View Full Version : Non Self Harm Calendar!
Magenta
June 5th, 2013, 11:33 AM
Day 56.
Rayquaza
June 5th, 2013, 04:28 PM
Yeah scratch that
Day 0
Hangover
June 6th, 2013, 04:38 AM
Day 1 after a two-week relapse.. Here we go
Magenta
June 6th, 2013, 06:26 AM
Day 57. I actually just want to kill myself now.
Mortal Coil
June 6th, 2013, 07:28 AM
Aaaaaannnd day zero.
Magenta
June 7th, 2013, 06:46 AM
Day 58.
Fiction
June 8th, 2013, 09:56 AM
Day 246. Why do I still think about it so much?
Magenta
June 8th, 2013, 10:16 AM
Day 59.
Love.Hate
June 8th, 2013, 11:01 AM
I don't count anymore, its been a few months I think :)
ImCoolBeans
June 8th, 2013, 01:01 PM
Day 246. Why do I still think about it so much?
Day 59.
I don't count anymore, its been a few months I think :)
You're all doing so wonderfully and I'm so proud of all three of you. Keep on going -- you're all very strong and beautiful people and we're all so happy to see you guys doing well and making progress. You've had the strength to make it this far, I know you have the strength to continue. Congratulations on being free for as long as you have and I hope all is well & stays well.
unsaidwords
June 8th, 2013, 01:54 PM
Zero. What a surprise...
Lately, more than a day seems like an unapproachable dream
xDarkAngelx
June 8th, 2013, 06:42 PM
zero
Hangover
June 9th, 2013, 06:04 AM
Day 4, going mad ._.
Fiction
June 9th, 2013, 10:52 AM
You're all doing so wonderfully and I'm so proud of all three of you. Keep on going -- you're all very strong and beautiful people and we're all so happy to see you guys doing well and making progress. You've had the strength to make it this far, I know you have the strength to continue. Congratulations on being free for as long as you have and I hope all is well & stays well.
Aw thanks Mike :)
Magenta
June 9th, 2013, 01:07 PM
You're all doing so wonderfully and I'm so proud of all three of you. Keep on going -- you're all very strong and beautiful people and we're all so happy to see you guys doing well and making progress. You've had the strength to make it this far, I know you have the strength to continue. Congratulations on being free for as long as you have and I hope all is well & stays well.
Thank you, Mike~ <3
Day 60. Two months then?
xXl0sth0peXx
June 9th, 2013, 08:58 PM
182..
Unique Physique
June 10th, 2013, 02:26 AM
382 days.
Magenta
June 10th, 2013, 06:50 AM
Day 61.
Mortal Coil
June 10th, 2013, 07:11 AM
Day zero, as per usual.
Rayquaza
June 10th, 2013, 07:14 AM
Day 1 let's do this
Princess Ariel
June 10th, 2013, 03:49 PM
Day eight? :/
[-]I would rather it be zero[/-]
EDIT: Day zero. and it's all his fucking fault!
Magenta
June 10th, 2013, 11:27 PM
Day 62
Rayquaza
June 12th, 2013, 05:19 AM
Day 3 :)
Princess Ariel
June 12th, 2013, 06:49 AM
Day one.
Magenta
June 12th, 2013, 06:54 AM
Day 63
Princess Ariel
June 13th, 2013, 06:10 AM
Day two.
Magenta
June 13th, 2013, 06:24 AM
Day 64
Breakeven
June 13th, 2013, 04:36 PM
1...
Magenta
June 14th, 2013, 12:00 AM
Day 65.
Rayquaza
June 14th, 2013, 02:39 PM
Day 5. Itchy arms seem to occur at regular intervals.
Incompris
June 14th, 2013, 04:25 PM
14 days
Princess Ariel
June 14th, 2013, 10:11 PM
I guesas it coaunts.. so day zaeao..
CharlieHorse
June 15th, 2013, 03:41 AM
Fuck. I think my dad found my razors! :mad:
Mortal Coil
June 15th, 2013, 04:12 AM
Zero. As per usual. Sorry.
Magenta
June 15th, 2013, 11:59 AM
Day 66. The urges are pretty bad.
Breakeven
June 15th, 2013, 02:34 PM
zero.
xXl0sth0peXx
June 16th, 2013, 12:00 AM
189 days too many.
