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FullyAlive
May 20th, 2011, 02:30 AM
Day 2.
An achievement considering what last night was.
rukia_yua
May 20th, 2011, 07:47 AM
76 days....and rocking over the edge day by day, but hanging in there
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 20th, 2011, 08:01 AM
day 4
adudewhodoesdudes
May 20th, 2011, 09:35 AM
It's been a week and I have no plans on going backwards.
FullyAlive
May 20th, 2011, 09:36 AM
It's been a week and I have no plans on going backwards.
Well Done! You can do this, keep being strong :hug:
UnknownError
May 20th, 2011, 01:51 PM
One. Ugh.
moon_lit_angel
May 20th, 2011, 03:13 PM
Day 0 again :( :'(
But after what happened last night i feel like i need to stop :(
if only it was so easy :(
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 21st, 2011, 03:14 AM
day 5
Malcolm Tucker
May 21st, 2011, 03:45 AM
Day 4. Every night so far I've almost caved. Gah.
Kaius
May 21st, 2011, 05:52 AM
112 days, 4 months on Today i think.
FullyAlive
May 21st, 2011, 05:56 AM
112 days, 4 months on Today i think.
That's amazing Aaron! Well done you should be very proud! :D
Day 1. :)
moon_lit_angel
May 21st, 2011, 07:56 AM
Day 1.. here's hoping tonight goes to plan
Love.Hate
May 21st, 2011, 08:44 AM
Day 6
dreamsofsomeday
May 21st, 2011, 11:45 AM
Day 9 <3
SilentlyCrying
May 21st, 2011, 02:59 PM
Day 2.
Grey Squirrel
May 21st, 2011, 04:01 PM
I'm at 4 days now! Times have been tough lately but I've been holding up... Sort of. I just hope things coming up go okay or I might end up going back to it :(
Fiction
May 21st, 2011, 05:46 PM
Day 4
moon_lit_angel
May 21st, 2011, 07:29 PM
yep day zero again, that night didnt go to plan
Magenta
May 21st, 2011, 08:43 PM
Day one.
Caved at a party last night. Had to go and hide in the washroom for a bit.
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 22nd, 2011, 04:10 AM
day 6
MadManWithaBox
May 22nd, 2011, 06:58 AM
Day 10
UnknownError
May 22nd, 2011, 07:43 AM
One...
Malcolm Tucker
May 22nd, 2011, 07:46 AM
Five ... *sigh*
RadiantBlood
May 22nd, 2011, 08:01 AM
3 months.. I got really tempted to last night..
Love.Hate
May 22nd, 2011, 08:08 AM
Five ... *sigh*
Keep going<3!!
One week.
Fiction
May 22nd, 2011, 10:31 AM
Day 5. I swear it feels like longer.
1_21Guns
May 22nd, 2011, 04:05 PM
191... :/
moon_lit_angel
May 22nd, 2011, 04:08 PM
keep going natalie dont give up
day zero 0
1_21Guns
May 22nd, 2011, 04:09 PM
you too Sandra x
moon_lit_angel
May 22nd, 2011, 04:15 PM
thanks natalie x
RadiantBlood
May 22nd, 2011, 08:00 PM
keep going everyone :)
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 23rd, 2011, 02:05 AM
day 7
FullyAlive
May 23rd, 2011, 04:14 AM
Ok I decided it was so early in the morning it counts as yesterday.
Day 1.
Fiction
May 23rd, 2011, 05:38 AM
Day 6... nearly a week O.o
Kaius
May 23rd, 2011, 05:56 AM
Day 6... nearly a week O.o
Keep going beautiful, you're doing so well :)
4 months 2 days
Fiction
May 23rd, 2011, 09:30 AM
Keep going beautiful, you're doing so well :)
4 months 2 days
You can make it to 5 months Aaron, you're doing so fucking well :D
I'm sorry ><
Day 0
Indecision
May 23rd, 2011, 09:54 AM
Day 14, 2 weeks.~
adudewhodoesdudes
May 23rd, 2011, 10:01 AM
10 days. I still have my blade and don't plan on getting rid of it. Not being able to cut and choosing not to are two different things to me. I need to know that I can choose not to harm myself because last time I wanted to do it so badly but couldn't because I didn't have a blade. When I got a blade I ended up doing a lot of damage and that really wasn't good.
This time is different though and I have a feeling that I am going to be able to go a while at least.
