Plummeted Mood

[Zephyr]

Today's been so bad.

First I was happy-go-lucky,
Then I was raged and irritated for no reason.
Now I feel like crying all of a sudden.
I need to get out,
And I have nowhere to go :(

[theOperaGhost]

I'm sorry, hun. Today has been like that for me too, although probably not as bad as it has been for you. If you want to talk...I'm here.

[Zephyr]

Like, I dunno.
This happened to me three weeks ago too.

I'm more than okay,
Then I'm depressed and going fucking psychotic,
Needing to get out and away from everyone.

I need to get out.
I really need to get out.
I wish I had somewhere to go.

[theOperaGhost]

If you think it's safe to do so, you could go for a drive, however I think you've said that could be a dangerous thing at times when you're like this (don't remember all the details, sorry).

[Zephyr]

Bah!>!!>!!

Fuck it.
I'm just going to disappear into the motor home until I even out.

[theOperaGhost]

Alright...be safe, hun, ok?

[Zephyr]

I fucking fail.
What else is new :(

My arms are all bloody,
I'm wearing two layers of clothes so that it doesn't seep through for anyone to see.
I can't stop crying,
But I have to keep it quiet when I'd rather sob because my sister's in the room.

Fuck. This is a bad night.

[Beautiful Obsession]

sorry ur feeling bad bbe..
u feeling eny better now thoo? xx