Harley Quinn
June 16th, 2013, 02:40 AM
189 days too many.
I am so incredibly proud of you right now. I do hope you realise that, and I also hope you realise that deep down you're going to be okay and that you can actually succeed. It's not easy and I'm not saying the it is, but I know you'll hopefully be able to do it. If you ever feel like you're going to relapse, tell me and I will try my best to cheer you up even if it means making animals noises, singing you a song in a high pitched note, or just generally being a weird as fuck person. I will do something to make you smile.
Keep strong and I love you okay, okay good <3
muffin with a knife
June 16th, 2013, 10:49 AM
day two. I can't do it anymore. I need to self-harm.
Rayquaza
June 16th, 2013, 11:09 AM
zero
..
Magenta
June 16th, 2013, 01:50 PM
Day 67. Can I just cut now?
Princess Ariel
June 17th, 2013, 07:18 AM
Day three.. Surprisingly enough.
Rayquaza
June 17th, 2013, 11:00 AM
Day one :)
Harley Quinn
June 17th, 2013, 11:03 AM
Uno.
Magenta
June 17th, 2013, 12:23 PM
Day 68. Ugh.
Rayquaza
June 17th, 2013, 03:47 PM
Zero again
Incompris
June 17th, 2013, 05:39 PM
17 days but not for long probably.
Magenta
June 17th, 2013, 11:03 PM
Day 69.
Princess Ariel
June 18th, 2013, 07:51 AM
day four.
Rayquaza
June 18th, 2013, 09:06 AM
one :)
VictoriaGotaSecret
June 19th, 2013, 12:11 AM
Zero
Magenta
June 19th, 2013, 12:14 AM
Day 70. And yet this feels like a bad thing to me.
CharlieHorse
June 19th, 2013, 12:26 AM
27! :)
Rayquaza
June 19th, 2013, 05:20 PM
zero
time to start again
CharlieHorse
June 19th, 2013, 06:12 PM
Zero :'(
I don't think I can go on.
Magenta
June 19th, 2013, 11:00 PM
Day 71. For now.
Incompris
June 20th, 2013, 03:51 AM
Should be day 20 but instead it is day 0
Magenta
June 21st, 2013, 12:58 AM
Day 72. I think it'll be zero later.
unsaidwords
June 21st, 2013, 01:42 PM
4 days
CharlieHorse
June 21st, 2013, 02:17 PM
2...
Incompris
June 21st, 2013, 04:48 PM
1....
BenjiJoelCorrea
June 21st, 2013, 11:29 PM
Zero :'(
I don't think I can go on.
You've made it for awhile now without cutting..keep it up :) I believe you can do it.and if you need help Im here for ya :)
Magenta
June 21st, 2013, 11:46 PM
Day 73 but I bought new blades yesterday to replace all the ones I threw out... :c
unsaidwords
June 22nd, 2013, 04:19 AM
zero... again
Rayquaza
June 22nd, 2013, 01:54 PM
Day 3
Princess Ariel
June 22nd, 2013, 08:03 PM
Day 8. But I feel like its going to be zero shortly.
Disasterology
June 23rd, 2013, 03:48 AM
Day 18
Magenta
June 23rd, 2013, 06:49 AM
Day 74 but bad things are gonna happen tonight I think.
Rayquaza
June 23rd, 2013, 10:41 AM
Day 4.
Conqueror of Hearts
June 23rd, 2013, 12:29 PM
Day 1. Made a deal with myself not to cut for 10 days. Let's see how that goes. :)
Princess Ariel
June 23rd, 2013, 06:22 PM
Day nine, sadly.
Harley Quinn
June 23rd, 2013, 06:56 PM
Zero.
I gave up on myself a long time ago, surprised I was allowed to get this far actually.
mkjt
June 23rd, 2013, 07:07 PM
2 hours. I'm really trying this time to keep clean.
Princess Ariel
June 23rd, 2013, 08:31 PM
Annnnnnd zero.
Not like it matters :/
Magenta
June 23rd, 2013, 08:59 PM
Day zero. I'm so sorry. Can't I just say day 75 anyway for everyone else and just keep cutting?
