Non Self Harm Calendar!

[xdancing_for_rainx]

^^Wow, that's great :)

Starting day 9. Not sure if it'll last though...

[Brokeandbetrayed]

^ good job, keep going. Day 4.

[Infidelitas]

Day 61

[Skyhawk]

Day 9

Starting to feel generally happier, apart from the occasional psychotic episode.

[LittlePaperStars]

day one, once again :)

[Magenta]

Day 1.

[Amaryllis]

Day 3? Tomorrow's my birthday woo. Great. I'm getting old.

EDIT: Day 2 sorry

[HeroesAndCons]

Month 7 (ithink)

[xdancing_for_rainx]

^Nice :)

Day 0. Knew it.

[Weeping]

9 hours.

[UnknownError]

95 days. 55 moar til my 2011 target...

[Love.Hate]

Day 3

[CyanideGoodnight]

According to him I'm on day 10! :)

keep going loves! :hug: <333

[georgiamay]

Day 72.

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 5. It's getting easier.

[Weeping]

23 hours. Not sure that I'll get to 24. ._.

[bobby1273]

day 4, don't know how long it will last though.

[Love.Hate]

As its after midnight, day 4.

[chriswill100]

cut free since yes2day and smokin helps anall

[Skyhawk]

I've lost count and I don't feel like going to the previous page to see what day I'm on.

Possibly Day 10?

[Infidelitas]

Day 61

[Amaryllis]

Day 4 and it's my birthday! :)

[anonymous53]

Two months...


I need her. I'm so close to day 0. I can't stop crying. :| God I'm such a fucking failure.

[Magenta]

Day 0.

Somehow I'm still alive... ):

[anonymous53]

Does punching myself count as day 0? :|
If not 2 months and 1 day... :|

[georgiamay]

Day 73.
Still shocked :eek:

[Weeping]

1 day 11 hours? Would've done it at night though if I wasn't crying and stuff until I seriously couldn't move. Though I've been pinching myself with a needle all day, but I won't count that.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Still day 0.

And I really don't care anymore.

[Dark_Desires]

1 hour till 6 days harm free

[LifeisLife]

Day 22. :D I have the urge to almost every minute of the day, but i manage not to somehow.

[Weeping]

And it's down to zero again. Years, months, weeks, days, hours, minutes, seconds. Zero.

[Magenta]

I slept but I can't bring myself to make it day 1.

[Twistember]

Day 14. And counting.

[Skyhawk]

Day 0

[Amaryllis]

3 in the morning and who gives a damn! ZERO ZERO ZERO!!!!

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 5

[goneghost]

Day 1.

[moon_lit_angel]

106 days He loves me :O

[Magenta]

106 days He loves me :O

That is brilliant, Sandra! Keep going! ^_^

[moon_lit_angel]

That is brilliant, Sandra! Keep going! ^_^


thank you :)

[Weeping]

A few seconds.

[Infidelitas]

Day 64 I believe

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 1.

[Iris]

Day 5ish. My arm needs time to heal.

[Amaryllis]

One. My thumb hurts from yesterday. I think I twisted it.

[georgiamay]

Day 74.

[Love.Hate]

Edit- day 0 :(

[Amaryllis]

Day 0. I don't want to stop.

[Weeping]

Soon 18 hours.

[Love.Hate]

Soon 18 hours.

Keep going!! :)

Day 0. I don't want to stop.

You feel like that now sweetie, but you also don't want this forever. Try to make it day one tomorrow, you know it's not worth it.

:hug:

[Weeping]

About 19 hours.

[UnknownError]

97 days. :)

[Jimmy Page]

0 days

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 0

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 6

[Weeping]

21,5 hours.

[moon_lit_angel]

107 days. im giving up :( He broke my heart </3

[georgiamay]

107 days. im giving up :( He broke my heart </3

Keep going, don't give up! You've got so far already :hug3:

[anonymous53]

107 days. im giving up :( He broke my heart </3

Don't give up Sandra *hug* You've made it so far. Don't let him determine your happiness :)


Day Uh I guess it'd be like 66? *Bad with math in months*

2 months and 2 days

[DoctorWho]

day 24

[CyanideGoodnight]

Um... Day 13.... :/

Keep going loves!!!!!!!!! <3 :hug:

[UnknownError]

98 daays.

[Amaryllis]

Day 1! I'll go further this time

[Weeping]

1 day, 11 hours, 30 minutes. <- Something like that.

