Non Self Harm Calendar!

[xdancing_for_rainx]

^^20 days is great! Congrats :)

not anything to be proud of... 0 for me :/

[moon_lit_angel]

im so confused and lost count i think its like 62... :/

[UnknownError]

57. /:

[Harley Quinn]

11 days.

[Kaius]

6 months and a day.

[georgiamay]

Day 31.

[Magenta]

Day 1... Robert got me through somehow.

EDIT: Day 0.

[Amaryllis]

Day 2 :)

[SilentlyCrying]

Day 2 for me!

[UnknownError]

58...

[Magenta]

Still day 0.

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day four.

[morbidmonkey]

i dont even remember anymore, but quite frankly, i dont care

[xdancing_for_rainx]

day 1

...though I don't know how long this is gonna last...

[georgiamay]

Day 33.

[Life_On_The_Line]

48 days...

[UnknownError]

59 days.

[moon_lit_angel]

9 weeks 1 day

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day five...

[xdancing_for_rainx]

day 2, surprisingly...

[Amaryllis]

Yay! Day 6 :D Go me!

And go everyone else too :) Keep it up peeps :)

[Alexithymia]

Don't go me. Day 0. Burned this time. Easier to hide than a cut. >.<

[UnknownError]

60. ; 3;

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day six? Seven? Something like that. I think 6.

[Amaryllis]

@Mark
Don't give up. Keep going. You can do it. I get 0s too but we'll get back up. You're worth the effort.

[Magenta]

Day 3. o_O When did this happen?

[Ambrosia]

My last true cut was on June 20th. So. It's been, 27 days.
God, this is not an easy feat.

[UnknownError]

Day six? Seven? Something like that. I think 6.

Day 3. o_O When did this happen?

My last true cut was on June 20th. So. It's been, 27 days.
God, this is not an easy feat.

Keep going! :)

Everyone else aswell.

[moon_lit_angel]

Day 65.. i want to snap so much :(

[anonymous53]

Day 23. Keep it up Sandra, you can do it

[moon_lit_angel]

i dont know if i can amo :(

[georgiamay]

Day 34.

[flumeendeavors]

Me? I've been clean 4 months now and i want to cut more than ever.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

three days; dunno if i'll make it to four or not

[Iris]

5 hours. But I don't think I'll last long. :(

[Amaryllis]

A whole week!

Keep it up guys

[Magenta]

Well... I'll post early but... 15 minutes until day 4...

Will I make it? :S

[Syvelocin]

Day 0.

I barely even count it. It was just to feel something.

Because it's pathetic, I haven't even THOUGHT of self-harm for a long time now. And yes, it is pathetic, because I haven't even been trying to help myself. I've been letting it eat me up from the inside. And it hurts even more to go about it that way.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Day 0.

I barely even count it. It was just to feel something.

Because it's pathetic, I haven't even THOUGHT of self-harm for a long time now. And yes, it is pathetic, because I haven't even been trying to help myself. I've been letting it eat me up from the inside. And it hurts even more to go about it that way.

It's not pathetic:) It's great you didn't even think about harming for such a long time. Sounds like there could be some improvement with that; Hang in there, and keep trying!

I'm back to 0 as well >.>

[FullyAlive]

So 4 days...

[Amaryllis]

@Syvelocin,
It's amazing that you haven't been thinking about it. I can't even not think about food for 2 minutes, much less a day. I binge EVERYday. You're doing really well :) Keep going

[UnknownError]

61 days. Strong urges today. >_>

[Charlotte93]

super sorry you have urges i hope they go away, you can do it you've made it this far. Counting the minutes at twelve tonight i will have gone three weeks, this is the first time iv even made it past the first day of week two in a very long time.

[UnknownError]

^ Keep going, thats great! :)

[CyanideGoodnight]

One week. I'm aiming for at least 17 days, I might make it this time.

[moon_lit_angel]

66 days :/

[georgiamay]

After midnight, so day 36.

[Magenta]

After midnight, so day 36.

That's amazing, Georgia!

[xdancing_for_rainx]

day 1, for now

[Magenta]

Day 5 because my siblings are here. As soon as I get home later today, it'll be day 0 and I don't care.

[MilitemDilectam]

I don't cut but I really wanna give a shoutout to all you who are trying not to..and trying their best..I honestly want things to go well and for you to stop the practice..it isn't gonna easy..but hell if life was easy..none of us would be on here...

*salute*

[UnknownError]

62 days. :3

[Love.Hate]

Day 8, keep going guys!! :D

[Amaryllis]

Day 8 I think?

There should be a non-bingeing/starving calender haha

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 8, Oh my god I'm actually proud of myself.

Keep going everyone!

[moon_lit_angel]

67 days :'( Im giving up :(

[Love.Hate]

67 days :'( Im giving up :(

You have come too far to give up now! Keep going lovely :hug: your doing so well, im proud of you :D

[moon_lit_angel]

I dunno if i can :(

[Magenta]

Day 0. Giving up. This is the only thing keeping me from killing myself.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

45 days.

[Amaryllis]

@jo
I wish I was your Guardian friggin angel. You're such a great person. You don't deserve to feel this way. If I ever find a cure for depression, you'll be the first to know. Stay strong. You've come so far.

Day 8?

[Magenta]

Thanks, Z. I just... feel the opposite.

Maybe I'll make it a double day 0?

[Amaryllis]

Jo, you're worth so much more than the way you're treating yourself. Have faith that it will get better. Trust yourself. clench a rock. Scream therapy. Cry. Remember your thread. You need to show everyone it really is possible to recover.

[CyanideGoodnight]

I don't want to do this anymore. I want to give in. I'm so goddamn numb, I want to feel something. I need to keep going... but in an hour, if I make it, it will be day nine.

[anonymous53]

Day 25.

Keep going Ashley and Z, and please don't make it a double day 0 Jocelyn... Please

[moon_lit_angel]

68 :(

[Love.Hate]

68 :(

Come on, not long until 70! Hang in there Sandra :hug:

-Day 9

[moon_lit_angel]

Come on, not long until 70! Hang in there Sandra :hug:

-Day 9

im trying fran :(


Keep going hun

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 9... I'm doing this only because I don't want to let those who love me down, if not for them, I would have broken. And you people, I love you people so much <3 thank you everyone.

Keep going ♥

[Amaryllis]

Did I mention I love you people? :)

Day 8

[LifeisLife]

Day 1

[Magenta]

Day 1.

I didn't, Robert.

[UnknownError]

63 days. It's gone so fast. >_<

Come on everyone, keep trying! <3

[moon_lit_angel]

63 days. It's gone so fast. >_<

Come on everyone, keep trying! <3

it really is charlie :/

[georgiamay]

After midnight, day 38.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 9.

[Skyhawk]

Day 3...

[anonymous53]

Day 26.

[Amaryllis]

Day 9! Woot haven't gone this far since I relapsed after a year :D

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 9! Woot haven't gone this far since I relapsed after a year :D

Way to go :D

Day 10. Thanks my Shadow, wherever you are <3

[Magenta]

It's going to be day 0... once I can see through my tears.

[Love.Hate]

It's going to be day 0... once I can see through my tears.

:hug: :heart:

-Day 10

[FullyAlive]

Ok day 1.

Two week aim I really want to reach this one.

[Skyhawk]

Day 4... :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

day 10.

[Magenta]

Day 1...? Nervous to post this since it may not stick.

[Amaryllis]

@Jo
Hope.

Day 10 :)

Give yourselves a pat on the back!

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 11 in 30 minutes.... I'm nervous i won't make it. Nights are so horribly hard for me, I think about all the things I shouldn't...

EDIT: Made it, it's day 11. :/

[Love.Hate]

day 10.

Yaaaay Well done you! :D :hug:

today is day 11 i think? :confused: another nice long day to look forward too :/

[blaaaahblah]

1 year 3 months(:

[xktx]

2 weeks of no harm thanks to my two best mates :) even though mum and dad are arguing more than ever. :/

[georgiamay]

Day 39.

