Non Self Harm Calendar! [Archive] - Page 91

amybah

February 1st, 2015, 11:12 AM

3 days without cutting... Im trying to keep myself on the right way :)

But i will fail again, as allways :(

Congrats for you all guys!!! :D i know how its hard

Magenta

February 2nd, 2015, 12:27 AM

331.

Hideous

February 2nd, 2015, 04:49 AM

21 days

coolweeb

February 2nd, 2015, 08:47 PM

It'll be a year sometime next week! Really glad to see everyone else getting better.

thatgothgirluknow

February 2nd, 2015, 09:30 PM

0 oh well guess ive given up again better that than suicide right?

Hideous

February 3rd, 2015, 07:24 AM

22 days

Luminous

February 3rd, 2015, 10:19 AM

Day 42.

Magenta

February 3rd, 2015, 10:56 AM

332.

Deiform

February 3rd, 2015, 01:02 PM

105 days

amybah

February 3rd, 2015, 05:05 PM

0,now... I've failed again

Vilnius

February 3rd, 2015, 10:42 PM

Day 14. Two weeks.

Magenta

February 4th, 2015, 12:13 AM

333.

Hideous

February 4th, 2015, 04:32 AM

23 days :)

amybah

February 4th, 2015, 07:52 AM

1 day :s

Vilnius

February 4th, 2015, 11:25 PM

Day 15.

Magenta

February 5th, 2015, 12:47 AM

334.

Vilnius

February 5th, 2015, 01:37 AM

Day 16.

Excalibur

February 5th, 2015, 11:08 AM

...Day 1.

Luminous

February 5th, 2015, 11:09 AM

Day 44.

amybah

February 5th, 2015, 03:09 PM

...Day 1.

Don't give up! Sometimes we fail, but we cannot go down. Good luck :)

*Day 2

TheGentleHerbivore

February 5th, 2015, 07:25 PM

40 days.

Magenta

February 6th, 2015, 12:38 AM

335. How great... /sarcasm

Might go back to zero. What's the point?

amybah

February 6th, 2015, 10:28 AM

335. How great... /sarcasm

Might go back to zero. What's the point?

The point is trying to give our best! Don't give up and congratulations! That's a lot of time :)

TheGentleHerbivore

February 6th, 2015, 06:29 PM

Day 41.

Vilnius

February 7th, 2015, 01:03 AM

Day 18.

Magenta

February 7th, 2015, 02:12 AM

336.

Hideous

February 7th, 2015, 02:14 AM

25 days, I think

Excalibur

February 7th, 2015, 10:55 AM

Day 3. I'm doing... pretty well, I think.

Abhorrence

February 7th, 2015, 11:57 AM

Day 81. :)

DarkHorse4eva

February 8th, 2015, 09:31 AM

400 days today

Magenta

February 8th, 2015, 04:46 PM

337.

Excalibur

February 8th, 2015, 05:43 PM

Day 4. Wow I feel so under-achieved, it seems like everyone's in their hundreds at least and doing fine, and I've been struggling these past 4 days...

Magenta

February 9th, 2015, 12:11 AM

338.

Day 4. Wow I feel so under-achieved, it seems like everyone's in their hundreds at least and doing fine, and I've been struggling these past 4 days...

Believe me, just because the number is high doesn't mean we're all fine and not struggling just as much. Last night I had a dream I had cut myself and nearly woke up screaming. It may get easier but we all have days and nights where it is just as hard. Four days is amazing. I used to have days where I honest to god could not even go four hours without cutting. Every hour and every day is an achievement.

Vilnius

February 9th, 2015, 12:19 AM

Day 19.

Day 4. Wow I feel so under-achieved, it seems like everyone's in their hundreds at least and doing fine, and I've been struggling these past 4 days...

You're achieving something, trust me. Even if the number seems small to you, it will progress faster than you will realize. Just keep in mind that rather than feeling underachieved, that you've already made it 4 whole days without doing it.

Excalibur

February 9th, 2015, 12:25 AM

338.

Believe me, just because the number is high doesn't mean we're all fine and not struggling just as much. Last night I had a dream I had cut myself and nearly woke up screaming. It may get easier but we all have days and nights where it is just as hard. Four days is amazing. I used to have days where I honest to god could not even go four hours without cutting. Every hour and every day is an achievement.

Okay, thanks for the encouragement... Yeah last year I went about a month without cutting, but it's not like I didn't think about it and I didn't come close at least like 3 times a day... but I'm really really glad people are doing so well, I sincerely hope you stay strong and I'm proud you've pushed through so long. Have a great day.

