What's real anymore?

[ShatteredWings]

I keep trying to figure out what happened in the day
And i'm trying to figure out what's real and what's something that my mind just created out of thin air.

The second option has been happening a lot more lately.
I'm seeing things that dont exist, i think.... i'm hearing crule voices that no one else seems to notice.

its worst at night. but it does come around during the day.

how do you keep a grip on what's real and whats not?

I know the bear-thing can't be real (anyone want a picture of it?). but someof it is random stuff, that very well could exist

PLEASE MAKE THEM STOP!!!!
my grip is slowly faiding... by the end of the night.. i'm gonna be really supprised if i can recnoize the differene at all

[rivermaya]

i'd love to see the bear thing.

just remember that if it's too good or too weird it may not be real.

what is reality after all? it's just electrical signals in our brain.

[Sapphire]

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Gwyn, you need to talk to somebody about this. Having hallucinations is definitely not good and the sooner you knock this on the head, the better. If you don't then it will get worse.

I don't know if you are currently in therapy of any sort but if you are then they will be able to help. If not then pay your doctor a visit. I know that asking for help and opening up to spmeone are scary things to face but these people are there for when you need them, so let them help you.

[ShatteredWings]

will get worse guranteed?
wait, no that's a stupid question, this started whne i was about 12/13(somewhere round birthday) and it wasn't nearly as intrusive then.

but.. why sould i trust a doctor? ANyone will just think i'm some stupid freak who needs to be over drugged and locked up. Really.



okaaaaayyyyy
maybe i am stupid anyway. This whole thing was probably a bad idea. i just want them to go away. i'm loosing my grip on reality, and it's b ecoming harder to concentrate on anything.

Some of the light flashes are really annoying. do i reeally want to be seeing a weird blue(or red) flash? Uh.. no.
last night i saw another pet in my room. i swear, i know it was there, even though i only let one of my cats in. it was a cat, but it wasn't my other cat. it was a kitten

[Truth]

;480460']will get worse guranteed?
wait, no that's a stupid question, this started whne i was about 12/13(somewhere round birthday) and it wasn't nearly as intrusive then.

but.. why sould i trust a doctor? ANyone will just think i'm some stupid freak who needs to be over drugged and locked up. Really.



okaaaaayyyyy
maybe i am stupid anyway. This whole thing was probably a bad idea. i just want them to go away. i'm loosing my grip on reality, and it's b ecoming harder to concentrate on anything.

Some of the light flashes are really annoying. do i reeally want to be seeing a weird blue(or red) flash? Uh.. no.
last night i saw another pet in my room. i swear, i know it was there, even though i only let one of my cats in. it was a cat, but it wasn't my other cat. it was a kitten Yes, it will get worse. And why should you trust a doctor? I can guarentee 100% they will make the hallucinations go away, yes with meds, but the meds help. Your no freak =o. And, it's never a bad idea to talk about problems. If you honestly want it to go away, see a doctor. They will help, the only meds you never want to take are Anti-Depressants, which have nothing to do with this. After you take the meds, thay wont 'lock you up' they will ofcourse give you meds to make the hallucinations go away though.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Gwyn hun, you need to get this checked out. Its not normal to be hallucinating and you can be certain that it will only get worse untill you see someone about this. Open up and tell your parents and/or your doctor, the sooner the better.