Non Self Harm Calendar!

[Paige Elizabeth]

183 days and counting :)

[Castle of Glass]

one. but only for today. just too tired and worn to have the strength to do it.

[Malcolm Tucker]

485 Days.

[Castle of Glass]

zero. fucked up

[Tarannosaurus]

27 days.

[Harley Quinn]

110.

[Castle of Glass]

one.

[ksdnfkfr]

84 days

[Tarannosaurus]

4 weeks, 1 day.

[Yugen]

Two weeks.

[Castle of Glass]

zero again

[Mynick]

Zero

[survivor]

41 days

[Castle of Glass]

zero

[Harley Quinn]

113.

[Weeping]

December, I think.

However, I'm so close to a relapse that I shouldn't even post here. I've been snapping hair elastics on my wrists and scratched with somewhat sharp objects just leaving a mark for a few hours, which I don't really count but it doesn't matter cause it doesn't work at all. I should win a prize for always fucking things up.

[1_21Guns]

Zero. A beautiful fucking zero.

[survivor]

42 days

[Castle of Glass]

zero. and in more than one spot.

[Akasuki]

five days.

[Tarannosaurus]

32 days

[Akasuki]

zero.

[1_21Guns]

One.

[Castle of Glass]

one... oh wait. nope

zero

[Akasuki]

one.

[Mynick]

Zero

[Castle of Glass]

one. but just because i am too tired to do anything

[Harley Quinn]

116.

[ksdnfkfr]

89 days

[survivor]

45 days

[Castle of Glass]

zero

[ksdnfkfr]

90!!

[muffin with a knife]

two days, but in a couple of hours it will be zero again

[survivor]

46 days

[Ocelot]

4 days

[narutofangirl]

3 months

[Castle of Glass]

zero....

[handle with care]

21... its getting easier

[Yugen]

5 days.

[Harley Quinn]

Day 118.

[Conqueror of Hearts]

Day 0 after over 100 days clean. Won't be posting in this thread for a while....

[survivor]

Day 47

[Malcolm Tucker]

496 days

[1_21Guns]

eh 6.. whatever

[Harley Quinn]

120 days.

4 god damn months, holy shit.

[Dannibabi]

Not sure exactly, maybe around 10 months I think.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

zero.

[Castle of Glass]

one. until thursday i have to fight to not cut.

fuck

[muffin with a knife]

day zero again.

[Mynick]

0 0 0

[Malcolm Tucker]

497 days. Only 3 to go until my goal.

[Castle of Glass]

two.

two more days

[1_21Guns]

eighttt...

[Harley Quinn]

122 days.

[Malcolm Tucker]

499 Now

[Castle of Glass]

3. one more day until i can cut again

[ksdnfkfr]

95
almost there...
stay on target...
came reeeeeally close last night.

[1_21Guns]

Zero tbh

[Yugen]

9 days.

[Castle of Glass]

four atm. but i highly doubt it will stay

[Castle of Glass]

Zero. :/ oh fucking well.

[1_21Guns]

one I guess.

[Seemyheart]

58 days

[Yugen]

10 days

[Malcolm Tucker]

500 now.

[Dannibabi]

500 now.

That's awesome, congrats :)

[Castle of Glass]

one. need to fight.

[Harley Quinn]

124.

[ksdnfkfr]

97...

[1_21Guns]

two.

[ksdnfkfr]

98...

[Harley Quinn]

125.

[Yugen]

12 days

[Castle of Glass]

two.

[Ocelot]

9 days

[Tarannosaurus]

43 days

[Kathy]

22 days :')

[mrpieface2]

22 days :')

Congrats!! :D

[ksdnfkfr]

100!

[handle with care]

29...

[Kathy]

2 days.

[1_21Guns]

sixx

[Harley Quinn]

Day 129.

[ksdnfkfr]

102.

[Desuetude]

A couple days for cutting

[1_21Guns]

a week

[ksdnfkfr]

103.

