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[Mzor203]

You know what? You need to go to a doctor. I know it may not be what you want to hear, but I fellt EXACTLY like that for about a year, up until I told my parents and we went to the doctor. And now we've done some stuff to help me out, and I feel fantastic. So, I'm not going to launch into a huge post that isn't going to help, I'm going to state the truth of it in one short sentence: You need to see someone. You need to schedule an appointment with a doctor, and discuss options. And if your parents don't know, then you need to tell them, if they're anything like parents should be. They will understand.

It's the only way to get better, if you can't make it alone, which you obviously are having a hard time with.

Good luck.

[Triceratops]

You do need to see someone, desparately. Or you'll end up dead. Deep down you don't want that, as you're only 14 years old. You have so much in life ahead of you.

You're feeling so worthless and your self esteem is down the drain and we need to build it up again. You need to talk to someone no matter what. You can't go on like this otherwise it'll just get worse.

[MysticalBurrito]

Rex and Marcie pretty much covered it all
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Go to a doctor and get something to help you