Non Self Harm Calendar! [Archive] - Page 74

Love.Hate

January 13th, 2013, 08:12 AM

Day 50 somehow

Well done, keep going you :hug:

Zero.

:cuddle: :heart:

-Day 5 for me

Fiction

January 13th, 2013, 09:28 AM

Well done, keep going you :hug:

-Day 5 for me

Thank you :hug:

You too :)

Princess Ariel

January 13th, 2013, 06:29 PM

Three.

GummyUnicornDerp

January 13th, 2013, 07:00 PM

3. My scalpel broke.

AkuRokuStalker

January 13th, 2013, 08:54 PM

day 2 but its over yet......

Jupiter

January 13th, 2013, 09:22 PM

61...

Princess Ariel

January 13th, 2013, 09:44 PM

A big and fat zero. Just like me.

xarvon1412

January 14th, 2013, 03:25 PM

I'm on day three, the urges are getting hard to ignore...

Princess Ariel

January 14th, 2013, 04:07 PM

Zero.

xXoblivionXx

January 14th, 2013, 08:37 PM

108.

Princess Ariel

January 15th, 2013, 08:58 AM

One.

Harley Quinn

January 15th, 2013, 09:03 AM

1 week.

Megson

January 15th, 2013, 03:36 PM

ZERO.

74 back to zero. Sad how all that hard work goes to waste in one moment of weakness.

AkuRokuStalker

January 15th, 2013, 06:40 PM

Day 4 but the need is getting realy bad and I have been realy depressed

galacticlullaby

January 16th, 2013, 06:15 AM

Eight days.

Mortal Coil

January 16th, 2013, 06:19 AM

zero. Joy.

Princess Ariel

January 16th, 2013, 07:15 AM

Two.

Love.Hate

January 16th, 2013, 01:12 PM

eight :3

Harley Quinn

January 16th, 2013, 01:30 PM

eight :3

Eight also :P

Jupiter

January 16th, 2013, 02:18 PM

64.

what an interesting day.

Princess Ariel

January 17th, 2013, 07:29 AM

Three.

Jupiter

January 17th, 2013, 08:05 AM

65.

i'm not going to count the purging.

Mortal Coil

January 17th, 2013, 08:27 AM

65.

i'm not going to count the purging.

Well, uh, congratulations on 65 days! One step at a time I suppose.

.

Zero. Ugh.

Love.Hate

January 17th, 2013, 03:03 PM

nine

Stronger

January 17th, 2013, 04:29 PM

nine

Excellent Fran. :)

Princess Ariel

January 18th, 2013, 02:49 PM

Four.

Malcolm Tucker

January 19th, 2013, 07:04 AM

192 days..

RedViper

January 19th, 2013, 08:51 AM

285 days..
I actually had to throw a knife across the room so I wouldn't cut..

Princess Ariel

January 19th, 2013, 09:47 AM

Five..

autismtwin

January 19th, 2013, 05:46 PM

Today is day 13

Love.Hate

January 20th, 2013, 04:42 AM

12 days ugh

Mortal Coil

January 20th, 2013, 08:55 AM

Zero. And it's gonna be zero for a while, I reckon.

Princess Ariel

January 20th, 2013, 08:58 AM

Six :/

autismtwin

January 20th, 2013, 01:32 PM

Day 14, or two weeks

Princess Ariel

January 21st, 2013, 07:34 AM

One useless week.

Mortal Coil

January 21st, 2013, 07:54 AM

Zero. It was in school too...

xXl0sth0peXx

January 21st, 2013, 08:13 AM

Guys, stay strong, okay? Every single one of you can do this. <3

43 here. wow.

Love.Hate

January 21st, 2013, 08:19 AM

13

Val! wow you go girl, stay strong yourself, you're doing so well <3

Gandalf

January 21st, 2013, 12:51 PM

Also 13 by coincidence :O

Well done everybody, each day is progress.

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 21st, 2013, 07:39 PM

A week tomorrow

StoppingTime

January 21st, 2013, 08:12 PM

Guys, stay strong, okay? Every single one of you can do this. <3

43 here. wow.

