this is never ending

[Gumleaf]

this last weekend has been unbelievable. it has been awesome in some ways which has saved me from absolute total melt down because i have had some really bad times. saturday, sunday night and this morning have all knocked me around so much. i've felt totally lonely, alone, worthless and useless. i feel totally deserted by everyone around me, my friends and everything, even though i know they are there and care which just makes me totally stupid. and then when i think like that, i feel like i am no worth to anyone and everyone would be better off without me annoying them and stuff. now i absolutely hate myself for all those things that i have. i often think that this is all true, like i have over the last few days. i keep thinking why would anyone want to be friends with an annoying whinging person like me? friends tell me to text them, call them and whatever when i feel like this, but i can't, because i'm convinced that none of them care and i would only be bothering them. i've really had enough, i don't how long i can go on feeling like this. my theropy doesn't seem to help me much. i don't think i can cope for much longer.

[Dayvid]

this sounds really deep! i have been in almost the same state of mind as you are.its near on impossible to think of reasons to continue life if its just going to keep on going the way it is... I know how you feel! and for once I mean it when i say that! I just want to let you know that there is light at the end of this tunnel and you need to be strong! I dont know you but I read your blog and can see you have been through alot lately. I too have had to deal with alot of things that i wouldnt wish upon my worst enemy. but I have overcome those and you can to! No one needs to feel this alone, I am offering my hand in friendship. atm its all a can offer and maybe we can talk about it, find out what it is thats making you feel this alone. im not a theropist! Im just another kid thats been in the same boat. if you wanna chat? PM me

[MysticalBurrito]

I complety agree with him
my friends tell me the same but i never call then.
but if they are your true friends they will WANT to help you through your time of depression
they might just sit at the other side of the phone and just nod when you talk but it still means they care enough to listen and that they are true friends your very lucky to have someone yo say call me when your feeling down.

Life isnt always the piece of cheese we wanted but we are lucky to have that piece of cheese (sorry bout the weird saying but i didnt know howelse to put it)
sometime life sucks and we feel down but imagine if everyone didnt want to go through with life on a bad day.
soemtimes all we can do is pick ourselves up and dust off and go on.

everyone has bad days sometimes others have it worse..
Keep hanging on! dont let go
Dont EVER let go