[Love.Hate]

Day 1. Seeing the psych today :/

[Amaryllis]

Good luck, Fran! I'm seeing the school counselor and a new psychiatrist this Friday.

I finally told someone I cut. I even showed her the scars. But that was only because she started scratching. I wanted her to know she wasn't alone. I'll help her. She'll stop. She'll do better than us. I didn't have someone there for me. She does. She will.

[Love.Hate]

Good luck, Fran! I'm seeing the school counselor and a new psychiatrist this Friday.

I finally told someone I cut. I even showed her the scars. But that was only because she started scratching. I wanted her to know she wasn't alone. I'll help her. She'll stop. She'll do better than us. I didn't have someone there for me. She does. She will.

Thanks Z! Good luck to you too, and well done for helping your friend. That's a lovely and hard thing to do :hug:

[Infidelitas]

65 Days.

[Amaryllis]

Yeah and it's brave of you to tell someone, even a professional, you cut. I've never been able to. I'm just so scared they'll judge.

Wow, that's amazing, Charlie! Well done! So proud of you :D

EDIT: God, I'm so ashamed to say this... Tripe day 0. I don't even know why I did it... But it was so shallow. Too shallow but I'm scared my mum'll find out. But it was shallow. That makes it okay, right? I didn't starve or binge today. What else am I meant to do with myself?

[georgiamay]

Day 75 :eek:

[goneghost]

Day 0.

[Magenta]

It's about to be day 0. Only way to make this stop hurting.

[LifeisLife]

It's almost day 25. :D (in about an hour and a half) school is really triggering to cut, but i think i can manage with the friends i have and now having new understanding of how much i mean to them. (:

Nathuagyn, please dont, you know that you'll only feel worse afterwards, and if you do resist the urge dont you also get that great feeling that you could do it and resist?

[Magenta]

Nathuagyn, please dont, you know that you'll only feel worse afterwards, and if you do resist the urge dont you also get that great feeling that you could do it and resist?

I couldn't feel worse anyway and I don't get that feeling. Just more misery because I couldn't cut.

[Megson]

Day one. The first of many, hopefully!

Trying to take charge of my cutting again before it gets out of hand.

[bobby1273]

day 0 ...

[Brokeandbetrayed]

1 week

[moon_lit_angel]

Keep going, don't give up! You've got so far already :hug3:

Thanks

Don't give up Sandra *hug* You've made it so far. Don't let him determine your happiness :)

Hard not too... :(



Oh well day 109 :/ Move to Limerick in 8 hours for college.. Here we go again

[ShadowGirl]

No cuts today so far

[Skyhawk]

Right when I hit day 2. :(

Day 0

I want this emotional pain to stop. :(

[Amaryllis]

Day 1. I'll do it this time. Really, I will.

Keep going everyone. Faith and trust. Hugs, Jo <3

[Magenta]

Day 1. I'll do it this time. Really, I will.

Keep going everyone. Faith and trust. Hugs, Jo <3

You can do it, hun. <3

[anonymous53]

Day 0.... I don't want to stop anymore. I missed this feeling.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 1. Actually pretty surprised...

[Love.Hate]

Day 0.... I don't want to stop anymore. I missed this feeling.

Come on, pick yourself back up. You know you don't want this forever. You may have missed the feeling, but one day you will forget this feeling because you won't "need" it. :hug:

- day 2

[Infidelitas]

66 days

[Kaius]

30 weeks 5 days/228 days

[Amaryllis]

Day 1 still. I hurt myself because what I really want to do is hurt others.

I want to kill my mother. All her relatives. My father. I need to tell my new psychiatrist. But I don't to. I want them to suffer. I want them to die.

[Magenta]

Day 0.

Decided that before school is a bad time to do it though... gah.

[Weeping]

2 days 15 hours.

Well except for like scratching/pinching with keys and needles during school, but for some reason i can't count that for myself.

[UnknownError]

99! :eek:

[Jimmy Page]

day 1

[Weeping]

2 days, 21 hours. <- Kinda.

[Love.Hate]

99! :eek:

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :hug:

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 8

[Megson]

If I can get through today, then 2 days.

I have like 10 cuts on my stomach, and they're starting to heal. I think I'll miss them when they're gone...

[moon_lit_angel]

110 days

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 0. Lovely.

[Amaryllis]

Come on, michael. You can do it. You have a huge support group.

