i don't know what to do!! i am so confused.

[sienna.]

me and matt got into a fight last night.
about well.... i choose not to say...

but we were fighting for a while (in my hospital room)
and now...i have got a chipped collar bone.

the doctor came in and made matt leave because he could see that i was very destressed. so he gave me some sleeping pills and that was kinda the end of it.

i really don't know what to do!!!
matt's coming to the hospital today but i don' know what i am going to say to him.
i love him to death.
but i am so sick of us arguing... (even though it's always about what i've done.)
but i don't know how much more i can take.

i don't think i will have the strength to sty away from him if we end it!!

WHY CAN'T SOMETHING IN MY LIFE BE EASY!!!!!?????

[Gumleaf]

i can understand your mixed emotions here. i know when you love someone, its hard to see their faults and when you do, its easy to sugar coat them. but the bottom line here is, is that he hits you. whether you fight about things you do or not, that is never an excuse for that sort of thing. i know its a hard thing to do, but i think you need to leave your heart out of you decision making about matt and think with your head. if you do leave him, i suggest strongly that you talk to one of your best friends about it and have them there to support you. with support of friends, it will really help you to overcome the temptation to go back to him and their reassurance you, that you are doing the right thing by leaving him. i really hope you make the right decision here. just remember, love doesn't always bring happiness, and you deserve the happiness.