Non Self Harm Calendar!

[Project Delta]

Day 1

[GreyxRainbow]

Aw Aaron, what happened? :[ :hug:

[emmalovesgs]

aww aaron!xx

[NightFighter]

:( Aaron, im sorry. You were doing so well! *Big Hug* :]
I know you can win this! Congratulations on going so long without!!!

[peaceloverugby]

One day; I caved Monday, but then went out with my gf and she cheered me up, so hopefully I can stop for a good time now.

[Project Delta]

2 days
Although its 20 since i cut.

[GreyxRainbow]

57.. Although I did accidentily scratch my hand against the wall, but I don't think that counts because it really was an accident.

[Project Delta]

Well done Becca and no it doesnt count.

[GreyxRainbow]

Well done Becca and no it doesnt count.

Aw, thanks. :hug:

I've got two little wounds on my arm, they look like I've been bitten by a vampire, and I don't remember how I got those. xO Musquito's, maybe.. But I'm sure I didn't do it, so that's okay anyway.

[NightFighter]

I rolled my sleeves up in public today! *Eeeek* First time ever.....it felt great though :D

[GreyxRainbow]

Aw, well done! :hug:

[Flutterfly]

One day... =[
I start over... again...

[NightFighter]

Thank you:hug:

[GreyxRainbow]

Aw, Eli.. Hug. :hug:

[Project Delta]

Well done steph, i am genuinely proud ^^

[emmalovesgs]

well done guyss keep it up! i havent harmed since sunday so thats ermm 4 days? :L

[peaceloverugby]

Two days

[Project Delta]

Day one,

[piggy-wiggy]

awhh, aaron... :(
day two... first tym im able to genuinly write on this thread....
xx

[Project Delta]

3 weeks since i last cut though so there is a positive side

[Flutterfly]

Day twoooo, I wanted to cave in last night... but I didn't... =] A certain someone made me promise. xp lol

[Project Delta]

Thats a good thing :)

[BlackenedSilver]

22 days. Wow.. these last few days have been such a blur, I barely know what happened.
Im so close to caving, it's all I've been able to think about. Hopefully I can keep distracting myself with school work. :D

[GreyxRainbow]

58th day.

[BlackenedSilver]

Wow, Congrats Greyx! Your doing so well.

Btw, Everyone is doing amazingly :) :hug: Group hug!

[GreyxRainbow]

Ah thank you.

You're doing great yourself. :hug:

[Project Delta]

2 days,
22 since i have last cut

[Flutterfly]

I'm on day three.... I wanted to give in last night... but I read a book instead...

[GreyxRainbow]

Well done Eli! :hug:


I read a very triggering book yesterday.. but still, 59 days.

[Project Delta]

day 0 still =/

[GreyxRainbow]

Aaron.. What happened? *hug*

[Project Delta]

Meh, just woke up, and felt like putting hand through wall... so i did.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Two days here. :D

[Flutterfly]

Working on day, four? maybe? possible starting over here again soon...

[Project Delta]

day 1,
no cuts 23

[Holding On*]

Aww Aaron!! D:

I am on 4 days today (but it is only 11.37am here so 3 and a bit days lol)

Quite proud of that. I got 9 days then 3 days now 4 days so that is good. :)

[Project Delta]

your doing well

[BuryYourFlame]

10 days

well done everyone :D

[MysticalBurrito]

20 days i dont know how long i can last I keep bashing myself..It could have been 60 something days :(

[GreyxRainbow]

60 days.

[Project Delta]

Well done declan, keep it up!
Karina, whats done is done, you cant stay angry at the past!
Becca : Well DONE!!! Keep it up :)

[GreyxRainbow]

Fxck.

Day 1.

I actually can't believe I really threw it all away. But I did. ><

[Project Delta]

Oh no Becca. :hug:

What happened that made you do it?

[Project Delta]

Oh also day 2
Day 24

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Three day.... Things are going ok.

[Project Delta]

Keep it up eve

[GreyxRainbow]

Oh no Becca. :hug:

What happened that made you do it?

Stress. I have 12 tests next week, and I studied 8,5 hours yesterday. Then my father said he didn't believe it was enough, he didn't believe I was going to pass. It made me so angry, and also so hopeless.

