I hate this

[lesher]

Today is my ultimate test for passing class on Physics and I screw it...

The teacher gave 5 material to study and only 1 is actually used on test for each person. Of course, I studied, and I understand pretty damn well about all those 5 material, except one, which is about period and gravity force.

And the one that the teacher gave to me on the test day (everyone get 1 material, randomized by the teacher) is the period and gravity force!!! Of course, I screwed up, and can't do anything (seriously) on this test. Since that test, I always blaming and accusing myself that I won't pass my class....

Even now, I'm still mad at myself :
Why can't I understand that material?
Why I didn't get any of those other 4 materials which I understand?
Why there isn't a chance to re-test again? And so on....
Damn it!!!!!!!

[INFERNO]

Re-testing is something I find pointless and rather useless to have. If you were ill or for some reason couldn't take the test, then I can understand that but re-writing it again is something I never had the luxury of in school nor in high school and especially not in university.

What you're describing with studying lots of material and being tested only on one part of it is much like university and some high school courses (I'm sure you're in high school already). Honestly, it's up to the teacher and it comes down to chance. Unfortunately, you didn't get lucky. There's a 20% chance to get each one of the 5 things, and although the numbers were in your favour (80% chance you'd get something you knew), that 20% chance is still quite looming.

[lesher]

that 20% chance is still quite looming.
It sure does... :(

Oh well, must never give up! Enough 1 day of full looming already! (note for myself)