UnknownError
May 23rd, 2011, 10:12 AM
Day two. Yaay /sarcasm.
MadManWithaBox
May 23rd, 2011, 11:01 AM
Day 11
rukia_yua
May 23rd, 2011, 11:02 AM
i have a question...i went back and started again...does anyone have any good advice on ways to quit...or at least cope? anybody...at all???
:(
georgiamay
May 23rd, 2011, 11:23 AM
Day 0 >.<
Love.Hate
May 23rd, 2011, 01:17 PM
Day 8.. these days just keep getting longer and longer.
moon_lit_angel
May 23rd, 2011, 02:49 PM
day 1
Love.Hate
May 23rd, 2011, 03:07 PM
Come on everyone, you can all beat this. Just have faith in yourself.
Keep strong :heart:
millymollymandy
May 23rd, 2011, 03:25 PM
two days now
Magenta
May 23rd, 2011, 05:34 PM
Day 3. About to be 0.
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 24th, 2011, 12:36 AM
day 8...
georgiamay
May 24th, 2011, 01:33 AM
day 1...
Bath
May 24th, 2011, 05:20 AM
three weeks or something.
almost did two nights ago. picked up a pen instead of a blade.
Love.Hate
May 24th, 2011, 07:08 AM
9 :)
Immortal Love
May 24th, 2011, 10:24 AM
1 month and 4 days. It feels so good to be free~
Fiction
May 24th, 2011, 12:36 PM
Day 1
FullyAlive
May 24th, 2011, 01:31 PM
Was going to today, but I haven't,
Day 1.
moon_lit_angel
May 24th, 2011, 03:17 PM
day 2 bout t be day 0 :(
georgiamay
May 24th, 2011, 06:59 PM
After midnight so day 2.
Atonement
May 24th, 2011, 09:25 PM
2 years and 5 days. (736 days)
I don't really say this to gloat or anything, but I say it so that you know it can be done. :) Hang in there ladies and gents.
FullyAlive
May 25th, 2011, 06:35 AM
2 years and 5 days. (736 days)
I don't really say this to gloat or anything, but I say it so that you know it can be done. :) Hang in there ladies and gents.
That's so impressive. Well done :)
Day 2.
Fiction
May 25th, 2011, 07:14 AM
Day 2.
Day 2
See how far we can get together? :D
FullyAlive
May 25th, 2011, 07:18 AM
Day 2
See how far we can get together? :D
I'll try, my absolute best?
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 25th, 2011, 07:28 AM
Day 9
Love.Hate
May 25th, 2011, 09:46 AM
10.. came close today :/
MadManWithaBox
May 25th, 2011, 11:42 AM
Day 13
Indecision
May 25th, 2011, 02:24 PM
Day 17..
No reason to cut, let's hope this streak of happiness lasts..<3.
SilentlyCrying
May 25th, 2011, 03:13 PM
Day 1. Really tempted last night. Glad I didn't have anything on me.
moon_lit_angel
May 25th, 2011, 05:24 PM
day 1.. got my car this evening.. dunno whether its good or bad :/
Fiction
May 25th, 2011, 06:23 PM
After midnight so day 3 :)
Magenta
May 25th, 2011, 06:38 PM
Somehow day 5. Been too exhausted to cut.
Love.Hate
May 26th, 2011, 04:11 AM
Day 17..
No reason to cut, let's hope this streak of happiness lasts..<3.
I really Hope it does last for you, Your doing really well Katie, keep it up :D
Day 11 for me
MadManWithaBox
May 26th, 2011, 04:24 AM
2 weeks
FullyAlive
May 26th, 2011, 04:40 AM
Day 3.
It feels so far away from 0. ><
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 26th, 2011, 06:23 AM
Day zero :(
Magenta
May 26th, 2011, 07:00 AM
Day 0.
bleedoutlove
May 26th, 2011, 08:14 AM
day 3 i think...
rukia_yua
May 26th, 2011, 08:35 AM
back to day one....it's so depressing, i start out good, and then....i just give up
adudewhodoesdudes
May 26th, 2011, 10:13 AM
Day 13 lucky number 13. Today is the first day i have actually really wanted to self harm since 13 days ago.
goneghost
May 26th, 2011, 05:10 PM
Day 55.
Syvelocin
May 26th, 2011, 09:29 PM
Day 16
georgiamay
May 27th, 2011, 01:16 AM
day 1.
Woops.