CharlieHorse
June 23rd, 2013, 09:00 PM
4 :)
Conqueror of Hearts
June 24th, 2013, 01:06 AM
Day zero. I'm so sorry. Can't I just say day 75 anyway for everyone else and just keep cutting?
It's a fight everyday...keep going. Tomorrow is day 1 again though , but 74 is great. <3
Rayquaza
June 24th, 2013, 08:23 AM
Day 5
Princess Ariel
June 24th, 2013, 09:14 AM
Day 1.
JustAFool
June 24th, 2013, 02:15 PM
day 1.. but it wasnt my wrists this time, so i'm kinda proud of me.
Conqueror of Hearts
June 24th, 2013, 03:16 PM
Day 2
Princess Ariel
June 25th, 2013, 12:13 AM
Day 2. But I don't know if It'll last that much longer.
Disasterology
June 25th, 2013, 03:26 AM
Day 22
Magenta
June 25th, 2013, 03:29 AM
Day zero
Princess Ariel
June 25th, 2013, 10:22 AM
Zero.
Not that it matters anyways.
Conqueror of Hearts
June 25th, 2013, 01:50 PM
Day 3
mkjt
June 25th, 2013, 10:04 PM
Day 2
Princess Ariel
June 26th, 2013, 10:15 AM
Day one.
Rayquaza
June 26th, 2013, 12:29 PM
zero :/
Piachu
June 26th, 2013, 01:08 PM
day 90... i feel like day 0 is coming soon.
Conqueror of Hearts
June 26th, 2013, 02:07 PM
Day 4
Princess Ariel
June 27th, 2013, 03:12 AM
Day two, but it all doesn't seem worth it.
Incompris
June 27th, 2013, 03:15 AM
0...
Vintage Gamer Guy
June 27th, 2013, 03:29 PM
It has been 5 days.
This is for you Emma.
Conqueror of Hearts
June 27th, 2013, 03:43 PM
Day 5. I just need a one little cut tonight. But it's day five and I promised myselfI won't cut for 10 days at least. I would cut myself to sleep right now.
Piachu
June 27th, 2013, 05:40 PM
day 91, barely.
Magenta
June 27th, 2013, 11:32 PM
Day 3, I think? I don't even want to count anymore. Single digits make me want to throw up.
katiebearr
June 27th, 2013, 11:42 PM
Day 3.
mkjt
June 28th, 2013, 01:47 AM
Day 5. Hopefully it stays day 5 :(
Rayquaza
June 28th, 2013, 09:50 AM
Day 2
Vintage Gamer Guy
June 28th, 2013, 09:51 AM
Day 6. I know that you will never see this Emma, but this is for you.
Conqueror of Hearts
June 28th, 2013, 04:20 PM
Day 6.
Piachu
June 28th, 2013, 05:10 PM
day 0... sigh i couldn't take it anymore
xDarkAngelx
June 28th, 2013, 05:25 PM
zero.
katiebearr
June 28th, 2013, 10:18 PM
Day 4.
Vintage Gamer Guy
June 29th, 2013, 12:48 AM
Day zero. A good friend of 5 years hates me for no reason. He wants nothing to do with me.
I made a long cut up my shin, and lied saying I fell on some rocks.
Conqueror of Hearts
June 29th, 2013, 06:17 PM
Day7
Rayquaza
June 29th, 2013, 06:25 PM
Day 3 (yesterday)
Princess Ariel
June 29th, 2013, 07:32 PM
Four. But would rather it be zero.
Rayquaza
June 30th, 2013, 11:50 AM
Day 4.
Away from home. Brought no objects. This will be a struggle.
Princess Ariel
June 30th, 2013, 12:28 PM
Day five, but i'm shaking.
Weeping
June 30th, 2013, 03:46 PM
It's been since the beginning of December, I believe.
mkjt
June 30th, 2013, 09:30 PM
Zero. I'm truly almost done even trying to stop.
Princess Ariel
June 30th, 2013, 11:31 PM
Day six, but I would much rather be dead
CyanideGoodnight
July 1st, 2013, 08:57 AM
About a month and a half clean from everything. Fucking goddamn broke, completely, broke skin and everything. It unfortunately had to count...
Bye bye almost two years of being clean... -.-
Rayquaza
July 1st, 2013, 12:20 PM
Day 5..
