Non Self Harm Calendar!

[xXoblivionXx]

eight

[City Kid]

Back to day 2.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 9.

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 3. I can't believe myself. But! That was the longest I'd gone without it in a while and I'm sure I can break that record.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 3. I can't believe myself. But! That was the longest I'd gone without it in a while and I'm sure I can break that record.

Proud of you. Day 10.

[JusticeandMercy]

Proud of you. Day 10.Proud of you too for 10 days!
Day 4.

[Tesserax]

Been absent for a couple of days, on a holiday with parents. But finally, I made it past day 10.

Today: Day 12 :)

[Let Me Be a Pony]

Pretty sure it's been more than a month, don't recall the exact date.

[xXoblivionXx]

day 10


EDIT:

Just kidding, zero

[Tesserax]

Want to really bad, but not going to, for WanderingHeart.

Day 13

[xXoblivionXx]

day 1

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 6

[Tesserax]

Day 13

[xXoblivionXx]

two.

[Tesserax]

1 More day to current goal.

Day 14

[xXoblivionXx]

3...

[Elena_]

5 months !!! :) :) :)
Although I want to cut myself so bad right now.... Anyway , cheer up guys !!
(^～^)

[JusticeandMercy]

5 months !!! :) :) :)
Although I want to cut myself so bad right now.... Anyway , cheer up guys !!
(^～^)Good job for 5 months! :) (Someday I'll get there too...)
Day 8

[xXoblivionXx]

made it to four!

[Tesserax]

Day 15

Now for the leap, 15 more days to new goal.

[Elena_]

Good job for 5 months! :) (Someday I'll get there too...)
Day 8

Ahaha thanks !! And congratulations for your 8 days too :)

[Abhorrence]

Day 0 again :)..............

[DarkHorse4eva]

my girlfriend Captain Canada reaches 500 days without cutting today

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 0.
Honestly I'm going to start tacking a line or two of lyrics I've written onto the ends of these posts to make myself feel better about this situation:
"When passion turns to pain, you'll burn yourself again."

[Tesserax]

16 Days with no cuts. Stay strong everybody, I'm doing this for WanderingHeart (I would've cut myself by now if not for her). Find somebody to fight for, and resist for them

[xXoblivionXx]

Five

[Magenta]

463.

15 months.

[Tesserax]

Day 17, the ache is getting worse. I want to, I want to so bad, but I will keep going...

Edit: I think this may actually be Day 0. Stressful exam coming up tomorrow and I'm fucking panicking, I don't know if I'm ready. We'll see if I can survive the night without relief

[DarkHorse4eva]

526 days

[xXoblivionXx]

6...

[mai-rin]

15 days

[Hideous]

I lost count, but I can proudly say I'm about 3 months clean. Keep going, I believe in you, you can do this, stay strong!

[Tesserax]

Good new and bad news.

Good news, I made it through day 17.

Bad news, I cut my back a few time shortly after midnight. Day 0

Might do it again tonight, we will see. I think I just fucked my shit up hard, I just lost control again -.-

[xXoblivionXx]

one week, let's see how long this will last

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 1. "Just how many mistakes can one person make?"

[Tesserax]

Day 0 again

[xXoblivionXx]

eight

[Tesserax]

Should be Day 1. Going for 30 this time. Big goal, but I made it to 17 before and I'll do it this time.

[thatgothgirluknow]

day five really struggling

[Magenta]

465 yesterday. Today I slipped up but one small slip up can't erase over a year of effort prior. Skipping today and resuming with 466 tomorrow. I refuse to start from zero again after all that work.

Just remember guys to give yourself a break when you relapse. Don't beat yourself up over it. Everyone relapses, that's part of the healing process, and it's the effort to move on again after that counts most.

[ECSTASY]

nearly a year passed .
i don't cut anymore , no depression .
and the most importantly , i don't give a fuck to the haters anymore ;)
now i finished highschool and i don't see people that i don't like anymore .
this forum helped me a lot , when i had no one to talk about my problems to him/her , VT's members helped me much.
life is better now ^_^

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 3. "There's a tomorrow to every yesterday."

[acidjoe]

Day 3. "There's a tomorrow to every yesterday."

Keep at it, McKenna! You're doing great and I believe in you. :)

[xXoblivionXx]

9 I think

[Tesserax]

Didn't post yesterday, this should be Day 3

[Tesserax]

Day 4

[JusticeandMercy]

Keep at it, McKenna! You're doing great and I believe in you. :)Thanks. :)
Day 6. "Close your eyes and dream again; you'll wake stronger than you've ever been."

[Tesserax]

Woot already back to 5 :D

[xXoblivionXx]

zero

[Miserabilia]

It's been reallly reallllly long, far over a year.

I've been tempted a lot of times including today but my perspective has changed to the point where I don't need it as much, I just want it.

My scars are hardly visable anymore besides pigmentation. Hope I can convince some of my friends to stop too.

[xXoblivionXx]

It's been reallly reallllly long, far over a year.