Val that's amazing. <3333

and keep going everyone. :)

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 21st, 2013, 10:32 PM

zero

CharlieHorse

January 21st, 2013, 10:33 PM

I was on 3 months. It's gonna be 0 tonight...
Definitely by tomorrow night at least.

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 21st, 2013, 10:34 PM

zero

Princess Ariel

January 22nd, 2013, 07:31 AM

8 days. Came so close to it yesterday though..

Jupiter

January 22nd, 2013, 10:15 AM

70. it's getting better guys.

Love.Hate

January 22nd, 2013, 10:24 AM

2 weeks

Princess Ariel

January 22nd, 2013, 05:11 PM

zero.. at school too..

autismtwin

January 23rd, 2013, 12:18 PM

Today is day 17

TheAllyAvery

January 23rd, 2013, 03:06 PM

196 days free :) 196 days since I got my life back. Still working on my depression, but it's getting better. To everyone who is still within the first two months, I promise, just get through the first month or so and it won't be as hard to avoid cutting as it is now.

Two years ago, I couldn't think of a reason not to cut. Now, I can't think of a reason why I would cut.

Much Love <3

Princess Ariel

January 23rd, 2013, 04:41 PM

One.

Love.Hate

January 23rd, 2013, 04:49 PM

15 days

Princess Ariel

January 23rd, 2013, 11:15 PM

Zero. Just like what I am. One big and fat zero.

xXoblivionXx

January 24th, 2013, 05:03 PM

118.

xDarkAngelx

January 24th, 2013, 07:25 PM

Day zero and been like that since I last posted in this section.

Princess Ariel

January 24th, 2013, 07:33 PM

One.. -surprisingly-

GummyUnicornDerp

January 24th, 2013, 09:55 PM

Annnnnndddddddddddddddd we're back to zero.

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 25th, 2013, 12:49 AM

A day

CharlieHorse

January 25th, 2013, 12:56 AM

Zero, my knife was super dull, so I ended up with just a bunch of fucking scratches. I'm such a fucking wimp.

Lyra Heartstrings

January 25th, 2013, 02:10 AM

I do believe it was around this date that I cut for the last time. Two months, I reckon.
Every single one of you has the power to do this. Stay strong, my lovelies. It will get better.

Mortal Coil

January 25th, 2013, 06:39 AM

Zero. Sigh.

Princess Ariel

January 25th, 2013, 08:13 AM

Two.

workingatperfect

January 25th, 2013, 08:31 AM

118.

Love.Hate

January 25th, 2013, 11:55 AM

17 days

ugh, really don't know why im bothering

edit- zero.

GummyUnicornDerp

January 25th, 2013, 12:12 PM

Zero. Progress is hard, yo.

xDarkAngelx

January 25th, 2013, 07:49 PM

Zero. Nearly 10 months I think without a day

georgiamay

January 26th, 2013, 09:17 AM

I haven't been on here in months, wow...

Lost count ages ago, but I think it's about a year and 7 months ish.

Mortal Coil

January 26th, 2013, 10:20 AM

Zero. It feels more like a negative number though, because of what I did.

Princess Ariel

January 26th, 2013, 11:31 AM

Three?

Harley Quinn

January 26th, 2013, 11:57 AM

18/19.

xXl0sth0peXx

January 26th, 2013, 12:06 PM

48.. breaking point coming up.. :|

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 26th, 2013, 02:52 PM

Zero

Love.Hate

January 26th, 2013, 03:06 PM

zero

xDarkAngelx

January 26th, 2013, 07:20 PM

Zero.

Princess Ariel

January 27th, 2013, 08:55 AM

Four :/

xXoblivionXx

January 27th, 2013, 12:23 PM

I can't believe it's been four months. It feels like a week but also a lifetime. Time is just flying.

Zero.

zero

Zero

48.. breaking point coming up.. :|

you guys can do it. You are all very strong people for making it through everyday. You guys can stop, just keep trying, keep fighting, and stay strong <3

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 27th, 2013, 03:31 PM

I can't believe it's been four months. It feels like a week but also a lifetime. Time is just flying

you guys can do it. You are all very strong people for making it through everyday. You guys can stop, just keep trying, keep fighting, and stay strong <3

Great job. it may sound stupid but I really don't feel I'm ready to quit

Lyra Heartstrings

January 27th, 2013, 04:13 PM

..zero.
fucking zero.
i hate myself.