[Magenta]

Day 2.

I hate this.

[Skyhawk]

You will get through this :3

Day 5... The bread knife is tempting...must resist.....

[Magenta]

Day 0. I didn't cut but I was punching myself and that counts, I guess.

[Skyhawk]

Well in my opinion that's better than cutting.

Still eyeing the knives --look away...---

[CyanideGoodnight]

I've been craving it the last three days... eyeing the pocketknife... biting myself seems like an even more attractive option every second, really wanna dig my nails into my skin, it's day 12... I hate this. The more people that care, the more people I'll let down when I break, but so far, I'm hellbent on not breaking...

[Maxxie]

I've been craving it the last three days... eyeing the pocketknife... biting myself seems like an even more attractive option every second, really wanna dig my nails into my skin, it's day 12... I hate this. The more people that care, the more people I'll let down when I break, but so far, I'm hellbent on not breaking...

Oi. There's no knife in the world sharp enough to break that determination of yours. Keep going!

[CyanideGoodnight]

Oi. There's no knife in the world sharp enough to break that determination of yours. Keep going!

Thanks, you too!

[Magenta]

Definitely day 0. Tore up my leg.

[Skyhawk]

:(. Keep trying, you will succeed eventually. :)

[georgiamay]

Day 40. :eek:

[UnknownError]

65 days.

Keep going Georgia! :)

[FullyAlive]

Day 40. :eek:

:hug: omg yaaaayyyyy



Day. 2.

[Skyhawk]

Day zero.

Slammed my head very strongly into a wall a few times , nice bruise, andjammed my arm into a door a couple of times. How pleasant.

»Edit: A small cut too...:/

[The Dudeh]

I think it's about two weeks now.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 11.

[Amaryllis]

@Rogue
A wise person once said, once you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere to go but up. Keep going :)

Day 11! Yaaayyy

[rukia_yua]

day 0...back to the drawing board i guess :(

[Love.Hate]

Day 12.. these days go so slowly :(

[Skyhawk]

@Rogue
A wise person once said, once you hit rock bottom, there's nowhere to go but up. Keep going :)

Day 11! Yaaayyy
Don't feel I've hit rock bottom thought. It's yet to get worse.

[ImperfectMess]

Day 0...but I guess making the choice to at least try and stop is one thing right!

Not sure how well it will go though...I'm used to cutting up to 4 times a day :(

[Malcolm Tucker]

day 12 :(

[Love.Hate]

day 12 :(

:hug:

Day 13. Unlucky for some, probably means me.

[Iris]

almost 6 days O.O how did this happen?

[Magenta]

Day 1.

[Skyhawk]

Lets make it to two Jo! :D

Have about 9 hours or so until I make day 1, stayed up all last night. :S

[Amaryllis]

Day 12? I don't know. I don't count nail digging and biting.

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 13... *drags self through this day*

Keep going everyone!

[Amaryllis]

Day 0.

I can't do it anymore.

[UnknownError]

66. Come on Z, start again tomorrow! :)

[Magenta]

Day 2 for now.

[Skyhawk]

Day 0.

I can't do it anymore.

:hug: You can do it!

Day 2 for now.
Yay :D


Day 1 a few hours ago

[morbidmonkey]

probably like 2 or 3 weeks....i dont really care anymore

[The Dudeh]

Day 1 skgjnmegl. I just can't stop going back to cutting.

[Syvelocin]

Day 1 again.

[ShadowGirl]

2 days!!!!

[georgiamay]

Day 41.

[Love.Hate]

Just turned two weeks. Think im gonna sleep now and not ruin this.

[UnknownError]

After midnight so 67. Keep going everyone. :)

[Magenta]

Making it day 0. Don't care anymore.

[Skyhawk]

Keeptrying. :)

:hug:

If i make it to 6am tomorrow I'll have Day 2...

[judahtics]

hmmm this is an interested thread

[Malcolm Tucker]

day 13. So close to snapping.

[CyanideGoodnight]

TWO WEEKS! :D *throws confetti* I made it to two entire fucking weeks AND through the day of hell with nothing but a bit of biting (nervous habit, dosn't count) :D

... Does this mean I can break now?

