They Know!

[Beautiful Obsession]

I Have been cutting for a while. i have4 bad cuts on my wrists and 2 on my legs, and all of my best friends have seen the ones on my wrists, i keep forgettting about them and they all see them, and now there all saying i self harm, and keep going on about it, the thing is they dont even seem bothered there more interested in shouting it out.
one of my bm cut her wrists once and i thought i would be able to talk to her about it. but when it comes to it i just deny it.
Also my mum seen the cuts and i had to make up a real lame excuse. whats wrong wiv me?

Please help.. i need to talk to someone but i just really cant

x

[Triceratops]

First of all, if your friends are more interested in shouting out about the scars on your wrists than supporting you then you should ask yourself if they truly are your friends. Harsh but true. People who are like that will have no intention of understanding or sympathizing.

I honestly think you should try telling your mum the truth about the cuts instead of making up excuses, keeping secrets and bottling things up will just make things worse for yourself, trust me on that. I also think you should attempt to talk to your best mate about it, she will more than likely understand how you feel. Talking to people about your problems is easier than it seems.

Hope all goes well and good luck, hun :) xxxx

[Beautiful Obsession]

Thanks :) i know that is exactly wot i have been thinking. real mates wouldnt do that. but there the only people i have so.
i just cant tell my mum. i dont speak to her about anything, and i know she wud go mad at me for doing it. i dont know why i do it, i just feel the need to!