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Fractured Silhouette
June 27th, 2012, 08:46 AM
Well...back to zero....how lovely.
Come on dude! You got this! You'll get back on the horse. :)
..0..
Shadowsinthedark
June 27th, 2012, 09:00 AM
Day 1.
xXl0sth0peXx
June 27th, 2012, 09:55 AM
Zero. Whatever.
Alexithymia
June 27th, 2012, 11:48 AM
Day 1. >.<
Noirtier
June 27th, 2012, 12:38 PM
Day 1
Thunduhbuhlt
June 27th, 2012, 02:08 PM
Day 5? 4? Who the fuck knows.
Stronger
June 27th, 2012, 03:00 PM
Day 5? 4? Who the fuck knows.
Keep going Aaron, your doing great. <3
Incompris
June 27th, 2012, 03:02 PM
Come on dude! You got this! You'll get back on the horse. :)
..0.. common you can do it to!! and as for me day 11 :eek:
Jupiter
June 27th, 2012, 03:02 PM
117.
ugh
Princess Ariel
June 27th, 2012, 03:03 PM
Zero again.
Fuck this. Fuck that. I'm done.
PoseidonX43
June 27th, 2012, 07:41 PM
7 days now.
Magenta
June 27th, 2012, 11:49 PM
One week. Oh.
xXoblivionXx
June 28th, 2012, 12:11 AM
two.
xXl0sth0peXx
June 28th, 2012, 01:06 AM
zero. help me.
Stronger
June 28th, 2012, 01:08 AM
zero. help me.
Keep trying Val, I know you can get through this.
georgiamay
June 28th, 2012, 01:30 AM
Day 365, 1 year.
Strange feeling if I'm honest. I still struggle with urges, I thought I'd be over it after a year. Still, can't say I'm not happy about this :)
Fractured Silhouette
June 28th, 2012, 03:48 AM
common you can do it to!! and as for me day 11 :eek:
Nice work dude...
I haven't got a hope in hell. But thanks for the support.
ZeRo
Incompris
June 28th, 2012, 03:50 AM
Nice work dude...
I haven't got a hope in hell. But thanks for the support.
ZeRo
common you can do it
Yer_Maw
June 28th, 2012, 03:56 AM
4 days
Princess Ariel
June 28th, 2012, 08:12 AM
Day 365, 1 year.
Strange feeling if I'm honest. I still struggle with urges, I thought I'd be over it after a year. Still, can't say I'm not happy about this :)
Congratulations!!!!!!
For me, day one.
Mortal Coil
June 28th, 2012, 09:07 AM
I'm on a roll: Day zero.
Thunduhbuhlt
June 28th, 2012, 03:17 PM
Day 6.
Mortal Coil
June 28th, 2012, 04:13 PM
Hour 3 or so.
Scissors in class were pretty fucking sharp.
Jupiter
June 28th, 2012, 04:16 PM
118.
Princess Ariel
June 28th, 2012, 06:56 PM
Day zero.
ShaneSawyer
June 28th, 2012, 07:15 PM
zero....
Error 404
June 28th, 2012, 07:21 PM
Come on dude! You got this! You'll get back on the horse. :)
..0..
Thanks :)
common you can do it to!! and as for me day 11 :eek:
Keep going, good job ^__^
Nice work dude...
I haven't got a hope in hell. But thanks for the support.
ZeRo
You can do it, come on...:) Just find some reason, even if it's small ^__^
...
Day 2 ..
Noirtier
June 28th, 2012, 08:06 PM
Day 2
project_icarus
June 29th, 2012, 12:55 AM
Day 37. Trying - trying - to make it to 40...
xXoblivionXx
June 29th, 2012, 12:58 AM
30 more days and I will be back where I left off but until then, day 3
Jupiter
June 29th, 2012, 01:09 AM
Day 365, 1 year.