[Magenta]

It had passed midnight but... still day 0. Ehhh. I tried not to this time but I just wanted to after awhile. Stupid name will scar there now.

[Amaryllis]

Thanks for the support. Keep going, everyone. You can do it.

Day 1

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Think I'm at around day 5 or something...

Though that's not gonna last for too much longer.

[FullyAlive]

Day 0 again

I don't want to try anymore it's easier this way

[Amaryllis]

Well.. This isn't self-harm but... First non-bingeing day! And day 1. I'm pretty happy :) I haven't eaten "normally" since anorexia. And my highs and lows weren't too horrible this time! So today's like... Almost disorder-free. Almost.

My mom on the other hand... I'm trying to disconnect myself from her. Her manic depression and the way she looks at me, like she either hates me or thinks I'm a hopeless nutcase... Anyway, dis-con-nect :) Day 1!

Keep it up, peeps <3 Kudos to y'all

EDIT: Day 0. I can't cope with my mother. I can't not care. I want my parents to die. I wish they gave birth to someone else. I wish I didn't exist. Changing my avatar. I'm too ugly to be seen.

[anonymous53]

One .....month.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Yup- back to day 0.

[goneghost]

Day 2.

[Skyhawk]

Day 2 12 hours ago :S

Another 12 to go to 3

Edit: Found my dads hammer...let's just say I'm bruised up now. Day 0.

[Amaryllis]

Day 1

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 15! Fucking shit this is annoying, and keep going everyone, you can do it, love you guys :hug:

[georgiamay]

Day 43.

[UnknownError]

68 days. :)

[Love.Hate]

Day 15! Fucking shit this is annoying, and keep going everyone, you can do it, love you guys :hug:

I like your new username :3 keep going!

Also day fifteen.. Don't know how that happened! :)

[Jimmy Page]

Day 0

[Amaryllis]

@Jan
Keep going. Pick yourself back up. You don't fail till you quit trying <3

@Connor
Proud of you connor :) Keep going

[Magenta]

One .....month.

Yay, I'm proud of you. :) Keep going.

Day one or something.

[OnlyByTheNight.]

Day 51

[xdancing_for_rainx]

day 1...

[Jimmy Page]

Day 0,couldnt even hold a bloody day this time.

[Amaryllis]

Day 2

[Malcolm Tucker]

day 15. So nearly snapped last night, walking on thin ice still.

[Amaryllis]

@Hank Scorpio
Hold on if you feel like letting go, hold on it gets better than you know.

What may seem impossible today, may not be so hard tomorrow. Keep going, peeps :)

Love,
Faith And Trust

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 16. Nearly snapped. My sisters are comming over and staying over until monday, so let's see if I can last...

[UnknownError]

Day 69.

@Connor
Proud of you connor :) Keep going

You to! :)

[moon_lit_angel]

Keep going Michael :)

Day 75 i think.. i've been away for a week so i think its 75. so thats em 10 and a half weeks :)

[Skyhawk]

Day 2. Again.

[theUsualSuspecT]

2 weeks...but i feel the urge bad...i feel like im swimming upstream...ugh

[moon_lit_angel]

76 :/

[Amaryllis]

@rogue
Come on. We'll do it together.

@Connor
I think I'm gonna like hero worship you.

@moonlit angel
You go girl. Don't give in now.

Day 3 :)

[Zephyr]

Hm. I do believe I'm about at my 2 year mark.
Some days there's nothing, some days I still have urges,
Especially if I'm having hypomanic hiccups.
All in all though, I've done well :)

It gets easier gradually, just keep your chin up.

[ShatteredWings]

wow steph. just. Im impressed.

