People think I'm a freak

[Skuzzy]

People hate me. I'm soccially awkward, I'm only known for my knowledge of the military. Teacher makes military referance everyone looks at me. I have many nicknames...like soldier boy..I hate it!!!! It doesent help that my school is homophobic. I just lost one of my good friends because of rumors and peer pressure and I'm haunted by the memory of my dead cat!!!! I can't make friends!!!! I try to talk but it backfires in my face. I have 4 years of high school which is going to be terribly awkward...how do I get off with taking a guy to the prom!?!!!? I've been throuh 2 divorces. I haven't thought of suicide but I cry alot...what do I do? I need help getting through this!!!!

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

I have felt the same way...I feel socially awkward...left out of things...my friends have treated me different...the friends I thought would stick by myside have deserted me and now they pretty much completly ignore me...like we were never friends. School is harsh...and the rumors and stuff that goes around in high school are terrible...I have trouble making friends too...but I have found that if you just open up with people and you are just totally honest it enables you to form a true friendship...not fake one...If you EVER feel like talking I AM always here for you. I would gladly listen and talk with you... I know what if feels like to not be heard...

[byee]

Let me be philospohical here. HS is a layover on a much longer flight. Look at it that way, occupy your time, and you'll be Ok.

If you've been able to master military sciences, then you obviously have the ability to master other things, as well. Broaden your horizons, join some clubs that will put you into regular, structured contact with other people, and give yourself some time to settle in and let the social thing happen. And, remember that you're more than gay. It's just a part of who you are, work on the other parts more.

[Victoria]

People hate me. I'm soccially awkward, I'm only known for my knowledge of the military. Teacher makes military referance everyone looks at me. I have many nicknames...like soldier boy..I hate it!!!! It doesent help that my school is homophobic. I just lost one of my good friends because of rumors and peer pressure and I'm haunted by the memory of my dead cat!!!! I can't make friends!!!! I try to talk but it backfires in my face. I have 4 years of high school which is going to be terribly awkward...how do I get off with taking a guy to the prom!?!!!? I've been throuh 2 divorces. I haven't thought of suicide but I cry alot...what do I do? I need help getting through this!!!!

what you change in your live , hear ... when you understand that is something different ! You must change your self , but you must to tell me more , and i will try to help you! What is your style, what you like to do !