FullyAlive
May 27th, 2011, 02:44 AM
Day 4. Furthest in a while :)
But I really need it. So bad. I just want to give in.
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 27th, 2011, 03:51 AM
Still on day zero:(
adudewhodoesdudes
May 27th, 2011, 10:15 AM
2 weeks. If I can get to a month I will be really happy.
Malcolm Tucker
May 27th, 2011, 11:33 AM
10 days.
Love.Hate
May 27th, 2011, 01:57 PM
Twelve long days.
Indecision
May 27th, 2011, 02:04 PM
Day 1 :(. I was doing so well.~
moon_lit_angel
May 27th, 2011, 03:30 PM
Day 3.. Been so exhausted :( really need to stay free from self harm!! Mini marathon next monday 6th June
Grapefruitt
May 27th, 2011, 04:47 PM
day 23 almost day 24, but im about to break it in a minute or two
welcome_to_chaos
May 27th, 2011, 05:53 PM
103 days :) keep it up everyone u can do it
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 28th, 2011, 03:50 AM
Day 1
FullyAlive
May 28th, 2011, 05:12 AM
Day 5.
I don't think I can go any further.
MadManWithaBox
May 28th, 2011, 06:06 AM
Day 15
bleedoutlove
May 28th, 2011, 06:14 AM
day 5 me thinks
Love.Hate
May 28th, 2011, 09:11 AM
13 :)
Magenta
May 28th, 2011, 09:28 AM
Day 3?
adudewhodoesdudes
May 28th, 2011, 09:58 AM
15 days.
Grapefruitt
May 28th, 2011, 10:37 AM
Day 0 :(
Magenta
May 28th, 2011, 01:00 PM
Nevermind, day 0.
No wonder people are embarrassed by me.
Malcolm Tucker
May 28th, 2011, 01:44 PM
11 days. tick. tock.
moon_lit_angel
May 28th, 2011, 02:56 PM
Day 4 :/ ugh....... gonna do it :(
FullyAlive
May 28th, 2011, 03:11 PM
Couldn't take a minute more, day 0.
ShatteredWings
May 28th, 2011, 03:12 PM
I'm down to a day. it's been awhile though....
SilentlyCrying
May 28th, 2011, 04:15 PM
Day 1. I broke my foot yesterday, on purpose.
goneghost
May 28th, 2011, 04:31 PM
Day 57..
georgiamay
May 28th, 2011, 04:52 PM
day 2.
Fiction
May 28th, 2011, 05:26 PM
Day 5
1_21Guns
May 28th, 2011, 05:44 PM
197 days.
MadManWithaBox
May 29th, 2011, 03:58 AM
Day 16.
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 29th, 2011, 04:04 AM
Day 0 :(
moon_lit_angel
May 29th, 2011, 04:11 AM
day 5
Love.Hate
May 29th, 2011, 05:19 AM
Day 14. 2 weeks!! :D
Keats
May 29th, 2011, 05:28 AM
been 4 days :)
georgiamay
May 29th, 2011, 06:23 AM
day 3.
bleedoutlove
May 29th, 2011, 06:37 AM
day 0...i fucked up.
Fiction
May 29th, 2011, 07:11 AM
Day 6... A week tomorrow... ><
Grapefruitt
May 29th, 2011, 11:51 AM
Day stupid 0 again
Syvelocin
May 29th, 2011, 04:22 PM
Day 0.
No way I can deal with this without it.
Magenta
May 29th, 2011, 04:25 PM
Day 1, I think. Depends if I can get through tonight.
Day 0.
No way I can deal with this without it.
:hug: You okay, Rith?
Syvelocin
May 29th, 2011, 04:27 PM
Not particularly. Far from it.
1_21Guns
May 29th, 2011, 08:18 PM
199...
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 30th, 2011, 03:52 AM
Day 0 cant stop bitting :(
FullyAlive
May 30th, 2011, 04:52 AM
Day 2.
Fiction
May 30th, 2011, 06:01 AM
Day 7 :) A whole week ><
Kaius
May 30th, 2011, 06:09 AM
Well done beautiful, i'm so proud of you.
Grayeyes
May 30th, 2011, 06:31 AM
Keep going!!! You can all do it!
Revolution
May 30th, 2011, 06:36 AM
Day 0, 6 weeks down the drain.
I won $1,000 and for the first few weeks it helped keep my mind of cutting; I had spare cash to keep me busy and my mind at bay. Now i don't even care about the money, starting to feel empty again, knew it wouldn't last zzz...
