Non Self Harm Calendar!

[dying lullaby]

for every day you dont cut, or every situation you come out of without a new mark upon your beautiful skin this thread is here for you to celebrate it!


_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

3 days cut free, all thanks to Austin's help and my own will power!

[-Silence]

Yay! Way to go Bri!!

:hug:

[Waiting]

cut free since ive been smoking
but at what price?

[-Silence]

I'm really glad you're not cutting, but I'm sorry that you're smoking instead.

:hug:

Be safe, okay?

[dying lullaby]

ehh not so happy to hear that patch...although it could deff be worse...like heather said, be safe

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

cut free since ive been smoking
but at what price?

id rather u cut than smoked... smokings bad for you :(

[serial-thrilla]

i totally disagree, if smoking stops your depression then its definatly a positive.

[<-Dying_to_Live->]

ok, ur same logic can be applied to cutting. so where do u draw the line? which do u think is better matt. personally i think smoking does more bad things to ur body

[dying lullaby]

ok, ur same logic can be applied to cutting. so where do u draw the line? which do u think is better matt. personally i think smoking does more bad things to ur body


i agree

[serial-thrilla]

but depression is a terrible thing that makes you feel bad about yourself. if ciggarettes make you feel better although over long time use they can do harm i think you should stick with them until you think you can get off them without cutting.

[dying lullaby]

ehh difference of opinions

another night of no cutting - atleast for now.

[ThePhantom]

Good job everybody

[///James///]

no cutting for a week now, although im almost crossing the line. im going to try my darndest not to now tho (dont ask me why i feel like this)

[kolte]

but depression is a terrible thing that makes you feel bad about yourself. if ciggarettes make you feel better although over long time use they can do harm i think you should stick with them until you think you can get off them without cutting.

my thing is, depression can lead to cutting which can lead to suicide. smoking can lead to for example cancer which can lead to death. depression can take you out in a few months time. I know people who have smoked for 40 years and can still outrun you. so it effects people differently. I prefer smoking to slicing away at your own skin digging out your insides and sobing yourself to sleep with straving yourself and yelling at the people you love. but thats just me.

[ThePhantom]

LOL Well said Koler. . .

w00t

[dying lullaby]

thats awesome! see this is what this thread was posted for!!! i'm so happy that you resisted

[beautifullytragic]

haven't cut today! let's see if we can make it two days!

[dying lullaby]

wahoo! go Maria!!! toatlly kick ass news

[-Silence]

I've had a razor sitting by my side about all night. Never followed through. Never had the courage to push down.

[beautifullytragic]

good for you! keep if up!

[dying lullaby]

thats awesome! heather, i am so proud of you!!

[ThePhantom]

Yay nice job :D

[Whisper]

I've gone like a very long time
the scars are even gone
I have to be just commin out of the shower to see any lines really (I dont scar worth a shit)

....I'm sorry
But I dont get this whole addiction thing
Yea it helps
I've been slicin n dicin for well over a year and slamming my head and arms into walls, doors, desks etc for well over a decade
I like pain
I've got this facination about it
But i'm not addicted to cutting
I can go loooong times without thinkin twice

Bri I saw ur post in the other caledar and...
Bri u need to listen to sum better stuff
GET ANGRY
use it!!

"I'm a soldier, these shoulder's hold up so much, they won't budge,
i'll never fall or fold up,
i'm a soldier,
even if my collar bone's crush or crumble,
I will never slip or stumble,
i'm a soldier"

[dying lullaby]

thanks...

and i am really happy that you arent dependant on this.

[///James///]

ive had a shit day yesterday but my friennds chhered me up and brought me to the cinema

i liked the way one frend put it:
im not goin to have my friend kill himself cos hes feeling shit when he can be chhered up, who wud i have to sit beside in class!

so ya i feel better then yesteday and sunday evening

[dying lullaby]

thats great james!

[beautifullytragic]

2 days of no cutting! hope I can keep it up!

