People

[Viral Death]

I am just so sick of people they are rude and only care for themself! Like today all the boys are rude as hell to me they call me names and all the girls when they walk past me they always go uhk or go away when I try to talk to them I tried to have a relationship with them they get pissed and walk away. I only have my gang of friends 55, my friend Dalton, and 2 Seniors, and this girl I really like. Well I got home today and I had to do a assigment on my laptop so I went to sit in the front room and my grandfather got pissed and left and my grandma told me to go sit in my room. Well I sat on the floor and they didnt talk! Well I decided to sit in my room and they started to talk. I dont feal like seeing a doctor about my depression. My grandparents dont think I am depressed because I hide it from people when I am near people. I think people are trying to push me to suicide and I am almost there. My parents dont talk to me anymore! I just think that there is no place for me here on the planet.

[MysticalBurrito]

Get help thats all I can say is there a school consouler you can see without them knowing just no matter life DONT even think about killing yourself life is to precious to waste

[Viral Death]

People treat me like shit. Maybe it would be better if I was gone

[theOperaGhost]

It would not be better if you were gone. You've got to take a stand. If people are treating you like shit, stand up to them. What is the worst thing that could happen?

[Viral Death]

I end up alone for the rest of my life thats how it is now its like I am in a deep dark hole that I cant get out of and no one will help me and when I see this girl I like she is like a light in my life but she hardly talks to me but we are friends

[upright_citizen]

thats a pretty crappy feeling and you're not alone in feeling that way.
sounds cliche but ignore them. you don't need them and you wouldn't want them to be your friend anyways. also, its better to have one best friend than a big group of friends.
hang in there though and find someone to talk to. try a school counselor or let steam off here if you need to or talk to someone here. its better to talk about it and get it out than to hold it all in.
I know I probably didn't give the best advice but I tried my best.

[Viral Death]

You gave good advice but I just feal crappy I will think about seeing a doctor

[Viral Death]

But I think that no one will believe me and they will just laugh at me and that makes me afraid to talk to anyone about this