i just cant do this anymore

[griffince]

i have been depressed for about 4-5 years now and i just feel like i cant live anymore. if i dont get help soon ill kill myself. and not just that my friend wants to kill himself as well. if you want to no what has happen in my life read my story on the loss forum. it very sad

[Random_oso06]

wait don't kill your self everyone has a purpose in life and just killing your self isn't the answer just think if you do kill your self everyone that loves you will be sad over your death so don't kill your self

[griffince]

but i just cant do this anymore my life sucks i dont see that i have much to live for

[Random_oso06]

whathappened that makes you feel this way

[griffince]

lots but what topped the cake was bullies

[Random_oso06]

report them tell your parents do something about them i know you will probably say but i'll be a nark for something else but who gives do something that will help you and if that doesn't work then work on the other problems and make them better

[griffince]

try that it got worse

[Random_oso06]

what about the other problems, but even with that you shouldn't want to to kill your self for that there people in a different place that are in worse positions than you are

[griffince]

have u red my story on the depression, grief and loss forum

[Random_oso06]

the stuff thing? and if it is that isn't worth killing your self just because that

[griffince]

yes i hear everyday how c**p how im s failure how im disrepectful how i always stuff up and lots more and on top of this i get bullied everywhere i go. i just cant live lke this

[Beautiful Obsession]

u shud go to ya doctor nd explain hw ur feelings. there tranferu to a phyciatris nd u can gt help x

[griffince]

yeah tryed that i just get called crazy and put in a psycho ward nothing esle ever happened

[griffince]

thanx everyone who help me my life is going betta for now i think if i did have u's to help me i would be dead right now

[Beautiful Obsession]

glad ur felin better bbabeee.x

[griffince]

and all thanx to u's bbabeee

[Beautiful Obsession]

glad i cud help :)..
anymore problems pm me if ya wanna *0x

[Mandy123]

griffince,
Dont kill yourself. its not worth it. You will be sadly missed and it doesnt achieve anything. What about all the hopes and dreams you have for yourself? good job, married, kids whatever it is if you're dead you dont get to do those things. You only have one shot at life. Go and talk to a professional- they dont judge and they're there to help. Do you have an adult you trust and can talk to, a teacher, parent, friend's parent etc?
I know it can seem like its the only option but its not, things will get better. go talk to someone, you'll feel better afterwards. or, at least keep a journal of how you're feeling for a couple weeks and see if there's any triggers.
goodluck, x

[lesher]

Everyone is important. Without everyone/anyone, our world today wouldn't be like this!

Your name could be written on history because of your accomplishment in future life! But it would never happen if you killed yourself, right? :)

Glad you've changed your mind :D

[griffince]

thanx but im am so gald i had u's to talk to i wood of went though with it otherwise

[Donkey]

Aww. I'm so glad you didn't try anything. Depression can be cured and is nothing to kill yourself over (neither is anything...)

Stay strong hun <3

[griffince]

guys help im very depressed again plz help me

[Zazu]

guys help im very depressed again plz help me

Tell us what's going wrong :(

[TigerLily]

I'm always here to listen griffince.
Just remember that things won't always be this way and that you don't know what the future holds for you. Your future could hold all your dreams and ambitions, everything you feel your lacking at the moment, yet you will never know unless you fight your way through what's happening right now and hang on in there.
Feel free to pm me any time if you want to talk,
Rach

[STAYING_STRONG4HIM]

Hey I am here for you too. Let's talk things through okay? What is really bothering you? Is it people? What exactly is going on? I know you can make it through this. Your strong. I believe in you. You have the power to change the world...but you'll never know that or be able to do that if you kill yourself..there is so much in store for you...just hang in there...PM me if you don't feel comfortable talking about things on here...okay? Hang in there.
Heidi

[griffince]

im probaly going to be charge for sticking up for my sister somebody was calling my sister a slut and a hor and a hooker so i punched him hard

[Beautiful Obsession]

i know its hard when someone is talkin about a family member like that and sometimes you lose it, but i gueess its abit late for me to be sayin that now!

jus explain you lost it. you prob wont get charged tho cuz the lad dat was sayin it to your sis cud aswell for givin your sis abuse:) dont worry too much bbe:D xx

[lesher]

At least, when he charged you, you can sue him back by reminding that he already called your sister... (I'm not gonna write it, it's bad words)

[griffince]

thanx but i probaly wont b able to get a job now

[BuryYourFlame]

hey mate,
if you ever wanna talk...i am always open, just send me a PM :)

[griffince]

i dont rthink i can go on like this i got charge but its not final yet

[griffince]

guy help in my depressed state of mind my mind says to cut or stab part of my body helpppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!

[Triceratops]

guy help in my depressed state of mind my mind says to cut or stab part of my body helpppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!

Please, step away from these urges.
You will benefit NOTHING from them, but only will you cause damage to yourself.
Take quick, long steps away from those temptations. Or run. Run away from them if you have to.

If you ever feel distressed and the urge to harm yourself PLEASE don't hesitate to PM me anytime you want, I'm here if you ever need to talk or just rant, I'll always be here to listen.

[CuriousDestruction]

guy help in my depressed state of mind my mind says to cut or stab part of my body helpppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!

look, cutting or stabbing is not the answer. in fact, it may just make you feel worse. I'm sure you are already in enough pain. don't increase it.