Strange feeling if I'm honest. I still struggle with urges, I thought I'd be over it after a year. Still, can't say I'm not happy about this :)
well i missed it.
but i am very proud of you!
Princess Ariel
June 29th, 2012, 05:46 AM
One.
EDIT: zero.
Electra Heart
June 29th, 2012, 04:29 PM
Day 6.
Thunduhbuhlt
June 29th, 2012, 06:06 PM
Day 7 I think. Yeah. Well a week again. Let's see how well this works out this time.
Rayquaza
June 29th, 2012, 06:35 PM
It's been three whole months. If you've got the time, I wrote about this in my diary and would really appreciate it if anyone could read it.
http://www.virtualteen.org/forums/showthread.php?p=1796221#post1796221
Error 404
June 29th, 2012, 11:46 PM
>>> Zero
RedViper
June 30th, 2012, 12:51 AM
1 year, 4 months.. ish
It's been hard, I even held a blade to my skin but I stopped myself.
And to everyone else well done, whether it's been 1 day or 6 months, well done and good effort. :)
Stronger
June 30th, 2012, 12:59 AM
Day 7 I think. Yeah. Well a week again. Let's see how well this works out this time.
Keep it up Aaron, doing great.
Electra Heart
June 30th, 2012, 02:15 AM
Mother of fuck, I made it a week.
Jupiter
June 30th, 2012, 02:22 AM
well........
i think i'm starving myself. so maybe day 0, maybe day 120.
Princess Ariel
June 30th, 2012, 08:43 AM
Day 1
xXoblivionXx
June 30th, 2012, 09:35 AM
four
VictoriaGotaSecret
June 30th, 2012, 12:06 PM
knife didnt break skin yesterday so day two
Shadowsinthedark
June 30th, 2012, 04:11 PM
Day 0.
FullyAlive
June 30th, 2012, 05:01 PM
Day 365, 1 year.
Strange feeling if I'm honest. I still struggle with urges, I thought I'd be over it after a year. Still, can't say I'm not happy about this :)
Only just seen this, fuck am I proud. Well done Georgia, you're amazing. Love you x x
Thunduhbuhlt
June 30th, 2012, 05:22 PM
Day 8, but that may change very soon. So hard.
xXl0sth0peXx
June 30th, 2012, 08:22 PM
1. not gonna make it through the night.
LyaJen
June 30th, 2012, 08:24 PM
i dunno... 3 days?
dreamer18xx
June 30th, 2012, 08:39 PM
2 weeks
Jupiter
June 30th, 2012, 09:10 PM
120.
somehow
Smeagol
June 30th, 2012, 09:15 PM
Day four.
blytherandy159
July 1st, 2012, 01:49 AM
http://ihavejustbeenpaid.info/upload/158/smiler.gif
It depends, are you doing it to cause intentional harm to yourself or is it harming you in anyway?
Hi Kaioen, I guess its only harming me b/c its a last ditch effort to avoid pain instead of cutting, but it isn't a bonified coping mechanism you know? like I wouldn't tell my therapist I'm stealing my bf's meds-(actually my boyfriend is pretty out of it and he doesnt use all his meds so he doesnt even notice or know either), so I guess I just feel guilty cause I know it isnt helping me learn to cope and I shouldnt go around stealing other people's drugs even if it is just a little. Im not trying to harm myself and what i said above is how it is harming me, but like i said too it is the only thing that numbs the pain and helps me sleep. oy veh. Thanks for your response
Princess Ariel
July 1st, 2012, 06:05 AM
Day 2.
xXoblivionXx
July 1st, 2012, 09:34 AM
Day 5
VictoriaGotaSecret
July 1st, 2012, 09:54 AM
three
Electra Heart
July 1st, 2012, 12:21 PM
Day 8... I think I'm done, but I don't want to eat anymore... An eye for an eye I suppose.
Mortal Coil
July 1st, 2012, 04:03 PM
Zero. Fun...
xXoblivionXx
July 1st, 2012, 05:03 PM
Zero...
