Non Self Harm Calendar!

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Still at 0.

[UnknownError]

121.

[Infidelitas]

121.
You're doing really well :)

[Love.Hate]

So I guess its day one as I ruined it yesterday.

One :(

[FullyAlive]

Day 2 woo

Edit: Not anymore

[Megson]

Day 8! I've broken my record by two days! :)

Urges still there, though. I always feel like cutting at school. Good thing I don't bring my instruments to school.

[FullyAlive]

Past midnight, I'm trying to decide whether or not to start trying again today..

[Magenta]

Going to be 0.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 0.

Been that way for a while... probably gonna stay that way...

[Love.Hate]

2.

I'm determined to at least make a week.

[PoseidonX43]

day 1

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Day 1.. let's see how this goes..

[LifeisLife]

Day 4, i really have no idea whats gonna happen. :/

[UnknownError]

122.

You're doing really well :)

Thanks, you too. :3

[stuckinmystraw]

Week 4 :DDDDDDDD

[moon_lit_angel]

4 months 2 weeks 6 days

oh lord help me please :(

[morbidmonkey]

like a week or something...

[Magenta]

Was almost day 2.

[Infidelitas]

90 days

[AppealToReason]

0...again.
Been lonely and stressed this week. Can't deal with this anymore...

[Love.Hate]

Day three

Keep going guys :hug:

[Infidelitas]

0...again.
Been lonely and stressed this week. Can't deal with this anymore...

You can do it! Keep strong.

[UnknownError]

123. :p

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Back to day 0..

[georgiamay]

Fuck me.
100 days :eek:


I'm kinda proud ^_^

[Infidelitas]

91 days

[Megson]

Day 10. So far, the urges have been week. I've had a good week.

Hope it stays that way. I can't garuntee that I can resist it if something goes wrong again...

[moon_lit_angel]

4 months 3 weeks 1 day

[Fiction]

Day 10

[Love.Hate]

Fuck me.
100 days :eek:


I'm kinda proud ^_^

Well done! I'm so proud of you, this is fantastic :D :D :hug:

Day 4

[Megson]

Day 12! And I even found myself a new intstrument a few days ago. I have yet to use it, thankfully. I have it there just as reassurance...

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

181 days :)

I feel kinda proud of my self. There was a lot of times where I almost resorted back to cutting, but I didn't. :)

[Weeping]

Day.. 8..

[LifeisLife]

day 1. :/ about to lose it.

[Love.Hate]

Day five.

Sadly, the longest i have been in a while.

[PoseidonX43]

day 4... about to lose it...

EDIT: 0 again....

[UnknownError]

Fuck me.
100 days :eek:


I'm kinda proud ^_^

welldone<3

day 124.

[Love.Hate]

Day six

[Megson]

Whoa, I've made it to day 12.

Maybe the hardest part is over now?

[Weeping]

Day 9.

[FullyAlive]

I can't do it

I started back on my legs I'd not cut them for a good 9 months or so.

I can't do it. I can't stop.

[UnknownError]

124.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

2 hours ago was 4 days..
Back to 0 again..

[Magenta]

1 or 2?

[AppealToReason]

00000000

[Megson]

I made it to day 13. Today was supposed to be my two week mark, but I screwed up. Stupid school. I hate myself...

Day 0.

[Love.Hate]

One week :)

[FullyAlive]

One week :)


Well done! I'm proud :3

[Love.Hate]

Thanks Louise :)

Keep going guys!

[Infidelitas]

EDIT: Day 0. God, I made such a mess.

I've cut deeper but never this much. I don't know what to do. I just want to cut again.

Its okay hun xx. Get yourself strong again, and shake the nasty habit. Im always here when you need me xxx <3333333


Day 95. I cant believe that was that long ago.

[PoseidonX43]

day 1.. hope i can at leat get one week in :/

[Love.Hate]

Day 8

Gosh haven't been this long is ages.

[Jimmy Page]

day 10

[UnknownError]

128 I think.

[Megson]

Day 1.