And now I just don't care about anything, I just pretended to study, and I want to cut again and again, just untill everything is gone. ><

[Project Delta]

Ouch, i had a total of 20 exams over the past month and i prepared for 0 of them :/

[GreyxRainbow]

Ouch, i had a total of 20 exams over the past month and i prepared for 0 of them :/

Ouch.

I kind of do want to pass, even if it only was to be gone from school sooner. ><

[Project Delta]

I need to pass mine. its not a thing about wanting to. I NEED to or i will not be able to go to university or further education

[GreyxRainbow]

I need to pass mine. its not a thing about wanting to. I NEED to or i will not be able to go to university or further education

Then, if you need to pass, why didn't you prepare for them?

[Project Delta]

Because... idk *sigH* take this to PM's

[Flutterfly]

Five days... almost gave in last night

[GreyxRainbow]

I'm happy you didn't. :hug:

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Well done Eli.... Don't give up. You are strong and you CAN do this, just keep the faith. If you feel yourself slipping, PM me, I'm here to help you as much as you want and need.

[Project Delta]

day 2
day 24 no cuts,

Fucks sake today is so hard. Fucked up the best relationship i've ever had *angry face*

[BuryYourFlame]

11 days...feel like caving for the first time since i last did it...

[BlackenedSilver]

Wow! Everyone keep it up, your all doing so well! :D
26 days, no cuts. This week is going to be testing how strong I am, in all areas. =/

[Project Delta]

day 3
Day 25

this last week has been one of thevworst weeks of my life!

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 2. =[

You're all doing great. :hug:

[Project Delta]

:hug: becca

Your gonna get there again hun you will :)

day 3?
day 25 no cuts

[Triceratops]

2 days.
The scars are awful.

[Holding On*]

604,800 seconds... or a week :D Doing quite well for me :D Had a little slip up yesterday where i bit my lip when I was angry but I didn't do it on purpose, it was subcounicous and so I am not sure if it counts or not? Everyone does things like that, don't they?

[Viral Death]

4 months now! I hope it dont go back to ZERO!

[Flutterfly]

6 days... but I'm tempted now...

[Project Delta]

day 0
day 25

[OnlyByTheNight.]

5 days.... Today was the hardest to resist. I had to keep myself busy all day so I wouldn't get a chance to go to my room.
If tomorrow is as hard as today was then I don't know if I will be able to stop myself.

[MyNameIsJack]

=[ 1hour, I almost had 5months

[Project Delta]

Day1

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 3.

[Flutterfly]

13 hours...

[Project Delta]

day 1 , got f***ing assaulted

[Flutterfly]

It's been 1 day (exactly 24 hours) and.... I threw out my razor... =s

[Project Delta]

Well done eli,

day 2

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Day 1.

[piggy-wiggy]

5 dayss..... i went away to my holiday home with my friend and her mom.. ..
didnt bring the blade, just in case.. ..
but i was cracking up the whole time.. .. rlly loww ryyt now............x

[Project Delta]

Keep it up Piggy Wiggy !!! ^^ WElll donee!!

[NightFighter]

I dont know. I cant remember lol it wasnt too long ago though. Maybe a week or something. I cba anymore xD because of the pain and the blood and wanting to do it in that certain place but not being able to as it would be too noticeable soon. It just doesnt seem worthwhile if i cant do it there, no other place on my body gives me the same pleasure. I guess thats a good thing.

[peaceloverugby]

day 1......good lord, how many more day ones am I gonna put myself thru?

[Flutterfly]

Exactly two days... 48 hours... (24hours since throwing out my razor)
I think throwing out the razor helped...
I'm still struggling though... but some of the pressure's gone...

[Project Delta]

Well done Eli' keep it up!!

3 days

[Triceratops]

5 days

[Project Delta]

Keep it up marci :hug: you are strong! And we all know it :)

[peaceloverugby]

2 days

[Project Delta]

Keep it up Mac! :) Your doing really well! :)

[TODAYisTHEday]

One week 4 days without cutting / burning :) Yippies!

[Gina.]

8 days.
longest I've gone :D

[Flutterfly]

Everyone does so well...



3 days exactly...

