. talk to a councler at skwl to help get your feelings out:_ xxxxx