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BeautifulSilence
April 5th, 2009, 09:58 PM
URGH!

At least 5% of cuts were from plain old bordem... I'm extremely bored. Extremely tired. And extremely close to the blades...

God! Today, technically, is the third week... Not even a little scratch. I can feel the tension and I'm seriously thinking about it...

I don't want to but I need the realise.

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oblivion
April 5th, 2009, 10:13 PM
Laura, you can make it!
Think of all the reasons not to cut. You can live life without cutting, and you can live it better.

For instance:
What if the next time you cut, the scar is permanent? What will you tell your kids, when they ask "Mommy, what are those scars from?"

Triceratops
April 6th, 2009, 02:54 AM
Laura, I know it's hard but you need to fight these temptations.

If you are feeling bored, try occupying yourself with a hobbie or activity you really enjoy. Try playing a sport, it can last for ages and it can be really fun, plus exercise releases endorphins which make you feel good (I know cutting releases endorphins but exercise is a lot more positive and after playing this certain sport you won't feel the need to cut).

I know you have good willpower, hang in there. :)

Cloud
April 6th, 2009, 07:38 AM
Laura think positive you can make it.

AAAnd like Marcie said try a sport. just do anything to keep yourself ocupied. Games consoles are always good lots of stuff for every mood. Or you could just simply go ofr a walk just to clear your head and calm yourself

BeautifulSilence
April 6th, 2009, 04:47 PM
Yeah... I'd just like to say how stupid I felt this morning for freaking over nothing.

I didn't cut (yay!) because I accidently* banged my head and like passed out or something.

ALSO. I usually eat when I'm bored (yes, not good either) BUT this thread was made at two minutes to four, in the morning... So, not many constructive things to do at that time.

*It WAS an accident, I swear. Basically, as I was going to bed, I dived to stop myself tripping over all the crap on my floor... And I hit my head (rather hard) on the wall... I laughed for about a minute then I woke up at 17:47pm... So. Yeah. It made me feel better, and it doesn't count because it wasn't on purpose.

byee
April 6th, 2009, 08:13 PM
Laura! Apply your own advice here. Rinse, then repeat.

Cutting is just so...yesterday for you. It does not at all fit with who you are or your emerging identity. It is not who you want to develop into.

Find distractions, find other things to do. Feel the power.