I was getting better.. untill this happened..

[Beautiful Obsession]

well i was fed up of having to cover up all the time due to massive cuts on my arms n wrists.. so i stopped..

i neva cut for about a week and the cuts were startin to heal.. slowly but hey.

Then in p.e i was really stressed wiv everythin going on.. and my p.e teacher(also form teacher) started stressin at me and i was gettin pissed off and walked out to get changed.. he came after me and had such a go at me i burst into tears, went to the chaging rooms, grabbed the razor out of my bag and cut, cut and cut!!
all down my arms, blood was everywhere!! it was horrible.. i was so mad at myself i was punching the wall..

my arm was in so much pain eveyrone was asking questions and i just said i feel on it, but never shown anyone..


its wear anything day 2moz n i av to cover myself up, im feeling like shit rite now..

xxxxx

[Destiny&Desire]

it's really unfortunate that that happened, but we all slip up sometimes

it's good that you decided to stop, but maybe it would help if you could stay away from things like razors? if you take it out of your bag then there's one less opportunity to hurt yourself, which might not seem like a good idea when you want it, but it's better in the long-run in terms of scars and covering up

maybe, next time, you could try to channel your emotions through a different form, rather than cutting? i understand that there's not many things you can do during a PE lesson, but there are other things which you can do at other times which will reduce your urge to cut (some are listed on this website http://www.recoveryourlife.com/index.php?categoryid=60 )

the fact that you slipped up once doesn't mean that you're back to step 1 again, though; you just need to keep trying, and eventually things will improve bit by bit

hope tomorrow goes ok for you =]
xo