[Waiting]

i've been a lonnng time still wihtout it
i forgot to start counting this time
but yeah
i was saying to my friend i was a mess and a wreck
and she said

"nah hunny, you're not a mess, you're a beautiful disaster''

i liked being discribed as a beautiful disaster

[dying lullaby]

i've been a lonnng time still wihtout it
i forgot to start counting this time
but yeah
i was saying to my friend i was a mess and a wreck
and she said

"nah hunny, you're not a mess, you're a beautiful disaster''

i liked being discribed as a beautiful disaster


i absolutely love that song! Beautiful Disaster...wonderful song

and have i mentioned lately taht i'm proud of you?! cuz hell yeah i am!!

[beautifullytragic]

3 days no self harm!

[///James///]

i've been a lonnng time still wihtout it
i forgot to start counting this time
but yeah
i was saying to my friend i was a mess and a wreck
and she said

"nah hunny, you're not a mess, you're a beautiful disaster''

i liked being discribed as a beautiful disaster
and have i mentioned lately taht i'm proud of you?! cuz hell yeah i am!!

and even tho it might not be obvious but patch, when i seen you went back to cutting a good while ago, i was gobsmacked. but even though your smoking and shit to get past it, im stll proud of u too. your doing real well

-----
friends were pissing me off today but they still made me happy somehow. i think my depressing time off school is over thank god

[dying lullaby]

i did not cut last night. i just didnt feel the need to. go me.

[beautifullytragic]

argh! I messed up saturday :cry: , so 2 days no selfharm!

[ThePhantom]

Good job you can do it mlatch .. i like this much better then the self harm calender .. so much more supportive. you all can do it ;)

[beautifullytragic]

5 days! thats a new record for me! im so excited!

[dying lullaby]

awesome!!

[beautifullytragic]

Yay! Good job, matey!

[dying lullaby]

go austin!!

[dying lullaby]

i havent cut since some where around january 14th!!! i simply havent had a craving in almost a month...i am so proud of myself

[-Silence]

Way to Go Bri!!

:hug:

I'll be a month in 4 days. :oops:

[dying lullaby]

im so proud of you Heather!!! kick ass job!

[Fiending_the_freedom]

i havn't cut in two weeks
last night one of my best friends told me they hated me,
i have it good, i have no reason to cut and her and my otehr best friend have problems thats why they stick together (they have it worse than me thats why) and i'm mean and annoying and we can't be frriends

i didn't cut.
theyr not worth it.

[Toongig]

Yeah!

[Fiending_the_freedom]

going on a month cut free!!

[-Silence]

Way to go!!!

If you haven't done it since then, happy two months!

:hug:

[Fiending_the_freedom]

yes i havn't!
woot woot!
i feel great

[-Silence]

Woohoo!! :D

[-Silence]

I threw away all my razors again, I don't know but I don't feel like I need them. So yeah. :)

6 days so far, hopefully many more.

[XKissMeElectric]

7 months since last time.....
its been a little over a year since i decided to stop and ive succecceded

[DouggyO.o]

ummm....i htink about about 1 1/2 or more im doing good!

[-Silence]

Friday will be my 7 weeks. :)

[Φρανκομβριτ]

i think i've gone about a month or so :D

[Fiending_the_freedom]

thats fucking awsome rudi!

[Barelythere]

last time i cut was 18 days ago!! woo me :P lol i no its not much as u guys all doin months and stuff, but i will get there too i hope!! :D cya xoxo

[Bobby]

Good job Harrie!

[Barelythere]

woo im back up to 6 days, and im determined to beat my 22days but alot!!!! cya peeps xoxo

[terith]

been about 2 days now

[schrei jess]

Been a little more than a week, feeling good!

[schrei jess]

I know this is double posting, but I have no edit button

Anyway, it's going on two weeks now without cutting, Im so excited! I think I might be able to finally leave this behind for good!