[Castle of Glass]

zero. no supprise

[Harley Quinn]

131 days.

[ksdnfkfr]

104.

[asabatino]

1-3 months, haven't been keeping exact track.

[Mynick]

2-3 day? Something like that.

[1_21Guns]

2-3 day? Something like that.

Keep going you, I'm so proud of you :)

eleven.

[Tarannosaurus]

52 days :)

[Castle of Glass]

zero. oh well

[Ocelot]

I was so close to a month, but zero. I guess this was inevitable based on the conveniences of a huge decision I made.

[Castle of Glass]

zero. oh well

[ksdnfkfr]

109.

[Harley Quinn]

Day 136.

[Tarannosaurus]

54 days

[Castle of Glass]

(5*2+6)-26=

big fat zero

[ksdnfkfr]

110.

[Tarannosaurus]

57 days

[ksdnfkfr]

112.

[Captain Canada]

3 Weeks ^-^

[Captain Canada]

Zero.

Have you tried stopping?...

[Captain Canada]

Yeah, but then I relapsed and I've been here ever since. It makes me feel better. Why not? My friend doesn't really support me much so I just end up back at zero.

You dont need your friend to support you, you need yourself to support you. My friend told me to look to the future. Would I want my kids to see scars running along my body? Would someone want to date someone with bad habits? Would people accept me? I dont want to think of that so I stop. If I feel depressed I think of my friends, would they still help me if I dont even try? I look to the future. If you dont care about that stuff well you should. Your going to find someone eventually that will support you but if you dont try to stop now, you will never be able to stop, and will that person still want to support a lost cause?

[Harley Quinn]

Day 140.

[ksdnfkfr]

114.

[DarkHorse4eva]

day 7

[Ashleigh]

day 35

[Captain Canada]

Zero

[Harley Quinn]

141. Ugh.

[LouBerry]

92 Days.

[Captain Canada]

Zero ;-;

[Tarannosaurus]

2 months/ 60 days.

[Kathy]

17 days.

[World Eater]

28 weeks I think.

[DarkHorse4eva]

Day 10

[Captain Canada]

One... starting fresh!

[Captain Canada]

I hate myself. I hate what I see in the mirror. I put myself down everyday. I don't know how to support myself because I hate myself. I'm just a broken piece of crap.

Dont hate something so beautiful <3 Supporting yourself is hard but if you look in the mirror and tell yourself "Im amazing" every single day for the rest of your messed up years you will realize how truly amazing you are. Your broken you say? Arent we all eh? Pick up the pieces and put them together, if they dont stay then use tape, if the tape doesnt work use glue, if the glue comes off then stitch it together <3 Remember, your amazing for the person you are and nobody can change you so just accept yourself. Dont hate something that shouldnt be hated on. If you dont love yourself there are people who can love for you. Please try to stop for those people? <3

[xXEverReadyXx]

Dont hate something so beautiful <3 Supporting yourself is hard but if you look in the mirror and tell yourself "Im amazing" every single day for the rest of your messed up years you will realize how truly amazing you are. Your broken you say? Arent we all eh? Pick up the pieces and put them together, if they dont stay then use tape, if the tape doesnt work use glue, if the glue comes off then stitch it together <3 Remember, your amazing for the person you are and nobody can change you so just accept yourself. Dont hate something that shouldnt be hated on. If you dont love yourself there are people who can love for you. Please try to stop for those people? <3

Amazing post right there :)

[DarkHorse4eva]

day 11, so far so good

[Captain Canada]

Zero

[DarkHorse4eva]

zero

[Tarannosaurus]

63 days.

[Harley Quinn]

Day 145.

[DarkHorse4eva]

its kinda still the same day, so zero

[mai-rin]

oh great zero again

[Captain Canada]

One! Have to start fresh again

[Captain Canada]

Zero.

Did you see my post?...

[Captain Canada]

Yes. Having a crappy week. This week is going to be bad as well. My grades are bad and I'm getting yelled at. Not helping at all.

