Non Self Harm Calendar! [Archive] - Page 89

justkeepswimming

October 26th, 2014, 09:14 PM

Day 0. Absolutely pathetic. I need to wash my own clothing because of the stains.

hello
i know you dont know me but if you want someone to talk to i just wanted to let you know im here. i wouldnt say im a role model im only 2 weeks and 3 days clean myself and its a struggle everyday. but i know what its like to be alone and most the people on here are more suportive then anyone i know. so if you wanna talk just let me know i obviously dont know you and im not you but i do understand to an extent. :)

2 weeks and 3 days free its only getting harder not to though :(

Posts merged, next time please use the 'edit' button. ~Hannah

Luminous

October 27th, 2014, 01:39 AM

Day 0. I was 20 days clean and I relapsed, badly.

Deiform

October 27th, 2014, 05:40 AM

6 days

Dark_Desires

October 27th, 2014, 07:45 AM

Back to 0 after 165 days clean its safe to say i really am a fuck up.

Deiform

October 28th, 2014, 07:08 AM

1 week

Miserabilia

October 28th, 2014, 02:16 PM

1 day :)

Karkat

October 28th, 2014, 02:26 PM

Day 22 (I think I missed a day somehow?)

Luminous

October 28th, 2014, 05:49 PM

Day 1.

Abhorrence

October 28th, 2014, 06:11 PM

Day 16.

Luminous

October 28th, 2014, 11:17 PM

Day 0.

Deiform

October 29th, 2014, 05:35 AM

Day 8

Abhorrence

October 29th, 2014, 06:30 AM

Day 0.

Luminous

October 29th, 2014, 09:09 AM

Day 1.

Miserabilia

October 29th, 2014, 02:33 PM

day 2 I suppose..

queenofcontrariety

October 29th, 2014, 03:56 PM

day 6, they're pretty much gone now, not having to worry about people seeing is almost a reality again and truthfully I can't wait.

Miserabilia

October 30th, 2014, 09:43 AM

Day 3, this is going okay so far.

Deiform

October 30th, 2014, 11:55 AM

Day 9

romes3

October 30th, 2014, 02:13 PM

4 days without cutting!!

Luminous

October 30th, 2014, 02:48 PM

Day 2

Dark_Desires

October 30th, 2014, 09:11 PM

Day 4 but i'm really close to fucking up again like i always do.

Karkat

October 30th, 2014, 11:11 PM

Day 24

Deiform

October 31st, 2014, 08:01 AM

Day 10

romes3

October 31st, 2014, 09:10 AM

6 days, cut free!!

Miserabilia

October 31st, 2014, 09:49 AM

Zero. Sickening.

DarkHorse4eva

October 31st, 2014, 04:40 PM

300 today

CosmicNoodle

October 31st, 2014, 08:02 PM

0 today. I feel physically sick with myself, fuck you Joseph Robinson, fuck you.

Deiform

November 1st, 2014, 06:21 AM

Day 11

Princess Ariel

November 1st, 2014, 01:19 PM

Day 16.

Miserabilia

November 1st, 2014, 07:06 PM

Day zero woowoo

Deiform

November 2nd, 2014, 07:48 AM

Day 12

Deiform

November 3rd, 2014, 06:28 AM

Day 13

Miserabilia

November 3rd, 2014, 02:50 PM

Day zero! :)

Deiform

November 4th, 2014, 08:06 AM

2 weeks

Princess Ariel

November 4th, 2014, 10:35 AM

Day 19.

Miserabilia

November 4th, 2014, 10:39 AM

1 day.

Captain Canada

November 4th, 2014, 01:55 PM

249 days

justkeepswimming

November 4th, 2014, 05:50 PM

3 weeks and 5 days :D almost did today though but i made it through....unfortunately the night is not over and the temptations are still there :(

Deiform

November 5th, 2014, 06:39 AM

15 days

Abhorrence

November 5th, 2014, 03:23 PM

Day 7.

Captain Canada

November 5th, 2014, 03:28 PM

250 days

Deiform

November 6th, 2014, 06:37 AM

16 days

Luminous

November 6th, 2014, 09:42 AM

2 days.