[mRojas2000]

2 Things:

1. I wouldn't consider it double post since you are not doing it like the same day... :P

and 2. YAY GO YOU!! :D

[Bobby]

I know this is double posting, but I have no edit button

Anyway, it's going on two weeks now without cutting, Im so excited! I think I might be able to finally leave this behind for good!

That's great!

[terith]

going on 5 days

[-Silence]

I've gone alittle over 3 months, but I don't know, I feel like I'm slipping. Slowly, but slipping. I keep thinking about it lately, I don't want to but I miss it in a way, I miss the way I felt afterwards. I don't understand why though, I've been pretty content. But I feel like I'm going to come crashing down any second and fuck my hard-earned three months up.

I'm sorry I haven't been here often, I've kinda been trying to stay away. I hate to say it but this place lowers my mood. I don't know why, but it seems to. I'm sorry.

But anyways, three months.

[Bobby]

I've gone alittle over 3 months, but I don't know, I feel like I'm slipping. Slowly, but slipping. I keep thinking about it lately, I don't want to but I miss it in a way, I miss the way I felt afterwards. I don't understand why though, I've been pretty content. But I feel like I'm going to come crashing down any second and fuck my hard-earned three months up.


I'm sorry I haven't been here often, I've kinda been trying to stay away. I hate to say it but this place lowers my mood. I don't know why, but it seems to. I'm sorry.


But anyways, three months.


It's okay, I don't think anybody is offended.
Has anything happened that might have triggered the urge?

[-Silence]

Where I am it's March 15th already so four months!
I'm kinda proud that I made it, kinda a difficult month.

But hehe, I'm going to go out and get ice cream like I do every time I hit another month!

Mmmmm, chocolate.

Hehe, Sorry.

:hug2:

[Maverick]

Great job Heather. :D

[Ironic Infidel In England]

I haven't cut for thre days thanks to some very good adive from jma08. YAY!!!!

[Everglow]

I'm so happy for you Ironic Infidel!!! Your post just made my day!!

ohh....btw i've been cut free for 6 weeks!!!

[Ironic Infidel In England]

Over a week now! I am so pleased with myself!

[product_of_my_parents]

Over a week now! I am so pleased with myself!


great job! keep it up!!!

[*lynn*]

great job ironic! i hope you get your 2 week mark!

congrats!!!

:)

[unknown(to_myself)]

two days!!!!! (fake blood helps alot)

[Ironic Infidel In England]

Sorry to disappoint you *lynn*, but I had a bit of a break down last night because the thing that I'm living for these days went wrong, but it's ok now, even if I'm not. (except I had to steal a mat from my bathroom to cover up the blood)

[Everglow]

4 months and 26 days!!

[MoveAlong]

4 months and 26 days!!

Awsome man! :D

[unknown(to_myself)]

three days (even though two people..and one pet.... i know died this week)!

[Ironic Infidel In England]

Back To Nil. :(

[Link3737]

I've gone about....my entire life! yay me! *hugs self*

[Ironic Infidel In England]

Good for you! (Never, ever start.)

[*kid*]

4 hours, my dad got pissed off wit me.... :(
(nothing visible tho only headbanging)

[Everglow]

go you kid!!

6 days for me!

[Ironic Infidel In England]

First whole week for ages!

[Ironic Infidel In England]

A week!

[Sapphire]

Never thought I would get through last night. But here I am without any fresh cuts. Go me! lol

[fairybeleiver]

11 days and counting doesnt feel so great though the longer i go with out it the sicker i feel

[Maverick]

11 days and counting doesnt feel so great though the longer i go with out it the sicker i feel
Congrats on making it 11 days. Sorry you are feeling sicker because of it. But remember doing it will make things even worst than what it is now. Try to take your mind off it and distract yourself with something. You can do it. Think positively.

