Non Self Harm Calendar!

[Meh Guy]

Day 499. Close to my goal.....

[Luminous]

Day 97.

[Abhorrence]

134.

[Meh Guy]

Day 500. Finally made it. Huh

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 500. Finally made it. Huh

congrats Adam!! that's awsome :)


day 2 for me

[Luminous]

Day 99.

[Abhorrence]

Day 135.

[xXoblivionXx]

day 3

[Luminous]

Aaaaand. Day 100. Here I am.

[Abhorrence]

Aaaaand. Day 100. Here I am.

Congratulations, that's a really big milestone!

Day 136.

[Meh Guy]

congrats Adam!! that's awsome :)


day 2 for me


Thanks :)


Aaaaand. Day 100. Here I am.

Congrats Hannah ^.^ keep going you can do it :)


Day 502 for me

[Uranus]

Aaaaand. Day 100. Here I am.

That's awesome, Hannah!
I'm really happy to hear that :)

[City Kid]

Day 500. Finally made it. Huh
Congratulations, that's incredible! :)

Aaaaand. Day 100. Here I am.
Congrats to you as well! You can be proud of yourself. :)

Day 24. I got way too close last night though. I didn't cut, but only because I didn't have access to a blade. I'm scared I'm gonna relapse in a matter of days.

[Magenta]

392. Nice.

Aaaaand. Day 100. Here I am.

Congrats, that's brilliant.

[Meh Guy]

503..

[Abhorrence]

Day 0

[Meh Guy]

Day 0

:c what happen

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 0

:hug: it's okay, relapses happen, just keep trying


day 4

[Abhorrence]

:c what happen

Just got mad, idk.

:hug: it's okay, relapses happen, just keep trying


day 4


Thank you, I know :)

[City Kid]

Day 25. Halfway to fifty.

[WanderingHeart]

I think I have to start, too. Even though I will most likely fail.
Day 1.

[CosmicNoodle]

14 days :)

[xXoblivionXx]

zero

[Meh Guy]

zero

Sorry to hear that... Keep on trying!

Day 504 for me. Last night was really hard... I don't know how I pulled through but hopefully this week is nice to me.

[Luminous]

Day 102.

[City Kid]

Day 26.

[RunnerRunner]

After a year and two months back to day 1...

[Meh Guy]

After a year and two months back to day 1...

Keep pushing, you'll get though this

[Luminous]

Day 0. I give up.

[xXoblivionXx]

I went from zero to zero, fucking fabulous :(

[WanderingHeart]

Day 2

[City Kid]

After a year and two months back to day 1...
Day 0. I give up.
Seems to be a hard time for every one of us... But we can all do this! Relapses happen. They don't mean that the time you were clean isn't worth anything. You are great for reaching those milestones in the first place. I believe in you!

Day 2
Hooray! That's great. The beginning is always the hardest. If you can do 2 days, you can also do 20 and then 200. :)

Day 27.

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 2

[Luminous]

Day 1.

[Meh Guy]

Day 0. I give up.

Don't give up, keep trying. Relapses happen just try again.

Day 505

[WanderingHeart]

Day 3.
I'm not a cutter but I tend to harm myself in other ways.

[Abhorrence]

Day 1.

[xXoblivionXx]

come on man *face palm* I can't count

today is Day 2 yesterday was suppose to be day 1

[City Kid]

Day 28.

[Abhorrence]

Day 2.

[Meh Guy]

I feel like a breakdown is coming...

Day 506

[Luminous]

Day 2.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 4

Fixed ~Hannah

[1_21Guns]

zeroooooooo

[WanderingHeart]

Thank u Hannah.

Ugh I think I'm about to go back to day zero...

[xXoblivionXx]

I feel like a breakdown is coming...

Day 506

Aw, you can do it!!

Day 3

[Abhorrence]

Day 3? I can't even remember and I don't really care anymore.

[City Kid]

Day 29.

[Luminous]

Day 3.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 5

[Meh Guy]

Aw, you can do it!!

Day 3

Thanks... 507

[WanderingHeart]

Nope nevermind we're back to day 0.

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 4

[WanderingHeart]

Day 1

[Luminous]

Day 4. I don't really want to even try and get through tonight.

[Meh Guy]

Day 4. I don't really want to even try and get through tonight.

You can do it :)

[Luminous]

Day 0. I'm so done with everything.