Princess Ariel

November 6th, 2014, 10:53 AM

Day 21.

queenofcontrariety

November 6th, 2014, 12:59 PM

Day 14

Abhorrence

November 6th, 2014, 02:07 PM

Day 8.

Deiform

November 7th, 2014, 06:38 AM

17 days

Karkat

November 8th, 2014, 03:28 AM

Day 32, I think?

Deiform

November 8th, 2014, 08:34 AM

18 days

Princess Ariel

November 8th, 2014, 11:06 AM

Day 23.

Miserabilia

November 8th, 2014, 11:47 AM

Day zero.

Luminous

November 8th, 2014, 12:21 PM

4 days.

queenofcontrariety

November 8th, 2014, 08:32 PM

Day 16, almost had to start over yesterday but strangely enough I couldn't find a suitable blade

Deiform

November 9th, 2014, 11:07 AM

19 days

Karkat

November 9th, 2014, 01:06 PM

Day 0... :/

Deiform

November 10th, 2014, 01:32 PM

20 days

Miserabilia

November 10th, 2014, 03:27 PM

1 but I have high hopes on this time !

budapest

November 10th, 2014, 03:32 PM

1 but yanno

LunaHermione

November 10th, 2014, 08:22 PM

Day 1.

Deiform

November 11th, 2014, 07:09 AM

3 weeks

Miserabilia

November 11th, 2014, 10:45 AM

2 days :)

Deiform

November 12th, 2014, 06:45 AM

22 days

Miserabilia

November 12th, 2014, 08:23 AM

3 days, feelin' good

ImCoolBeans

November 12th, 2014, 10:20 AM

3 days, feelin' good

Good job :) keep your chin up and keep going. I know you can do this.

Deiform

November 13th, 2014, 06:41 AM

23 days

Karkat

November 13th, 2014, 07:01 AM

Day 3

Miserabilia

November 13th, 2014, 10:34 AM

4 days

romes3

November 13th, 2014, 05:20 PM

2 weeks without cutting, but its getting harder. Almost relapsed last night, but i held back.

Leprous

November 14th, 2014, 01:31 AM

0, even though I haven't posted here in a while, I've been clean since my last post, up untill today that is.

Deiform

November 14th, 2014, 06:49 AM

24 days

Karkat

November 14th, 2014, 07:24 AM

Day 4

LunaHermione

November 14th, 2014, 02:34 PM

Day 4.

CosmicNoodle

November 14th, 2014, 03:46 PM

I don't know, a while. Long enough so there are just scars left.

Deiform

November 15th, 2014, 10:06 AM

25 days

Miserabilia

November 15th, 2014, 06:05 PM

1 week!!!

Leprous

November 16th, 2014, 01:16 AM

Still at 0.

Karkat

November 16th, 2014, 01:17 AM

Day 5

Deiform

November 16th, 2014, 04:35 PM

26 days

Karkat

November 16th, 2014, 07:24 PM

Day 6

CosmicNoodle

November 16th, 2014, 07:32 PM

2....

Deiform

November 17th, 2014, 06:39 AM

27 days

Leprous

November 17th, 2014, 03:27 PM

Day 0.

Karkat

November 18th, 2014, 03:06 AM

One week :) Day 7

Deiform

November 18th, 2014, 06:42 AM

4 weeks

Princess Ariel

November 18th, 2014, 01:01 PM

Day 33 I think..

Miserabilia

November 18th, 2014, 04:22 PM

9 days, I'm almost hesitant to post here. I can't beleive it :)

Karkat

November 19th, 2014, 12:54 AM

Day 8

Deiform

November 19th, 2014, 06:41 AM

29 days

Leprous

November 19th, 2014, 06:55 AM

0...

AllTimeLoser

November 19th, 2014, 07:02 AM

1...

Leprous

November 20th, 2014, 01:09 AM

Still at 0.

Deiform

November 20th, 2014, 06:44 AM

30 days

Princess Ariel

November 20th, 2014, 10:29 AM

day 35.

romes3

November 20th, 2014, 12:05 PM

1 month!!!

Karkat

November 20th, 2014, 03:31 PM

Day 10

Luminous

November 20th, 2014, 03:49 PM

Day 1.

Deiform

November 21st, 2014, 06:44 AM

31 days

CosmicNoodle

November 21st, 2014, 06:48 AM

0...