Princess Ariel

January 28th, 2013, 06:25 PM

Five pathetic days.

xDarkAngelx

January 28th, 2013, 06:59 PM

Zero.

Princess Ariel

January 29th, 2013, 07:21 AM

6.. getting really anxious now though

CyanideGoodnight

January 29th, 2013, 07:43 AM

Relapsed last Tuesday so 7 days

Mortal Coil

January 29th, 2013, 08:14 AM

Z E R O
Fuck it. I don't deserve recovery. I should just let it all kill me.

Unwanted_Different

January 29th, 2013, 04:15 PM

About 6 months....really want to though...

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 29th, 2013, 10:15 PM

Magic number zero

xDarkAngelx

January 30th, 2013, 04:01 PM

Zero.

Princess Ariel

January 30th, 2013, 06:04 PM

7 days.

Mortal Coil

January 30th, 2013, 07:00 PM

Unless you count starving as a form of self harm, day one.

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 30th, 2013, 10:13 PM

I think two, but going in the shower and that can lead to cutting so...

Sudds3

January 30th, 2013, 10:39 PM

Its been what like 4 days? Yeah! Im making myself stop so i can stop having to hide things, despite how much i want to

VictoriaGotaSecret

January 31st, 2013, 12:57 AM

Zero. 3 months of no burning come to an end

Gandalf

January 31st, 2013, 02:22 AM

Day 2

Princess Ariel

January 31st, 2013, 03:51 PM

Day 8.. Came so close to it during Careers and iaps though..

Harley Quinn

January 31st, 2013, 06:16 PM

Day 26.

Magenta

January 31st, 2013, 07:06 PM

Zero. It had probably been at least a month. Oh well.

xDarkAngelx

January 31st, 2013, 07:09 PM

Zero.

Princess Ariel

January 31st, 2013, 11:19 PM

Zero. And I really don't give a fuck.
Between being triggered in 2nd class, feeling numb during lunch, triggering class for 3rd and having math. Not to mention holding back tears all day at school and I come home to nasty anons. Then accused of sending someone else hate. I really.
ugh.

It would've taken a miracle from this shitty day I've had.

Weeping

February 1st, 2013, 05:39 AM

I'm not sure, but I think it's been like three months. Stay strong everyone! ♥

Mortal Coil

February 1st, 2013, 05:46 AM

Two days cut- and burn-free.
Zero days absolutely free of self-harm though. I've been pulling my scabs off, starving, purging, abusing pills etc. Not pretty.

Princess Ariel

February 1st, 2013, 07:08 AM

one.

Harley Quinn

February 1st, 2013, 04:21 PM

Night 27.

Will I last? I do hope so. But, there's a possibility I won't. Yay.

xXoblivionXx

February 1st, 2013, 04:42 PM

126!

Love.Hate

February 2nd, 2013, 06:50 AM

one week I think

Harley Quinn

February 2nd, 2013, 11:24 AM

Day 28.

Mortal Coil

February 2nd, 2013, 11:29 AM

Day three. That's only assuming cut-and burn-free, of course, but I'm trying to give myself a chance here.

Princess Ariel

February 2nd, 2013, 12:38 PM

Day two.

xDarkAngelx

February 2nd, 2013, 06:13 PM

Zero. Been 10 months aswell, I think and couldn't give a shit now.

VictoriaGotaSecret

February 3rd, 2013, 01:10 AM

Two days

LouBerry

February 3rd, 2013, 01:19 AM

I think I'm at Thirty two or three now;

Mortal Coil

February 3rd, 2013, 04:19 AM

Four? This is so hard.