Princess Ariel
July 1st, 2012, 09:11 PM
Zero. Fucking draw something ><
Jupiter
July 2nd, 2012, 01:00 AM
day one hundred twenty two.
*sigh*
PoseidonX43
July 2nd, 2012, 01:18 AM
day one hundred twenty two.
*sigh*
come on eric you can do this! :)
xXl0sth0peXx
July 2nd, 2012, 03:30 AM
zero..., fuck.
xXoblivionXx
July 2nd, 2012, 08:51 AM
one.
Love.Hate
July 2nd, 2012, 09:10 AM
21 days, 3 weeks
Georgia..sorry i missed your one year, i am so incredibly proud of you! that is so so so amazing, you are a very strong girl and i really hope you can continue and that you have beaten this. Congrats! Lovess :hug: <3
Stronger
July 2nd, 2012, 09:18 AM
21 days, 3 weeks
Your doing awesome Fran, keep going. :)
Error 404
July 2nd, 2012, 09:20 AM
Well, day 2.
Princess Ariel
July 2nd, 2012, 09:50 AM
Day one?
Incompris
July 2nd, 2012, 05:21 PM
:eek:day friggin 16:eek:
Magenta
July 2nd, 2012, 08:28 PM
Eleven. o_O
Smeagol
July 2nd, 2012, 09:43 PM
Day six.
Error 404
July 2nd, 2012, 11:18 PM
And zero.Meh...
xXoblivionXx
July 2nd, 2012, 11:23 PM
zero for the 3rd time this week :(
Maiden
July 3rd, 2012, 02:05 AM
Day 11
Magenta
July 3rd, 2012, 06:01 AM
Twelve. Never thought I'd see this again. Could have sworn it was still day five anyway.
project_icarus
July 3rd, 2012, 07:38 AM
Well, with my maths, I figured 33 + (3 x 7) = 54
Day 54, apparently...
Princess Ariel
July 3rd, 2012, 07:39 AM
Two..I uhh.. Think.
Charleigh
July 3rd, 2012, 08:51 AM
I was about, 4-5 months. But, now...6 days :/
FullyAlive
July 3rd, 2012, 03:50 PM
21 days, 3 weeks
Georgia..sorry i missed your one year, i am so incredibly proud of you! that is so so so amazing, you are a very strong girl and i really hope you can continue and that you have beaten this. Congrats! Lovess :hug: <3
Well done you, 3 weeks :o :heart:
Stronger
July 3rd, 2012, 03:51 PM
Well done you, 3 weeks :o :heart:
That's great Louise, your doing awesome. :)
xDarkAngelx
July 3rd, 2012, 04:00 PM
Since I last posted it's always been day zero.
Electra Heart
July 3rd, 2012, 06:01 PM
10 days.
Maiden
July 3rd, 2012, 06:05 PM
Missed the vain... Back to zero iguess
At least im bleeding allot
Princess Ariel
July 3rd, 2012, 10:16 PM
Zero.
Error 404
July 3rd, 2012, 11:21 PM
Day one... >.>
xXl0sth0peXx
July 3rd, 2012, 11:23 PM
Zero. bullshit.
Jupiter
July 3rd, 2012, 11:23 PM
124. ugh
Magenta
July 3rd, 2012, 11:37 PM
Thirteen.
project_icarus
July 4th, 2012, 04:37 AM
Day 55.
OrKing
July 4th, 2012, 05:41 AM
I take it punching the wall in frustration because you've just been killed four times in a row on Call of Duty doesn't qualify as self harm? Oh well. Back to the drawing board. Good luck to you guys. :]
Princess Ariel
July 4th, 2012, 08:15 AM
Zero.
xXJust Jump ItXx
July 4th, 2012, 08:24 AM
Umm let see... 8 hours?
xXoblivionXx
July 4th, 2012, 09:38 AM
Day 1
Incompris
July 4th, 2012, 04:01 PM
wow 18 days and still going
Desuetude
July 4th, 2012, 04:09 PM
Day 55.