I've been tempted a lot of times including today but my perspective has changed to the point where I don't need it as much, I just want it.

My scars are hardly visable anymore besides pigmentation. Hope I can convince some of my friends to stop too.

that's awesome! keep going and stay strong :hug:

[Tesserax]

Day 6

[Miserabilia]

that's awesome! keep going and stay strong :hug:

thank you! :)
same to you

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 1

[Tesserax]

A full week :)

[Abhorrence]

Day 3.

[xXoblivionXx]

Two.

[JusticeandMercy]

Day... 9? Ha, wow! "Don't tell me I'm not strong enough to pick myself up again, to mend my broken wings again."

[Tesserax]

Day 8

[xXoblivionXx]

Three

[Abhorrence]

Day 0. Sometimes I wonder why I'm just such an idiot and then sometimes I just don't care. Right now, I couldn't care less that I've done this. I feel no less of a failure than normal. Such fun.

[xXoblivionXx]

day 5. let's see if I can get to 11 this time

[Tesserax]

Day 9

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 12! "There's so far we have left to go, but I'll rest tonight at the finish line." (That's weird for me to look at when it's not spaced into three lines.)

[Tesserax]

For yesterday (Like 1 hour ago):
Day 10

[xXoblivionXx]

6 days :)

[Tesserax]

Day 11

[Abhorrence]

Day 3.

[xXoblivionXx]

one week

[Abhorrence]

one week

Congrats!!! :D

[WanderingHeart]

I lost track....day 5 I think.

[Tesserax]

I lost track....day 5 I think.

Day 12, welcome back Sola :) For you, 2 more days to a week and only I think 5 more days to my last record, then I'm going for the full 30 days :)

[Abhorrence]

I just can't be bothered anymore, I don't see the point in stopping myself when it only makes me feel worse. So day 0, congrats me.

[xXoblivionXx]

I just can't be bothered anymore, I don't see the point in stopping myself when it only makes me feel worse. So day 0, congrats me.

don't be too hard on yourself. relapses happen a lot, you can do it Jack Alexander :hug3:

For me day 8, I think

[Abhorrence]

don't be too hard on yourself. relapses happen a lot, you can do it Jack Alexander :hug3:

Thank you :)

[xXoblivionXx]

Thank you :)

anytime :) I think the key to getting over self harm or anything for that matter is too have hope. If you think you can't do it, you won't be able to. It's not a smooth ride to recovery, and bumps in the road is an understatement, it's like a near impossible climb to the top of a mountain. But that's what makes it so great when you get to the top. You realize that you DO have strength.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 12, welcome back Sola :) For you, 2 more days to a week and only I think 5 more days to my last record, then I'm going for the full 30 days :)


I'm really proud of you

Day 6

[Tesserax]

I'm really proud of you

Day 6

And I'm proud of you :D Welcome back again XD

Day...13? 1 More day to 7 for you :D

[Abhorrence]

Day 2, technically since it is 1am.

I'm going to try really hard this time. I need to stop cutting, then I need to get rid of the scars slowly. I need to fix my life. I can't keep being so self-destructive with drinking and cutting, it is fucking me up so much more. It used to help me and it still does but the consequences of everything are leaving me lonelier.

[xXoblivionXx]

9, come on let's get to day 11

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 18. "Monsters seem smaller when you're safe with a friend."

[WanderingHeart]

Didn't get to write day 7 xD

Day 8.

[Tesserax]

Day 14

[Tesserax]

For yesterday an hour ago: Day 15. Halfway to a month

[Abhorrence]

Day 3.

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 20.
Tbh the quote thing seemed cool when I started but I've kind of been slacking on my writing and I'm running out of relevant quotes.

[Tesserax]

Day 16. One more, and I've come even.

[Tesserax]

Day 17. Time to pick up where I left off

[Abhorrence]

Day 0

[xXoblivionXx]

13!!

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 22

[xXoblivionXx]

it's midnight, I've made it to week #2!

[WanderingHeart]

Day 2.

[Tesserax]

Day 18

[Abhorrence]

Day 1 and I'm so damn determined to do this.

[JusticeandMercy]

I just realized I did some wrong math; today is day 21 for me.

[Professional Russian]

Probably about 3 weeks now

[Abhorrence]

Day 3. I'm keeping this all written down, I need to recover.

[Tesserax]

Day 20

[xXoblivionXx]

day 16

[Abhorrence]

Day 4.

[Tesserax]

Day 21

[xXoblivionXx]

17... but not for long :/

[Abhorrence]

Day 5... it's 3:02am. I'm counting it.

[Rayquaza]

1 year, 5 months.

[thatgothgirluknow]

1 day although i made it a while before i dont think today will be 2

[Tesserax]

For yesterday: Day 22

[Magenta]

487 but I know I'm going to break.

[thatgothgirluknow]

i made it to two but then gave up earlier today so im back to 0 owell

[thatgothgirluknow]

487 but I know I'm going to break.

dont say that im sure you can do it just have faith and sg me if u need to talk good luck :)

[xXl0sth0peXx]

487 but I know I'm going to break.