[WanderingHeart]

Ohmygod I can't...

Day 0.

[Torresft9]

Ohmygod I can't...

Day 0.

Come on i know you can do it. Tomorrow is number 1 again ;)

[xXoblivionXx]

five

[CosmicNoodle]

five

*hug* Congrats, you got dis :hug:

I'm on day 19, I think, maybe, I'm not sure...probably...

[City Kid]

Day 31.

[Abhorrence]

Day 5 I think...

[xXoblivionXx]

*hug* Congrats, you got dis :hug:

I'm on day 19, I think, maybe, I'm not sure...probably...

thanks :hug: you got this too :yes:

[WanderingHeart]

Day 1.

[City Kid]

Day 32.

[Luminous]

Day 0, though I did something else besides cutting. It was still harmful to my body though.

[xXoblivionXx]

6...

[Abhorrence]

Day 7.

[Dalcourt]

Day 0 again...

[xXoblivionXx]

seven

[City Kid]

Day 33. But fucking hell, I don't think I can hold on much longer.

[Abhorrence]

Back to day zero. I'm such a pathetic fool.

[xXoblivionXx]

Back to day zero. I'm such a pathetic fool.
no you're not :hug: I believe in you Jack Alexander


day 8. lets see if I can manage 10.

[City Kid]

Day 0.
I don't even regret it. And I don't think you're gonna see me very often in this thread in the near future...

[Abhorrence]

no you're not :hug: I believe in you Jack Alexander


day 8. lets see if I can manage 10.

Thanks :/

Day 1..

[Meh Guy]

512 :/

[Deiform]

175 days

[Abhorrence]

Day 2???

[xXoblivionXx]

9.. one more day and I will be at 10 :)

[The Faulted]

day one.

[xXoblivionXx]

ten!

[Abhorrence]

Day 3.

[Miserabilia]

Despite this fucking terrible week i just realized it's pretty much been a whole year though it seems so much less. this whole thing really helped put everything in perspective. Even though the scars still show, I know I'll never do it again.

[Babs]

I lost track, but it's been a while. Last fall or winter sometime, I think.

[xXoblivionXx]

Despite this fucking terrible week i just realized it's pretty much been a whole year though it seems so much less. this whole thing really helped put everything in perspective. Even though the scars still show, I know I'll never do it again.

dude, that's awesome! I hope you never do it again :hug:

[Abhorrence]

Day 5.

[xXoblivionXx]

day 13

[The Faulted]

day three. :|

[xXoblivionXx]

fourteen

[welcome_to_chaos]

It's been over a year at this point, but I don't know how much longer I can go.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 59

[Let Me Be a Pony]

About 2 weeks.

[Abhorrence]

Day 9.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 60

[xXoblivionXx]

day 17

[City Kid]

Day 1.

[The Faulted]

day two.

[WanderingHeart]

I failed so bad at this that I stopped posting on here...

[City Kid]

Day 2.
But... I just got myself two new blades, so I doubt I'm gonna last much longer.

[Abhorrence]

Day 1.

[xXoblivionXx]

18 i think?

[Rayquaza]

About a year and two months, I'm pretty sure. Life is going amazingly and I feel like I'm heading somewhere. Once I got help over my problem I haven't looked back.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 1 again.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 2

[xXoblivionXx]

zero :(

[Professional Russian]

Its been so long and I'm so ashamed to have to say this but I just hit day 0. Im such a horrible friend and such a failure. I never thought this day would come.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 3...

[City Kid]

Day 4.
Another try.

[Professional Russian]

Im at one..I don't think its going to last through...I want that feeling again

[WanderingHeart]

Day 4...

[Deiform]

189 days

[xXoblivionXx]

day 1? zero? I'm not sure anymore

[WanderingHeart]

Day 5...

[Professional Russian]

Day 2 but its not looking really good at all....that blades calling my name again

EDIT
I fucking said it. Day 0

[City Kid]

Day 6. But I'm struggling.

[Miserabilia]

More than a year. Scars still visable for fucksake ew. Still emberassed for it but atleast I can talk about it with friends now.

[Professional Russian]

Day one....let's see if I can make it one full day

[WanderingHeart]

Day 6...

[Magenta]

417.

[City Kid]

Day 7. A whole week.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 7. A whole week.

Same here. Day 7.

