wavey
March 24th, 2009, 11:38 AM
Hey i am really pissed off at the moment and i have felt similar before. i have never cut before but i feel i must now. i dun know why. i'm curious. im just soo pissed off at the moment. i just wanna crawl in a hole and die. for several reasons, one is in PE today i didnt wanna do it becuase of my bad back, he says ok u can just do sumit else so i say ok, then he makes me get changed, i refused and then walked out. i wasnt gonna get changed to stand there scoring. so he told me i had a detention i said, well fine, fuck you. so then i did walk out, i didnt walk out until i he dsaid i had a detention, (by this time iw as about to get ready but he had already 'arranged' me to be dentioned.) so anyhow, i left and was allowed to leave : 3:30 but now i have one on thursday night, when i usualyl do a important thing at school for a award. (so hes taking away my time because i hate his lessons?) and also stopping me from going on a trip. now my review is on friday so i'm going to bring it up. i am also sick and tired of pe so i have said, i wont go again, which i wont. the Duty manager says i should sort it out with the pe staff, which i asked but nothing changes. i hate pe and i wont fucking do it if i dont want to, now the staff go on at me saying we all have to do things we dont like but i mean, i am never going to use pe in my life, i know the fitness way, if i wanted to loose weight id go to slimming world like very other fuck'.
SO im extremely pissed off and i might do sumit ill regret.
Ughh.
SO im extremely pissed off and i might do sumit ill regret.
Ughh.