Instead of thinking of how bad things are now, think of how things are going to get better in the future. If you tel yourself its gonna get better its GOING to get better. We all have our moments in life when we think everything is terrible and nothing is going to get better but thinking about it isnt going to help. You have to think positive and it will get better (I know how much people hate hearing "It gets better blah blah" But in the end, it will)

[Captain Canada]

People do care about you! If I didnt care would I be making the effort to try and get you to stop? I hate hearing how people hate themselves and that their life doesnt get better. If you think no one cares this is giving you another reason to cut. If you think that nothing in your life gets better its just another excuse to cut! But if you feel, not think, but FEEL how I, me, one person is saying how they cares about you (Trust me on this one but ALOT more people than just me care about you) then its one reason to NOT cut. And if you think about all the good things in a day well... they add up eventually! Please, dont think about how things get worse in the day think about how it will get better in the beginning of tomorrow. If you look forward to something happening well theres always the possibility of it not happening and this dissappoints you. However if you accept the fact that it might not happen but you still have the feeling it will, thats a whole new experience.

[Believe]

I've been waiting for it to get better for years. Been through too many tomorrow's where it never got better. Start out good but they all end up being the same. I'm stuck and I don't know if I'll ever get out. Nobody seems to care about me so what the point? My parents don't even notice.

First of all, we all care about you.

I cant say i know exactly how you feel, but i know what its like to wait and hope for tomorrow to be better than the last. But just waiting for things to get better may take years. As hard as it is and sad that some people have to do this, but you have to believe and work to make each day better than the last. Make someone smile, make someone happy; most importantly make yourself happy. Put yourself first and help others, Karma will come around faster than you expect. All things good don't come without work.

Im still waiting for the day where everything will be okay. Ive been striving for a "normal life" for all my life but it hasn't yet. But I know someday, somehow things will work out and they will for you too. You were put here for a reason; everything that you are going through and have gone through has a deeper meaning and makes you who you are.

You don't deserve the struggles and pain you are given, but please don't take it out on yourself. Its hard, I know. Seven days clean and more and more i want to go buy more blades. But I wont, and you shouldnt either. You are stronger than them, I believe in you.

I'm here if you need anything at all. Talking about it always helps me. Just by writing this I lost the urge all day to cut.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wTa14Sui7mw

This song always helps me, the third verse always picks me up. Maybe it can help you too.

If you ever want or need to talk about anything, im here and all of us here on VT.

[DarkHorse4eva]

Day 1

[HotGurlMixy]

Day 21

[mai-rin]

day 1

[Ocelot]

12 days

[Captain Canada]

Zero. Getting yelled at by my father. All he cares about are my grades. I get anything lower than a B and he starts screaming. I don't need to be reminded how worthless I am. I'm tired of this shit. I'm tired of trying. I'll never be good enough.

PS. I won't be on for a while. I'm getting my stuff taken away. What a great way to start off Christmas break.

Ignore your dad. If your dad makes you feel horrid then paying attention to what he does and says to you or about you isnt worth it! Your worth as much as anyone else in this world. To me, your ALOT better than a lot of people that get so much attention. Your brave, your strong, your smart, and your a good person! You cant get anything you want without trying. After you try, you might not succeed but you know what? Try try again! Dont say you'll never be good enough because your more than enough <3

*Sigh* Zero. I thought I would get pretty far but I guess not

[survivor]

Day 76

[handle with care]

50 I'm so proud

[Harley Quinn]

Day 147

[DarkHorse4eva]

2. Day

[HotGurlMixy]

Zero :/

[survivor]

77 days ( eleven weeks).:D I can hardly believe I made it this far.

[DarkHorse4eva]

Day 3

[ksdnfkfr]

123.

[mai-rin]

day 3

[Captain Canada]

One for yesterday.
Zero for today

[1_21Guns]

27...

[Josef_]

I'm so proud that you guys haven't self harmed in so many days! Keep it up guys :) Stay strong and message me if you ever want to talk. I check every day!