[Magenta]

I've lost track but awhile...
(Prolly not that long but it feels like it.)

[Fiction]

After midnight, day 15. I guess today wasn't the easiest, but when I had my worst urges I wasn't anywhere I could do it.

[morbidmonkey]

day 1, seems like a long time

[bakrb448]

...was 17
and now as of 57min ago. day 0

[Kaius]

8 months 16 days

[georgiamay]

After midnight, day 15. I guess today wasn't the easiest, but when I had my worst urges I wasn't anywhere I could do it.

Keep going Kathy! :D
You know where I am :hug:

[Love.Hate]

Nine, keep going everyone<3

[Jimmy Page]

day 11

[UnknownError]

129 days. 21 more til my 2011 target...

[PoseidonX43]

day 1

EDIT: i fucked up, i cut.. day 0...

[Jimmy Page]

day 12

[Love.Hate]

Day 10

wow.

[UnknownError]

130 days.

[georgiamay]

Day 107.

[FullyAlive]

Day 10

wow.

Keep going thats amazing Fran well done :hug:

[moon_lit_angel]

5 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm not going to make it through the night :'(

[georgiamay]

5 MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm not going to make it through the night :'(

You've made it so far, you can make it through tonight!
You know where I am, PM me anytime :hug3:

[Magenta]

One week. o_O When did this happen?

I've had the urges and my week has been, by no means, not stressful... I've just been too exhausted to bother, I guess.

[moon_lit_angel]

You've made it so far, you can make it through tonight!
You know where I am, PM me anytime :hug3:


I'm not going to he broke my heart a week ago and he's just broken it again because he's got a new girlfriend 4 days after breaking up with me :'(

[Magenta]

It's after midnight so... day 8.

Only reason why is because I'm too tired to get up to get a blade. I'd rather just lie here and stare at the wall until I cry.

[Life_On_The_Line]

51 days... It seems like the counselling is working... For now...

Well done to everyone else, Keep strong guys! <3

[FuzzyLittleNightmare]

23 days without cutting! I can't believe it, I've never gone this long before...the urge is so strong though

[Love.Hate]

Keep going thats amazing Fran well done :hug:

Thankyou Louise :D <3

day 11

[LifeisLife]

day5. threw away the scissors today.

[Megson]

Day 0.

Oh, well...

[AppealToReason]

0...
5 days ruined...

[Magenta]

Day 9, not that it means anything.

[georgiamay]

Day 9, not that it means anything.

It means a lot Jo, it really does. :hug:

[Love.Hate]

-12

Feel like shit :(

[Magenta]

It means a lot Jo, it really does. :hug:

Gaaah, back at 0. >_< I almost got to 10.

Wish I'd seen this earlier, Georgia. :hug3: Well, I made it that far when I was least expecting it. Time to try again.

[UnknownError]

132.

[AppealToReason]

My VT anniversary today...
Don't know whether that is a good or bad thing...
Anyways, day 0.

[morbidmonkey]

day 0 going down the dark path again o.0

[xXl0sth0peXx]

day 0.. and it was a bad one..

[Fiction]

Day 19, but it's been so close the last few days ><

[anonymous53]

Day 1

[FullyAlive]

Day 19, but it's been so close the last few days ><

That's really good kathy you're doing amazingly! :hug3: <3

[Love.Hate]

Day 13 I think

[UnknownError]

133, keep going everyone.

[Bath]

Day 0.

[Magenta]

Day 1 (since getting high doesn't count). Angry with myself. This should have been day 10.

[RustyRockets]

So this is Day (and hour) zero. It's also the first time I've ever even thought to find a place with other people in my situation. Thank you all for being here x

[AppealToReason]

So this is Day (and hour) zero. It's also the first time I've ever even thought to find a place with other people in my situation. Thank you all for being here x

Welcome, Rusty. Glad to see your feeling comfortable here, just hate that it had to be in this section of the forums...

Day 0.