[Project Delta]

Everyone is doing AMAZING!:) Well done guys keep it up! :)

4 days?

[GreyxRainbow]

You're all doing so well. :) Keep going on like that, I know you can do it. =)

Day 1 for me.

[Project Delta]

Surely since you only re-opened it doesnt count right Becca?

[GreyxRainbow]

Surely since you only re-opened it doesnt count right Becca?

I think it does, because I did it with the same intention. It counts for me. =]

[BlackenedSilver]

I think it does count because it's still techniqually classed as self harm. :( It's upsetting but true. Though Becca, you could split it into days since cut and days since self harm, like Aaron did. :)

Everyone is doing so well :D This is day 2, for me.

[GreyxRainbow]

I think it does count because it's still techniqually classed as self harm. :( It's upsetting but true. Though Becca, you could split it into days since cut and days since self harm, like Aaron did. :)

Everyone is doing so well :D This is day 2, for me.

Hm, yes, I could do that, but I still think it counts as cutting, 'cause I kind of cut it open with my nails.=

You're doing great! *hug*

[MysticalBurrito]

:) Everyeones doing great!
Aaron like you say to us time to get back or the saddle [or whatever :P]

26 days here I couldn't have done it without friends to talk to

[Project Delta]

Yeah so i do karina! :), and guys your all doing so well. It makes me feel reallly good :)

:hug: hugs to YOU ALL!!

[Flutterfly]

I'm only at 3 1/2 days... but I wouldnt be this far with out all my friends from here. =]

[Project Delta]

its good to hear we are helping Robin ^^

[Flutterfly]

its good to hear we are helping Robin ^^

Well it's good that everyone is so supportive. =]

[Project Delta]

Yeahh, well thats the road to success

[peaceloverugby]

Three days!!! I threw out my good razor two days ago, and today I just stood in my bathroom, holding my shaving razor, staring at it; but I didn't do anything, because I didn't want anyone on here to feel sad :)

[Flutterfly]

Three days!!! I threw out my good razor two days ago, and today I just stood in my bathroom, holding my shaving razor, staring at it; but I didn't do anything, because I didn't want anyone on here to feel sad :)

YAY! =D I'm so happy for you! Great job!

I'm almost at four days, I wanted so bad to cut earlier but I didn't =] thanks to some people on here.

[Project Delta]

Yay for eli not cutting, YAYAYAYAYYA for rugbyjock not cutting ^^
Yay for all you guys and gals

[Flutterfly]

4days but I feel like caving now

[Project Delta]

Keep it up Eli, you know you can and WILL do it! :) Your doing so great! :)

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 2 I think..

[Project Delta]

Yah, Becca :) Keep it up! Or else i'll come round your house! annd... do stuff? ^_^

Day 5

[BuryYourFlame]

well done guys (+ girls :P) ^_^

[ShatteredWings]

18 days.. i think
i haven't really wanted to either.

[Project Delta]

Great to hear Gwyn ^^

[GreyxRainbow]

You're doing great! =D

[Flutterfly]

I'm at 4 1/2ish =3

[peaceloverugby]

Four days?? Is that even possible? But today has been rough: it's been three weeks since Jack died :(

[Flutterfly]

Four days is possible... I'm almost at 5 >.<

If you need to talk, you can talk to me, it must be hard for you =[

[Project Delta]

Dude we are all here if you want to talk, same for you Eli, i make you smile all the time.

5 days

[MysticalBurrito]

Tomorrow is 4 weeks....
Everyones doing great :)

[Flutterfly]

Dude we are all here if you want to talk, same for you Eli, i make you smile all the time.

5 days
Yes you do ^-^

You're a day ahead of me lol

Tomorrow is 4 weeks....
Everyones doing great :)

4 weeks!? wow

[Project Delta]

actually i'm like 4 hours aehad of you robin, and KARINA!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT 1 month (february)

[Flutterfly]

actually i'm like 4 hours aehad of you robin, and KARINA!!!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOT 1 month (february)

4 hours? My 5 day mark is in... 7hours

[Project Delta]

well mine is in 5 hours xD but its the next day sooo..

[Flutterfly]

I'm at 5days!!!

[Holding On*]

A very long... 13 days. -sigh-. Well. It'll be 13 days at 10pm tonight... (9.30am now). This is my longest so far... :) Before this my record was 9 days?

