Non Self Harm Calendar!

[project_icarus]

Zero.
Ha. Ha.

[xXoblivionXx]

66? 0? I don't know, I'm so close to going back to 0 :(

[mistygirl]

3 weeks :))))))))

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

DAY ONE!!! I made it!

Awesome, Alex! :) For me... Day 1, it fucking hurts.

[Jupiter]

twenty! okay.. slow strides.

[xXoblivionXx]

67, what's the point?

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Z-e-r-o.

[Princess Ariel]

zeroo

[StopStaring]

Day 1, but its 6 in the morning...

[Mortal Coil]

aaaand it's day zero again.

[xXoblivionXx]

68...

[Jupiter]

twenty two.

[Princess Ariel]

zero

[SilentCutter]

Last time was Nov. 5(last month)! I'm doing good. I'm very proud of myself :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

141.

[Jupiter]

141.

you're doing great! :)

[Maiden]

122 days

[Mortal Coil]

Zero. It was in class, too.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

1... I dont wanna cut today!!

[CyanideGoodnight]

Clawed my hand, didn't bleed.

It felt good.

Day zero of self harm.

[Mynick]

Zero

[xXoblivionXx]

sixty nine

[xXl0sth0peXx]

zero.

[Mortal Coil]

Another zero, in class again.

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 71

[Mortal Coil]

Still zero, but if I can hold off for another hour or so it'll be one :3

[Noirtier]

Day 76

I'm done counting.

[Mynick]

Day 1 so far (3 more houres...)

[Jupiter]

Day 76

I'm done counting.

im very proud of you.

day 24

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Id have to look to be exact... But saying 3 days.

[Gandalf]

19 and since I'm having a shitty feeling weekend I guess it's an acheivement, well done to everyonelse, every day is progress right?

[unsaidwords]

Day 0... These past few days, more than 1 day clean is impossible...

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 72

[Mynick]

Go 0 Go 0....Yah school TM...

[Jimmy Page]

Day 0

[Smeagol]

Day One.

[Mortal Coil]

Uh, day zero.

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 73

[Jimmy Page]

Good old 0

[Professional Russian]

Good old 0

ian you stop that, you stop that now

[xXl0sth0peXx]

day one. :)

[marianastrenchlover]

i have gone 30 days without self harm now im so happy

[RedViper]

Day 244

[Fractured Silhouette]

Two.

[Mynick]

Day 1 so far. BTW my mom found that i self-harm.

[Princess Ariel]

Zero.
Its been day zero for a month..

[Jupiter]

Day 29

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

2 weeks... Lost my razor.

[West Coast Sheriff]

Grea job you are doing great!

Day 73

53 or something like that

[Mortal Coil]

Feels like forever, but it's only been a couple of hours.

[Harley Quinn]

3. Jajajaja, that so won't last.

[Jupiter]

One month :)

[West Coast Sheriff]

One month :)

That's great

I'm on 54 but It'll be zero come ten minutes.

*edit*: 1

[xXoblivionXx]

77 but I don't give a fuck anymore

[Princess Ariel]

Zero.

[Jimmy Page]

I don't think I've ever hit zero this hard before....

[Princess Ariel]

I guess it counts as self harm..
Day zero.

[Fallen Angels]

12 very long days...

[West Coast Sheriff]

A big fat O

[World Eater]

I want to say a week..

[xXoblivionXx]

Eighty :)

[Mortal Coil]

Zero, big surprise.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

nineee :)

[Jimmy Page]

Zero :(

[Princess Ariel]

five.

[Jupiter]

35 days

[FullyAlive]

Approx 75 days I think give or take

[Stronger]

nineee :)

Approx 75 days I think give or take

You two are both doing excellent, really happy for the both of you.

[Mortal Coil]

Zero? One? I don't know; I don't remember. Which means I probably dissociated... so I'll assume zero :/

[xarvon1412]

Well, I actually went a whole day without cutting. Maybe two?

[workingatperfect]

Day 80

[Fractured Silhouette]

Three.

[ApresMidi]

I think something crazy ,like 7 months.

Keep going guys! The first month or two is the hardest I swear <3

[Jupiter]

36. it's getting easier! :)

[Rayquaza]

It's been about a month now, yay.

Come to think of it, not sure why we post "day 0" here.

[Jupiter]

It's been about a month now, yay.

