Stega
April 13th, 2009, 12:41 AM
hi my name is James and there this wierd thing happing to me. i can sense hate and fear. and i when ever i did some thing wrong i flet worthless like all the happieness in the world just disapeared and i wished i was dead. like when people exclude me from groups i can snes that they hate me
last year me and 2 of my friends were walking around the school yard ( i was misrable at the time) they asked wat was wrong. i said nothing but there was.then i asked both of them what was there goal in life they said to be sucsesful. then tristan aks me wats urs i said. tristan said "why would u want to die when u have ur who life ahead of u." i Said i have screwed up my life. then darrion says no u havent. then i told them to leave me alone, but they stayed by my side. so we along some more. darrion asked why do u react when u get mad ? I said i dont know its like there is some thing in side of me. most people lose focus when they get mad. i get more precice and a lot stronger. example: i couldnt match one kids strength. but i got mad i was stronger then him and i could have killed him my other friend steped in when he did. it flet like i had the instinc to kill anyting or any one. my firend even said my eyes looked way diffrent.he said he had never seen those eyes before.
last year me and 2 of my friends were walking around the school yard ( i was misrable at the time) they asked wat was wrong. i said nothing but there was.then i asked both of them what was there goal in life they said to be sucsesful. then tristan aks me wats urs i said. tristan said "why would u want to die when u have ur who life ahead of u." i Said i have screwed up my life. then darrion says no u havent. then i told them to leave me alone, but they stayed by my side. so we along some more. darrion asked why do u react when u get mad ? I said i dont know its like there is some thing in side of me. most people lose focus when they get mad. i get more precice and a lot stronger. example: i couldnt match one kids strength. but i got mad i was stronger then him and i could have killed him my other friend steped in when he did. it flet like i had the instinc to kill anyting or any one. my firend even said my eyes looked way diffrent.he said he had never seen those eyes before.