[Project Delta]

Way to go Lifeisamaze, KEEP IT UP!!! Well done!! And keep it up eli

[peaceloverugby]

FIVE DAYS!!!!! wow, i'm amazed

[Flutterfly]

I'm at 5 days and 14 hours... feel like caving...

[Project Delta]

Eli msn?

[Flutterfly]

Eli msn?

If I'm on here I'm on there. =[ I can't even think...

[BlackenedSilver]

Everyone is doing so well!!
Eli, you know you don't want to do it. Just occupy yourself in other ways, because you will regret it after.

Day 4 :)

[Project Delta]

Yeah, and leigh i can make you smile, its been proven with eli.

[Flutterfly]

Yeah, and leigh i can make you smile, its been proven with eli.

You're good at bringing smiles. ^-^

I wish it was a week already >.<

[Project Delta]

Take it a day at a time!

[BlackenedSilver]

Yeah, and leigh i can make you smile, its been proven with eli.

True :D You bring smiles with ease.

Don't rush it Eli like Aaron said.
You never know how fast time passes when your actually not counting it so like I said before.. busy yourself :) (Sorry to push that but it works xD)

[Project Delta]

Go watch... a donkey? that could work?

[BlackenedSilver]

Haha! It could but Donkeys are usually boring unless theres someone poking it. :D
But thats just cruel.

[Project Delta]

Your Quite cruel Leigh. SO lets go find ourself a donkey

6 days

[Flutterfly]

6 days >.< this is where I caved last time....................

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 0 again. ><

[Flutterfly]

Day 0 again. ><

Aww, I'm sorry. =[

[Project Delta]

Awe Rebecca, what happened? :hug:

[GreyxRainbow]

Just loads of sh*t and everyone was angry at me. Don't really want to talk about it, okay?

*hugs*

[Project Delta]

Of course! I wont ask you to say anything you dont want to :) Just remember i am here for you when you feel annoyed, and talking is one of the best medicines in the world for your mental problems/ disturbances

[Flutterfly]

I'm at 6 1/2 days. One week in 13hours. I feel like crap.

[Holding On*]

Way to go Lifeisamaze, KEEP IT UP!!! Well done!! And keep it up eli

Thank :) 14 days :D 2 weeks! Can't believe I have gone this long tbh lol. :)

[Project Delta]

Come on, lets get to 15 days! :) And eli. We can make it to a week together hmm?

[Flutterfly]

Come on, lets get to 15 days! :) And eli. We can make it to a week together hmm?

Okays ^-^

[Project Delta]

we will beat this. Together :)

[Holding On*]

-Might break my chain of days-

[Project Delta]

Lifeisamaze , No you wont. Cause your strong! :) And you CAN DO THIS! :) Just beleive

[peaceloverugby]

Six days!!!! And i went swimming and everything today, took of my shirt, didn't really care if people saw my scars.

[Flutterfly]

One weekkkkk

[peaceloverugby]

One weekkkkk

*gives Eli the biggest hug ever*

[Flutterfly]

*gives Eli the biggest hug ever*

I don't feel great... =[ *hugs back*

[Project Delta]

Eli, We made 1 week together!!!

[BlackenedSilver]

Congrats you two!! :)
It's day 6 for me :P apparently, doesn't feel like it though.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

One week for me too today.
Well done everyone. :D

[Project Delta]

Yay Eve, join our 'crew'

[Cloud]

haha you got a week crew goin well done guys keep it up

[Project Delta]

Eve, me , leigh and eli all part of the week crew ^^

[OnlyByTheNight.]

W00t.... Our crew rocks! :D Maybe we can make it the two weeks crew though? 0_o

[Cloud]

sounds like a good goal for you guys

[BlackenedSilver]

Omg, I'm part of a crew. :D
Hopefully we can make it two weeks :) Actually.. I'm sure we can if we work together.

[Project Delta]

I KNOW we can :)

[NightFighter]

.....can i join the crew? ^_^ pretty please

[Project Delta]

How many days hmm? ^_^

[BlackenedSilver]

Let her in Aaron :) :P Bigger the crew the better xD

[NightFighter]

the 14th was the last time i think xD Do i qualify?