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 1st, 2013, 09:09 PM
Day 2
Silent Tears
July 1st, 2013, 11:27 PM
Almost 7 months ♥
Magenta
July 2nd, 2013, 12:17 AM
Day 0. I'm a failure.
katiebearr
July 2nd, 2013, 01:22 AM
Day five I believe.
CharlieHorse
July 2nd, 2013, 01:52 AM
12! :)
Croconaw
July 2nd, 2013, 06:33 AM
Day 0... I did it today, first time.
Rayquaza
July 2nd, 2013, 01:24 PM
Day 6
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 2nd, 2013, 02:30 PM
Day 3.
CharlieHorse
July 2nd, 2013, 02:30 PM
13
I'm not going to do it anymore! :)
katiebearr
July 2nd, 2013, 05:25 PM
Six days.
I feel stuck.
Princess Ariel
July 3rd, 2013, 08:05 AM
Day eight :/
Purplelove
July 3rd, 2013, 02:30 PM
Good job everyone, even if it's been zero days that doesn't mean you're a failure !! Your're beautiful so never give up on trying to stop! You can do it! When you get the urge try something else like blasting music, drawing, dancing, or if you need to and you feel really down try squeezing ice cubes in your hand or snapping an elastic on your hand.
Just don't give up :) and congrats , every day is an achievement !
CharlieHorse
July 3rd, 2013, 02:31 PM
14 :)
Rayquaza
July 3rd, 2013, 04:38 PM
One week O_O
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 4th, 2013, 01:23 AM
Day 5. The thought of being rejected by Emma, the thought of me relapsing it's all so strong. But I can't do it again. If I ever have a shot at winning her heart, I can't. I just want her to understand how I feel about her, but she ignores me. She thinks that I am kidding or joking around. But when I'm with her it's like nothing else matters, I, I just want her to know my true feelings that I have for her.......
Disasterology
July 4th, 2013, 04:11 AM
Almost out made it to a month, but looks like I'm back at day 0.
Conqueror of Hearts
July 4th, 2013, 04:14 AM
12! :)
Princess Ariel
July 4th, 2013, 11:34 AM
Nine? Bluh.
CharlieHorse
July 4th, 2013, 12:29 PM
15..
Electra Heart
July 5th, 2013, 06:10 AM
After... 3 months clean? Day zero. Haha, fuck.
Princess Ariel
July 5th, 2013, 04:14 PM
Ten.
Rayquaza
July 5th, 2013, 05:33 PM
9 days. Really struggling now.
katiebearr
July 5th, 2013, 05:51 PM
Day 8 I believe...
Conqueror of Hearts
July 5th, 2013, 06:34 PM
13!.
mkjt
July 5th, 2013, 06:45 PM
After almost a week, zero.
IAmNumberZero
July 5th, 2013, 10:40 PM
Almost had a month clean but then went and messed up two days ago. Woo for Day 2... :/
Harley Quinn
July 5th, 2013, 10:48 PM
13. I can't do this.
CharlieHorse
July 5th, 2013, 10:52 PM
16..
Incompris
July 6th, 2013, 03:46 AM
zero
Rayquaza
July 6th, 2013, 01:14 PM
Day 10
CharlieHorse
July 6th, 2013, 01:18 PM
17..
Mob Boss
July 6th, 2013, 01:30 PM
13. I can't do this.
Yes you can. :hug3: You're doing so well! You can't stop now.
zero
You can do it, bud! I believe in you. :) :hug3:
17..
That's amazing!
Rayquaza
July 7th, 2013, 03:36 AM
Day 11
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 7th, 2013, 11:20 AM
Day 8.
mkjt
July 7th, 2013, 04:14 PM
It's been zero for a few days now :(
CharlieHorse
July 7th, 2013, 04:33 PM
18..
Conqueror of Hearts
July 7th, 2013, 05:58 PM
15....
Rayquaza
July 8th, 2013, 01:42 AM
Day 12
ASMRCHICK96
July 8th, 2013, 02:02 AM
8 months i think
Disasterology
July 8th, 2013, 02:36 AM
Day 3
xDarkAngelx
July 8th, 2013, 07:03 PM
Zero.