Uranus

November 21st, 2014, 09:30 AM

Day 3

Luminous

November 21st, 2014, 10:34 AM

Day 2.

Leprous

November 21st, 2014, 11:10 AM

Day 1.

Princess Ariel

November 21st, 2014, 10:41 PM

Day 36.

I might be doing this on my own, but I'm damn well going to recover.

Leprous

November 22nd, 2014, 03:52 AM

Day 2.

Deiform

November 22nd, 2014, 08:37 AM

32 days

Luminous

November 22nd, 2014, 09:19 AM

Day 3.

Love.Hate

November 22nd, 2014, 01:34 PM

Back down to zero. Really can't deal with being this addicted to it, after over a year I thought I was weaned off. So annoyed with myself :(

Deiform

November 23rd, 2014, 08:48 AM

33 days

Harley Quinn

November 23rd, 2014, 08:02 PM

53 days.

Luminous

November 23rd, 2014, 08:15 PM

Day 1.

dominow

November 24th, 2014, 01:06 AM

Day 7... omg a week. Wow feels so... different

Leprous

November 24th, 2014, 01:17 AM

Day 4.

CharlieHorse

November 24th, 2014, 01:21 AM

I just wanted to say excellent job everyone! :) Keep it up. <3 You can do it!

Karkat

November 24th, 2014, 01:56 AM

Day 13

Deiform

November 24th, 2014, 06:29 AM

34 days

Luminous

November 24th, 2014, 08:02 AM

Day 1 again.

xXl0sth0peXx

November 24th, 2014, 11:11 AM

Back down to zero. Really can't deal with being this addicted to it, after over a year I thought I was weaned off. So annoyed with myself :(

:hug: I'm here if you want to talk. You got this. <3

I'm so proud of you all. Be it day 1 or day 33 or day 1023.. It's not always easy but you're all doing so good. Keep it up. :hug: :heart:

Day 1.

Leprous

November 25th, 2014, 01:24 AM

Day 5.

Deiform

November 25th, 2014, 07:01 AM

5 weeks

Miserabilia

November 25th, 2014, 04:09 PM

Almost 3 weeks. Can not beleive thisss

Leprous

November 26th, 2014, 01:08 AM

Day 6. Almost one week.

Hideous

November 26th, 2014, 02:01 AM

Day 49

Holy cow

Karkat

November 26th, 2014, 03:12 AM

Day 16

Deiform

November 26th, 2014, 06:17 AM

Day 36

Deiform

November 27th, 2014, 10:09 AM

Day 37

Luminous

November 27th, 2014, 10:25 AM

day 1.

King_of_Hearts

November 27th, 2014, 02:57 PM

2 months-ish

Leprous

November 27th, 2014, 02:58 PM

1 Week, can't believe I made it this far.

Deiform

November 28th, 2014, 09:11 AM

Day 38

Leprous

November 28th, 2014, 10:57 AM

8, I'm actually doing this.

CosmicNoodle

November 28th, 2014, 02:31 PM

0 days, had a small melt down, ohh well, cut my losses (bu dum tish) and move on.

Deiform

November 29th, 2014, 09:37 AM

Day 39

Deiform

November 30th, 2014, 11:06 AM

Day 40

Deiform

December 1st, 2014, 06:21 AM

Day 41

Abhorrence

December 1st, 2014, 06:57 AM

Day 13. Two weeks tomorrow!! :D

Karkat

December 1st, 2014, 02:55 PM

Day 21; three weeks

Weeping

December 1st, 2014, 03:13 PM

141 days.

Hideous

December 1st, 2014, 03:16 PM

Day 54

Deiform

December 2nd, 2014, 06:18 AM

6 weeks

Karkat

December 2nd, 2014, 01:02 PM

Day 22

Hideous

December 2nd, 2014, 01:52 PM

Day 55

Abhorrence

December 2nd, 2014, 08:08 PM

Two weeks.

Deiform

December 3rd, 2014, 06:28 AM

43 dats

Hideous

December 3rd, 2014, 10:12 AM

Day 56

Karkat

December 3rd, 2014, 11:41 PM

Day 23

Miserabilia

December 4th, 2014, 02:34 PM

Not even completely sure anymore because I try not to think about it.