[Captain Canada]

Zero for yesterday. Going to try for one today, after all it's my birthday.

Happy birthday :D

[survivor]

Well this sucks, After 11 weeks I am now back at day zero :(

[Love.Hate]

3 1/2 months :)

[DarkHorse4eva]

day 4

[Etcetera]

Today will be day 7 for me.

[Captain Canada]

Day One

[Castle of Glass]

yesterday was like 2 or 3

today is zero

[Tarannosaurus]

Just about managing to avoid it, 70 days.

[Harley Quinn]

Day 150.

[Desuetude]

Day 150.
You're doing fucking awesome! I'm really proud of you, man. 5 months is one hell of an achievement and you can keep it up.

[Captain Canada]

Two ^-^

[Incompris]

121 days longest I have ever gone.

[ksdnfkfr]

125.

[DarkHorse4eva]

back to 0

[Captain Canada]

Three.... threw my blades out yesterday. Im hoping to take this streak really far

[Captain Canada]

Zero. Oops.

Please... just try to stop? Self harm, as much as it may relieve stress or pain, isnt good. Scarring your body and drawing blood isnt worth it. No matter what the problem is, it shouldnt get to the point where you need to hurt yourself... I may not understand exactly what you may feel like but I do understand that humans are all equal no matter what, so no one is better than another. No one is more worthless than anyother. No one is worthless at all no matter who they are and what they do. This applies to you too. If you can take a step forward, away from your blades, you will realize how much you dont need it. You dont need to cut yourself.... But the more you do it the more you want to again. Its difficult to stop, I know that from personal experience, but if people encourage you and you encourage YOURSELF you can do it. I believe in you and so many people believe in you. If we can take a step forward, you can too. Im always free if you need to talk.

[Captain Canada]

*Sigh* Zero... again

[Castle of Glass]

idk. like 2 or so, but i have been triggered many times but hav been busy.

[Castle of Glass]

zero

[Ashleigh]

50.... the most ive ever done! :D

[survivor]

Day 1, i need to keep on without. Christmas is always the hardest time for me.

[Captain Canada]

One for yesterday
Two for today (So far)

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 1, i need to keep on without. Christmas is always the hardest time for me.

You got this Jess, I know it's hard but you can do it :) Merry Christmas!

[DarkHorse4eva]

I think I'm on day 3

[DarkHorse4eva]

4... it's not esay, but this time i'm gonna try my very best not to do it again

[Harley Quinn]

Day 155 :mrgreen:

[ksdnfkfr]

130.

[Captain Canada]

Three. Merry Christmas!

[thatgothgirluknow]

Today will either be day two or zero. I haven't decided yet.

go for two you can do it if u need to talk message me

[Castle of Glass]

idk. but i know i will fail today.

[DarkHorse4eva]

Day 5

[Castle of Glass]

zero.

[thatgothgirluknow]

aww u can do it niilo tommorow is a new day and no more cutting for today message me

[Captain Canada]

Not sure if I'll make it three days or not. Last night was horrible. I wonder what tonight will bring.

You can do three days in a row! One step at a time... Whatever happens Im always here for you!

[Captain Canada]

Four so far...

[thatgothgirluknow]

zero i broke my streak of eight days last night so i guess im back to day one

[Anivia]

Almost a month without cutting

[DarkHorse4eva]

Day 6

[Captain Canada]

Five

[Captain Canada]

Zero. Fuck me.

You were doing so well D: Make another streak! We all support you

[DarkHorse4eva]

now a week

[Tarannosaurus]

78 days

[Castle of Glass]

one or two idk. was sick and today i know i will fail, so oh well.

[thatgothgirluknow]

1 day

[Captain Canada]

six so far

[DarkHorse4eva]

day 8, if i can keep it
and a new record

[Captain Canada]

Seven for yesterday and eight for today.

[lifelies]

zero.

[DarkHorse4eva]

day 9, so proud of myself