I Have Got (Nothing to Live For)

[Underground_Network]

Its surprising that I wrote this in like seventh grade:

I have got, nothing to live for
I have got, no one to love me
I have got, no one to tell me what’s wrong
I hate this world as much as the next guy
But tell me why I hate my life
But tell me why I hate my life

I hate this world and all its meaning
They line up to see me screaming
What the fuck is wrong with people
They think its cool to fool around
To jump off buildings is profound?
Since when was this world so fucked up?
I’m just pissed, not high on drugs
Your fucking behavior fuels my anger
This world is so screwed up.

I have got, nothing to live for
I have got, no one to love me
I have got, no one to tell me what’s right
My mind is, so displaced
My thoughts have, been erased.

I’m forced to think that hell is home
I’m forced to think I’m on my own
I wonder if I’ll ever be free
I wonder I if I ever can be
A man of justice
A man of meaning
But I think I’m screwed
This world is so fucked up

I have got, nothing to live for
I have got no one to love me
I have got, no one to tell me why
Why the world is so fucked up
Why my life fucking sucks.

If I write an epilogue
To the story of my life
It would talk ‘bout love and hate
And the injustice of its value
I am so fucking pissed
I am so fucking pissed.

I have got nothing to live for
I might as well just slit my wrists
Here and now, in front of the world
In front of the friends I never had
Yes it’s true, I’m that bad.

But before I go, I want you to know
I have got nothing to live for
That is why I’m dying in front of your eyes
You’ll stare on without a care
You’ll even find my death as rare
Despite the fact that suicide
Is prominent as pain…

[Mrred]

Ok so first you've got everything to live for look at how great a writer you are! Then I'm not sure what the question is here. Is there a question?

[Underground_Network]

This is the Open Book, why would there necessarily be a question?

That and if you read the beginning I wrote this in seventh grade. Those who know me on here know I've been fine for the past couple of months; so no worries. ;)

[Mrred]

I ok dog sorry it was good and.i saw this thread on the new threads section so I didn't know where it came from.