I'll estimate 5 weeks

Deiform

December 4th, 2014, 09:03 PM

44 days

Deiform

December 5th, 2014, 05:03 PM

45 days

King_of_Hearts

December 5th, 2014, 06:23 PM

Day 0

Hideous

December 5th, 2014, 06:33 PM

Day 58

queenofcontrariety

December 5th, 2014, 07:57 PM

Somewhere around 6 weeks, almost did on Tuesday but ended up drawing all over myself in eyeliner instead

Karkat

December 5th, 2014, 08:34 PM

Day 25

Deiform

December 6th, 2014, 09:42 AM

46 days

Luminous

December 6th, 2014, 10:19 PM

Day 10 or 11. Not completely sure. I don't have much of a choice anymore because my mom took all my blades but I think I could SH with something else.

Karkat

December 6th, 2014, 11:38 PM

Day 26

DarkHorse4eva

December 7th, 2014, 01:55 PM

337 days

Luminous

December 7th, 2014, 01:55 PM

I'm gonna go with 12.

CosmicNoodle

December 7th, 2014, 02:01 PM

Today was another bad day, 0.

Deiform

December 7th, 2014, 06:02 PM

47 days

Hideous

December 7th, 2014, 07:05 PM

Day 60.

Karkat

December 7th, 2014, 07:13 PM

Day 27

Deiform

December 8th, 2014, 12:17 PM

48 days

Luminous

December 8th, 2014, 12:25 PM

13 days.

Rayquaza

December 8th, 2014, 12:37 PM

I'd just like to remind everyone that you're all so much stronger than you think. I know you guys have all got what it takes to leave your beautiful bodies alone and realise that you're better than this. Keep going and stay amazing.

303.
(Almost a year soon)

Deiform

December 9th, 2014, 08:17 PM

7 weeks

Karkat

December 9th, 2014, 08:29 PM

Day 28. Probably my last.

DarkHorse4eva

December 10th, 2014, 05:24 PM

i'm one 340 days, and, my girlfriend is on 316 :3
i'm so so so proud of her :heart:

Hideous

December 10th, 2014, 05:27 PM

Day 63

Karkat

December 10th, 2014, 06:11 PM

Day 29

Malcolm Tucker

December 10th, 2014, 08:39 PM

892 days.

Deiform

December 11th, 2014, 06:36 AM

51 days

Princess Ariel

December 11th, 2014, 02:16 PM

Day 56.

Luminous

December 11th, 2014, 02:27 PM

Day 16.

Karkat

December 11th, 2014, 11:40 PM

Day 30. One month.

Deiform

December 12th, 2014, 06:45 AM

52 days

Hideous

December 12th, 2014, 06:54 AM

65 days

Karkat

December 12th, 2014, 06:10 PM

Day 1...

Luminous

December 12th, 2014, 07:58 PM

Day 17.

Princess Ariel

December 13th, 2014, 10:27 AM

Day 58, but I woke up in a terrible depressed mood, so we'll see.

CosmicNoodle

December 13th, 2014, 06:44 PM

I don't know, 3 days I think...it's been hectic so I've lost track.

Karkat

December 13th, 2014, 07:42 PM

Day 2

Deiform

December 13th, 2014, 10:22 PM

53 days

Luminous

December 13th, 2014, 10:30 PM

Day 18.

Deiform

December 14th, 2014, 10:09 AM

54 days

Princess Ariel

December 14th, 2014, 12:31 PM

day 59.

Dalcourt

December 14th, 2014, 11:20 PM

Day 0...I had a really bad day.

Hideous

December 14th, 2014, 11:22 PM

67 days

Karkat

December 15th, 2014, 12:10 AM

Day 3

Deiform

December 15th, 2014, 06:39 AM

55 days

Harley Quinn

December 16th, 2014, 05:35 AM

75 days.

Hideous

December 16th, 2014, 05:42 AM

69 days

Deiform

December 16th, 2014, 06:31 AM

8 weeks

Abhorrence

December 16th, 2014, 12:36 PM

Day 28!

xoKaylaa

December 16th, 2014, 01:11 PM

945 days. Or, 2 years, 7 months and one day.
Not sure how I've done it, but I'm kinda proud of myself, considering how bad my urges get every day. x.x