These Damned Urges :(

[AllThatIsLeft]

Okay so i don't cut, but i been getting this strong urges to do so.
I know i wont, because i wont let myself fall on THAT hole.
But these urges are so damned distracting, i see my veins and the blood is flowing constantly. My wrist burn, and itch, and they feel hot.

I'm not going to start, though i realllllly want to. i want to see my flow running, i want to feel the warm blood running down my arm, and i want that rush pain gives.

I like to feel pain, as weird as that sounds, so i'm sticking to biting, scratching, and digging my nails in my skin. Not to the point where i bleed, but just so i feel.


Now, does anyone know how i can make these urges go away, i cant eat chocolate every time they come.

Help?:(

[Dreaming Cannibal]

…u can always bite me……8-)
one way that only really works if you have a strong concentration strength is to think of something 100% unrelated, like what is Alex doing right now? Why don't i call Alex and ask her… but what if she is sleeping………

course you know im always sleeping but you can call me and wake me up any given moment you feel like!

[bevans]

Why not focus your mind on something or start a new hobby? Do something that will keep you busy so that you'll forget the urges to do it. If all else failed, I think you need to seek professional help.

[Cloud]

paula were in the same boat here. its the same for me like i told you the other day. dont worry about it jsut try to focus on something else or if that doesnt work then MUSIC REALLY LOUD MIGHT HELP TO NUMB YOR MIND it works for me and helps me relax so it could help. We can beat it Paula your strong and i know that you can beat it.

[Froger]

I like to feel pain, as weird as that sounds, so i'm sticking to biting, scratching, and digging my nails in my skin. Not to the point where i bleed, but just so i feel.

Help?:(

how about sticking hypodermic needles instead, and the playing with blood and pain?
you would be great girlfriend for someone with SM desires

but do not cut yourself you will regret that later.

[AllThatIsLeft]

how about sticking hypodermic needles instead, and the playing with blood and pain?
you would be great girlfriend for someone with SM desires

but do not cut yourself you will regret that later.

i'm not quite sure if that is an insult, or you're actually trying to help.

[Froger]

i'm not quite sure if that is an insult, or you're actually trying to help.

it is NOT insult. i am just truing to understand why people do that.
and unlike others I do not think it is something wrong to do if you like it.

i just try to suggest a way to avoid permanent damage.

[AllThatIsLeft]

ahh i see. well i'm no going to cut, ever.. it just hard to handle it.

[Dragonite]

try finding a hobby or something that keeps you busy

[Froger]

ahh i see. well i'm no going to cut, ever.. it just hard to handle it.
That is good.
But since you are only one alive here, maybe you can tell me more why do you even think about that.

you don't seem to be someone depressed or hating yourself.

[AllThatIsLeft]

depressed.. i go on and offf... i dont hate myself its the only thing i got for sure in life