[fairybeleiver]

Congrats on making it 11 days. Sorry you are feeling sicker because of it. But remember doing it will make things even worst than what it is now. Try to take your mind off it and distract yourself with something. You can do it. Think positively.

thanks for the concern. im still going 13 days and counting. ill live i think :). jus got to wait 11 more days and it will become alot easier.
thanks xx

[MikeKnowsYou]

but depression is a terrible thing that makes you feel bad about yourself. if ciggarettes make you feel better although over long time use they can do harm i think you should stick with them until you think you can get off them without cutting.

i learned that snapping ur wrist with a rubberband is a good alternative to cutting. i have depression, but i have managed to never cut...u just have to let your mind overcome your urges.

[Ironic Infidel In England]

3 WHOLE WEEKS!! I'm SO proud of myself!!!! :D

(appologies for the excessive caps and exclamation marks.)

[fairybeleiver]

5 weeeks woooooooooooooooooooooo

[Ironic Infidel In England]

A month! :D Go me! And well done fairybeliever!

[Maverick]

Great job! :D

[Serenity]

Keep it up! :daisy: I'm glad for you!

[fairybeleiver]

7 weeks today didnt seem that long really. but since i got bk to school its been a lot harder for my to cope been wanting to cut again

[Ironic Infidel In England]

2 months without burning or breaking the skin. :D I miss this place. A lot.

[Maverick]

Great job Alex! :D Hopefully you'll be able to come back soon.

[Sapphire]

Well done Alex, I'm proud of you.
Hope to see you back soon!

[Ironic Infidel In England]

I am back now! :)

Hopefully for good.

[Serenity]

Yaaay Alex!! :daisy:

[Atonement]

5 weeks... doesnt seem like much, but its good for me. and I am not tempted at all recently...

[Serenity]

Good! :daisy: I'm glad you're doing well, I know 5 weeks can seem like an eternity

[Atonement]

yeah, eternity, well, more like hell, but it is always bad before something good happens

[Sapphire]

5 weeks is an acheivement to be proud of. Any step towards recovery is something to be proud of. Just remember to keep plodding on and treat any slip ups as stepping stones to success!

[ShatteredWings]

5 weeks is an acheivement to be proud of. Any step towards recovery is something to be proud of. Just remember to keep plodding on and treat any slip ups as stepping stones to success!


im at my record for not biting at 2wks...i wish i could do it longer. this is the first time i've gone past 10days.. :yeah: im so happy! i hope i can keep it up. my hands are always there, but i have more control!




(to avoid double post)

i cracked. i was 1, ONE day from 3wks....dammit i was so close then i cracked and had a major panic atack(ugh, not fun)

[Fiending_the_freedom]

i havent cut in two months=D!

[Sapphire]

Congratulations Tegan! Keep up the good work :)

[dem.re.cmd.exe]

Well, I've gotten through my second day. It is nothting, but I'm afraid I might not even get a week, so I thought I might as well post this.

[Hauptmann Kauffman]

Good job! Each day is an achievement! keep It up! :D

[electric7rocker]

16 days... andrew said if i didnt stop he wouldnt talk to me anymore. scared the shit outta me.....
its really hard. i have knives all over the house and i keep seeing them.


i started to wish that he would understand how hard this is for me, that he would know what hes putting me through... and then i felt really bad for wishing something like that on another person.

[Ironic Infidel In England]

A good few weeks now.. :D

[thesphinx]

Im happy for your Ironic, sorry don't remember you name.

[dem.re.cmd.exe]

Yay! Today is one week! lol

[western ninja]

congrats thts a brill achievement (if that's even how you spell it) =P

[Ironic Infidel In England]

My names Alex. And that's about another week.

[lost]

i dont kno whether i want to try stopping again.. i always end up going back.... 1 day

[dem.re.cmd.exe]

Over 2 weeks.

[Aηdy]

15 1/2 years :)

Just find the power not to do it, be strong, and if you must, grab ice cubes hard.

[electric7rocker]

its been a couple weeks...... i dont actually know how many... but i havent felt the need to in a while. i was actually thinking about it today cuz im having a bad day, but when i was thinking about it i didnt feel that i wanted to.. and i imagined myself doing it, and i didnt feel like i needed to, or even wanted to.

