Non Self Harm Calendar!

[Deiform]

0 days again

[Princess Ariel]

Day 8. Came too close to relapsing last night though..

[Leprous]

5, hoping I can get to a full week.

[Magenta]

199.

[CosmicNoodle]

0 days,

[Remora]

Fuck.
0 days.

[Rania]

for every day you dont cut, or every situation you come out of without a new mark upon your beautiful skin this thread is here for you to celebrate it!


_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _

3 days cut free, all thanks to Austin's help and my own will power!

Its been 10 mounths..
I'm still holding on...

[Magenta]

Day 200.

[Deiform]

1 day

[Princess Ariel]

Day nine.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

1. New day.

[Miserabilia]

00000000000000000000000000000.
fucking. zero.
(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

[Seafood]

23 days.

[Rania]

Its been 10 mounths... but I'm holding on (:

[Magenta]

201.

[Deiform]

2 days

[Princess Ariel]

10..

[CosmicNoodle]

1, wonder if I'll make it to two.

[xXoblivionXx]

I kind of stopped counting, I was close to zero last night but I guess that point is that I'm not at day zero

[Karkat]

About a month. I'll start from 30.

[Deiform]

3 days

[Leprous]

8 days

[Magenta]

202.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 11.

[CosmicNoodle]

2 days, fuck yeeeaa!

[xXoblivionXx]

2 days, fuck yeeeaa!

hell to the yeah! *fist bump*

[CosmicNoodle]

hell to the yeah! *fist bump*

Yeeee....make that 0 as of about 15 muniuets ago....sorry... *fists bumps anyway*
But the good news is, I threw away my blade so I can't easily do it again, I see that as a step forward.

[xXoblivionXx]

Yeeee....make that 0 as of about 15 muniuets ago....sorry... *fists bumps anyway*
But the good news is, I threw away my blade so I can't easily do it again, I see that as a step forward.

one step at a time, awkward taco. you can over come this

[CosmicNoodle]

one step at a time, awkward taco. you can over come this

I love that make, never stop calleing me that, and ye, baby steps. Baby steps.

[Magenta]

203. And I'm hanging on by a thread right now, I'm so angry.

[Seafood]

25 I think.

[Princess Ariel]

I wanna say day 12. But I was drinking last night and my body is covered in scars and bruises... Some of them I remember from opening up beer bottles, others not so much..

[Deiform]

4 days

[Ambrosia]

I don't know how I've done it, but I haven't fully cut myself in weeks. What's it been? Three, almost four weeks? I started to the other day, but I stopped. I pretty much just pressed it to my skin, and then stopped. Last night, I was going to. I was going to just fuck it all up, and I was going make one worth remembering for a long time. But then some turn of fate took hold and my phone rang, at 12:31am...And I didn't have to anymore. I'm glad.

The last time I posted on this calendar was...

September 4th, 2012, 10:51 PM

After that day it was another year and one month before I would be clean again.

So, 11 months. 11 months without cutting now.

[CosmicNoodle]

0, I was trying, but what you keep doing is too much.

[Magenta]

204. I'm trying so hard.

[Triceratops]

Yesterday night was the first time I had cut myself in 3 years. It felt really weird, and it was a massive shock for me. Things have been horrendous lately, long story but everything seems to be going wrong for me and I am very, very alone. I had a terrible panic attack and went crazy basically.

Now today I feel really disorientated and I'm in a deep state of regret, my left arm is covered in cuts and now I have to go back to hiding my arms all the time, and waiting until my cuts are healed enough to conceal them with make-up.

Consider this day 1.

[Deiform]

0 again.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 13.

[CosmicNoodle]

0 still, I can't go a single day anymore...what happened? I used to be able to go weeks!

[Deiform]

1 day

[CosmicNoodle]

1 day

[Magenta]

205.

[Miserabilia]

1.... *sarcastic applause*

[Princess Ariel]

Day 14. So, 2 weeks... I guess..

[Broken Toy]

Like 4?

[Deiform]

2 days

[Magenta]

206.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 15.. hmm...

[Karkat]

Day 35

[CosmicNoodle]

1.... *sarcastic applause*


Hey, don't beat yourself up! It's a small achivement, but it's an achivement none the less! You should be proud, your doin' a lot better than me dude. Well done dude, seriosly, well done. :)

Ohh ye, hole point of the thread :P Forgot about that.

0 days for me, ohh well.

[Magenta]

207. I may just cut out of sheer boredom at this point. Just for something to fucking do.

[Miserabilia]

Hey, don't beat yourself up! It's a small achivement, but it's an achivement none the less! You should be proud, your doin' a lot better than me dude. Well done dude, seriosly, well done. :)

Ohh ye, hole point of the thread :P Forgot about that.

0 days for me, ohh well.

aw thanks :)
0 for me too now actualy but oh

[Deiform]

3 days

[Captain Canada]

241 Days (Or something around that)

[Princess Ariel]

Day 16. Barely made it to today..