I love you. Hold on. :heart:



day 3, I think. Maybe 4, I'm not sure anymore.

[Abhorrence]

Day 6

[xXoblivionXx]

day 19!

[DarkHorse4eva]

552 days

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 26! I think this is a personal record.

[Abhorrence]

Day 7

[Tesserax]

Yesterday: Day 23
Today: Day 24, almost did it this morning but got through.
6 Days to go

[The Faulted]

made it to day 39.. now back to day one.

[Abhorrence]

Day 8

[Tesserax]

Day 25

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 8

congrats man! keep going :yeah:

21 for me

[Abhorrence]

congrats man! keep going :yeah:

21 for me
Thank you! You too!

[DarkHorse4eva]

555 days

[Abhorrence]

Day 9

[Tesserax]

Day 26

[xXoblivionXx]

back to day zero

[StoppingTom]

Time to start over again.

Day 0.

[Abhorrence]

Day 10

[Abhorrence]

Day 11.

[Tesserax]

Day 27

[Abhorrence]

Day 12.

[xXoblivionXx]

day 2?

[Tesserax]

Day 28

[Tesserax]

As of last night, Day 29

[Tesserax]

As of Today, I have reached my goal. I fucking did it.

Day. 30.

It can be done, just believe, aim, and shoot. Don't think about it, just do it. I know it's hard, but you gotta take a blind step in the dark, and just have faith it will work.

[Abhorrence]

As of Today, I have reached my goal. I fucking did it.

Day. 30.

It can be done, just believe, aim, and shoot. Don't think about it, just do it. I know it's hard, but you gotta take a blind step in the dark, and just have faith it will work.
Congratulations to you, keep it up.

Day 13.

[Abhorrence]

Day 14.

[Meh Guy]

Day 42

[City Kid]

It's Day 44 of being cut-free. I once smoked to harm myself, but it was only half a cigarette, so I won't count it as a failure.

[xXoblivionXx]

five

[Abhorrence]

Day 15.

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 35

[The Faulted]

day five, i believe.

[City Kid]

Day 45.

[Meh Guy]

Jour quarante trois

Day 43

My French is so bad now

[Let Me Be a Pony]

More than 4 months. Yay.

[Abhorrence]

Day 16. Somehow. Lmao. Nope.

[Meh Guy]

Day 16. Somehow. Lmao. Nope.

Stay strong man.

Tomorrow will be day 44.

[xXoblivionXx]

Zero... Again

[Abhorrence]

Zero... Again
I'm sorry :( I hope you're okay.
Stay strong man.

Tomorrow will be day 44.
Thanks :)

[xXoblivionXx]

I'm sorry :( I hope you're okay.


I really wish I was, but I'm not and I can't even explain it, I'm just done with all of it

[Abhorrence]

I really wish I was, but I'm not and I can't even explain it, I'm just done with all of it
Please try to stay strong. I care about you, truly.

[Tesserax]

Day 32 (Missed Day 31 Yesterday :3)

[Abhorrence]

Day zero. Don't even care anymore.

[Tesserax]

Day 33 (Double 3 yay :3)
Abhorrence I got to around the same day last time I cut again, but I'm 33 days strong as you can see here. Get to 30 this time. I did it, you'll do it.

[Meh Guy]

Day 45

[xXoblivionXx]

zero

[Tesserax]

Day 34

[Tesserax]

Day 35

[Meh Guy]

Day 47

[Broken Toy]

0 innit. Think i lasted like 2 months but it was only because i was doing exams and i honestly couldnt be bothered. Scarily, ive missed it a little bit, i do feel both better and worse.

Im fucked.

[Tesserax]

0 innit. Think i lasted like 2 months but it was only because i was doing exams and i honestly couldnt be bothered. Scarily, ive missed it a little bit, i do feel both better and worse.

Im fucked.

Nah, this will happen. But don't worry, from both experience and observation, growth is almost always exponential. I went from like under 5, to 10 or so, then 17, and I'm past 30 still going strong.

Day 36

[Abhorrence]

Day 3, I think. I probably won't post on here as much.

[Meh Guy]

Day 48

[Meh Guy]

Day 49.

Double post... Uh oh I'm in trouble

[City Kid]

Day 51. I'm so fucking proud.

[Tesserax]

Day 51. I'm so fucking proud.

Good on you City Girl :) Keep it up!

Day 37 (For yesterday, gotta start sleeping earlier :3)

[Karkat]

Almost 3 months.
I'm gonna go with 85 days as my estimate.

[Meh Guy]

Day 50.

[Tesserax]

Day 38
Just wanted to give a quick shoutout to everybody getting high double digits! You're doing well, and I'm only 12 from 50 myself :)

[Tesserax]

Day 39
All quiet on the Virtual Front...

[justkeepswimming]

im almost 8 months self harm free....but idk if ill make it through the night....had object in hand earlier on today but i diddnt...i havent been that close to it in months..im scared

[Abhorrence]

This thread was getting too long, you can post in this new one here (http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?p=3188433). :locked: