Non Self Harm Calendar!

[UnknownError]

four.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.
When will this end ?

[Magenta]

Day 13. It's easier when I spend 14 hours sleeping too.

[Situations]

Well. I'm back to day 0.
Go figure.
I thought I was doing pretty good. I mean I got to day 55.
I guess all good things must come to an end.

[Jupiter]

60..

[Mutibann]

day 20

[Alexithymia]

Day 13. It's easier when I spend 14 hours sleeping too.

Gratz, Jo! I'm proud of you!

Day 1.

[Bath]

Day four if I make it through tonight. Ugh.

[painful paradice]

longest i ever went was 21 weeks, longest lately is about five days. today is day two, would be six but i decided to count Thursday when i used a rubber band to welt and bruise my wrist. aiming for a week right now. but for some reason i keep relapsing.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Have stopped keeping count but sometime round a month now anyway.

Keep going everyone :)

[Magenta]

Officially two weeks.

Day 14.

If I pass this, I'll get farther than I ever have.

[princessjess]

one month!!:D

[Jupiter]

61 days.. (:

[georgiamay]

Day 226.

[painful paradice]

three days. four to go for me to get to a week. from there.... idk how long i'll shoot for if i can make it that long. since i relapsed just doesn't seem like life is enough without it.

[Love.Hate]

Day 4

[Mutibann]

Day 21

[Kaius]

Day 0. I really tried not to.

[UnknownError]

D: C'mon Aaron, you've done amazing before and you can do it again. Tomorrow's another day.

five.

[FullyAlive]

Day 0. I really tried not to.

It'll be okay aaron, you're stronger than you think you are, you can do it again.
:hug:

erm three days maybe? feels longer.

[painful paradice]

3 and a half. about to be zero if they don't shut up

[Fiction]

Day 0. I really tried not to.

Keep going Aarony because you know as well as I do that you can do it. You really are a fighter aren't you? You did so fucking well, one tiny slip is nothing.

[Kaius]

Thank you guys. Not going to lie i feel like a complete failure for doing it >.<

[Fiction]

Thank you guys. Not going to lie i feel like a complete failure for doing it >.<

Well that's just silly :P Cutting once in a whole year? That sounds far from failure to me.

[Alexithymia]

Day 2. Wow.

[painful paradice]

2 hours. this was the point that told me something needs to change. i'm gonna tell someone in the morning

[Jupiter]

62. <3

good job everyone. no matter what happens, you all know that you can keep going. its a long trip to recovery, and you might never be recovered, but shit happens, and you move on.

[Alexithymia]

Daaay 0. Mmm, I missed you. Even if we were apart for only two days.

[Magenta]

Day 15. >< Why am I bothering?

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.
Oh how I missed you.

[Love.Hate]

Day 5 :/

[Mortal Coil]

0 days
0 hours
0 minutes
maybe 30 seconds.
I'm a failure.

[Situations]

Day 1.

[Alexithymia]

C'mon guys! We can do it! I believe in you all. You especially, Jo.
EDIT:
Day one.
My brain is a mess.

[Jupiter]

62..

[Unbroken]

Gone all day without cutting which is a pretty good achievement for me :)

[georgiamay]

Day 227.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0. First thing I do when I walk through the door. Reach for the blade.
Don't know why I tried to stop myself..

[painful paradice]

one day. tomorrow i tell my therapist about doing it. ready for the worst...

[painful paradice]

Day 227.

god damn. i could never make it close to that far. i didn't even make it over 150

[Mutibann]

Day 0 :(

[Love.Hate]

Day 0 :/

[Kaius]

Day 2.. >.<

[Mortal Coil]

Day 0 again :'(

[Magenta]

Day 16. >< Never been this far before.

[LifeisLife]

Day 12

[Princess Ariel]

Still at day 0.

[Love.Hate]

One >.<

[FullyAlive]

Day 2.. >.<

One >.<

You two make sure you keep on trying you'll get there, you've both done so well before and you'll do it again :hug: x

[Mutibann]

Day 1

[painful paradice]

day two i think.

[georgiamay]

228.
Actually think I'm going to snap soon.

[FullyAlive]

228.
Actually think I'm going to snap soon.

erm no, you're doing fucking amazing, you know i'm here when you need <3

[painful paradice]

best of luck to you

[Kaius]

0... :/

[Jupiter]

63.

No matter what you guys, you can keep going.

[Alexithymia]

JO! So so proud of you! :D

Day 1!

[xXl0sth0peXx]

0 ._.

[Magenta]

JO! So so proud of you! :D

Day 1!

...day 0. :/

[Alexithymia]

It's okay, Jo. I'm proud of you. You've gotten so far. You just have to pick yourself back up and try it again. Sixteen days is pretty amazing.

Day zero too. :/

[Love.Hate]

Day 2 i think

[Mortal Coil]

Day 1, soon to be 0 again.

[Magenta]

Day 1. Still shaking.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.
Shaking uncontrollably, poking eyes with a push pin..
Just a typical day.
Just a typical morning..

[PoseidonX43]

day 0..