Still2Trace
July 8th, 2013, 10:07 PM
leave me be, while i rot and die, in the corner, under the blanket that you gave me when you lied and told me i ment something
http://village.ladysclothes.com/01.jpghttp://village.ladysclothes.com/02.jpghttp://village.ladysclothes.com/03.jpghttp://village.ladysclothes.com/04.jpghttp://village.ladysclothes.com/05.jpghttp://arne.ofxtech.com/06.jpghttp://arne.ofxtech.com/07.jpg
Magenta
July 8th, 2013, 11:08 PM
Soon to be 0.
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 9th, 2013, 12:14 AM
Day 10
CharlieHorse
July 9th, 2013, 12:18 AM
19!!
nicole1712
July 9th, 2013, 12:19 AM
Today is my 50th day clean and i hope everyone is getting better!
Rayquaza
July 9th, 2013, 12:35 PM
So close to two weeks..
but no.
zero
mkjt
July 9th, 2013, 11:01 PM
2 days.
Incompris
July 10th, 2013, 01:09 AM
zero.
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 10th, 2013, 11:32 AM
Day 11.
Conqueror of Hearts
July 10th, 2013, 07:35 PM
18 :)
Rayquaza
July 11th, 2013, 10:58 AM
Day 2
mkjt
July 11th, 2013, 06:02 PM
zero again, ugh.
Magenta
July 12th, 2013, 01:26 AM
Zero. I was trying to kill myself... kind of. I was too numb to continue.
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 12th, 2013, 12:29 PM
Day 13. I just kinda want to go hide in a hole right now.
CharlieHorse
July 12th, 2013, 02:10 PM
A lot.
Rayquaza
July 13th, 2013, 01:37 PM
Day 0
xDarkAngelx
July 13th, 2013, 07:07 PM
Day zero.
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 14th, 2013, 05:24 PM
Day 15
Princess Ariel
July 14th, 2013, 11:13 PM
Day twenty. But it all go to waste. It always does.
Malcolm Tucker
July 15th, 2013, 05:31 AM
1 Year, 4 days.
Conqueror of Hearts
July 15th, 2013, 04:35 PM
23....but miss it so much
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 15th, 2013, 11:19 PM
Day 0
LouBerry
July 15th, 2013, 11:27 PM
One year and Ten months.
Princess Ariel
July 16th, 2013, 09:07 AM
Twenty One.
Austins
July 16th, 2013, 02:44 PM
day 300
xDarkAngelx
July 16th, 2013, 05:28 PM
zero.
Conqueror of Hearts
July 16th, 2013, 06:46 PM
Zero after 23 days and I'm not even sorry.
Harley Quinn
July 16th, 2013, 07:56 PM
24. Hmm.
Rayquaza
July 17th, 2013, 04:15 AM
Day 2
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 17th, 2013, 09:07 AM
Day 1
cookiedie98
July 17th, 2013, 10:37 AM
Its been 3 months, and 5 days since my last cut :):yeah:
Rayquaza
July 17th, 2013, 10:46 AM
Day 3 ^_^
Conqueror of Hearts
July 17th, 2013, 04:16 PM
1......
xXl0sth0peXx
July 17th, 2013, 11:26 PM
zero.
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 18th, 2013, 12:28 AM
Day 0
RebelHeart
July 18th, 2013, 02:30 AM
Day 12 here
Princess Ariel
July 18th, 2013, 09:58 AM
Twenty Three.. hm.
RebelHeart
July 18th, 2013, 10:46 AM
Twenty Three.. hm.
Keep up the good work :)
Conqueror of Hearts
July 18th, 2013, 05:18 PM
2...
xDarkAngelx
July 18th, 2013, 05:27 PM
0...
Princess Ariel
July 19th, 2013, 08:14 AM
Twenty Four..
Vintage Gamer Guy
July 19th, 2013, 12:00 PM
Day 1
ElectricStar21
July 19th, 2013, 02:35 PM
Glad everyone is recovering from the cutting! I've never done it because I don't think I would ever go that deep into punishment. It's amazing how many people do. I hope that everyone just realizes that cutting themselves isn't helping anyone and it's only hurting yourself.
vBulletin® v3.8.9, Copyright ©2000-2021, vBulletin Solutions, Inc.