[Professional Russian]

Day 2 and I'm feeling pretty good about today

Edit:
I lied.

[The Faulted]

made it to day four, and then broke it. really disappointed but aiming for a week this time. day one.

[City Kid]

Day 8.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 8 o-o!

[Let Me Be a Pony]

Getting close to 3 weeks if I can remember.

[City Kid]

Day 9.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 9!

[City Kid]

Day 10.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 10.

[Professional Russian]

1. I haven't gone 2 full days without it. Fuck.

[City Kid]

Day 11.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 0. Fuck life.

[xXoblivionXx]

one week!

[City Kid]

Day 0. Fuck life.
:( :( :(
You can do it! We need to be non self harm buddies again!

Day 12. Even though that's kind of a miracle after last night.

[Professional Russian]

Day 0

[WanderingHeart]

:( :( :(
You can do it! We need to be non self harm buddies again!

Day 12. Even though that's kind of a miracle after last night.

Okay, I'll try again! Day 1.

[Dying Ember]

Day 2?

[City Kid]

Okay, I'll try again! Day 1.
Yaaay! :)

Day 13.

[Magenta]

424. Almost went back to zero the other day though.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 2.

[City Kid]

Day 14.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 0. I'm sorry.

[City Kid]

Day 0. I'm sorry.
:( I still believe in you! I know it's not easy. And I'm not saying you're not allowed to fall, you just need to stand up again! In the end, it won't matter how many tries it took. :)

Day 16 for me. I never expected to make it this far...

[WanderingHeart]

:( I still believe in you! I know it's not easy. And I'm not saying you're not allowed to fall, you just need to stand up again! In the end, it won't matter how many tries it took. :)

Day 16 for me. I never expected to make it this far...


I'm really proud of you. Day 1.

[City Kid]

I'm really proud of you. Day 1.
:) I'm proud of you, too! Keep going! We're all gonna get through this and be fine again.

Day 18.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 0..

[City Kid]

Day 0..
You know my opinion. You can do it!

Day 19.

[Deiform]

203 days

[WanderingHeart]

You know my opinion. You can do it!

Day 19.


But I don't want to stop.

[blueDelphinium]

i've just now found this site... I'm new so I guess i'll say hello
day 0.
18, cis female, ace/bi
I came here after looking around at some sites because I want to stop but it just doesn't seem to work that way...
With some difficulty I stopped for about five months up until a half hour ago though so that's kind of a record, im sort of proud of it really, I figured it wouldn't last

[WanderingHeart]

i've just now found this site... I'm new so I guess i'll say hello
day 0.
18, cis female, ace/bi
I came here after looking around at some sites because I want to stop but it just doesn't seem to work that way...
With some difficulty I stopped for about five months up until a half hour ago though so that's kind of a record, im sort of proud of it really, I figured it wouldn't last

I'm really proud of you. You can do it.
In fact, I'll try it again. Day 1.

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 3.
Looking back, I really wish I'd stopped myself; I'd be almost two weeks clean today. Begin again, I guess.

[blueDelphinium]

Day 3.
Looking back, I really wish I'd stopped myself; I'd be almost two weeks clean today. Begin again, I guess.

Day 1.
I know it's hard, it's like addiction and saying you wish you had stopped is whole lot easier than actually stopping yourself in that moment when that bit of outside pain is all you want. Everytime we stop and don't cut is one more step in overcoming this thing and getting a little stronger. It might not feel like you want to stop (I actually don't) but you know it's bad and damaging and that honestly is the only thing keeping me going and trying to quit. You can do it!
sorry that was so long 😳

[WanderingHeart]

Day 2.

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 1.
I know it's hard, it's like addiction and saying you wish you had stopped is whole lot easier than actually stopping yourself in that moment when that bit of outside pain is all you want. Everytime we stop and don't cut is one more step in overcoming this thing and getting a little stronger. It might not feel like you want to stop (I actually don't) but you know it's bad and damaging and that honestly is the only thing keeping me going and trying to quit. You can do it!
sorry that was so long 😳I don't mind that it was long; I appreciated it. And yeah, it's hard to overcome and we may not necessarily even want to overcome it, but in the long run it's a lot better to kick the habit. As long as we keep trying, we can get through this!

[blueDelphinium]

Day 2

[DarkHorse4eva]

501

CaptainCanada is on 477

[JusticeandMercy]

7 days!