That's so amazing, Matt. Keep it up, you're doing great <3
xDarkAngelx
July 4th, 2012, 04:47 PM
Zero.
commikid
July 4th, 2012, 06:34 PM
Its good to hear of the people that can keep it up :) and please try your best to the ones that are finding it hard because there are people out there that do care :D
morbidmonkey
July 4th, 2012, 07:21 PM
Over half a year... didnt really keep track.
Electra Heart
July 4th, 2012, 08:52 PM
11 days.
Thunduhbuhlt
July 5th, 2012, 12:05 AM
Day 13.
Alexithymia
July 5th, 2012, 01:03 AM
Meh. I don't care at this point. Day 8 maybe?
Princess Ariel
July 5th, 2012, 05:22 AM
One.
Love.Hate
July 5th, 2012, 07:47 AM
twenty four :)
thanks for the support guys
Error 404
July 5th, 2012, 07:49 AM
wow 18 days and still going
That's good, keep going Jonathan :)
-----
Day 2.
xXoblivionXx
July 5th, 2012, 08:25 AM
Day 2
RedViper
July 5th, 2012, 08:28 AM
Shit! I must have completely blocked it out, but I slipped up a few months back...
Only three months-ish, which I'm still proud of.
Once again, well done to everyone whether you've gone one day or six months. You're doing an amazing job!
xXJust Jump ItXx
July 5th, 2012, 08:44 AM
2 days, not much but its progress.
Magenta
July 5th, 2012, 10:39 AM
14, two weeks.
Noirtier
July 5th, 2012, 03:31 PM
Day 9
Incompris
July 5th, 2012, 05:41 PM
Day 2.
good job, dont give up stay strong :D
Alexithymia
July 5th, 2012, 07:10 PM
14, two weeks.
Good work, Jo. :D
Day 9, I'm guessing. Day 8, maybe.
Electra Heart
July 5th, 2012, 07:50 PM
12 days.
Bath
July 5th, 2012, 10:22 PM
If pouring burning hot soup on yourself during a breakdown counts, then day 0.
project_icarus
July 6th, 2012, 01:43 AM
57 I believe.
Jimmy Page
July 6th, 2012, 01:54 AM
Good old 0 again
You guys(and gals) are really good,keep going I know you can do it :)
xXJust Jump ItXx
July 6th, 2012, 04:07 AM
Day 3 i think ... i dont know. Almost got to day 0 again.
Princess Ariel
July 6th, 2012, 06:58 AM
two.
Magenta
July 6th, 2012, 09:26 AM
Fifteen... and this matters why?
xXl0sth0peXx
July 6th, 2012, 09:34 AM
Zero. Alone. Ha. Whatever.
xXoblivionXx
July 6th, 2012, 11:58 AM
Day 3, it feels much longer than that
VictoriaGotaSecret
July 6th, 2012, 12:16 PM
zero again but i like it there
Thunduhbuhlt
July 6th, 2012, 05:12 PM
Day 15...
Noirtier
July 6th, 2012, 08:02 PM
Day 10...
Magenta
July 6th, 2012, 11:01 PM
Day 16. My old record. One more day and I am farther than ever...
Jupiter
July 6th, 2012, 11:02 PM
Day 16. My old record. One more day and I am farther than ever...
go jo! :)
day 127
xXl0sth0peXx
July 7th, 2012, 03:26 AM
Zero. complete failure.
Princess Ariel
July 7th, 2012, 07:32 AM
three.