[Flutterfly]

Two weeks is a long time.... =s

I don't know about it...

[Project Delta]

Yeah sure, your 9 days ahead of us lot... so your secoind in command after me! :)

[BlackenedSilver]

Two weeks is a long time.... =s

I don't know about it...

Eli, Have confidence in yourself. I know you can do it you have the strength you just don't believe in yourself. You should. :)
In times of doubt you have everyone here to talk to, Im sure anyone of us would be happy to talk to you and keep you distracted when you feel like caving. :D

[NightFighter]

Yay im in the crew! xP Second in Command alright!
C'mon crew! We can do it! Good luck guys =]

[Flutterfly]

I don't know... two weeks is long...
One week I barely made it...

[BlackenedSilver]

Eli You can make it. I know you can!
Pm me if you ever need support or better yet Msn! It's on my Profile. :)

[peaceloverugby]

i'm now eligible for entry into the crew!!!!! may I join?

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Sure!!! The more the merrier!!! :D :D :D

[peaceloverugby]

k thanks

[Project Delta]

Wicked our crew is now a support system :)

[BlackenedSilver]

Awesome!
We all have the creator Aaron to thank :) :hug:
*Dances*

[Project Delta]

Woot go me, 1 week!!!!!!!!!

[Flutterfly]

This is a huge crew...

I'm afraid I'm going to fail everyone Dx

[Project Delta]

Eli we WILL pull you through :)

[BlackenedSilver]

You couldn't fail us anyway, because even if you do cave we will know how hard you tried and be truly proud :)
The people in this crew are here for eachother :) :hug:

[Flutterfly]

You all make me feel so much better. ^-^

I really hope I don't cave... It's been a bit more then 7 1/2 days...

[Project Delta]

Yeah eli, you wont ever 'fail' you will just slip. And we will pull you back through

[MadManWithaBox]

ive decided to restart my no SI thing, day one, 24 hours. i post here cos all you guys are so epicly awesome. free hugs!! *and to throw away the thing ive been cutting with since i chucked my razor away

[NightFighter]

I think our crew needs a name! xD
Any ideas?
It needs to be something immense!

[Cloud]

leigh made a social group for you guys
(my idea)

[BlackenedSilver]

The social group is called the no cut crew :P
I can't believe I didn't invite you!
I shall now :)

EDIT: You beat me to it :P

[Project Delta]

Heya all. Yeah our group is made :) And now all invites go through me first k :P Cant get it too big or it will be too hard to controll

[kirsty]

I've just blown it. 2 days. wow. achievment. NOT! :(

[Project Delta]

KIRSTY!! Dont say that!, any amount of time is an achievement, some are bigger than others, of course they are, but you still managed without for 2 days! Trust me, your gonna do good and get out of this. Scottish brunt will bring you through :)

[peaceloverugby]

I'm leaving on vacation today, won't be on the computer for a week, just wanted to make sure no one worries about me. I'm here, just not here

[GreyxRainbow]

Day 2 I think.. Anyway, I'm managing, and I'm going to keep it up. I will keep it up, I will. :)

[Project Delta]

Becca, want to join the "NO Cut Crew?"

[GreyxRainbow]

Becca, want to join the "NO Cut Crew?"

Ah Yes. ^^

[Holding On*]

16 days today!! Can't believe I got to this!! NEarly caved in on Monday night... Got ym blade out and done a pressure mark but no cuts. I didn't like press on it really euther. Just had a little faint line for a few seconds? In my head this doesn't count becuase there was no actual harm done... so yeh. 16 :D My goal before was 10 days, then 14 (2 weeks), Now it is 21 (Three weeks). :)

I would join the crew thingy but it is a two week crew is it not? And I am past that... so yeh :P. Wow that was weird to think/type.:O

[Flutterfly]

8 days =s Server was done last night and I really wanted to post that but couldn't >.<

[MysticalBurrito]

*Give big huggle* I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =D

[GreyxRainbow]

Well done Eli and lifeisamaze! (Sorry, I don't know your name)

[Project Delta]

LIfeisamaze you can join if you want. its started off as a 1 week, but now its everyone who we decide is eligible.

[Flutterfly]

9 days =3