Non Self Harm Calendar!

[Infidelitas]

Day 47?

[Magenta]

Day 0.

My social anxiety won.

[LifeisLife]

day 9. :D

[Amaryllis]

I hate my mother. I want her to die. I want to jump off a roof and take her down with me. I'm fat and ugly and stupid.

Day 0

[UnknownError]

85 days...

[moon_lit_angel]

13 weeks :/

[Skyhawk]

Day 0.

I just can't do it. >,<

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 33. I had a bad fall a few days ago and have a lot of accidental cuts, and they mock me and tempt me to make more... I miss it.

Anyway, keep going everyone, pick yourself up if you broke, I heard at the end of this long painful annoying shitty road to recovery is stability, and I don't know about you, but to me, that sounds like the best thing in the world at this point :hug:

[georgiamay]

Day 60.

[Bath]

Day 2. I'm going to see if I can make it for a week. At the least. :)
Keep going you guys<3

[xdancing_for_rainx]

still at 0...

[Infidelitas]

48 Days

[Love.Hate]

Day 12. So close to breaking.

[fenrirdies]

day 1

[Skyhawk]

Technically day -4, I can't stop. :(

Day 0

[Amaryllis]

Day 1.

[Magenta]

Day 1.

[CyanideGoodnight]

FUCK! Day zero. There's no fucking way in hell that was fully an accident... I wanted it and even did it again... I broke... this was comming for a while and I officially broke... I'm sorry everyone :(

[Amaryllis]

Double day 0.

[Love.Hate]

Day 0. How pathetic.

[Amaryllis]

Day 0. How pathetic.

You're not pathetic, Fran. If you stumble, make it part of your dance.

[LifeisLife]

Day 10. :D longest i've ever gone since i started! :D

[Punk_Kid]

one day but thats because I couldnt get the razor blades out of the razor.

[UnknownError]

86 days.

[georgiamay]

Day 61.

[Love.Hate]

You're not pathetic, Fran. If you stumble, make it part of your dance.

I actually loved that, i will make it part of my dance and try to keep going. Its all i can do. Keep strong sweetheart and thankyou :hug:

Day 10. :D longest i've ever gone since i started! :D

Wow keep going thats excellent!! :D

[DoctorWho]

day 7

[Kaius]

28 weeks 4 days for me, 50 days for Kathy :) Im so proud of her

[FuzzyLittleNightmare]

Day 2...but I think tomorrow will be back to day 0...got some bad news today...trying hard to hold off but I don't think its gonna happen...

[Love.Hate]

28 weeks 4 days for me, 50 days for Kathy :) Im so proud of her

Thats amazing, keep it up.. Both of you!!! :D

[Malcolm Tucker]

Back to day 0.

[Skyhawk]

Day...1?

A bit unstable right now, who knows what I would do... -'-

[Love.Hate]

Right day one, and the trying starts all over again.

[Infidelitas]

Day 49

[LifeisLife]

Day 11. :D

[Dark_Desires]

day 1

[Magenta]

Day 3.

[UnknownError]

86 days.
Keep going everywun! :)

[Love.Hate]

Awwh wow arent you all doing amazingly! Keep going everyone :hug:

[Weeping]

Uhm.. About.. 1 h 30 min? I think.

[Punk_Kid]

Day two until tonight probably:/

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day... one. I shouldn't have cut. It wasn't worth it... I fucked everything up now, and he's most likely going to break up with me soon, and I was told to stop counting days but it's the only thing I have if he does... and... just... FUCK :(

[goneghost]

day 21. :)

[FuzzyLittleNightmare]

Day 0...I gave in...I suck...

[xDarkAngelx]

Day 0...about 15 minutes I think...

[Infidelitas]

Day 50

[DoctorWho]

Day 8 and the mark went away :D

[Infidelitas]

Day 8 and the mark went away :D
Thats good. My last one left a scar :/

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Going on day 2. Only because I thought I had a medical procedure tomorrow, which is instead scheduled for next week.
So, probably not gonna stay that way.

