Hello...I'm New And I Need Help.

[ShinigamiMaiden]

My Name Is Luciiee. I've Been Self Harming For At Least A Year Now. I Self Harm Everyday Because Of Personal Reasons. I Really Need Help With This Stuff. Most Of It Is Because I Feel Like I Am Unloved And Everybody Hates Me. The Other Reason Is Because Of Myself I Think I'm Fat. Everyone Else Thinks I'm Skinny But I Keep Self Harming Because I Feel I'm Fat. It Sounds Stupid. But Please Help Me.

[ShinigamiMaiden]

Ow...My Wrist Really Hurts. I Self Harmed After Writing That And Blood Is Going Everywhere. I Can't Stop Though. I Don't Just Cut Once I KEEP Cutting Until My Wrist Has No Space. I'm So Ashamed. If Anyone Found Out I'd Be Locked Up In A Mental Home.

[BuryYourFlame]

Luciiee...please get help for this in your area, there is only so much that we at VT can do. I promise that you would not be locked up etc. you might have counseling maybe a few times a week but it would make you feel better. please get help, tell your parents or another trusted adult, they can get you the real help you need.

[RaeNose]

Hun. One, how deep are the cuts. If you're seriously hurting yourself, then you're going to need to get help. We all have our reasons for self harm, but it's never right to hate yourself.
Like we all do.
Yeah, I'm a hypocrite, it doesn't matter.
If the self-consciousness isn't the only reason for self-harm, then you're going to need to talk to someone. Is there a really good friend you can talk to? If not, you can always PM me or someone. You'll definitely find that there are people around here that are willing to stay up late and talk you through things.
There's also counselors that you can PM and pretty much anyone's who's gone through this before can help you with their insight.
Please, stay safe, Luciiee.

[Beautiful Obsession]

Ok, well no matter whats goin on in your lif you feel the only thing to do is s/h. but really its not the answer, yes, it makes u feel in control and feels good while your doin it, but then you regret it and you feel in alot of pain. I know Iv been there and im trying to recover. But seriously, you need to get help, tell your parents or someone at school. Your form teacher or a school councler! They wont judge you they want to help you, and no, you wont be locked up, i promise, you will hav some councling sessions once maybe twice a week so you can talk about how your feeling and how to stop cutting, please jus get help, i know its hard but you can do it babe.. Pm if ya want to xxxx

[byee]

You're getting some very good advice here.

I think it's time to tell your folks or some other adult you trust about your pain and your cutting, and let them help you. Whatever it is that's causing this can be treated and you'll feel much better.

Decide on the person, and just tell them.

[ShinigamiMaiden]

Thanks So Much For The Advice Guys. I Appreciate It. But I Just Don't Think I Can. It's VERY Complicated. But...I Think My Dad Already Knows But He Thinks I've Stopped. No I Can't Talk To My Best Friends. They Are VERY Depressed And It Makes Me Feel Bad And They Are Doing So Well At Not Cutting Themselves It Makes Me Feel Worse.

[Triceratops]

Lucie, you really do need to see someone, you can't fight this alone.

I can also assure you that you will not be locked in a mental home for cutting. You will recieve counselling or therapy but it is all for the best, hun. After these sessions you will feel so much better with all the support you recieve.

I hope all the best for you <3 :)

[Beautiful Obsession]

I know its hard hun, but put yourself first. You said your dad already knows but thinks you'v stopped. well tell him you want to stop but cant, he will be there for you, he didnt go mad last time so he wont this time.

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