I have a Dilemma, please read?

[AllThatIsLeft]

Okay so i wrote this story, but it's very very VERY disturbing. Even more so becuase it's real, but i need feed back. and some seriousssss editting done.

Now I don't want to post it here because it is simple not for anyone to read.
and so i was wondering if anyone is interested in reading.

I must warn you though, everything in it IS real, and yes it is about me. and it is quite shocking.

You'll understand why am i the way i am. what i have is merely the first chapter.

Like i said it is not appropriate for anyone.
There are no extreme details, but it is detailed enough.

so if your interested please answer. :)

[AutumnDae]

I'd be happy to read it. :)

[byee]

I'm happy to help out, too, Paula.

[Oblivion]

Me three!

[Dragonite]

i wanna read it!!! i like disturbing things!

[AllThatIsLeft]

omg, thanks guys :)

how do i give it to you? email? because i dont think pm supports word files ...

EDIT: I'll just copy paste... i'm so dumb.. xD
be expecting soon :)

[Oblivion]

Just copy and paste into PM?

[IAMWILL]

Oooohoohh I want to read it! I love this stuff!

[Oblivion]

That's so sad, and horrible.Something like that should never happen to anyone, much less twice :(

[AllThatIsLeft]

some things shouldnt ever happen, but they do, and most often more than once.

Life is full of things that shouldnt happen. Just look at history, holocaust, atomic bomb, 9/11 .. war..

[Oblivion]

Yeah, I suppose it's better than dying.
Ugh, but why do there have to be so many sick people?

[AllThatIsLeft]

i wish i could answer that.

i'm just glad i turned out the opposite, and not like those maniacs.

[IAMWILL]

Yeah, I suppose it's better than dying.
Ugh, but why do there have to be so many sick people?

Because that is why the world rotates, revolves, and go go around. Nothing in the world is perfect, and everybody knows that, but most don't realize it. Bad things happen, they will happen, they must happen. It is a simple cycle which defines life as itself.

[Underground_Network]

I wrote a song called something like "We All Have it in Us," and I believe it to be true. Anyone of us has it in us to take another human life given the right circumstances.

Anyway, I'd love to read it Paula. :) I'll give my honest opinion no matter what. :P

[Mzor203]

*Meep*

I read? :)

[Sage]

I'd love to give it a look myself.

[AllThatIsLeft]

wow so many ppl interested.. i feel speciall.. i'll send it to you. just gimme a few mins xD

[Dragonite]

some things shouldnt ever happen, but they do, and most often more than once.

Life is full of things that shouldnt happen. Just look at history, holocaust, atomic bomb, 9/11 .. war..

dont forget about humans if it wasnt for us those things wouldnt have happend

[AllThatIsLeft]

true that.

[devilishangel]

i want to read it too...

[Sapphire]

May I read it? Pwease!

[BuryYourFlame]

i wanna read too :)

[AllThatIsLeft]

i can send it to you .. but Dec, you pretty much know the story. it will shock you, cause it is a bit more detailed.

[ShatteredWings]

i write disturbing crap.. lol
i'll read :D

[AllThatIsLeft]

holyyyy.. this is more popular than i thought....i'll pm u gwyn

[Cloud]

Woah thats just fucked up not you but what happened.
i cant believe it i really am finding it hard to believe.
im speachless

[AllThatIsLeft]

some shit just happens.

[Cloud]

and its always those who deserve it the elast who get it

[AllThatIsLeft]

the world is a fucked up place. have to deal.

[Underground_Network]

the world is a fucked up place. have to deal.

Sadly Paula speaks the truth...

The world is one fucked up place. Things happen to people. We learn from our experiences, and on the bright side, Paula is an amazing person; she hasn't taken what has happened to her and turned into anger and rage. She hasn't tried to kill someone; she doesn't come across as malicious and desperately angry. She comes across as amiable and friendly. Paula is amazingness, and she wouldn't be who she is today if it weren't for her past encounters. Things like that make you stronger... Paula is much stronger than most of us tbh.

[devilishangel]

dats realy sad...u shudnt haf faced it..realy sorry dat it hapend to u...dis being so harsh for u to recolect..or pen it down... i appreciate d gesture kz it takes a lot of courage to pen down sumthng so dark :)

[AllThatIsLeft]

yea, considering i left lots of details out.
and there is still the next chapter of my life,
though it isn't AS horrible, it was very, very disturbing to witness.

[Aneklusmos]

I wouldn't mind reading. thank ya!

[Dagenadriel]

I wouldn't mind giving it a read-over.

Edit: I am waiting for someone else to post first, because posting my response in this same post would be weird and double posting is not allowed.