Come to think of it, not sure why we post "day 0" here.

why wouldn't we?

[World Eater]

Zero.

[Princess Ariel]

zero, zilch.

[Wolverine.]

Three months.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

A few hours.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

eleven. ugh.

[RedViper]

254.. I came so close to cutting earlier...

[xXoblivionXx]

36. it's getting easier! :)

it does get easier :D I'm glad you're doing well :)

Day 83 for me

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day one of no self harm.

[Love.Hate]

...a very long time.

I cant remember how long its been, its nice not to feel reliant on it anymore

[Princess Ariel]

Two.

[Jimmy Page]

zero

[Mortal Coil]

*sigh* zero.

[Princess Ariel]

Three.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

2 days.

[Jimmy Page]

Zerooo

[Gandalf]

Zerooo

Ian, I'm here, talk to me...

And today is day 1.

[Jakeisamazing]

I've stopped cutting for a while :D

[Mortal Coil]

I don't even know. Zero, I guess.

[Princess Ariel]

Four :/

[Jimmy Page]

zero

[CyanideGoodnight]

My stomach is pink, so zero.

[Princess Ariel]

Zero :/

[Mortal Coil]

Zero. Oh, the joy.

[CyanideGoodnight]

One. For now.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

15. and we're traveling tomorrow. wah fuck.

[Jupiter]

42 :)

[workingatperfect]

87 days.

[Fiction]

Day 31

[Jimmy Page]

day 0

[Mortal Coil]

Day zero. Lovely.

[xXoblivionXx]

88 days

[Princess Ariel]

Day 2.

[xXoblivionXx]

90, but not for long

[Jupiter]

44..

[Jimmy Page]

44..

That's great darling :kitty:

Day 1

[Gandalf]

That's great darling :kitty:

Day 1

Me too Ian <3

Day 1 as above

[Mortal Coil]

Zeeeeeerooooo

[Princess Ariel]

Day 3

[Jimmy Page]

Day 2

[galacticlullaby]

Self harm free since October third so, two months and twenty five days xD

[Princess Ariel]

Day 4.

[Harley Quinn]

17, I think.

[xXoblivionXx]

91..

[workingatperfect]

90 days

[Princess Ariel]

zerrrooooooooooooo as of a minute ago.

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Why do I try... I dont know a few weeks.

[xXoblivionXx]

Why do I try... I dont know a few weeks.

we try because we know that it's the right thing to do. :hug3: you can do it Seth!

[Love.Hate]

day one.. oh here we go again :(

[FullyAlive]

About 86 days maybe

[Princess Ariel]

Day One.

[Electra Heart]

Zerooooo

[Princess Ariel]

Day three.

[Jupiter]

48 :)

[galacticlullaby]

One month, twenty eight days.

[Mortal Coil]

zero..

[Love.Hate]

zero..

Its okay chicken, it wont be zero forever <3 New year new start?

Day three for me

[LouBerry]

One week.

[xXoblivionXx]

95 :(

[CharlieHorse]

One.

[Forever_Lost300]

Congratulations on not cutting ^.^

[LouBerry]

Eight days.

[lyriclover]

5 minutes. Before that I think a week or so.

[Love.Hate]

day four. I want to hurt so so badly


edit: zero :(

[Mortal Coil]

Its okay chicken, it wont be zero forever <3 New year new start?

Day three for me

I'm so proud of you! You're doing great <3

I'm trying to pick myself up again but I relapsed. Zero, as always. Maybe tomorrow.

[Princess Ariel]

day four.
came so close to it when I got home though.

[xXoblivionXx]

Day 96

[workingatperfect]

95 days.

[Desuetude]

Day 96

95 days.
You're doing awesome guys. It's so good to see how far you've both made it. It's hard but you're both going strong and not that it means much but I'm very proud of both of you. Stay safe <3

Zero or one, the days kinda merge into each other.

[Harley Quinn]

22/23.

[Rayquaza]

well, im on day 2, so that's pretty good, i guess. i'll give it another month or so before something happens. that seems to be the pattern these days.

[Princess Ariel]

Zero, Zilch.

[Mortal Coil]

Day one, unless purging counts. Doesn't matter though, I'll fuck it up before I sleep.

[CyanideGoodnight]

Surprisingly one.

[xXoblivionXx]

97..

[bigfoot]

97..

Amazing!!! Keep it up!!!

[xXl0sth0peXx]

twenty six days.