EDIT: This is my 5-day Anniversary for not cutting. I'm proud... :)

Luminous

February 9th, 2015, 11:33 PM

Day 48. Trying not to break this tonight.

Vilnius

February 10th, 2015, 01:03 AM

Day 21.

Excalibur

February 10th, 2015, 10:15 AM

Day 6-7... I think I forgot to post yesterday.

Magenta

February 10th, 2015, 10:57 AM

339.

Luminous

February 10th, 2015, 11:06 AM

Day 49.

Deiform

February 10th, 2015, 02:53 PM

112 days

Magenta

February 11th, 2015, 01:30 AM

340.

Vilnius

February 11th, 2015, 01:29 PM

Day 22.

Abhorrence

February 11th, 2015, 03:27 PM

Day 85

Excalibur

February 12th, 2015, 12:03 AM

Aaaand day 1 :|

Magenta

February 12th, 2015, 01:33 AM

341.

Vilnius

February 12th, 2015, 01:44 AM

Day 1.

Luminous

February 12th, 2015, 08:24 PM

Day 51. Can't believe I made it past 50. This is the longest I've ever gone.

Meh Guy

February 12th, 2015, 09:15 PM

Day 452. It's been a hard month... I'm trying to stay strong. But I haven't felt like this for...well... About 450 days..

Abhorrence

February 12th, 2015, 09:28 PM

Day 87.

xXl0sth0peXx

February 12th, 2015, 11:38 PM

Zero. Make it all better.

Magenta

February 13th, 2015, 12:25 AM

Day 51. Can't believe I made it past 50. This is the longest I've ever gone.

You're doing really great. :)

Zero. Make it all better.

:hug:

342 for me. 23 more days...

Vilnius

February 13th, 2015, 01:26 AM

Day 1.

Luminous

February 13th, 2015, 10:43 AM

Day 52.
Zero. Make it all better.

I'm so sorry Val. Hang on girly, you can make it through this. I'm always here to talk if you need. :heart:

Meh Guy

February 13th, 2015, 07:22 PM

Day 453...

Magenta

February 14th, 2015, 12:26 AM

343 on the most depressing day of the year. We'll see if I make it. I know where my blades are.

Abhorrence

February 14th, 2015, 10:25 AM

Day 88. I really miss it. More and more each day. I want to feel something again.

Meh Guy

February 14th, 2015, 11:24 AM

Getting better hopefully.

454

amybah

February 14th, 2015, 06:05 PM

Day 88. I really miss it. More and more each day. I want to feel something again.

I understand, but stay strong!

Day 2

Luminous

February 14th, 2015, 06:10 PM

Day 53. Hang on everyone.

Vilnius

February 14th, 2015, 06:29 PM

Day 1

Magenta

February 15th, 2015, 01:45 AM

344.

Abhorrence

February 15th, 2015, 09:11 AM

Day 89.

Luminous

February 15th, 2015, 02:44 PM

Day 54. I cut myself a little bit but there was no blood or anything and I flushed the blade so I'm still trudging on.

bskaoalncnfjd

February 15th, 2015, 03:31 PM

day 5156 :)

Meh Guy

February 15th, 2015, 11:00 PM

Day 455... Soon to be 456

Abhorrence

February 16th, 2015, 11:39 AM

Day 90. Two days to go until it's three months and ten days until 100 days. :)

Meh Guy

February 16th, 2015, 02:14 PM

Day 456... Getting better I guess

Magenta

February 16th, 2015, 02:23 PM

day 5156 :)

That's fourteen years. So unless you're older than that and you were cutting when you were a toddler, I'm assuming you've never actually cut or self-harmed in your life. Seriously, posts like these are kind of mocking to the rest of us.

345. 20 more days to a year free from hell.

Meh Guy

February 16th, 2015, 06:07 PM

That's fourteen years. So unless you're older than that and you were cutting when you were a toddler, I'm assuming you've never actually cut or self-harmed in your life. Seriously, posts like these are kind of mocking to the rest of us.

345. 20 more days to a year free from hell.

Keep pushing :) and I agree with you about that post ... Even I will stop posting soon I think.. Being about 65 weeks or so ago since I last cut.

Luminous

February 16th, 2015, 06:12 PM

Day 55.

Malcolm Tucker

February 16th, 2015, 11:45 PM

963 days.

Hideous

February 17th, 2015, 08:37 AM

36 days.

Abhorrence

February 17th, 2015, 08:41 AM

91 days.

Magenta

February 17th, 2015, 10:13 AM

346 bluh.

Meh Guy

February 17th, 2015, 05:44 PM

457. Things are possibly on the upside? Hopefully.

Luminous

February 17th, 2015, 05:51 PM

Day 56.