Princess Ariel

February 3rd, 2013, 09:24 AM

three :/

nonlineargoblin

February 3rd, 2013, 03:51 PM

its been about a week since I stopped cutting (I started to cut myself as a way to cope with my anger). since I stopped cutting I have gotten angry but I found another way to let the anger out. Cutting is becoming less and less of an alternative to cope with my anger everyday I go without cutting. So every day is getting better, by the way all of you guys are doing great with not cutting yourselves keep it up!

workingatperfect

February 3rd, 2013, 04:37 PM

127. Barely, I don't know how I made it through weekend.

Four? This is so hard.
This just made my day. Stay strong :]

RedViper

February 3rd, 2013, 09:23 PM

Three Hundred

xXoblivionXx

February 3rd, 2013, 09:44 PM

128.

VictoriaGotaSecret

February 3rd, 2013, 11:51 PM

Zero

Princess Ariel

February 4th, 2013, 07:38 AM

Four.

Mortal Coil

February 4th, 2013, 07:56 AM

Five. I haven't gotten this far in over a year.

Harley Quinn

February 4th, 2013, 02:37 PM

1 month.

Megson

February 4th, 2013, 03:27 PM

Day 84.

It should be 20, but I let myself off with a "warning." It was just one small cut. (That sounds so stupid when I think about it. I should have just reset the countdown completely...)

moon_lit_angel

February 4th, 2013, 05:40 PM

Day 149 :)

xDarkAngelx

February 4th, 2013, 06:58 PM

Five. I haven't gotten this far in over a year.

Well done Alex! :)

Zero, don't really care.

Mortal Coil

February 4th, 2013, 07:00 PM

Zero now. Eh well.

VictoriaGotaSecret

February 4th, 2013, 08:03 PM

Let's keep it zero because I'm kinda noticing if I go days without cutting my anxiety is ten time worse

RedViper

February 4th, 2013, 09:26 PM

301..

Princess Ariel

February 5th, 2013, 05:18 AM

Five...

Harley Quinn

February 5th, 2013, 02:32 PM

31.

I need to get to 327. Last time I stopped way back when I got to 326 before relapsing and I'm hoping to beat it. Only 296 days to go (if my maths is correct, I never was good at maths).

xXl0sth0peXx

February 5th, 2013, 03:21 PM

58 :d

xDarkAngelx

February 5th, 2013, 05:07 PM

Zero.

Princess Ariel

February 6th, 2013, 07:38 AM

Day 6 ><

Megson

February 6th, 2013, 09:45 PM

Day 86.

For some reason, my urges are suddenly back :\

Princess Ariel

February 6th, 2013, 10:06 PM

Zero. meh.

candabear17

February 7th, 2013, 10:09 AM

Haven't cut in over 2 weeks :) pretty good seeing as I just got out of the hospital for cutting.

Princess Ariel

February 7th, 2013, 11:38 AM

Day one, But I really could not care less. It wont last.

EDIT : Day zero, where it belongs.

xDarkAngelx

February 7th, 2013, 06:04 PM

Zero.

Harley Quinn

February 8th, 2013, 06:54 PM

Day 36.

291 days to go.

xDarkAngelx

February 8th, 2013, 07:02 PM

Day 36.

291 days to go.

Keep going!

Zero.

Love.Hate

February 9th, 2013, 10:44 AM

day 2 I think pfft

moon_lit_angel

February 9th, 2013, 02:49 PM

Day 154 :)

I set up a bullying page on facebook where ye can come talk and talk to admins and get help :)
<3

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Bullying-Ends-Here/475315469186994

Princess Ariel

February 9th, 2013, 09:34 PM

Two..

unsaidwords

February 10th, 2013, 03:39 AM

2 days

Harley Quinn

February 10th, 2013, 07:58 AM

Day: 38

289 to go.

Princess Ariel

February 10th, 2013, 09:54 AM

Day three..

Stronger

February 10th, 2013, 11:53 AM

day 2 I think pfft

Stay strong Fran. :hug3:

xXoblivionXx

February 10th, 2013, 05:09 PM

135 :)

Princess Ariel

February 11th, 2013, 10:37 PM

Day four?
Feels like forever..

xDarkAngelx

February 12th, 2013, 06:19 PM

Zero.

Harley Quinn

February 12th, 2013, 06:34 PM

Day 0.

327 days to go.

Princess Ariel

February 12th, 2013, 06:47 PM

Day 5.

725 days left till my tattoo..