[RustyRockets]

Thank you, really.
See you for Day 1

[UnknownError]

134. Put it in the back of my phone for the first time in forever today. Then I dropped my phone and Im sure Hannah saw it but I honestly dont care really.

[Love.Hate]

Two weeks.

[Megson]

Day 2.

Hm. Feel like it should be longer. I have hardly any 'fresh' cuts. Most of them are pretty much healed, besides one on my stomach... Also, my pain tolerance seems to be diminishing :\
I wonder if that should be a good thing or not.

[georgiamay]

Day 111.

[RustyRockets]

Day 0 (or sorta day 1) for the second night running. But tomorrow will be 1 I think/hope

[PoseidonX43]

day 2

[moon_lit_angel]

5 months 4 days :/

[Love.Hate]

Day 15.. seeing psych soon

[PoseidonX43]

day 3

[LifeisLife]

day 1, hope they fade/heal miraculously fast as we're having a "fun family vacation" and leaving tomorrow. :/

[Fiction]

21 days, 3 weeks :)

[Kaius]

21 days, 3 weeks :)

I'm so proud of you Kaths, well done x

[PoseidonX43]

day 4

[Magenta]

Day 3.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Congrats to everyone, & keep going; you all can do it. <3

Day 0.. Should be day 3.. but nope.. :\

[xdancing_for_rainx]

^^Keep trying :) Perhaps you'll make it even past day 3 this time around.

Think the longest I've gone in the past few weeks is 2 days. Day 0 though, for a while.

[Megson]

Day 4. Been doing well lately. Nothing bad going on. I can deal with school stress as long as nothing else goes wrong.

[moon_lit_angel]

5 months 5 days

[Just-a-girl]

I am at day 6 I have never made it past day 7, I'm trying so hard :/!

[PoseidonX43]

Day 5

[Magenta]

Day 4, I guess.

[moon_lit_angel]

5 months 6 days

I was so close to snapping, and now I have him to help me :)

[Love.Hate]

17 really want to beat my 40 day record so much




Edit- day 0

[georgiamay]

Day 114.

[Magenta]

One more decoration for my wrist.

0.

[ShadowGirl]

2 weeks :)

[secretly_secret]

Day 0. :(

[UnknownError]

138 days. :o

[Love.Hate]

I guess it's still only day one. I hate this day so much.

[Magenta]

Still zero.

[moon_lit_angel]

21 weeks or 5 months 1 week

[Megson]

Day 6!

I'm dealing with stress and frustration better. And part of the reason I'm going so long is because my new instrument hurts twice as bad as my old one... Unless I'm really upset, I don't need that much pain.

[Magenta]

God, day 0 again.

Make it stop. >_<

[Weeping]

Zero.

[Dark_Desires]

3-4 days of 1 month guess im getting better

[Love.Hate]

Day 2

[UnknownError]

139 days shitshit shit shit sjitt shiiiit

[Love.Hate]

139 days shitshit shit shit sjitt shiiiit

Keep going mr! your doing so well :)

-day 3

[LifeisLife]

2 weeks gone to shit. >.< i wish we could just talk again. :'(

back to 0.

[Magenta]

Day... one? Maybe tonight? Maybe?

[UnknownError]

140. You too Fran.

[Megson]

Day 8, I believe? Or Day 0.

I've been 'scratching' without drawing blood... But I don't like to count those.
Anyways, I feel like I'll probably fall back to 0 tonight anyways. Life has been triggering. School is so stressful and lonesome.

[Magenta]

Never mind. 0 again. Getting discouraged. Everyday, I'm getting worse.

[georgiamay]

Day 118.

[Love.Hate]

Day four :)

[districtnowhere]

0 yaay :/

[anonymous53]

Day 0. SAT scores were too low. Won't get into college, won't become succesful, life crashing down tube. Fuck it *Gives up*

[Jimmy Page]

day 0 again,getting tired of this shit

[Megson]

Day 0. Terrible day at school. It seemed like everyone was going out of their way to leave me out and treat me like shit.

I hate where I live.