[Harley Quinn]

Zero

[Karkat]

Day 36

[Magenta]

208.

[Princess Ariel]

Up for less than an hour and already day 0. Oh fucking well..

[Deiform]

Day 4

[CosmicNoodle]

I've cut 3 times today already...soooo. Zero, seems to be the only number I ever post here, Ohh well

[Karkat]

Day 37

[Triceratops]

Day 5

I know I shouldn't be, but I'm still so embarrassed about my new cuts. I'm supposed to be going out on Saturday night and I'm praying nobody will notice them if I conceal them with enough make-up.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0. Again..

[Dalcourt]

Hm, slipped up again, so yeah day 0.

[Magenta]

209.

[Deiform]

Day 5

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0..

[Karkat]

Day 0 :/

[Miserabilia]

day 1

[DarkHorse4eva]

9 months

[Deiform]

6 days

[Magenta]

210.

[Luminous]

Congrats, Hannah. Your first post in the Non Self Harm Calendar.

Zero.

[Miserabilia]

One day.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0

[CosmicNoodle]

Congrats, Hannah. Your first post in the Non Self Harm Calendar.

Zero.

Welcome to the club, we have matching straight jackets...

Day 2, I think, everythings bluring into one long trudge

[Karkat]

Day 1.
I'll be strong tonight. I feel ok for now anyways, so I should be fine.

[Dalcourt]

day 0...

[Deiform]

0 again

[Miserabilia]

Day 2

[Princess Ariel]

Day 1. But only since I was so exhausted when I came home last night

[CosmicNoodle]

Day 3, fuck yeeeeeee, MOTHERFUCKERS! I got 3 days! :)

[Miserabilia]

Zero. Also congrats cosmicnoodle

[Karkat]

Day two. I kinda hit myself to avoid crying, but it was more a reflex than an intentional act of violence against myself. Not counting it.

[Deiform]

1 day

[CosmicNoodle]

4, but today might be the last day I hold out. I feel really stressed and upset St my parents, they don't understand why I'm doing what I am.

[Hideous]

Day 1.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 2.. I guess. It all depends on if this crap day continues to be shitty or if a miracle happens and everything changes. Chances of that are slim and none, but I'm still gonna hope.

[CosmicNoodle]

Well I lasted 4 days and I'm proud of that, 4 days is a long time, but tonight I failed, my parents are mad at me, I was kicked off my corse, I'm now a college drop out nobody, so I don't really blame myself for failing. Next goal, 5 days.

[Karkat]

Three. Which is even less than I thought when I came to check this...

I don't know if I'll make it to 4. .-.

[Luminous]

Day one. My parents are watching me and I might be going to stay at a hospital depending what my doctor says tomorrow. I can't have any marks or scars.

[Deiform]

0 days. Horrible doctors yesterday telling me that To grow up and eat vegetables.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0. It's just been one of those days..

[Hideous]

I think it's day 3 for me.

[Karkat]

Day 4! And here I didn't think I could do it ;)

[Svan]

I still make myself puke, but I haven't cut in many months.

[Hideous]

Day 0.

[Deiform]

1 day

[Princess Ariel]

Day 1.

[Miserabilia]

1 day!
Feeling confident about it this time

[Deiform]

0 again.

[Hideous]

Day 0.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Day 1, after losing at 13.

Never give up. :heart:

[Princess Ariel]

Day 2..

[CosmicNoodle]

Day 1, after losing at 13.

Never give up. :heart:

13's a long time, seriously, well done, you should be proud :)

Day 0, and I have therapy tomorrow, that's gonna' be difficult to explain.

[Miserabilia]

3, but barely. Not sure if I make the night. Feel guilty for wanting it

[Hideous]

Day 1!

[Karkat]

Day 5, approaching 6 very rapidly. :D I can't believe it's almost been a week! It's been a struggle, too.

[Deiform]

1 day

[Princess Ariel]

Day 3.

[Karkat]

Day 6

[Deiform]

2 days

[Princess Ariel]

Day 4. But the parents parental unit is coming down, and its thanksgiving weekend....

[Miserabilia]

5 days! Freaking amazing.

[CosmicNoodle]

0, had a HUGE fuck off argument with my mum inwich insults such as "you're a contemptable human being, you utter pile of blubber and bone" where thrown by me, and insults such as "Why should I listen to you, you're crazy enough to belong in a hospital!" where thrown by her. Afterward I had a small melt down and it was ether I cut me, or I cut her.

5 days! Freaking amazing.

That. Is. Fucking. Epic. Dude..... A week maybe?

[Malcolm Tucker]

831 days.

[Karkat]

One week :) Day 7

[Miserabilia]

0, had a HUGE fuck off argument with my mum inwich insults such as "you're a contemptable human being, you utter pile of blubber and bone" where thrown by me, and insults such as "Why should I listen to you, you're crazy enough to belong in a hospital!" where thrown by her. Afterward I had a small melt down and it was ether I cut me, or I cut her.



That. Is. Fucking. Epic. Dude..... A week maybe?