[Jupiter]

52.

you're doing great val.

[Noirtier]

twenty six days.

That's amazing Val! I'm really proud of you! Keep going :)

[xXoblivionXx]

Ninety Eight

[Jupiter]

Ninety Eight

Great, hun

[Princess Ariel]

two.

[Love.Hate]

day three :(

[workingatperfect]

two.

day three :(

Keep going you guys, every day makes you a little stronger :)

97 for me. It barely even crosses my mind anymore.

[Amaryllis]

Honestly? Lost track. About a year.

It gets easier, that I can tell you with an almost certainty. At the beginning, it's hell trying not to cut, all the emotions just threaten to choke you and rip you apart. But if you make yourself do something else - write, shower, listen to happy or unrelated music, sleep's always a good one for me, or lie in bed - you will eventually move pass the strongest of the urges. After a few months, you really don't want to cut, because of the inconveniences and restrictions it brings you.

When I used to want to cut, I would remind myself of what I hate most about self-harming: cleaning up. Wiping up all that blood, washing up, covering the wounds, gingerly walking around... It was all so much work.

Anyway, believe me, it's worth it. Once you stop cutting, everything just seems to fall into place somehow. Cutting's a relief when you're doing it, but afterwards it somehow succeeds in making you more miserable than you already am. I find not keeping track of the days helpful as well. When I counted the days, well, firstly, the moment I broke my record, I would just give up and decide to keep breaking it. Secondly, you just think too much about it. When you try to just get through the need as it comes rather than going Day 1, Day 2, it's easier somehow. But that's just me.

Anyway, I wish you all the best and do feel free to ask me for any advice or help :) You're amazing for trying to stop and I believe you will. Think of it as a bad habit, you can beat it.

Take care.

[CharlieHorse]

About a month

[Princess Ariel]

Three days.
But the urges tonight might break me :/

EDIT : yep, zero.

[Jupiter]

53. hm

[Magenta]

zero and it's all her fucking fault

[unsaidwords]

2 days clean

[Love.Hate]

five days.. feels like ages ago, even though it wasn't :/

[Fiction]

five days.. feels like ages ago, even though it wasn't :/

:hug: keep going Fran :)

Day 43

I swear I don't even want to last another minute :/

[Princess Ariel]

One.

[Jupiter]

54..

[workingatperfect]

99 days.

[xXoblivionXx]

100.

[Mortal Coil]

Zero.

[CyanideGoodnight]

Four?

I want it to be zero for everything. Being numb isn't fun

[xXl0sth0peXx]

twenty nine! almost a month yaaayyyy

[Princess Ariel]

Two.

[workingatperfect]

100.... Wow.

[Love.Hate]

six ugh

[Princess Ariel]

Three.

[Love.Hate]

zeroo

[Jupiter]

100.... Wow.

twenty nine! almost a month yaaayyyy

omg great you guys!




56 for me

[Harley Quinn]

Absolutely nothinnnng.

[lyriclover]

8. I hate new years so much.

[Princess Ariel]

Four.

[Mortal Coil]

Four.

Duuuuudde, that's fucking amazing! Though, I guess your uterus is giving you enough pain right now...
oh sorry hon I'll stop being an embarrassing mom now


I was almost at day 2 but... nope. Zero. Sigh.

[World Eater]

Twenty I think.

[Trenton9claude]

very well!good luck!http://bestpokersitesreview.com/images/8.gif

[Princess Ariel]

Five.

[Mortal Coil]

Zero. Starving and scratching are still forms.

[Princess Ariel]

Day one.

[Weir36betty]

leave me be, while i rot and die, in the corner, under the blanket that you gave me when you lied and told me i ment somethinghttp://www.nektkan.info/15.jpg

[xXl0sth0peXx]

thirty three days.

[Jupiter]

59..

[FullyAlive]

Zero and sad

[xXoblivionXx]

one oh five

[Gandalf]

Today is day four.

[Princess Ariel]

Two.

[Love.Hate]

day four

[Infidelitas]

Nearly 2 years :arrow: zero days

[Jupiter]

60.


woopty freaking doo.

[CharlieHorse]

I never really kept up with my progress, but it's been a couple months.
I never really got into a cutting routine. It always scared me. The scars taunting me almost.
There are times, however, when I wanted to. But I find a good long crying session in the dark feels worse, and therefore better.