Abhorrence

February 17th, 2015, 08:15 PM

3 months! (92 days) this is a quarter of a year!

The Faulted

February 18th, 2015, 11:17 AM

I made it five days.. Back to square one.

Magenta

February 18th, 2015, 11:37 AM

347.

Abhorrence

February 18th, 2015, 07:11 PM

I keep posting on here at like midnight but it's still technically the next day so... 93 days.

Luminous

February 18th, 2015, 07:46 PM

Day 57.

VermillionRoses

February 18th, 2015, 07:50 PM

I haven't self-harmed since my senior year of high school. I was really out of whack mentally.

Hideous

February 18th, 2015, 08:34 PM

37 days.

Magenta

February 19th, 2015, 04:21 PM

348.

Luminous

February 19th, 2015, 04:26 PM

Day 58.

Miserabilia

February 19th, 2015, 04:26 PM

A long enough time for me to stop counting :)

keep it up everyone

Abhorrence

February 20th, 2015, 08:07 AM

day 94

DarkHorse4eva

February 20th, 2015, 09:38 AM

412

captain canada is: 388

Magenta

February 20th, 2015, 12:38 PM

349.

The Faulted

February 21st, 2015, 12:05 PM

Day 1.

Magenta

February 21st, 2015, 12:59 PM

350. 15 more days.

Abhorrence

February 21st, 2015, 05:09 PM

ninety five

Luminous

February 21st, 2015, 05:09 PM

Day 60.

Vilnius

February 22nd, 2015, 01:32 AM

Day 1.

Magenta

February 22nd, 2015, 03:25 AM

351.

Abhorrence

February 22nd, 2015, 05:39 AM

Day 96.

Magenta

February 23rd, 2015, 02:02 AM

352.

Abhorrence

February 24th, 2015, 12:02 PM

Day 98.

Magenta

February 24th, 2015, 02:57 PM

353.

Deiform

February 24th, 2015, 07:56 PM

126 days

Luminous

February 24th, 2015, 08:18 PM

Day 63.

Abhorrence

February 25th, 2015, 11:15 AM

Day 99.

Abhorrence

February 26th, 2015, 05:47 AM

I actually got to triple digits. Jfc, I never thought I'd get here. Day 100, it probably sounds menial to some but holy wow. I never thought I could deal with 100 days without leaving scars on my skin.

Magenta

February 26th, 2015, 11:35 AM

355.

Abhorrence

February 27th, 2015, 06:48 PM

Day 101.

Magenta

February 27th, 2015, 07:10 PM

356.

Meh Guy

February 27th, 2015, 08:25 PM

Day 467. Happy times ahead

Vilnius

February 28th, 2015, 01:09 AM

Day 1.

Magenta

February 28th, 2015, 02:02 AM

357.

Abhorrence

February 28th, 2015, 06:00 AM

Day 102.

romes3

February 28th, 2015, 08:22 PM

2 weeks

Magenta

March 1st, 2015, 07:29 PM

358. Christ, I am so close.

Hideous

March 2nd, 2015, 01:36 PM

49 days

Luminous

March 2nd, 2015, 02:27 PM

Day 69.

lol

Miserabilia

March 2nd, 2015, 03:07 PM

Holy shit it's been so long I want to say a year but it's probably much less than that.

The scars that are still visable are from a year ago though.
Hard to imagine, I guess I never thought they would show like that for so long. I'm sure a lot are permanent, which sucks because summer's around the corner. Luckily I have like 5 self harmers as friends.

Abhorrence

March 2nd, 2015, 04:51 PM

104.

Magenta

March 2nd, 2015, 05:28 PM

359.

Deiform

March 3rd, 2015, 09:08 AM

133 days

Magenta

March 3rd, 2015, 11:37 AM

360.

Malcolm Tucker

March 3rd, 2015, 01:37 PM

978 days.

Abhorrence

March 3rd, 2015, 05:50 PM

105.

Luminous

March 3rd, 2015, 07:00 PM

Day 70.

Magenta

March 4th, 2015, 01:22 AM

361.

Abhorrence

March 4th, 2015, 11:56 AM

106.

Magenta

March 5th, 2015, 11:30 AM

362.

Abhorrence

March 5th, 2015, 02:15 PM

107.

Magenta

March 6th, 2015, 02:30 AM

363.

Vilnius

March 6th, 2015, 03:33 AM

Day 2.

Abhorrence

March 7th, 2015, 12:08 AM

Day 109.

Meh Guy

March 7th, 2015, 09:29 AM

Everyone keep doing great :) I've lost my count, it's somewhere in this thread...

Luminous

March 7th, 2015, 10:39 AM

Day 74.

Magenta

March 7th, 2015, 11:47 AM

364.

