Non Self Harm Calendar!

[Princess Ariel]

One.

[Miserabilia]

nNNNG back to zero but it's not severe and I should be able to get my mind off it soon so yea ~*~*~

[AllTimeLoser]

1 week

[budapest]

one

because i could :L

[Deiform]

0 again. Too much stress, too much changing.

[Rayquaza]

181 ^-^

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.

[Rayquaza]

Not sure if 0 or 183. I think 183. I had to cut myself to remove a splinter, but luckily it was a small one so I hope it doesn't count.

[Deiform]

2 days and losing it.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 2.

[Magenta]

156.

[CosmicNoodle]

0, But i'm not going to feel shit about it, I don't care. Let's just move on.

[xXoblivionXx]

two weeks :)

[CosmicNoodle]

two weeks :)

Well done on 2 weeks, I believe in you :)

[xXoblivionXx]

Well done on 2 weeks, I believe in you :)

I believe in you too :)

[Rayquaza]

184 ^-^

[Princess Ariel]

Day 3.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

One.

[Deiform]

0 days

[Dannibabi]

Zero

[Princess Ariel]

day 4

[CosmicNoodle]

One.

[Deiform]

1 day and slipping

[Rayquaza]

185.

[Deiform]

2 days

[Rayquaza]

186.

[Harley Quinn]

Zero.

[Magenta]

158.

[Deiform]

0 days. I want my life to be back to normal. Cant eat, cant sleep, camt do anything.

[Rayquaza]

187.

[xXoblivionXx]

17 days... I was so close to 2 years, and now I'm back counting double digits

[Seemyheart]

169 days.

[Love.Hate]

10 months, I have no idea how. God I am proud of myself, its been hard but i'm still pushing through the urge every time :)

Keep going everyone :hug:

[Magenta]

159 but it may be zero soon.

[Princess Ariel]

Zero.

[Weeping]

33 days.

[Princess Ariel]

One.

[DarkHorse4eva]

224 days

[CosmicNoodle]

5 days

[Rayquaza]

189... :)

[Deiform]

2 days

[Stars_]

Ugh. I broke two friggen months clean today....

[Princess Ariel]

Two.

[Magenta]

162.

[Seemyheart]

172 days

[xXoblivionXx]

0...

[Rayquaza]

190...10 days till 200 ^_^

[Deiform]

0 again

[Seemyheart]

173 days

[thatgothgirluknow]

0 oh well

[Deiform]

1 day

[budapest]

one lol

[xXoblivionXx]

One.

[Deiform]

2 days

[Broken Toy]

i'm on 1 day. i went on holiday for 3 weeks and i shared rooms + i didnt have anything but i still found a way :( so i went about 2 weeks but as soon as i got back i meesed up. im on 1 day

[xXoblivionXx]

Zero

[Rayquaza]

192.

[Deiform]

3 days

[Rayquaza]

193.

[xXoblivionXx]

today is day 1

[Princess Ariel]

Day 5?

[Broken Toy]

11hours

[Magenta]

165.

[Broken Toy]

165.

wow nice. how is that possible? to me thats a dream

[Magenta]

wow nice. how is that possible? to me thats a dream

I honestly cannot tell you. There's no easy way to do it. I want to break it everyday but I look at the number and know I'd feel worse if it went back to zero. I once thought I'd never get past 5... then 25... then I was at 75... now I'm nearly 100 days further than that. It's a process and it's a long one.

[Broken Toy]

I honestly cannot tell you. There's no easy way to do it. I want to break it everyday but I look at the number and know I'd feel worse if it went back to zero. I once thought I'd never get past 5... then 25... then I was at 75... now I'm nearly 100 days further than that. It's a process and it's a long one.

so im officially on 16 hours now. that is crazy how you just worked up like that

[Rayquaza]

194.

[Broken Toy]

22 hours now.

[Deiform]

4 days

[Broken Toy]

12 hours. its really bad that i am counting hours but it seems like im doing better than i actually am so...

[Deiform]

0 days

[Rayquaza]

196 :)

[Deiform]

1 day

[Broken Toy]

2 1/2 days

[Deiform]

0 days

[Rayquaza]

197...

[Broken Toy]

0 days. i cut my tongue that was stupid

[Miserabilia]

I'm definetly out of my worst (finaly!).
more than a month now!

[Princess Ariel]

Day zero.

[Rayquaza]

198!

[Magenta]

170.

[Rayquaza]

199..

[Seemyheart]

181 days

[Deiform]

1 day

[Yugen]

80 days.

[Broken Toy]

2 days...

[Princess Ariel]

Day one.

[TheN3rdyOutcast]

4 weeks

[Seemyheart]

182 days...

[Yugen]

81.!

[Magenta]

172.

[Rayquaza]

day 200.

[Princess Ariel]

Zero. Wow what a fucking shocker /end sarcasm

[Broken Toy]

its so normal i didnt even realize i was on 0 days. i had to think about it like fuck thats bad

[Deiform]

0 again

[Seemyheart]

183 days

[Deiform]

1 day

[Yugen]

82 days

[Rayquaza]

202.

[CosmicNoodle]

4 days

[Deiform]

2 days

[DarkHorse4eva]

238 days

[Rayquaza]

203.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 3?

