bunsy
April 7th, 2009, 02:52 AM
hey im bunsy
ive had a selfharming problem for 5 years. it started out as hardly anything (this is grim) i picked the skin off my heels and pinched myself whenever i needed to from there its gone to burning with boiling water and cutting with all kinds of things i can find - the saddest one being a broken spoon :<
i desperately want to quit but whenever i try i break it withing a week i cant deal with it properly and i cant talk to parents or anyone becasue i make my mum ill - she suffers from anxiety brought on when she foud out about my addiction and that on top of everything else going on has brought her down
which brings me down too
i want to stop i just dont know how
and i wnat to be normal again i dont want to hide anymore
Bunsy
ive had a selfharming problem for 5 years. it started out as hardly anything (this is grim) i picked the skin off my heels and pinched myself whenever i needed to from there its gone to burning with boiling water and cutting with all kinds of things i can find - the saddest one being a broken spoon :<
i desperately want to quit but whenever i try i break it withing a week i cant deal with it properly and i cant talk to parents or anyone becasue i make my mum ill - she suffers from anxiety brought on when she foud out about my addiction and that on top of everything else going on has brought her down
which brings me down too
i want to stop i just dont know how
and i wnat to be normal again i dont want to hide anymore
Bunsy