Fiction
July 7th, 2012, 07:38 AM
Day 11
xXoblivionXx
July 7th, 2012, 09:52 AM
four
Love.Hate
July 7th, 2012, 07:11 PM
27dayss
project_icarus
July 7th, 2012, 07:38 PM
59. >:\
Noirtier
July 7th, 2012, 08:30 PM
If electrocuting yourself and almost burning all the hair off your arm counts, day 0. If not, day 11? I'm gonna go with 0 cause the electrocution was kinda on purpose... meh...
Magenta
July 8th, 2012, 01:08 AM
Day 17. Never done this before.
Thunduhbuhlt
July 8th, 2012, 01:35 AM
Day 17. Never done this before.
Great job, Jo. Keep up the good work! :)
Caver
July 8th, 2012, 03:59 AM
it's been about 30ish days.
Princess Ariel
July 8th, 2012, 08:05 AM
Four.
Noirtier
July 8th, 2012, 10:32 AM
Day 1
xXoblivionXx
July 8th, 2012, 10:35 AM
five
Rayquaza
July 8th, 2012, 12:29 PM
I think I've cheated. Yesterday I was putting together my brother desk, and two blades were in the box, for the sliding drawers. Since it had been just over three months of not cutting, it was really hard to resist, but I kind of did, to some extent. I placed them in the desk but whilst the two blades stuck out my leg went past and it made two lines of blood appear on my leg, just under the kneecap. I didn't do anything to stop it, I just let it bleed, and...it felt great. Because of that, I'm not sure whether this is day 0 or day 55. My head is full of fuck. But I'll go ahead and say day 55. I hope you guys forgive me. Did I fuck up?
Mortal Coil
July 8th, 2012, 04:15 PM
Zero.
Love.Hate
July 8th, 2012, 06:57 PM
28 long days
Magenta
July 8th, 2012, 11:03 PM
Day 18. I don't trust myself.
Noirtier
July 8th, 2012, 11:05 PM
Day 2? We'll see how this goes...
Electra Heart
July 8th, 2012, 11:47 PM
Day 16...
Jupiter
July 8th, 2012, 11:52 PM
day 129
project_icarus
July 9th, 2012, 04:07 AM
60... For how long?
On another note... Two months! :D
Princess Ariel
July 9th, 2012, 06:13 AM
five.
xXJust Jump ItXx
July 9th, 2012, 07:28 AM
five.
Great to hear Dino! :) Keep it going! Now myself i lost track its been umm a couple days now... I think. I dont know its probably gonna hit 0 soon.
xXoblivionXx
July 9th, 2012, 09:16 AM
Day 6
iblameyouforthis
July 9th, 2012, 09:47 AM
It has been 9 days for me so far..
Rayquaza
July 9th, 2012, 09:47 AM
Day 56.
xXoblivionXx
July 9th, 2012, 10:29 AM
Day 56.
That's amazing! Keep it up and stay strong :D
Desuetude
July 9th, 2012, 10:59 AM
60... For how long?
On another note... Two months! :D
That's so amazing, Matt. I think that's the furthest I've seen you go. I know you can do this, stay safe. :hug:
Day 56.
You're doing so well. Don't let what happened yesterday affect today, a new start. Keep going, you will beat it. <33
For me, urm, a few days? no idea.
xDarkAngelx
July 9th, 2012, 04:09 PM
Zero.
Electra Heart
July 9th, 2012, 07:21 PM
Day seventeen.
ImCoolBeans
July 9th, 2012, 10:04 PM
Day seventeen.
You are doing so well. Keep it up, Tim, I'm really proud of you
Jupiter
July 9th, 2012, 10:24 PM
Day zero.
Is it bad that I dont care?
Magenta
July 9th, 2012, 11:01 PM
Day 19.
Now I can make it all stop and relapse.
Princess Ariel
July 9th, 2012, 11:14 PM
Day 6..
I'm scared.
Alexithymia
July 9th, 2012, 11:28 PM
Day 0.