[Never_Forget]

A day =/

[NextToNormal]

its been 7 long hard weeks. with all the crap thats been going on lately, im very surprised i havent cut

[Serenity]

Woot, good job! Stay strong :daisy:

[NextToNormal]

thanks! im trying.

[Malcolm Tucker]

4 Days........

[NextToNormal]

one day

:(

[Serenity]

:(

:hug:

[NextToNormal]

:(

:hug:

i tried...i really did. but now is a chance to try and do better

[Serenity]

but now is a chance to try and do better

:yes: :yeah: :daisy:

I have faith in you!

[NextToNormal]

:yes: :yeah: :daisy:

I have faith in you!

thanks, love

[NextToNormal]

all you can ever really do is take things as they come one day at a time.

[electric7rocker]

either 4 weeks or 7... i dont remember.. which is weird..?

[Malcolm Tucker]

Well both are good achievements

[NextToNormal]

either 4 weeks or 7... i dont remember.. which is weird..?

congrats on getting that far, even if you dont remember which one it is...im trying to work back up to that.

[Malcolm Tucker]

congrats on getting that far, even if you dont remember which one it is...im trying to work back up to that.

Keep going mate.

[NextToNormal]

3 days down...a million to go.

[Nighter]

Went about 3 weeks.....now it's only been about 12 hours. :\

[NextToNormal]

its been about 8 days

[Serenity]

Yeah!!!

:thumbsup: :clap: :coolthumb:

[electric7rocker]

(jan 21) 2 months.... or 2 and a half.................

edited- (jan 22) i just threw my razors away... i found a bunch of them in the bathroom and i just took them outside and tossed them. i only have one left now....

[NextToNormal]

(jan 21) 2 months.... or 2 and a half.................

edited- (jan 22) i just threw my razors away... i found a bunch of them in the bathroom and i just took them outside and tossed them. i only have one left now....

good job with that!!! keep it up

[electric7rocker]

hey i finally figured it out. ...only took me a month...
the last time i cut was nov 29, so its been barely 2 months.
still good tho... im fairly optimistic.

[Serenity]

Optimism is good! Keep it going :daisy:

[Malcolm Tucker]

hey i finally figured it out. ...only took me a month...
the last time i cut was nov 29, so its been barely 2 months.
still good tho... im fairly optimistic.

That's great. The more optimistic you are, the less intence the urge to cut. Keep going :)

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

It's been roughly a year, give or take a few weeks, since the last time I cut. I've had a few stray thoughts about starting again recently, but just the thought of my mom crying when she found out the first time is pretty much keeping me from doing anything. That, and I JUST got back to 3 week in-between appointments with my shrink, and if I start cutting again I bump back to once a week for a while.

[Atonement]

............

[Zephyr]

It's been 2 years = )
Excellent since I was a cutter for 3 years.

[Malcolm Tucker]

That's amazing. Well done to everyone! :D

[Maverick]

That's awesome, congrats!!

[NextToNormal]

woot!! 5 weeks!!!!!

[Malcolm Tucker]

woot!! 5 weeks!!!!!

Well done, quite a mile-stone. Keep going :D

[Serenity]

woot!! 5 weeks!!!!!

Yay-uh! :daisy: :hug:

[Atonement]

One week. still tempted. But it is progress I guess

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Good job, Addison! A week is indeed progress. Keep it up. :)

[electric7rocker]

69 days... :P

[thesphinx]

AWESOME :congrats: keep it up!

[goin to work]

35 days sence i stoped cuting

[Hauptmann Kauffman]

Good for you:) Congrats man! :yeah:

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

69 days... :P

35 days sence i stoped cuting

Yay, great job, guys! :)

[Serenity]

You guys are doing fabulously! :daisy: Stay strong!