Thank you! you can do it aswell

[Deiform]

3 days

[Miserabilia]

6 days.. aiming for a week

[CharlieHorse]

A long time.
I tried, but it didn't work.

[Karkat]

Day 8

[CharlieHorse]

Day 8

I'm proud of you :)
Keep it up
You deserve happiness and love. Don't let those bad thoughts bring you down from being wonderful and finding happiness in life.
I think this goes out to all those in this thread.

[Karkat]

I'm proud of you :)
Keep it up
You deserve happiness and love. Don't let those bad thoughts bring you down from being wonderful and finding happiness in life.
I think this goes out to all those in this thread.

Aww, thank you :) :hug:

[Miserabilia]

1 week :^_^:

[Deiform]

0 again.

[Armyboydevon99]

0 days yay :/

[Karkat]

Day 9

[Deiform]

1 day

[Hideous]

Day 5.

[Karkat]

Day 10

[xXoblivionXx]

Zero... Oh god... :(

[Deiform]

0 again.

[Harley Quinn]

Day 14

[Hideous]

Day 6

[Luminous]

Day 9. I got back from the hospital today.

[Miserabilia]

Day 9. I got back from the hospital today.

Oh my goood you're back! So good to hear! I was really worried ):
Continue this conversation in Pm if you want.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 8? I think?

[Miserabilia]

9 days :)

[Karkat]

Day 11

[Deiform]

Day 1

[Hideous]

Day 7.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0. Whoops. too numb to care so it doesnt really matter.

[Hideous]

Day 8.

[Luminous]

Day 10.

[Deiform]

Day 2

[Luminous]

Day 11.

[Harley Quinn]

Day 16.

[Hideous]

Day 9.

[Love.Hate]

:yeah: One year. 365 days. I cannot believe how far I have come, I feel like a different person to who I was this time last year.

Thank you to everyone that's supported me through my journey.

I am so happy and so proud of myself, never thought I would achieve this day.

You can get better, you just have to want to and to push yourself to, don't give in to those urges. You are all amazing, remember that.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

[Karkat]

:yeah: One year. 365 days. I cannot believe how far I have come, I feel like a different person to who I was this time last year.

Thank you to everyone that's supported me through my journey.

I am so happy and so proud of myself, never thought I would achieve this day.

You can get better, you just have to want to and to push yourself to, don't give in to those urges. You are all amazing, remember that.

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

Congrats! :D Here's to years more!

[Deiform]

3 days

[Luminous]

Day 12

[Karkat]

Day 13

[Hideous]

Day 10.

[Deiform]

4 days

[Luminous]

Day 13

[Miserabilia]

Day zero again. But it doens't really feel like giving up I just feel like I can go longer now.

[UnknownError]

about 10 months :)

[Hideous]

Day 11.

[Leprous]

Messed up and totally lost count, probably somewhere around 10 days, but I'm craving for the pain again.

[Karkat]

Two weeks :) Day 14

[Deiform]

0 again. My mom got back last night so now my happiness has drained away.

[Hideous]

Day 12.

[DarkHorse4eva]

289 days

[justkeepswimming]

1 week and 4 days since i last cut

[Karkat]

Day 15

[Leprous]

Oh guess what? 0.

[Hideous]

Day 13.

[Deiform]

Day 0

[sweetcake]

Day 0

Oh guess what? 0.
Come on you guys. Think of positive things, stay strong:) you could do it!

I've been free of selfharm for 5 years now:)

[Miserabilia]

Day 0. No hope left. I've never done this to myself so eagerly before and I feel disgusting. I was crying and it was a pethetic mess.

[Luminous]

Day 15.

[Miserabilia]

Still zero.

[Karkat]

Day 16

[Deiform]

Day 1. New plan. Fake it till you make it.

[Leprous]

Never relapsed like this before. Cut 3 times today. And the day is not over yet.

[Miserabilia]

Day 0. Absolutely pathetic. I need to wash my own clothing because of the stains.

[Luminous]

Day 16.

[Deiform]

2 days

[Miserabilia]

Zero again. What a lovely fucking week

[Karkat]

Day 17

[Leprous]

Still 0.

[Hideous]

I lost count, I think day 15 or 16.

[radsniper]

18 hours

[Elena_]

23 hours !!!
I've only cut myself twice , because yesterday and before yesterday I felt very miserable , but today I'm feeling a little happier ;)

[Luminous]

Day 18.
This is getting to be extremely difficult. I crave it more and more every day.

[Miserabilia]

1 day I guess.

[Hideous]

Day 16.

[Miserabilia]

Actualy never mind. zero.

[Deiform]

Day 18.
This is getting to be extremely difficult. I crave it more and more every day.
You can do it!!!

For me its 3 days

[Babs]

I lost track but it's been a few months. So, yay I guess.

[Deiform]

4 days

[Hideous]

Day 17.

[Miserabilia]

Watch out guise i'm on a ZERO streak

[Deiform]

5 days

[Luminous]

Day 20!

[Karkat]

Day 20