The Batman
April 11th, 2009, 08:40 PM
Today was going to be my last day on this world I was looking for a bottle of pills in the bathroom and if i didn't find any i still had something in my pocket to help. There are two things that i can't take in this world, one is being treated like I'm stupid, the other is being yelled at. For the past 2 months that's whats been going on and I just can't deal anymore. It's not entirely their faults that i feel like this because it's been going on for years with my parents so even the little things set me off. Also it seems I've been having more and more difficulty controlling my mood. It seems like I'm thinking of suicide more and more each day and the other things aren't helping. One of the things that's really been bothering me here is that they don't think I can drive, yet they call me up to their room every 10 fucking minutes when something pops up on their computer. It's like they are saying I'm to stupid to know how to work a car. She trusts a bipolar schizo 17 year old boy with anger issues more than me. She trursts my brother's 17 year old immature girlfriend who she just met a month ago to drive more than her own cousin. Everything has been pissing me off lately and right after i get pissed off i get depressed. I can not take any of this shit any more.