I'm me or something if you want to talk.

[Jalin]

Chris.

I don't know you, but I would like to help.


First off, you have a rough past.. but I believe that EVERYONE is on Earth for a reason. And if you end your life, something you will end up hurting yourself(duh.), your family.. and friends. It's not just about you..think about the people you love and the people that love you.

Second, your life has been rough, but don't live in the past.. live in the future.. work on your life now so you don't have to live the same way in the future. It's your choice how you're going to end up.. you have control, and you're going to have to do what you can to get what you want.

Third, if you decide to stay with us.. you will be benefitted by so much! It will make you a stronger person. You will think you can conquer anything! Just killing yourself will just upset everyone you know.

Even though you don't think it.. if you DO kill yourself.. you're just greedy. Please don't!<3

[griffince]

and im the only person in my area who knows im depressed
i know ive been smiling, im know ive been trying, but inside im dying

[CuriousDestruction]

everyone who has replied on this thread knows you are depressed. everyone is here because they want to help you.

[JustConfused]

Every human in this world have problems and depressions and....I mean I was thinking just like you but one day I realized that this life is so beautiful...think about a people who loves you,who cares about you...you must be stronger and don't think about past,think about future...if you cut some part of your body...that can really damage you...everyone's here to help you...:):):)

[griffince]

i hope so coz at the moment my life is shit and worthless and i think there is no point in live and the worst thing is no1 seems 2 care bout me. i j8 want 2 drink alchol and die

[CuriousDestruction]

i hope so coz at the moment my life is shit and worthless and i think there is no point in live and the worst thing is no1 seems 2 care bout me. i j8 want 2 drink alchol and die

don't do that. like i said before. everyone replying on this thread cares about you. they are here because they all want to help you. i know you want to drink. i know you want to die. please, don't do it. hang on a little longer. let people try to help. let us try.

[griffince]

okay ill try 4 a liitle longer

[The Freed]

i have been depressed for about 4-5 years now and i just feel like i cant live anymore. if i dont get help soon ill kill myself. and not just that my friend wants to kill himself as well. if you want to no what has happen in my life read my story on the loss forum. it very sad


Don't do the whole self pity thing, it only increases depression.

[optimashprime]

i have been depressed for about 4-5 years now and i just feel like i cant live anymore. if i dont get help soon ill kill myself. and not just that my friend wants to kill himself as well. if you want to no what has happen in my life read my story on the loss forum. it very sad

before you do anything bad read this

i have been depressed before for about the same length of time you have and i know how it feels i was sucidle and i felt very bad

but i pulled though on my own i kept thinking about all the things i would miss if i was dead

you have got us to help and im not saying that just to get my posts up i REALY REALY mean it

so if you ever feel bad or just need to talk please pm me and i WILL listen and give advise
ill allways be here if you ever need me

[griffince]

okay guys i feel a little bit betta 2day but i dont no hw long dat will last

[optimashprime]

dont forget were all here to help ok

[griffince]

i wont dats 4 sure

[optimashprime]

good

[griffince]

but at should i do(should i tell my parents and/or friends wats goin on)

[optimashprime]

yh you should they can help you the best

[Sachin]

"worst thing is no1 seems 2 care bout me."

Well, I'm new here - so I don't know you - but just from skimming over all the posts above you on this page, it's obviously that A LOT of people care about you.

[griffince]

thanx but i mean any1 around me

[griffince]

sorry that i have been on lately ive gone down hil, i try to jump out of a car doin 110km/h.

[TigerLily]

griffince (sorry, I don't know your name), I'm really sorry to hear things have been this bad for you.

But please, please try to remember that you do serve a purpose on this earth, and that you are here for a reason, and that there are people who love and care for you and who would be absolutely devastated if anything were to happen to you, simply because they love you so very much.

While things might seem so awful for you right now, that does NOT mean it will be this way forever. You have a future, just like everyone else. Who knows what that future might hold, it might well fulfil all of your dreams - and whether that happier future starts to come around tomorrow, or next week, or next year, or whenever it may be - it WILL come around and things WILL get better. Just please don't give up on that future, and don't let those dreams die when they could be realized and provide everything you feel is lacking in your life right now. Keep fighting, as hard as it may sound, or otherwise you will never know...

In the meantime, please know that there are so many people here on VT who are here for you whenever you need it, and feel free to PM me anytime if you want someone to talk to.

Rachel

:hug:

[griffince]

thanx rachel and my name is chris

[TigerLily]

You're quite welcome Chris, hope you're feeling somewhat better :)

[sebbie]

You clearly don't want to kill yourself or you would not be posting here asking for help.

With regards to bullying, tell teachers, parents or someone else you can trust, they will be able to help you out, I would say to you learn how to stand up for yourself but it seems you are more than capable of that, as you are able to stand up for your sister.

Also lay off the booze it clouds your judgment and its not best for your health and probably illegal at your age.

With regards to your situation about being charged, learn from this as a lesson the actions have consequences, which you will have to face. Don't let it get you down but think why you acted the way you did.

Also bear in mind that if its a first offense and your age,consider the reason why you acted the way you did, you won't get in too much trouble most likely a warning at the most.

[griffince]

guys i am now seeking profession help and im on my way to recovery thanx for all ur help and pm me if u need any help im always open