mia my friend

[valentine vomit doll]

today my best friend got mad at me for making myself puke in the bathroom stall after eating some chinese food at the mall. then all of my friends ignored me. this just made me feel like mia is the only one who understands me. everything else is just stressful and depressing. I didnt choose to be stuck alone at night at the mall while my friends ditched me, but I CHOSE to stick my fingers up my throat and puke out my flaws. This is my black hole.

[ThePhantom]

good job u IMd me on msn but we still have more to talk about.. i couldnt really talk then sorry

[grace123]

Mia is not your friend, she is your enemy. She is mine also and I hate her. I look like a freak in my family because they are all tall and strong, mia made me weak. she made my teeth hurt, my stomach bloated. I conquered her, and yet I still see her laughing at me. She has disformed me. No matter how hard I try, I cannt go back. I cannot stop myself, the self that cried because there was no way out. And even after you have found a way out, there are too many memories and too many reminders. This is just a bad mempry for you at the mall. You can get over this. eat normally, enjoy it. You will not get fat, without mia I even lost weight and I was healthy. Then, I was in control

[ktkurbst0mp]

Okay, thats weird.
I was reading this book, and the girl said like exactly what grace did.


But anyways, I know how hard stuff like this is. And you really do need support of your friends. But then again, you could always learn from this. And think, maybe my friends just really don't want to see me hurting myself like this. And know they care about you.

[Aηdy]

Please don't bump old threads.


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