[Axellance]

poasted by:Waiting

cut free since ive been smoking
but at what price?

poasted by: serial-thrilla

but depression is a terrible thing that makes you feel bad about yourself. if ciggarettes make you feel better although over long time use they can do harm i think you should stick with them until you think you can get off them without cutting.


i agree
cutting is verry high risk and if you cut to deep you will die now not 50 years from now

aneyways im cut free for like six months!!! :) :D

[Serenity]

That's awesome, axel!!

[Gavin]

well done people :) keep it up

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

Awesome, axel! The first few months are always the hardest I think. After that, not cutting becomes a habit and it gets easier, as you find more healthier ways to cope.

[Axellance]

definitly

[NextToNormal]

6 weeks as of tomorrow!!! im almost back to where i was!

[Serenity]

Woo! That's what I like to hear :hug: You're doing great!

[Zephyr]

Honestly, I'm proud of all of you guys = )
The first weeks through the first few months of quitting are the most crucial,
Or they were for me at least.

I'm a two-year cutting veteran (meaning I haven't cut for two years) and I can tell you that once you are finally done with it, that you feel like you have control over yourself again.

[Φρανκομβριτ]

about two weeks

[Serenity]

:hug:

[derekrocks]

:yeah:good job:yeah:

[Malcolm Tucker]

Great job Rudi :D

[Atonement]

About 18 hours. yeah, I know its nothing right? but it is a while compared to the past. Improvement!

[thesphinx]

:woot: good job every minute is an accomplishment!!!!

[electric7rocker]

ive made it 77 days..... i dont know if i can make it to 78 :/

[Atonement]

you can. We all believe in you. Gratz on 77 :) I am impressed

I am working on 3 days. I know, still not much, but it means something to me

[NextToNormal]

I am working on 3 days. I know, still not much, but it means something to me

good job addison...little steps at a time is the only way to conquor something. keep it up.


7 weeks for me!!

[Atonement]

only about 18 hours of nothing. but I want it to be my whole life. and it will be.

[Bobby]

Good Job. Stay determined.

[Atonement]

yeah, no way I will cut again.

Well that lasted a long time... about 24 hours.

[Serenity]

I like seeing you in this thread much better :hug:

[Atonement]

yeah, I think that other thread probably has a post limit that is close to the limit on me.

[-Silence]

In four days it will be 5 months, it's getting hard.

[Atonement]

Congratulations! Keep it up.

[Serenity]

:hug: Stay strong, Heather! We're all behind you to support you :daisy:

[NextToNormal]

good job...keep it up!!!

[Atonement]

Forecast: I will definately not cut until 3/3/08. I will post again when that comes

[Serenity]

:hug:

[electric7rocker]

my dates march 8th... cuz then itll be 100 days of not cutting.. ill see how i feel then.

[Axellance]

i have made it two days scince my relapse and in still going strong!!

[Serenity]

Great job, lance! Just take it one day at a time, that's all anyone can do :hug:

[NextToNormal]

im very surpsirsed by this...with everything that i have gone through in the last few weeks i did not cut once. its been 61 days!

[Atonement]

two or three days! yeah!... I know its nothing but I am proud of it.

[Serenity]

It is most certainly NOT nothing! :hug: I'm proud of you!

[Atonement]

no in the long run, its nothing. But oh well. I am perfectly happy. for now.

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

w00t, go Addison! Keep it up, I know you can! :)

[theOperaGhost]

That's good. It IS something to be proud of. Glad to read your name here and not on the other one.

[Camazotz]

Youre doing great! Keep up the good work :hug:

[electric7rocker]

100 DAYS!!!! woohoo! i went out to dinner with my daddy and my best friend :)

[theOperaGhost]

Congrats, electric7rocker. That's something to be proud of. We're all proud that you've made it that long. Great Job! :congrats:

[Kaleidoscope Eyes]

w00t!! :balloon: Congrats, electric, you're doing great!! :)

[Atonement]

I dont know... 2 or 3 days?