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[AMERICANelite123]

i am a competitive cherleader and im not skinny but not fat either... i was a healthy 132 ibs and 5'7", i feel i have started to have an eating problem... i used to eat and eat... but still stay the same do to working out 5 nights a week. i have looked at many people and wana be skinny again i was really skinny before cheer. my descision to get like that is/was not to eat but one meal a day that wasnt very big and work out more... that started about 2 months ago... now i am 124... i am weaker now and its harder for me to do my "normal" work out thingies! i need help, my friends are worried and my parents are starting to really notice me not eating, i need help i am scared to die but i am scared to eat! i watch the one meal i eat a day and count my calories and chew gum when i am hungry to make it go away...
HELP ME!!! i dont know what to do!

[Hyper]

Well You still know and acknowledge that there is a problem and that You were healthier before.

So the question really is why do you want to be skinny? Did you think you'd be more popular/beatiful?

I personally think that girls who work out and are fit are 10x more hot than girls who are skinny....

[AMERICANelite123]

well i am constantly said to be hot and sexy and beautiful and so on.... i just feel odd in this body, i have a very athletic bod right now but i wish i could sorda be small like i was... and models and other girls i know are skinny... its hard to say why i want to...

[Hyper]

well i am constantly said to be hot and sexy and beautiful and so on.... i just feel odd in this body, i have a very athletic bod right now but i wish i could sorda be small like i was... and models and other girls i know are skinny... its hard to say why i want to...

So you still think in the back of your head that You'd be more beatiful if you were like ''someone else''

The only way you can feel odd in your own body is if you think its not beatiful :P

[AMERICANelite123]

So you still think in the back of your head that You'd be more beatiful if you were like ''someone else''

The only way you can feel odd in your own body is if you think its not beatiful :P

well i have somewhat liked my body and i pay more attention to my flaws and not my perfections, i think me noticing my flaw ost and wanting to fix them has gone to far....

[Hyper]

well i have somewhat liked my body and i pay more attention to my flaws and not my perfections, i think me noticing my flaw ost and wanting to fix them has gone to far....

Well heres where the relativity comes in

What you may consider to be a flaw, may not be a flaw ( atleast on the health standpoint )

So what did you consider to be your flaw

[AMERICANelite123]

Well heres where the relativity comes in

What you may consider to be a flaw, may not be a flaw ( atleast on the health standpoint )

So what did you consider to be your flaw

i know know but my legs touch and it bothers me i have"hips" a "nice/big" behind and i dont know? those are my main reasons..... i know i have this problem... i am trying to face it and stop it....

[Hyper]

Well You have a womanly figure and should be proud!

Obviously thinking like that wont happen overnight and depending on how much this feeling of uncomfortability eats at You, you might need theraphy

[AMERICANelite123]

Well heres where the relativity comes in

What you may consider to be a flaw, may not be a flaw ( atleast on the health standpoint )

So what did you consider to be your flaw

that my thighs touch, i hae a larger behind, i dont fit in my old jeans, and i have a "little" baby fat...

[Hyper]

that my thighs touch, i hae a larger behind, i dont fit in my old jeans, and i have a "little" baby fat...

Well like I said thats perfectly normal.. Atleast you have curves in the right places.

OFC You have the right to change yourself but that should all stay in healthy norms as in don't starve yourself or do anything else to harm your body.

From what I've seen here I ( ME a non professional person posting on a random forum ) don't think you have a eating disorder, I think you just need to work on your self esteem and try to change what you don't like about yourself in a healthy way

[AMERICANelite123]

Well like I said thats perfectly normal.. Atleast you have curves in the right places.

OFC You have the right to change yourself but that should all stay in healthy norms as in don't starve yourself or do anything else to harm your body.

From what I've seen here I ( ME a non professional person posting on a random forum ) don't think you have a eating disorder, I think you just need to work on your self esteem and try to change what you don't like about yourself in a healthy way

thanks! and i have been eating a little more lately.

[zdallasz]

wow one person cured this problem. hah good job. and hope u get better with your problem!

[AMERICANelite123]

wow one person cured this problem. hah good job. and hope u get better with your problem!

well not 100% that person my friends and family have noticed and have been getting worried and my parents have monitored my eating sooooo