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[Alexithymia]

Day 1.

[Kaius]

Still 0. I'm back to cutting multiples times daily again.

[Magenta]

Zero and I probably just traumatized myself.

[georgiamay]

229.

[painful paradice]

Still 0. I'm back to cutting multiples times daily again.

count the hours then or if it's that bad then the minutes and the seconds.

3 days. my brother stole my lighter!!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( :guillotine:
i guess it's a good thing though
:|

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0. Day fucking 0.
As of 30 seconds ago.
I can't stand another minute of this!

[painful paradice]

3 days. my brother stole my lighter!!!
:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:( :guillotine:
i guess it's a good thing though
:|

4 days. turned out he didn't steal it. i threw it away later along with my scissors. returning the exacto knife when i go to school today. then i will have nothing but rubber bands. just have to make sure i don't overdo it with them or anything.

[Mortal Coil]

Day zero, as of maybe 2 minutes ago.
I used to be so good at stopping... what happened?

[Princess Ariel]

Day 1. It helps when I go to bed and actually sleep at 10pm.
Will I make it to day 2?
They way things are going right now. Nope.

[Magenta]

One, maybe.

[Mortal Coil]

Day 1. It helps when I go to bed and actually sleep at 10pm.
Will I make it to day 2?
They way things are going right now. Nope.

Cass! So proud! Stay strong.
This is the first time in... what, a week that you've been able to go without cutting? Keep it up, you're way ahead of me.
:hug:

[georgiamay]

230.

[Fiction]

Day 0 and i'm drunk :D Only upside of today, I only smoked 2 cigarettes.

[Jupiter]

*sigh* 65.

keep going everyone <3

[Love.Hate]

Three..gaaaaaaah>.<

This isnt going to last long

[Mutibann]

Day 3

[moon_lit_angel]

Day 293... Havent posted in 3 weeks and 2 days because I was in hospital not self inflicted..
Turns out I may never have kids :(

[UnknownError]

Nine days.

[painful paradice]

the end of four days.
26-27 to go...

[Princess Ariel]

Cass! So proud! Stay strong.
This is the first time in... what, a week that you've been able to go without cutting? Keep it up, you're way ahead of me.
:hug:

Thanks. But day 0 :/
During school as well.

[Fairytale]

Day 5.

[Bath]

Day fucking zero.

[Alexithymia]

Three and I'm shaking.

[Princess Ariel]

Back to day 1.:(

[Mortal Coil]

Day 1.
This probably won't even last another two hours :/
And I'm wanting to cut at school now too, but don't have a blade that I take, so just dig my fingernails into my skin.

[Love.Hate]

Four, keep going guys :hug:

[moon_lit_angel]

294 ^^)

Keep going everyone else

[UnknownError]

Ten.

Come on everyone, you can do it. Alot of zero's on this page but it can be undone. :)

[georgiamay]

231.
Getting so fucking scared.

[FullyAlive]

231.
Getting so fucking scared.

no need to be scared, because you can do it I know you can. <3

[Dark_Desires]

Day 6 after failing and ruining 5 months :(

[Mutibann]

Day 4

[painful paradice]

day five mid.
i got rid of everything i hurt myself with. i have stopped before but it has never felt this bad. like my insides are melting and then punching me in themselves over and over again

[LifeisLife]

Day 15, but the urge is killing me

[Magenta]

Day 2 maybe?

[Iris]

day 2

[Love.Hate]

Really fucked up. Zero :(

[UnknownError]

Day eleven and Im fucking shaking. How I did this before I have no idea fuckfuckfuck.

[Magenta]

Zero.

[northskater110]

You can do it everyone! Believe in yourself, and you can accomplish it!

[Princess Ariel]

Day 3
Farthest I've been.. Ever..

[Kaius]

day 0

[Magenta]

Day 1 but it will likely be zero tonight.

[Love.Hate]

One.

[UnknownError]

Today will be twelve.

[Mortal Coil]

yesterday I came so close to day 1 but failed :(
Haven't cut so far today, but it's still morning...

[Bath]

Day 0 again.

I feel really alone.

[Magenta]

Definitely zero tonight.

How did I ever make 16?

[painful paradice]

one week :):):):):):):):):):) aiming for the fifth of next month

[Jupiter]

day 69

oh yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh winnninnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggggggggg

[Mutibann]

Day 6 and I'm shaking
This sucks

[FullyAlive]

2 days. :O
shocking to me to be honest

[Princess Ariel]

Day 4.. How am I doing this!!

[Kaius]

same as always, 0

[MysticalBurrito]

4 Days. :|

[moon_lit_angel]

Day 296! :O

Keep going everyone

[Fairytale]

Day 0. :/

[Magenta]

Zero again.

[Jupiter]

it's okay guys. you can keep going. you can start again.

[painful paradice]

congrats on everyone doing good
everyone on day zero again you can do it
day eight. will be exactly eight days in another 16 and a half hours. glad i'm getting back on track :):)

[Princess Ariel]

Somehow still Day 5.