[UnknownError]

141. Keep going everyone.

[FullyAlive]

141. Keep going everyone.

Wow. Well done! :D

[xXl0sth0peXx]

day 0..

i see no point in even bothering anymore..

[Bath]

Day 0.

Woke up with a bad panic attack, and Spencer wouldn't answer his phone. I felt like I was going to pass out from hyperventilating, I couldn't take it anymore.

[Love.Hate]

Day five

[Jimmy Page]

day 1,i doubt ill make it through the rest of the day :/
Keep going everyone,you can make it :)

[UnknownError]

142.

Wow. Well done! :D

thank you. (:

[RustyRockets]

It must be a week and I'm feeling good!

[georgiamay]

120 days.

[UnknownError]

143 Ohmagawd

[Bath]

Day 1.


:)

[goneghost]

Day 10.

[Bath]

Never mind, back to day 0.

[Love.Hate]

After midnight. Day 7

[RustyRockets]

Day 0, Hour 0 ARGH I'm pissed off with myself, was feeling good! :s

[Iris]

2 days. Yay me. I won't last this week, guaranteed.

[AppealToReason]

0. Bleh

[Magenta]

Day 2.

[Kaius]

9 months today

[Fiction]

9 months today

I'm so proud of you Aaron :)

[FullyAlive]

9 months today

So that's amazing. Well done! :D

[Kaius]

I'm so proud of you Aaron :)

So that's amazing. Well done! :D

Thank you :)

[OnlyByTheNight.]

A very long 5 days.

[Ambrosia]

Day 4.

[trooneh]

9 months today

That really is amazing. Keep up the great work. It's inspiration for everyone. :)

[Magenta]

Day 3 or something? Er, lost track recently.

[trooneh]

Day 3 or something? Er, lost track recently.

Keep it up, Jo! I know you can make it a week. <3

[UnknownError]

144.

Well done Aaron. :3

[Megson]

Day 2, I think..? Maybe day 3.

Hope I can survive school this week. I'm so invisible...

[trooneh]

144.

Well done Aaron. :3
Keep it up, Connor. Almost to a half a year!

Day 2, I think..? Maybe day 3.

Hope I can survive school this week. I'm so invisible...

You can do it. You aren't invisible, people care that you don't even realize care. We all care, here.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

day 0.. ow.

[Kaius]

144.

Well done Aaron. :3

Thank you :) You're doing really well Connor keep going!

[ShadowGirl]

Day 1. Starting over again

[secretly_secret]

Day 2, and soon it may be day 0.

[Magenta]

Zero.

[trooneh]

Zero.


Jo, look at it as having a clean slate again now. Try to challenge yourself: How long can you make it without having to self-harm? You have me here to support you. You know how to get a hold of me.

[Alexithymia]

I know that this is going to suck as a post, and that it'll probably get removed, but I just have to post it.

It's been to long. I can't even remember now. But the sad truth is that it's probably only been 1 or 2 weeks.

[goneghost]

Day 1.

[Love.Hate]

Well done Aaron! That's fantastic :3

Day eight

[Bath]

Day 2. -deep breath-

[Malcolm Tucker]

Zero. Ugh.

[LifeisLife]

day 1.

[Megson]

Daaay 4, I believe? But its only monday, sooo...

[Love.Hate]

Zero. Ugh.

:hug:

Day nine

[Bath]

If I make it through today, day 3.

[xXl0sth0peXx]

Zero. Ugh.


awww -hugs-


day 0.. meh.

[UnknownError]

146. Nearly cracked last night.

[secretly_secret]

Day 0. I am a failure in life.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Still 0.

[trooneh]

146. Nearly cracked last night.
That's great that you didn't, Connor. :)
Day 0. I am a failure in life.
You're not a failure. You're far from a failure. Never tell yourself that you're a failure because it is a lie.
Still 0.
If you ever need to talk, Michael, you can message me, okay?

[Sadworld]

Like the idea :) Day 0

[Magenta]

Zero.

I don't think I'll ever have a day one again.