Day 2

[Infidelitas]

Day 66

[Skyhawk]

Day 1

I want to be hit by a car. Hard.

[anonymous53]

Day 1, I think I can do it

[Magenta]

Day 1, I think I can do it

Yes, you can. :)

[AppealToReason]

Day 0.
Couldn't do it I guess... writing that essay just made me feel so...bad.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 2. But not doing so strong... don't think it'll last.

[LifeisLife]

Day 26 now, but the pressure and urges are getting bigger and stronger every day. :/ school is too triggering. :(

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 0.

[UnknownError]

100! :d

[Love.Hate]

Day 66

Keep going, your doing great :)

- day 3 :'(

[Magenta]

Day 1... for now. :/

[anonymous53]

Day 2. Keep going Jocelyn, you can do it.

[goneghost]

Day 1.

[Kaius]

7 months 17 days

[Megson]

Day 3.

Not bad, but I'm not sure how much longer I can last.

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 9

[Skyhawk]

Day 2

--

[AppealToReason]

Woah, 36 minutes until it's a year since I started cutting (sept 10, my obsession with intervals of 5 shows...). Crazy, don't know if I'm happy or upset that I've gotten worse over the time...
Don't think I'm making it past day 1 tonight.

[Amaryllis]

day 3.

come on, michael. you can do this.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

And day 0 still...

[Infidelitas]

Day 67

[sandyrip1]

And day 0 still...
Don't say still today is a new day and I know everybody can stop cutting I use to cut like every few hours (2 years ago) now i've been cut free for 428 days :D:D You just have to believe you're worth the effort to stop cutting. Believe that you can and anything you do you will succeed and whoever puts you down just write like a journal or something it's a great way to vent anger or what I like to do is play a sport I play (football basketball baseball) I am to busy playing sports to cut just got to find something that you like (not cutting) and put all your effort into that

[Love.Hate]

Day 4

[sandyrip1]

Day 4

Great job fran keep it up everybody knows you can don't give in its hard but totally worth it to stop! I know you can do it fran!

[Love.Hate]

Great job fran keep it up everybody knows you can don't give in its hard but totally worth it to stop! I know you can do it fran!

Awwwh thankyou that's really sweet :)

[Kaius]

7 months 18 days

[Aubrie]

1 year, 10 months today. 669 days.

I can't wait for the 2 year mark!!! :D But it worries me that I still have urges sometimes. I worry that I'll never be 100% free. I mean, they aren't anywhere near as strong as they used to be, but ugh.

[sandyrip1]

But it worries me that I still have urges sometimes.
Every living person that cuts has urges even if they quit doing it 5 years ago as long as they remember it in the back of there head the urges keep coming stop thinkin about cutting which i understand you don't think about it but worrying makes the urges stronger just don't worry about it

[LifeisLife]

Day 28. :D

[georgiamay]

Day 78.

[Fiction]

Going to go with 32 days, because I think it's that. I can't remember exactly but definatly around then.

[Love.Hate]

Day 0. Humpf.

Keep going everyone! You should all be really proud of yourselves :D

[Malcolm Tucker]

zero.

[sandyrip1]

Day 0. Humpf.
Tomorrow is a new day I know you can break this fran Today I almost cut after more then a year and 50 something days just takes strength I know you have it fran day one is relatively easy day 2-5 are the hardest make it through those and i'm sure you can do it gorgeous just remember how far you've made it and how much better you'll feel about yourself the world loves you and will help you through this no matter what even if you cut again your still you and thats all that matters YOU CAN DO IT FRAN JUST BELIEVE WE LOVE YOU

[Skyhawk]

Day 0

I'm sorry.

[sandyrip1]

Day 0

I'm sorry.

Don't be sorry I am sorry I didn't support you as much as i should not in the greatest of space and haven't been the help i usually am :(

[Megson]

Day 4.

Almost cut today, managed to stop myself. Still, the razors are there in the bathroom, mocking me.

[sandyrip1]

feel like shit done so much to try to stop cutting and I cut bye bye over a year cut free day 0

[xdancing_for_rainx]

feel like shit done so much to try to stop cutting and I cut bye bye over a year cut free day 0

As you supported everyone else- it's great you got over a year(: Something to be proud of, I think. You can always try again.

Day 0.