[Magenta]

Likely going to be day 0. Will update this later if it is.

EDIT: Debating whether or not punching myself in the knee counts as day 0.

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

day 0. I'm kinda scared, it's the deepest i've ever gone... O.o

[Skyhawk]

Wow, right when I hit day 2.
I want to die. I dont care how.

Day 0

[CyanideGoodnight]

Thats good. My last one left a scar :/

Same... well... my last one before the last one...

Day two...

Oh right. No counting... eh... what they don't know won't hurt me :p

keep going loves <3

[Magenta]

Day 0.

[Weeping]

11 hours.

[Dark_Desires]

day 2

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 0.

[Love.Hate]

Day 2.

[screamtobeheard]

Day 1.

[Malcolm Tucker]

still day 0

[Weeping]

About 20 hours.

[UnknownError]

87 days fuqfuqfuq.

[DoctorWho]

Thats good. My last one left a scar :/

Oh sorry day 9

[goneghost]

22 days.

[Weeping]

24h 30min.

[Lucy the looney]

Congratulations everyone on getting so far

Even 1 day is a good starting step


Much love from me,you all do so good

[Weeping]

Nvm, a few seconds.

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

i know how little it may mean to some of us but i think we can do it! :) keep going, push a little longer :hug:

[Infidelitas]

Day 51

[theUsualSuspecT]

8 hours.. :(

[fenrirdies]

about to be day 0 my step dad is an ass

[fenrirdies]

=_= day 0

[Magenta]

Day 0 and it hurts so much.

I enjoy it...

[Love.Hate]

Day 3 :)

[Amaryllis]

Day 2.

I want everyone I've met in person to go to hell. Except Brandy. But everyone else can suck it.

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day three :D

Keep going everyone! <3

[Bath]

Day 6 :)

[UnknownError]

88 days.
Going to crack soon, I know. Last night I stole some plasters and found out where all the cleaning stuff was incase I go deep...

[DoctorWho]

Day 10

[xDarkAngelx]

About 4 hours maybe.

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

day 2

[Infidelitas]

Day 52..

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

day 0 again

[screamtobeheard]

Day 2.

[Amaryllis]

Day 3? 4?

[Dark_Desires]

Its now day 4 for me

[Magenta]

It was almost a one but... 0.

[Love.Hate]

Day 4 and now it's starting to get harder.

[xktx]

19 days :D xx

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day four is it? I think so. Keep going loves, you can do it, I have faith in you guys <3

[UnknownError]

89. bleh

[DoctorWho]

Day 11

[Weeping]

Uhm.. About.. 21 hours 30 minutes? I think.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

9 days pour moi.

[xDarkAngelx]

Day 0...or about 10 minutes...

[Painted_Indian_Horse]

day 1

[Infidelitas]

Day 53.... Cant believe its been so long

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 2, I think.

And for once I actually think it might stay that way :)

[Amaryllis]

4? I think.

[Love.Hate]

Day 5

[AppealToReason]

0...right before school too...

[Amaryllis]

0...right before school too...

Pick yourself, hun. Things'll be okay.

[Weeping]

About 39 hours. I think.

[fenrirdies]

3 days

[moon_lit_angel]

3 and a half months/99 days/14weeks :/

[Kaius]

29 weeks 2 days for me

[DoctorWho]

Day 12 but I am starting to stress out

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day1...

[Skyhawk]

Day 4

[CyanideGoodnight]

Just got through a kinda tough time without a scratch on me. Still on day... erm... whatever. Five? Huzzah!

Keep going loves <3

[Love.Hate]

Day 6.

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 0 again..dangit.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 4 :)

[Infidelitas]

55 days?

[LifeisLife]

Day 15 :D

[xktx]

22 days :) xx

[Amaryllis]

Day 5 :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

day 0. Again.

[Weeping]

63 hours?

[LittlePaperStars]

^It's okay, everyone crashes. I do it all the time :P
6 days.

