If I only knew!

[Sapphire]

Why, oh why can't I stop the urges and the craving?
What is it that gets between me and "recovery"?

Oh, if only I knew!!!

[ShatteredGlass]

Pray for wisdom and strength, that would definetly help. But only if you believe it will.

[Sapphire]

I have difficulty in believing that someone is listening to me which is why I don't/can't pray. I'm sorry but I really have tried..

[Sapphire]

I wish I could stop being so weak.
Why can't I be as strong as everyone thinks I am??


Argh!

[Hyper]

Argh! Make them walk the plank I say!

I think your fairly strong, but if you believe your not.. Well then you can imagine the effect..