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[Halibut]

Well. i have not been on lately . on friday i was at jordans and some people came over and it ws there first time over at there house and i guess i was kinda back off bitches if one got close lol. but on saturday i went swimming with my friend then slept over at jordans and his room mates. me and jordan were different that night like i mean it was not all sexual. and that night i fell asleep in his bed with him. and the funny thing is he mentioned how i was on friday night. and then i turnd red and was like no i wasnt then my friend was likek actually thats respectful and then jordan was like ya, you were basically showing i was your man and to back off. and then sunday josh helped me with my homework and he said to jordan . what are you jelaouse im helping your girlfring with her homework and jordan was like well...ya haha. ok but i do have a point with this. i am been racking my brain on this and wishing it wasnt true but i cant deny it anymore. im pretty positive im inlove with jordan..and i cant be..he is leaving soon...and everytime i think about it i cry. but i am trying to support him and be there but im scared but i know he needs to do it..im not sure if i should tell him or not..gah i feel sick now..advice please!

edit: also i would like to add i do not use the word love easily..nor say it!

[IAMWILL]

Well.....

Although you go through rough times in relationships, simple things that have made you happy in the past always come back to cheer you up. What's happening now is that you are going through a little bump in the road, but you know inside that there is nothing you dislike about him so much, you just have to be with him. You're right, you probably are in love, but it is because you have recognized what you love so much about him that's causing you to feel sad when you know he will eventually have to leave. To be honest, there is nothing you can do it. This is love at its truest form. You may not recognize it, but you want him, and you will have a tough time without him, but for now, you must overcome your sadness. Enjoy your last moments with him, that's the only way you will feel happy when it's over.

[Mzor203]

The question of whether to tell him that you love him or not depends a lot on how you think he will react. Mostly, I wouldn't recommend telling him something that might set him off emotionally before he leaves. You don't want to give him more to worry about when he's already going to have to go through moving away, which is going to be stressful already (was this the same person who was going to join some branch of the army?)

So just make the most of what you have. Either way, you have to move on enough so that you aren't being hurt mentally when there's nothing you can do about it. So just prepare yourself. Acknowledge that it has to happen. Unfortunately there isn't a whole ton you can do otherwise.

[Skeln]

As said above, you need to try to have some happy moments with him before he leaves. Make the best out of what little time you have left together before he leaves. It's good that you support him, and I bet that this is extremely hard on him as well.