[Love.Hate]

day 0. Again.

:hug:


still day 6 for me.

[Infidelitas]

Fifty six days

[CyanideGoodnight]

^ Holy fuck that's a long time. You're nearly at 60 good job!

Day six?

Keep going loves <3 :hug:

[UnknownError]

90 days. :3

[smithy94]

about 11 hours, i know ill crack again :/

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Going on day 5

[Brokeandbetrayed]

I keep giving in :( day 0 :/

[Love.Hate]

So As it's after midnight, day 7. That's a week :)
I can't see me keeping this up for much longer

[Magenta]

Day 3, I think.

[Amaryllis]

Day 6

[CyanideGoodnight]

Does poking myself with a needle a bunch of times for the pain count as cutting?

Eh... It's more self harm then actual cutting... and... eh...
Fuck it. It dosn't. I'll let it slide.

Day 6. I think.

[Skyhawk]

Instead of taking my insanity out on me, I've moved on to taking it out on my computer.

*doctorevilpandaface*

Day 5

[LifeisLife]

Day 17. :D worried for when school starts again though. :/

[Infidelitas]

Im about to loose it. I seriously ragequit!

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Im on the edge. I cant take it

[Magenta]

Day 4, I suppose. Woke up today wanting to cry though. Irritated and tired and likely to give up. I want to go home. :(

[Weeping]

88 hours 30 minutes? Kinda.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 0, still.

[Amaryllis]

@Michael
You can do it. Tomorrow's another day. You'll be okay. Oh that rhymed :D Remember, what may seem impossible today, may not be so tomorrow.

A week! My birthday's on Monday sooo YAY!!!

[Magenta]

Day 0.

[Love.Hate]

Day 0.

Thats okay Jo, just try again tomorrow<3

:hug:

[DoctorWho]

Day 14

[georgiamay]

68 days I think?

[smithy94]

Day 0. again :'(

[LifeisLife]

Day 18. :D

[Infidelitas]

I don't know how I managed not to cut.

Im still at 58 days

[Fiction]

I think i should admit this here.

The amount of days Aaron has been posting up for me have not been right. It wasn't him lying, it was me. I'm sorry that i made you think i'd gone a lot longer than i had and i hope no one hates me for it too much >< i didn't do it to hurt anyone.

Around 2 weeks..

[Love.Hate]

I think i should admit this here.

The amount of days Aaron has been posting up for me have not been right. It wasn't him lying, it was me. I'm sorry that i made you think i'd gone a lot longer than i had and i hope no one hates me for it too much >< i didn't do it to hurt anyone.

Around 2 weeks..

Awwwh hun :hug:

Its okay, your still doing really well! Just keep on going and show us how amazing you are <3

[Skyhawk]

I think i should admit this here.

The amount of days Aaron has been posting up for me have not been right. It wasn't him lying, it was me. I'm sorry that i made you think i'd gone a lot longer than i had and i hope no one hates me for it too much >< i didn't do it to hurt anyone.

Around 2 weeks..
Not all actions speak louder than words. Your words speak louder than your actions. :hug:

As for me, Day 6.

Now how the hell am I going to pull off tomorrow SH free when I'm around everyone who made me do it in the beginning?

[Fiction]

Thanks both of you :)

AndRogue use distractions! Do something you enjoy after seeing this people :)

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 1.. Day 0-1 is the worst :/

[Infidelitas]

I think i should admit this here.

The amount of days Aaron has been posting up for me have not been right. It wasn't him lying, it was me. I'm sorry that i made you think i'd gone a lot longer than i had and i hope no one hates me for it too much >< i didn't do it to hurt anyone.

Around 2 weeks..

Why should we hate you? I'am very proud of you for telling us. No one will hate you, we love you! <3 Hugs.

Just keep up the good work

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 6 :huh:

Great job all(:

[Amaryllis]

8 days :) I don't remember going this far since my one year relapse

[Kaius]

29 weeks 5 days

[Amaryllis]

I think i should admit this here.