[Amaryllis]

4 days! ^_^

Come on, michael. This is a help site for a reason. Don't do it alone. We're here for you. I'm just a message away. :kisscheek:

Keep it up, everyone!

[Infidelitas]

Day 68

[Love.Hate]

Keep going guys, if any of you need to talk just drop me a message. Your not alone! :hug:

-another day 0 :(

[Weeping]

10-20 min, I think.

[AppealToReason]

Heard my mom call me her "freak son".
Not sure why it's affecting me so much...not sure why she likes to make fun of me because I like bugs and fish rather than dogs and cats...don't think I'm making it to day two.

[ShadowGirl]

Day 1... again. This is getting old. Why can't I go more than 3 days? :(

[georgiamay]

Day 79.

[FullyAlive]

2 weeks 4 days
Ehhh it's going ok. >.<

[Jimmy Page]

4 days

[Fourth Dimension]

i am proud to announce thats its been 365 days 1 year =) and i know the rest of you can do it too dont give up if you ever need anyone to talk to message me ill listen

[OnlyByTheNight.]

suppose its been almost a month now. =/

[Twistember]

Day 20 and still going strong. That one person really changed my life.

[anonymous53]

Day 4.

[Skyhawk]

Day 0 still.

Someone please stab me in the face with a blunt dagger until I bleed to death.
~Thank You!~

[Megson]

5 days.

I don't think I'll last tomorrow. School is just too much for me...

[sandyrip1]

5 days.

I don't think I'll last tomorrow. School is just too much for me...

you can do [email protected]#[email protected]#$

[Brokeandbetrayed]

day 10?

[xdancing_for_rainx]

0

yup.

[Infidelitas]

day 69

[Amaryllis]

Day 5! Yay, my happy number. Come on, michael. You can do this. Your mum's a douche. You're a great son.

Wow, Charlie, you're doing absolutely amazing! Thanks for +rep, btw :) I love getting rep haha <3

[Weeping]

Day 1.

[LifeisLife]

It's day 29 now. (:

[xDarkAngelx]

Day 0...Couple of hours.

[Love.Hate]

suppose its been almost a month now. =/

Keep going! thats fantastic :)

Day one

[SinisterMystery]

Coming up three weeks.
The frustration is killing me.

[UnknownError]

103 days. :3

[Weeping]

Zero. Zero. ZERO.

[Magenta]

Day 4 until I just give up anyway.

[Infidelitas]

Day 70

[sandyrip1]

Day one

yea fran you can do it!

[Malcolm Tucker]

2 or 3 days.

[Skyhawk]

Day 1

I'm rather pleased with my bruises o.O

[SinisterMystery]

I slipped. I cut my hand today :/

[Kaius]

7 months 21 days

[Amaryllis]

Yesterday was just light cutting so... Not counting it.

Six :D

[Weeping]

About 14 hours?

[Love.Hate]

Day 2 :/

[sandyrip1]

day 2 :/

yea fran!

[LifeisLife]

day 30. :) the pressure getting more and more but i'm not planning on giving up easily. unless my parents say something like they did this weekend, i wont cut.

[anonymous53]

Day 6 I think

[Weeping]

A few seconds.

[Megson]

I'm not sure if I should count last night. It was hardly a scratch...

Day six if I just forget that. Day 0 if I count it...

[ShadowGirl]

Not 100% sure, but I think it's day 3

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 1.

Still not in a state to care whether or not I harm.

[Infidelitas]

Day Seventy-One

[Amaryllis]

A week? Yay!

You're doing so well, Charlie! :D

[moon_lit_angel]

4 Months 1 Day!!!!!!!!

[Magenta]

Day 6.

[UnknownError]

105.

[Love.Hate]

Day three.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 0. Gave up earlier this morning.

[anonymous53]

Day 6.

I'm really proud of you :) Keep on going. 1 week.

[Kaius]

7 months 22 days

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 0

[Brokeandbetrayed]

2 weeks i think. about to break though...

[SinisterMystery]

Day one.

[Skyhawk]

I hit Day 0 two days ago, however the Internet was unusually slow and wouldn't load VT.

Day 2

My friends actually care about me, I'm loving it. :')

[bobby1273]

day 4 i suppose

[Amaryllis]

8 days.

Connor and kaius, y'all are doing so well!

People on day 0, you'll go further next time.

Everyone else, keep it up :)

[Magenta]

One week... or zero if I crash.

[Weeping]

13 hours.

[Infidelitas]

72 days