[mialia]

2 days self harm free, after I heavily relasped where I had gone a couple of months not doing it. Kinda disappointing that.

[CosmicNoodle]

5 days...seems like a year

[Deiform]

3 days

[Yugen]

84 dayss

[Leprous]

After a fucking week, AN ENTIRE FUCKING WEEK! After an emtore week I relapse, it was gping grrat! And then, it hapens yet again, because I'm such a fuckup,

[Love.Hate]

320 days.

[AllTimeLoser]

ten minutes

[Deiform]

4 days

[Leprous]

Guess what? 0 days!

[Princess Ariel]

day 5.

[Magenta]

177.

[Yugen]

86 days

[Fiction]

697 days. Crazy. Even crazier that after almost 2 years you can still crave it.

[Rayquaza]

206.

[Leprous]

0 yet a-fucking-gain.

[Deiform]

1 week

[Magenta]

179.

[Princess Ariel]

day 8? i think..

[Rayquaza]

208.

[Leprous]

0.0.0.0 can't even make it to 1.

[Deiform]

Zero again.

[CosmicNoodle]

3 days

[Deiform]

1 day

[Broken Toy]

3 that's the longest in a month. So proud

[FullyAlive]

207 days.

320 days.

697 days. Crazy. Even crazier that after almost 2 years you can still crave it.

179.

Well done all three of you, look at us all things are finally going our way I'm so proud of us. :heart: x x x x x

[budapest]

18 days

[Princess Ariel]

Day 11?

[Broken Toy]

Biggest 0 yet. Somehow.

[LoveLessOne]

its been about a week since ive done anything so im pretty happy and im just hoping to keep going!

[thatgothgirluknow]

0 but i will make today

[Deiform]

2 days

[Dark_Desires]

117 Days clean of any form of self harm.

[Harley Quinn]

Day 0.

[Rayquaza]

213.

[Magenta]

Well done all three of you, look at us all things are finally going our way I'm so proud of us. :heart: x x x x x

185.

I remember when each of us thought we were falling apart at the seams but we've made it, a lot farther than I think any of us expected. :heart:

[Princess Ariel]

Day 13.

[Deiform]

Day 4

[CosmicNoodle]

0, still bleeding, I can't get it to stop....

[Deiform]

5 days

[Princess Ariel]

day 14.

[Broken Toy]

day 14.

Wow no way you're so strong! 14 days might as well be 140. You're on the road you just have to keep driving

[gothy]

Almost a week.

[Deiform]

6 days

[Princess Ariel]

day 15.

[Magenta]

188.

[Deiform]

1 week

[CosmicNoodle]

0 as of about 5 mins ago

[Leprous]

0 days, yet again.

[Rayquaza]

217.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 17

[CosmicNoodle]

Day 1...I can do this...I think...

[Deiform]

8 days

[Blood]

54 days.

[Magenta]

189.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0. oh well.. shame i dont care

[xXoblivionXx]

Zer0... I deserve this...

[Magenta]

190.

[Deiform]

9 days

[Rayquaza]

218.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.

[Deiform]

10 days

[Magenta]

191.

[Blood]

56 days.

[Harley Quinn]

1 week.

[Leprous]

0 days.

[Broken Toy]

0...

[Princess Ariel]

Day 1

[Blood]

57 days.

[Deiform]

0 again

[Broken Toy]

Day 2.

[Magenta]

192.

[SmokyChica]

1 Day as of right now...
No promises I can keep going though

[Magenta]

193.

[Leprous]

Still at 0.

[Deiform]

Zero

[Leprous]

1, not sure how I did it, but I did it.

[Deiform]

Zero

[Remora]

5486 days. Intending to keep it that way, although the curiosity is really killing me. I know i shouldn't even "try" it but my 15 year old teen mind is being an ass about it.

[Magenta]

194.

[Princess Ariel]

3? idk

[CosmicNoodle]

0, I used to be so good at staying clean but since starting college....the time between each cut is getting shorter and shorter.....I think this is starting to become an addiction again.

5486 days. Intending to keep it that way, although the curiosity is really killing me. I know i shouldn't even "try" it but my 15 year old teen mind is being an ass about it.

No! Never EVER EVER EVER EVER start! I did out of curiosity and now I'm addicted and have the word term Fuck Up carved into my leg forever, DO, NOT, START....EVER. If you do, you may well become addicted, and it will destroy your life and fuck up your mind, seriously, don't even consider it, please don't.

(sorry for the double post, but i saw this and couldn't let it slide)

Posts merged, next time please use the 'Edit' button. ~Hannah

[Deiform]

Zero again.

[Princess Ariel]

Four.

[project_icarus]

I slipped back to zero a few days ago and I can't quite seem to get back up.

[Magenta]

195.

[Deiform]

1 day

[Leprous]

2, I'm kinda proud.

[Magenta]

196. I'm so close to 200.

[Princess Ariel]

I think 6? I might be wrong. Math wasn't my forte.

[Magenta]

197, I guess. Not sure I want to get to 200 now.

[Leprous]

3, not sure how I'm doing it, but it's actually happening.

[DarkHorse4eva]

260 days

[Deiform]

2 days

[CosmicNoodle]

2 days and about 14 hours

[Deiform]

3 days

[Magenta]

198.