Vilnius

March 8th, 2015, 01:33 AM

Day 4.

Abhorrence

March 8th, 2015, 07:49 AM

Day 110.

Magenta

March 8th, 2015, 02:26 PM

365 days. One year.

The Faulted

March 8th, 2015, 05:52 PM

day 4.

Luminous

March 8th, 2015, 06:28 PM

Day 75.

Babs

March 8th, 2015, 06:57 PM

It's been a while. I can't even pin point the date. Four months is my guess.

Magenta

March 8th, 2015, 11:32 PM

366.

Vilnius

March 9th, 2015, 02:40 AM

Day 5.

Princess Ariel

March 9th, 2015, 02:17 PM

Day 17.

Abhorrence

March 9th, 2015, 03:40 PM

Day 111.

Luminous

March 9th, 2015, 03:53 PM

Day 76.

Abhorrence

March 9th, 2015, 08:23 PM

Day 112. I need to stop staying up until like 1am on school nights.

Vilnius

March 11th, 2015, 01:50 AM

Day 7.

Princess Ariel

March 14th, 2015, 09:01 AM

Day 22.

Abhorrence

March 14th, 2015, 10:50 AM

116.

Abhorrence

March 15th, 2015, 02:30 PM

Day 117.

DarkHorse4eva

March 16th, 2015, 11:24 AM

some 436 days so far

Abhorrence

March 16th, 2015, 01:19 PM

Day 118.

Luminous

March 16th, 2015, 01:46 PM

Day 82.

Vilnius

March 17th, 2015, 06:59 PM

Day 13.

WanderingHeart

March 17th, 2015, 08:43 PM

You are all doing AMAZING. Keep it up, don't stop!

Abhorrence

March 18th, 2015, 12:20 PM

You are all doing AMAZING. Keep it up, don't stop!
Thank you for this.

Day 120.

Luminous

March 18th, 2015, 12:53 PM

Day 84.

Abhorrence

March 19th, 2015, 06:33 AM

Day 121.

Abhorrence

March 21st, 2015, 05:40 AM

Day 123.

Luminous

March 21st, 2015, 07:38 AM

Day 87.

Malcolm Tucker

March 21st, 2015, 08:45 AM

997 days.

City Kid

March 21st, 2015, 10:24 AM

It's day 11 for me, but I've only felt this urge to cut again once during those last 11 days, so I think I can keep going!
You're all doing great, lots of respect and stuff!

Abhorrence

March 22nd, 2015, 12:45 PM

Day 124.

Luminous

March 22nd, 2015, 12:52 PM

Day 88.

Magenta

March 22nd, 2015, 02:21 PM

379.

City Kid

March 23rd, 2015, 04:59 PM

Day 13.

Harley Quinn

March 23rd, 2015, 08:09 PM

Day 172.

Luminous

March 23rd, 2015, 08:19 PM

Day 89.

Abhorrence

March 24th, 2015, 09:17 AM

Day 126.

City Kid

March 24th, 2015, 04:05 PM

Day 14.
Two weeks, hooray!

Malcolm Tucker

March 25th, 2015, 02:23 AM

Yesterday was 1,000 days, but I was too caught up in stuff to post here, so I guess it's now 1,001 days. That's my personal goal reached, anyway.

Abhorrence

March 25th, 2015, 05:43 AM

127.

Luminous

March 25th, 2015, 08:42 PM

Day 91.

Abhorrence

March 25th, 2015, 09:24 PM

Day 128.

Meh Guy

March 27th, 2015, 09:40 AM

Day 495. Close to my personal goal of 500. Keep up the good work everyone

Abhorrence

March 27th, 2015, 11:41 AM

Day 129.

Abhorrence

March 28th, 2015, 04:54 AM

Day 130. I'm still getting there. It feels as though the urges are going away now...

Luminous

March 28th, 2015, 09:47 AM

Day 94. So close to 100..

City Kid

March 28th, 2015, 12:54 PM

Day 18.
It's getting incredibly difficult. But it said in the paper that came with my antidepressants that the amount of thoughts of "harming or killing yourself" can increase during the first two weeks of taking it, so I really hope that it's gonna be better next week.

Meh Guy

March 28th, 2015, 05:57 PM

Day 496

WanderingHeart

March 28th, 2015, 08:46 PM

You guys restore my faith in humanity. And you keep me from starting to cut. Keep on going!

Luminous

March 29th, 2015, 01:03 PM

Day 95.

City Kid

March 29th, 2015, 02:31 PM

You guys restore my faith in humanity. And you keep me from starting to cut. Keep on going!
That's great! Really hope you can keep on going, too. :)

Day 19.