My situation

[Krylon]

I've been cutting a lot more recently. From the shoulders to my wrists i'm littered with cuts, the newer they are the deeper they were. I'm addicted. My life isn't even that bad right now, sure school is a bit stressful but thats life. I find that I am cutting just because of my mood because I know it will bring me into a blissful state. I know I need help and you guys are going to tell me I need to tell my parents. I don't trust the school councillor. I'm living with my dad and I can't tell him, I don't know why I just couldn't handle it. Theres no way I'll be able to quit on my own. I know I have to stop but I don't want to. I know its a problem.

[Sapphire]

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Well done for admitting that you need to do something about this. It takes a lot of strength to do that.
You do sound like you are in a really dark place at the moment. Yes, stopping is hard and doing it alone is harder still. But, you can always get support from us here.

You can always try to reduce the number of times you turn to cutting by using different methods to alleviate your mood or the urges. Doing a sport can really help with things like this. I know that it sounds cliche, but it really helps me if I can go and swim vigorously until I have got it out of my system.

[Beautiful Obsession]

Well you wnt to get better. So you will. I know exactly what you mean about not trrusting your school and not bein able to tell your parents im exactly the same.

Im not goin to tell you to tell your parents or school cause dat wud just be hypicritical..

wen ur ready.. tell them

Good luck xxx

[Krylon]

I feel so weak, I couldn't even make it 24 hours without cutting.

[Krylon]

Sorry for the double post but tomorrow I'm talking to my councilor and I really have no idea what I'm going to say.

[Beautiful Obsession]

How did counclin goo? xx