phish
March 9th, 2009, 10:32 PM
Ok I will make a short version of what really should be a lot longer.
When I was little I would have 5(give or take) rage fits a day and my mother seeked a reason. And after a few years she found it was things like red die,cotton seed oil,etc that would make me blow up. And my mother tried to solve this and found it with alternative med. And I was diagnosed with bi poler among other things and she cured my of bi poler. I am a changed guy now. Anyway so she took it WAY to far. She has high blood pressure. And she stopped taking her pills I did not think much of it nor did I really care(what do you think I was 7 8 etc) and so she started having these big nose bleeds(2 3 hours) and she go's and her doc (and mutual friend)said to go to the ER now after taking her blood pressure. So she said NO NO NO and she gave her some sort of tea to help. And she went to the bar had one drink and on the way to the bathroom passed out they thought just another drunk when the bar tender said no she only had half of one drink. And as it turned out that was just enough to make her pass out. and it was vary lucky because she would have been killed other wise. And she wound up in the ER. And ruined her kidneys. And now she is on a dozen meds and half of them make her feel like carp.
And another time. She felt really bad for 7 months. She did not do anything but go to fucking kiro maclezmers(yes thats gibberish) and what not. As it turned out she had a absess building up in her colin which would sooner or later bursted and kill her. And she finally went abscess to the doc. And saved her life. and anyway. So that did not damage her health but it was not fun anyway.
And when my parents split my mom stayed home with the kids and my dad payed the bills. Anyway ruined her CV. And everything came crashing down. The house fell in to disrapair. She started loosing friends for one reason or another.
Stefan(older brother)
When I was born(he was 6) I kinda broke everything apart for him. I ruined his if as soon as I was born. The house is full of holes(literally) and dirty grimy IDK how to put what I did to him in to words.
So here I am. Broken life broken dreams broken health broken CV's broken everything. And it is all my fault. I hate the fact that the world would be better off if I where never born. And she cares to much about me she has done more things and geven more then you could shake a stick at.
And now we want to kill each other wwe are with each other all the time and have been my hole life. And I hate the fact that she if 55. I wish I had much younger parents. I hate it that they are so old. I wish they where in there 30s or 40s. People think she is my grand mom. All of my grand parents where dead by the time I was 7.
When I was little I would have 5(give or take) rage fits a day and my mother seeked a reason. And after a few years she found it was things like red die,cotton seed oil,etc that would make me blow up. And my mother tried to solve this and found it with alternative med. And I was diagnosed with bi poler among other things and she cured my of bi poler. I am a changed guy now. Anyway so she took it WAY to far. She has high blood pressure. And she stopped taking her pills I did not think much of it nor did I really care(what do you think I was 7 8 etc) and so she started having these big nose bleeds(2 3 hours) and she go's and her doc (and mutual friend)said to go to the ER now after taking her blood pressure. So she said NO NO NO and she gave her some sort of tea to help. And she went to the bar had one drink and on the way to the bathroom passed out they thought just another drunk when the bar tender said no she only had half of one drink. And as it turned out that was just enough to make her pass out. and it was vary lucky because she would have been killed other wise. And she wound up in the ER. And ruined her kidneys. And now she is on a dozen meds and half of them make her feel like carp.
And another time. She felt really bad for 7 months. She did not do anything but go to fucking kiro maclezmers(yes thats gibberish) and what not. As it turned out she had a absess building up in her colin which would sooner or later bursted and kill her. And she finally went abscess to the doc. And saved her life. and anyway. So that did not damage her health but it was not fun anyway.
And when my parents split my mom stayed home with the kids and my dad payed the bills. Anyway ruined her CV. And everything came crashing down. The house fell in to disrapair. She started loosing friends for one reason or another.
Stefan(older brother)
When I was born(he was 6) I kinda broke everything apart for him. I ruined his if as soon as I was born. The house is full of holes(literally) and dirty grimy IDK how to put what I did to him in to words.
So here I am. Broken life broken dreams broken health broken CV's broken everything. And it is all my fault. I hate the fact that the world would be better off if I where never born. And she cares to much about me she has done more things and geven more then you could shake a stick at.
And now we want to kill each other wwe are with each other all the time and have been my hole life. And I hate the fact that she if 55. I wish I had much younger parents. I hate it that they are so old. I wish they where in there 30s or 40s. People think she is my grand mom. All of my grand parents where dead by the time I was 7.