Θάνατος
March 21st, 2009, 11:00 PM
I want to thank Maverick for caring enough to be my friend. He knew tonight that I was really depressed and down but yet he would not leave me alone until he knew that I would not do anything stupid.
The whole time I was talking to him I just wanted to have him quit talking to me so I could kill my self. I realized that he may be the only person that truly cares for me other than my family that is reason enough to keep on living.
I have a lot of personal problems right now going on in my life. I have also done a few stupid lack of judgement things that have cause most of my friends to not want to talk to me anymore.
I am a high maintenance friend as one of my friends has told me a few times. For that I am truly sorry. I will not be a burden on you anymore you don't have to be my friend or talk to me anymore. It is obvious by the way you act and treat me that you only talk to me when you are bored and aren't busy talking to others.
Well it does suck being totally depressed and to the point where all you can think of is suicide as the only solution. Friends tell you to get professional help well that being good advice that it is professional help isn't free. You can't get help with money or Insurance which i have nether. I am not asking for help from anyone on here I am just writing this to vent and maybe let some of my friends know that I am sorry for the way I act and to have patience with me.
Maverick you are truly the best friend any person could want. Thank you.:)
The whole time I was talking to him I just wanted to have him quit talking to me so I could kill my self. I realized that he may be the only person that truly cares for me other than my family that is reason enough to keep on living.
I have a lot of personal problems right now going on in my life. I have also done a few stupid lack of judgement things that have cause most of my friends to not want to talk to me anymore.
I am a high maintenance friend as one of my friends has told me a few times. For that I am truly sorry. I will not be a burden on you anymore you don't have to be my friend or talk to me anymore. It is obvious by the way you act and treat me that you only talk to me when you are bored and aren't busy talking to others.
Well it does suck being totally depressed and to the point where all you can think of is suicide as the only solution. Friends tell you to get professional help well that being good advice that it is professional help isn't free. You can't get help with money or Insurance which i have nether. I am not asking for help from anyone on here I am just writing this to vent and maybe let some of my friends know that I am sorry for the way I act and to have patience with me.
Maverick you are truly the best friend any person could want. Thank you.:)