The amount of days Aaron has been posting up for me have not been right. It wasn't him lying, it was me. I'm sorry that i made you think i'd gone a lot longer than i had and i hope no one hates me for it too much >< i didn't do it to hurt anyone.

Around 2 weeks..

And you've gone a lot longer than some of us. 2 weeks is amazing. Soon that'll turn into 2 months, then 2 years, then 2 decades.

If you stumble, make it part of your dance.

Keep going.

[Love.Hate]

Day 8 i think

[Weeping]

A few seconds.

[xDarkAngelx]

Day 0.

[georgiamay]

Day 69.

[Infidelitas]

59 days :D

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 2:)

[DoctorWho]

Day 16 :D Stress gone

[Skyhawk]

Day 7, randomly had the urge, dunno why.

But yeah, Day 7

[Love.Hate]

Day 0. Still haven't stopped shaking and it's been like an hour and a half since I did it :(

[Brokeandbetrayed]

^ Just think of it as a new start and go as long as you can without cutting :)

[Love.Hate]

^ Just think of it as a new start and go as long as you can without cutting :)

Yeah thanks I will, like it's now a blank canvas and I'm going to paint my own picture, and try to go without again.

[Life_On_The_Line]

12 days.. Urges are a bitch though =/

[CyanideGoodnight]

Someone should shoot temptation in it's ugly ass head.

Day... 8? 9? 7? God I don't know.

Let's just say I'm on day something or other! I love you people... thanks everyone for the love and support :hug: <3

[Magenta]

Day... 1. Not sure I really want to bother. I just want the misery to stop.

[AppealToReason]

Heard some really upsetting news today...couldn't control myself.
Day 0.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 7.

Then after tomorrow, I don't know what happens.

[Love.Hate]

Day 1. Don't know if I can really be bothered.

Keep going guys!! :hug:

[Amaryllis]

Day 0.

Mother, if you're reading this and I know you are, I'm JOKING. Gosh.

[Love.Hate]

Day 0.

Mother, if you're reading this and I know you are, I'm JOKING. Gosh.

:hug:

<3

[Infidelitas]

Everyone is doing so well! <3

[moon_lit_angel]

103 days

[LifeisLife]

103 days

OMG! Great job! :D Keep going like this! :)

as for me, day 19. (:

[Jimmy Page]

day 18

[Magenta]

Day 2. o_O

[UnknownError]

93 days...

[moon_lit_angel]

Thanks Pim

You keep going too :)

[Jimmy Page]

Day 0 :( ,dont know why i even bother trying anymore.

[Brokeandbetrayed]

Day 3 :D

[anonymous53]

58 Days... :| I don't want to keep going.

[georgiamay]

Day 70 :eek:

[Magenta]

58 Days... :| I don't want to keep going.

I'm really proud of you. :hug3: You can make 60 for sure. Keep going, Robert. <3

Everyone's doing really well. :D


Also, if my thread didn't make it rather obvious, day 0. Ehhh.

[smithy94]

day 1......

[Kaius]

Now after midnight, 30 weeks

[Amaryllis]

Day 1

[Skyhawk]

Day 8

Nearly lost it four times today, and for some odd reason I feel guilty that I've made it this far... O_o

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 8 :/

[Magenta]

Double day 0? Day -1? Whatever you want to call it.

[Infidelitas]

Two Months

[moon_lit_angel]

104 days

[smithy94]

2 day, for now at least

[CyanideGoodnight]

Hmmm...I lost track. Lol day whatever it was last time + how ever many days it's been since then. lol maybe I shouldn't even bother counting :p

Keep going loves <3

[adudewhodoesdudes]

It's been about two and a half months. Although it could be less i may have just forgotten the last time. I really have just been too lazy to do it though.

[Weeping]

Day 2, I think.

[Magenta]

Sticking with day 0 'cause the last time I cut was after midnight...

[georgiamay]

Day 71.