Magenta
July 9th, 2012, 11:42 PM
Zero since if I said anything else, I'd be lying. Bye.
xXl0sth0peXx
July 10th, 2012, 02:10 AM
Zero. Doesn't matter anymore.
iblameyouforthis
July 10th, 2012, 03:06 AM
10 days so far but I'm afraid it might not last :(
Noirtier
July 10th, 2012, 09:01 AM
Day 3
xXoblivionXx
July 10th, 2012, 09:01 AM
Day 7
Error 404
July 10th, 2012, 09:13 AM
7 days..
iblameyouforthis
July 10th, 2012, 10:02 AM
zero :(
Rayquaza
July 10th, 2012, 01:05 PM
I'm on 57. Things felt much better, though I drowned my cravings to cut with that massive Dairy Milk. About 10 little blocks of that big bastard. I'm such a fucking idiot. Saying I'm going to lose weight, then pull a stunt like that? What the hell is wrong with you man?
Jupiter
July 10th, 2012, 01:08 PM
day one.
Mortal Coil
July 10th, 2012, 04:27 PM
Zero...
Electra Heart
July 10th, 2012, 06:05 PM
Day 17.
Magenta
July 10th, 2012, 06:11 PM
One.
RedViper
July 10th, 2012, 09:09 PM
7 days..
Well done man, stay strong.
92 days..
Alexithymia
July 10th, 2012, 09:12 PM
One.
Incompris
July 10th, 2012, 09:50 PM
30 days down the drain hello day 0
xXoblivionXx
July 11th, 2012, 12:01 AM
Day 8
Princess Ariel
July 11th, 2012, 06:12 AM
Day 7.
Love.Hate
July 11th, 2012, 06:44 AM
30 days, 1 month
Noirtier
July 11th, 2012, 06:46 AM
Day 4
georgiamay
July 11th, 2012, 08:08 AM
Day 378.
Rayquaza
July 11th, 2012, 09:38 AM
Day 58
Day 378.
Woah, that's amazing work <3 I'm so jealous that you've got that much courage.
xXJust Jump ItXx
July 11th, 2012, 01:44 PM
Day 2. Or 3... i always forget. I dont know my cuts are healing up finally after around 3 weeks. And yeah good scars -_-
goneghost
July 11th, 2012, 03:06 PM
Day 1.
Error 404
July 11th, 2012, 03:11 PM
Well done man, stay strong.
92 days..
Thanks, you too, keep going.
~~~~~~
Around 8 days...not sure how.
Incompris
July 11th, 2012, 03:50 PM
day 1
xDarkAngelx
July 11th, 2012, 06:15 PM
Zero.
Alexithymia
July 11th, 2012, 07:20 PM
Day 1!
Mortal Coil
July 11th, 2012, 08:24 PM
Zero.
xXl0sth0peXx
July 11th, 2012, 09:51 PM
Zero.
Noirtier
July 11th, 2012, 11:08 PM
Day five
Magenta
July 12th, 2012, 12:23 AM
Zero.
Jupiter
July 12th, 2012, 12:24 AM
day three
project_icarus
July 12th, 2012, 12:28 AM
Long story. Hit an artery three days ago, called an ambulance on 000, and was admitted to psychiatric ward 4H at the childrens hospital here.
So, in short: Day 0. (Before that it was day 62.)
EDIT: Zero. Before that, zero.
RedViper
July 12th, 2012, 01:10 AM
93..
Princess Ariel
July 12th, 2012, 01:49 AM
Day 8?
Meaningless.
xXoblivionXx
July 12th, 2012, 07:17 AM
Day 9
Love.Hate
July 12th, 2012, 10:19 AM
31...
im terrifed about these scars for my holiday :(
Electra Heart
July 12th, 2012, 04:17 PM
Day 19.
Mortal Coil
July 12th, 2012, 04:40 PM
Hey, look at that! Zero again!
xDarkAngelx
July 12th, 2012, 06:03 PM
Zero.
Love.Hate
July 13th, 2012, 05:07 AM
32 days
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