[Mortal Coil]

It's been less than 24 hours, but I'm going strong. I might make it to day 1...
might.

[UnknownError]

Thirteen days. D:

[georgiamay]

Day 234.

[moon_lit_angel]

297 almost 300 days :O

[Kaius]

Day 1...

[Mutibann]

Day 7

[FullyAlive]

lol zero do I give a fuck.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.
Not shocking..

[Kaius]

spoke too soon, 0

[moon_lit_angel]

298 ^^)

Happy Valentines Day guys

[OnlyByTheNight.]

40 days.

[Kaius]

Still 0 :/

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0..
Not shocked... Not one little bit..

[Mortal Coil]

Day 0. happy fucking valentines day.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 1 >_<

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Zero. i'm done.

[UnknownError]

Fourteen.

[georgiamay]

235.

[Princess Ariel]

235.

Good job!

[Megson]

Day 12.

It weird, but I've just been too busy to even think about SH.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 1.

[Jupiter]

40 days.

great job, keep going!

Still 0 :/

it's okay aaron. you can do it, you can get to day one. you can get to year one. you can get to one lifetime without self harm. you can do it buddy.

Day 0. happy fucking valentines day.

yours wasn't a good one either? well... you can do it. come on, bud.

Day 1 >_<

great job! you did it. you went a day without it. it's okay, you can keep going.

Zero. i'm done.

you've just begun. come on, val, you can keep going. just promise me.

Fourteen.

great job, conner!

235.

good goin, georgia! (:

Day 12.

It weird, but I've just been too busy to even think about SH.

i know what you mean. keep going, dear.

Day 1.

and now the hardest part is done. keep going, cassondra



day 73

[georgiamay]

Day 236.

[Magenta]

I don't even know but I think something like day 3? Odd considering last night.

[Mortal Coil]

Day -3.
Since I cut 3 times more than I usually do.
I tried to stop myself, I truly did... I'm so worthless.

[FullyAlive]

Still 0 :/

you'll get there eventually, I know you will, you've done it before just give yourself the chance.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

day 1

[Kaius]

it's okay aaron. you can do it, you can get to day one. you can get to year one. you can get to one lifetime without self harm. you can do it buddy.

you'll get there eventually, I know you will, you've done it before just give yourself the chance.

Thank you both >.< I'm trying. Day 1

[Mutibann]

day 9

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0 >.<

[Megson]

Day 13.

I've been distancing myself from my razor. It hasn't left its hiding place in days.

[UnknownError]

Sixteeeen.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Lol zero.

[Princess Ariel]

Zero. How fucking pathetic.

[Situations]

Zero. How fucking pathetic.

That's not pathetic..

Sixteeeen.

Keep up the good work

Day 13.

I've been distancing myself from my razor. It hasn't left its hiding place in days.

Congrats. Try to keep it that way.

Day 1 for me. Helps when I sleep for 12 hours..

[moon_lit_angel]

301 ^^)

[Kaius]

Day 0 again.

[Fiction]

Day 1. Cigarette burns all over my arms :/

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Day 2.

[UnknownError]

Keep up the good work

Thank you, you too. :)

17.

[HeroesAndCons]

1 and a half months

[georgiamay]

238.

[moon_lit_angel]

238.

Keep going georgia :)

302 days :)

[Jupiter]

75. im surprised. considering last night

[Princess Ariel]

Day 0.. Again.

[Mortal Coil]

Day 2!
But I have been abusing my rubber bands and scratching till I bleed. Does that count?
I still haven't used my blades since Wednesday though

[FullyAlive]

three days no doubt I'll cut later :/

[Magenta]

Half a day...

[Fiction]

Day 2

[Mutibann]

day 11

[UnknownError]

eighteen.

[FullyAlive]

four meh help

[Mortal Coil]

Day 3? feels like longer...

[Mutibann]

Back to 0 :(

[OnlyByTheNight.]

3 days, be diff if I had my blade with me tonight though. Next week is going to be fuuuuuuuuuuun [/sarcasm]

[Magenta]

Uhh, day two.

[Incompris]

Back to 0. I give up.

[Mortal Coil]

Fuck this shit. Day 0.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 1.

[Kaius]

day 0

[Love.Hate]

Day zero. Been day 0 all week :(

[OnlyByTheNight.]

day 0

Day zero. Been day 0 all week :(

Pick yerselves up guys, I know ye can do this. Just concentrate on trying to get to day 1. 1 day at a time, that's how we are going to beat this.

Day 4 for me, although it feels like much longer. =/

[Incompris]

Back to 0 again.

[Mutibann]

day 1

[FullyAlive]

day 0

Just keep trying that's all anyone can ask
:hug:

[moon_lit_angel]

303 :/

[FullyAlive]

five days ><

[georgiamay]

five days ><

Keep trying Louise, you know where I am :hug3:

240.

[Princess Ariel]

Day 2.

[Magenta]

Three?

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Day 5.

[moon_lit_angel]

304.. :/ I'm going to give up :(

[Mutibann]

day 2
nvm...0 again

[Jupiter]

77

wow. its been a long time.