[City Kid]

Day 28. Four weeks.

[mayorofveridia]

2 days without self harming! :D

[City Kid]

Day 29.

2 days without self harming! :D
Yay! Keep going, you can do it!

[blueDelphinium]

day 8
almost relapsed, took a pen and drew lines and designs instead, that works pretty well.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 7.

EDIT: Nevermind, day 0.

[City Kid]

Day 30. I'm proud.

day 8
almost relapsed, took a pen and drew lines and designs instead, that works pretty well.
Yay, that's fantastic! You were very strong and you can be proud of yourself.

Day 7.

EDIT: Nevermind, day 0.
:(

[WanderingHeart]

Day 1.
Stadtkind I'm proud of you.

[Tesserax]

Going to start here

As of last night: Reset back to 0 from 2 days
Day one (hopefully don't cut tonight) and counting

[Dalcourt]

ah well, back on day 0. I had a relapse after a fight with my Dad.

[Castle of Glass]

i really don't know. maybe like a month or so?

[Tesserax]

This will make day 2, but I'm already feeling close to a new cut, because everything's going wrong and I hate being compared with other people who are doing better

[WanderingHeart]

Day 4. I really feel the urge to go and make it day 0 again, though...

[Ridonks_CB]

Day 4. I really feel the urge to go and make it day 0 again, though...

Try drawing on yourself or some other method instead? I know you can make it to at least another week >.<

[WanderingHeart]

Try drawing on yourself or some other method instead? I know you can make it to at least another week >.<

I'll try..

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 13! :) I'm proud of myself because I accidentally broke something earlier and my immediate thought was "this is sharp enough to cut myself with" but I threw the pieces away before that idea could grow.

[WanderingHeart]

Day 5.

[Tesserax]

Got to day 4, then reset back to 0 last night :/
Today, if it doesn't happen again (but it might) makes:
Day 1
One day at a time, going for a whole week this time if I can

[WanderingHeart]

Day fucking zero and I'm fucking happy about it.

[Tesserax]

Made if through the night, hope to make it through the weekend as well. Things turning up a little bit better.
Day 2

[JusticeandMercy]

Day 16

[WanderingHeart]

Day 1.

[City Kid]

Back to day 4 again...

But, hey,
http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/114/139/tumblr_lgedv2Vtt21qf4x93o1_40020110725-22047-38imqt.jpg

[WanderingHeart]

Back to day 4 again...

But, hey,
image (http://i3.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/original/000/114/139/tumblr_lgedv2Vtt21qf4x93o1_40020110725-22047-38imqt.jpg)

You did better then me. You can do it!

Day 3 - forgot to write day 2 yesterday.

[Tesserax]

Day 5 Yay!
Might end the streak here, not sure. Will see tomorrow

[WanderingHeart]

Day 5 Yay!
Might end the streak here, not sure. Will see tomorrow

Do your best, okay?

Day 4.

[Tesserax]

Do your best, okay?

Day 4.

Made it the night. Day 6, almost at my goal of 1 week ^_^
But again, tonight I run the risk. Let's see how it goes

[WanderingHeart]

Made it the night. Day 6, almost at my goal of 1 week ^_^
But again, tonight I run the risk. Let's see how it goes

If you cut, I cut o-----o

Day 5.

[City Kid]

Day 6.

[Abhorrence]

I'm kind of on and off with cutting at the moment. Every time I do it now I only do it singularly. I know that is not something to be proud of but it is better than the hundreds I used to do in one session.
I haven't done it for a while now though, maybe two weeks.

[Tesserax]

If you cut, I cut o-----o

Day 5.

Well good for you, Day 7 :D

[City Kid]

Day 7.

[DarkHorse4eva]

515 days

[WanderingHeart]

Day 6.

[Tesserax]

Day 8 :D Going to try for day 10. Then day 15, then go for the jump to 30. Grades improving, social status not, so meh, it's still a win :)

[WanderingHeart]

Day 7.

[xXoblivionXx]

day 6

[PoseidonX43]

After 2 years & 8 months.

It's day 0.

[Tesserax]

Day 9, 1 more to current goal :)

[xXoblivionXx]

After 2 years & 8 months.

It's day 0.

aww, stay strong. relapses happen :hug3:


one week for me

[WanderingHeart]

Day 8. I don't think I'll be self harming in the next few days, these cramps are enough for me xD.