[xdancing_for_rainx]

Think I'm going on day 2

[xktx]

5 days, thanks to my wonderful best friend Tom :) xxxx

[Jimmy Page]

day 1,now to see if i can keep this up(starting to doubt my own reasons of trying to stop,ill just start again when schools starts anyway)

[CyanideGoodnight]

day 17. Keep going everyone <3 :D

[Life_On_The_Line]

Day 0. Fucked up last night after almost 3 months of being calm. Fffff =/

[Love.Hate]

Wow isn't everyone doing well! ^Steph don't worry about it, pick yourself back up and carry on :)

Keep going guys I'm so proud of you all :hug:

-17

[Iris]

Cut yesterday in the afternoon and at night. After 9 fucking days. I have never been able to last that long. Why is the world making this so hard for me??

[xktx]

Cut yesterday in the afternoon and at night. After 9 fucking days. I have never been able to last that long. Why is the world making this so hard for me??

hey if you can do it for nine days stay strong. :) Were all here for you, and life can be utter s**t (have no idea if your allowed to swear) ... so I shouldnt worry too much about it. xx

[Kaius]

Hm. I do believe I'm about at my 2 year mark.
Some days there's nothing, some days I still have urges,
Especially if I'm having hypomanic hiccups.
All in all though, I've done well :)

It gets easier gradually, just keep your chin up.

Congrats Steph you're doing amazingly :)

I think im about 26 weeks and a day..

[UnknownError]

70 days.

[Kaius]

You're doing well Connor keep going :)

[moon_lit_angel]

2 hours to day 77 or 11 weeks which ever way you want to look at it.. and i need to snap :(

[xdancing_for_rainx]

day... 0

[Amaryllis]

Day 4

[anonymous53]

1 month, 3 days.

[LiTTleBrok3nDolly]

32 days without cutting!

[CyanideGoodnight]

Day 18, Wow,how did that happen?! It seems like such a long time putting it into words like this. Keep going everyone, if you break just pick yourself off tomorrow <3 :hug:

[AppealToReason]

I know this may not matter to some people, but please keep going, everyone.
In complete honesty, I may not post or login often, but I do regularly check threads like this and everyone inspires me in a way. There have been many times where just reading some replies on here have stopped me from cutting, so please know that you all are inspiring and motivating some of us even if it is your fist minute of choosing not to SH anymore. Stay strong and resist the urge to cut.

[judahtics]

just wanted to say good job to all you guys who are fighting to end your addiction to cutting. is it called addiction? anyway, you get the point. it takes alot of hard work and determination. even you fail or fall, keep getting back up and trying again! you don't truly fail until you stop getting back up when you fall.

[Ambrosia]

Had to start over on day 40 something because I thought I had a reason to give up. Now I'm embarrassed to realize I had no reason at all and it was a silly choice. So now---

Day 6. >.<

Good luck to everyone else whom is still going for long periods of times, and to those of you still beneath the double digits!!

[Love.Hate]

Awwh lexi sorry to hear that, but six days is still good. Keep going and beat that last forty :) :hug:

Day 18

[moon_lit_angel]

Keep going everyone

11 weeks..!

One more week till 3 months :/

[xdancing_for_rainx]

day 1

[Love.Hate]

Day 19 this isn't going to last much longer at this rate :/

Keep going guys :hug:

[Magenta]

I suppose it's day 2. Hah... that's a joke.

Wait. No, it's not. Never mind. 0.

EDIT: Definitely 0.

[Amaryllis]

Don't give up, guys. Especially you, Jo.

Day 5!!! My birthday's coming soon! My goal is to not cut till at least my bday!

[Magenta]

@Z I don't care if I give up. Everyone would rather me dead. Maybe I'll have an accident one day and it will be convenient for everyone else.

Keep going though. Have a cut free birthday.

[anonymous53]

Jocelyn, you can do it :) I Know you can make it to day 1 tomorrow


1 month, 4 days.

[TheMatrix]

Great job, people! You can do it! :yeah:

[morbidmonkey]

i dont really know but probably a month by now..

@Z
wait your a leo? cool i am too! we should both make goal for our birthdays....

[Amaryllis]

@Jo
I won't be better off. A lot of people consider you their friends

@Ella
My b-day's on the 5th of september :) I'm a virgo. But we're both Os xD So we should both have cut-free b-days!

[Infidelitas]

21 days

[Jimmy Page]

day 3