Megson

February 12th, 2013, 07:28 PM

Day 91. I'm surprised I've gotten this far.

Maybe I'll make it to 100 for the first time! It's been a rough week already, but I'm getting by.

Princess Ariel

February 13th, 2013, 07:47 AM

Day 6.
I'm actually surprised, considering last night..

Breakeven

February 13th, 2013, 06:46 PM

0
just done

Megson

February 13th, 2013, 09:47 PM

Day 92!

Getting closer to 100...

SilentCutter

February 14th, 2013, 02:50 PM

101 Days! I am so proud of myself :D

Princess Ariel

February 14th, 2013, 03:55 PM

One week... oddly enough..

Fractured Silhouette

February 15th, 2013, 11:30 AM

I was on like, 20 days.

Now zero.

Incompris

February 15th, 2013, 06:20 PM

Day zero

xXoblivionXx

February 15th, 2013, 08:42 PM

140!

Princess Ariel

February 15th, 2013, 10:58 PM

Day 8..
Lets see if I can make it past tonight >.<

xDarkAngelx

February 16th, 2013, 07:12 AM

Zero.

xXl0sth0peXx

February 16th, 2013, 11:15 AM

69 hehehehe

Princess Ariel

February 16th, 2013, 09:41 PM

Day 9.. shockingly enough.

Really struggling now though.

Atonement

February 17th, 2013, 07:07 AM

Day 1370 (3 years, 8 months, 29 days)

I used to be really active here and I'm kind of just stopping in, but I'd like to let it be known that VT helped me be able to get this far. I'm not as dependent on it now, but it was a good place for me when I needed it.

Stay safe, everyone.

Princess Ariel

February 17th, 2013, 12:18 PM

Day 10.
but the urges are terrible.

Incompris

February 17th, 2013, 07:43 PM

Day two

Perfect_Insanity

February 17th, 2013, 08:01 PM

Day 10.
but the urges are terrible.

Good job Austin/Cassandra! (I don't know which to call you) Stay strong! Getting that far is awesome!

Day 3 or 4 I think.

Princess Ariel

February 18th, 2013, 07:16 AM

Day 11 ><

zaynay

February 18th, 2013, 08:54 AM

Good job

xDarkAngelx

February 18th, 2013, 08:54 PM

Day zero.

Incompris

February 18th, 2013, 08:57 PM

zero again

Smeagol

February 18th, 2013, 10:35 PM

Day zero.

Magenta

February 18th, 2013, 10:44 PM

Day zero -- badly.

RedViper

February 19th, 2013, 04:27 AM

315, getting close to a year. There have been some really tough times, but I think I can make it.

As for everyone else; keep trying, you're all amazing. Whether you've gone a year, 6 months or 6 hours, You're amazing and I wish you all the luck in the world

Mortal Coil

February 19th, 2013, 05:02 AM

Zero, where it'll stay for a while.

Love.Hate

February 19th, 2013, 09:27 AM

twelve I think

Atonement

February 19th, 2013, 10:14 AM

Day 1372. Hang in there everyone. You can do it.

Gandalf

February 19th, 2013, 10:21 AM

16 days

Princess Ariel

February 19th, 2013, 12:57 PM

Day 11 ><

Smeagol

February 19th, 2013, 10:03 PM

Day one.

xXl0sth0peXx

February 19th, 2013, 10:15 PM

Day 1372. Hang in there everyone. You can do it.

Inspiring. This will be me in 1300 days.

Seventy Two. Hard day, but in the end pulled through.

Harley Quinn

February 20th, 2013, 06:34 AM

Nine.

Princess Ariel

February 20th, 2013, 07:35 AM

Counted wrong..

Day 13..

Love.Hate

February 20th, 2013, 05:25 PM

13, unlucky number for some.. still must continue, get to at least a month

Smeagol

February 20th, 2013, 07:14 PM

Day two.

Princess Ariel

February 21st, 2013, 07:38 AM

Day 14.

Atonement

February 21st, 2013, 09:42 AM

Day 1374. I'd like to clarify so no one misinterprets this. I say this not because I want to go, "LOOK HOW GOOD I DO!" but rather to show that there is recovery and a life after self-harm.