Am I Gay?

[BIG DAWG 85]

I once had an almost-sexual experience with one of my friends (we're both guys) but I never considered myself to be gay. I don't have emotional feelings for this friend of mine or a sexual attraction, it just felt like hormones were taking control of me. But lately, I've enjoyed fantasizing about this friend while I masturbate. I don't want to have sex with him very intensely, and I'm not attracted to him. I actually feel attracted to girls, but not guys. I just sort of led him into the almost-sexual experience the first time because I knew he wouldn't tell and I felt really randomly horny (we were at my house by ourselves. Am I Gay?

[HikaruTheHunter]

Well this is completely normal in teenage boys' lives. They tend to be...what's the word...curious. So fantasizing about your friend while masturbating is nothing too bad, its just curiosity. And the almost sexual thing is an iffy thing. So I believe you are straight, but if you fantasize about girls also along with the boy, then I think maybe you might be bi. But there's nothing wrong with that! Now is there?

[Random_oso06]

no your not it is your hormones they make you feel that way

[Zephyr]

Boys Puberty -----> Teen Sexuality

[Spunky]

Yea your normal it's just your hormones. From what I've heard your body doesn't know the difference from guy or girl it just knows somethings happeneing. And as for the gay part I don't think that's the case it just your a little curious and that's normal it happens to almost every guy in their life

[woah]

i dont think u are it happends :D

[BuryYourFlame]

no, you are not gay at this stage, while it could develop into being gay, at this age it is most definitely the teenage hormones. i would simply say you are curious.