Magenta
May 30th, 2011, 06:51 AM
Day 2, I guess. Don't see the point.
Love.Hate
May 30th, 2011, 03:15 PM
15.. Slowly feeling like this is a waste of time.
moon_lit_angel
May 30th, 2011, 03:35 PM
Day 6 :)
goneghost
May 30th, 2011, 06:42 PM
Day 60
Fiction
May 30th, 2011, 06:49 PM
Day 8... I guess :/
Magenta
May 30th, 2011, 07:04 PM
Day 8... I guess :/
That :/ should be a :).
You're doing great, Kathy.
BrokenXPaperXDolls
May 31st, 2011, 03:25 AM
Day 1
Love.Hate
May 31st, 2011, 04:23 AM
16. Everyone is doing great.. Keep it up guys! XD
MadManWithaBox
May 31st, 2011, 04:29 AM
Day 16, yay Fran!
Love.Hate
May 31st, 2011, 04:39 AM
Day 16, yay Fran!
Thankyou, I don't know how Im doing it.. But hey it's all good :)
Keep going Matt<3
Chris_Likes_Drums
May 31st, 2011, 04:46 AM
coming up to a year :) 16th of June 2010 was last time I think. it was close to then atleast...
MadManWithaBox
May 31st, 2011, 04:52 AM
Day 18 :D Thanks Fran
Magenta
May 31st, 2011, 05:57 AM
Day 3? :/
1_21Guns
May 31st, 2011, 05:58 AM
200.. >.<
Keep going Jo :)
georgiamay
May 31st, 2011, 06:29 AM
200.. >.<
Keep going Jo :)
What's with the >.<? That's awesome!
Day 5 for me.
1_21Guns
May 31st, 2011, 06:30 AM
What's with the >.<? That's awesome!
Day 5 for me.
Dunno, losing faith again I guess
keep going, you're doing great
Love.Hate
May 31st, 2011, 07:17 AM
200.. >.<
This is amazing!
Well done, you should be proud of yourself <3
FullyAlive
May 31st, 2011, 12:54 PM
200.. >.<
that's so amazing well done :) keep it going!
moon_lit_angel
May 31st, 2011, 01:52 PM
200 keep going darl. i hope to be der soon :)
DAY SEVEN GUYS!!!
Magenta
June 1st, 2011, 05:56 AM
Day 0.
Love.Hate
June 1st, 2011, 06:07 AM
17 days.. :/
Fiction
June 1st, 2011, 06:24 AM
Day 9 somehow ><
FullyAlive
June 1st, 2011, 09:39 AM
Day 9 somehow ><
You are doing great :) keep it going :hug:
Day 2.
georgiamay
June 1st, 2011, 11:22 AM
Day 9 somehow ><
Keep going Kathy, you're doing so well! :P
Day 6 for me.
Indecision
June 1st, 2011, 11:52 AM
I've lost count, is this a good sign? :)
Uhrm I think it's Day 6 or somethingg?
MadManWithaBox
June 1st, 2011, 02:17 PM
Day 17.
moon_lit_angel
June 1st, 2011, 05:00 PM
day 8 :)
Fiction
June 1st, 2011, 05:52 PM
Day 0, but me and Aaron are both getting rid of our blades :)
Magenta
June 1st, 2011, 05:56 PM
Day 0, but me and Aaron are both getting rid of our blades :)
That's great, Kathy! Good on both you and Aaron. :hug:
Love.Hate
June 1st, 2011, 06:06 PM
Day 0, but me and Aaron are both getting rid of our blades :)
Thats a bloody hard thing to do!
Im really proud of both of you, a step in the right direction :)
Brittany123
June 1st, 2011, 08:39 PM
Day 0 -.-
dreamsofsomeday
June 2nd, 2011, 01:14 AM
Day 21 :)
moon_lit_angel
June 2nd, 2011, 01:48 AM
Day 9
Roses_Are_Yellow
June 2nd, 2011, 02:02 AM
A little under two months!!!!
BrokenXPaperXDolls
June 2nd, 2011, 02:39 AM
day 2
FullyAlive
June 2nd, 2011, 03:15 AM
Day. 1.
Love.Hate
June 2nd, 2011, 04:34 AM
18 days. Havent done this well in ages :)
Infidelitas
June 2nd, 2011, 04:48 AM
I haven't self harmed yet, but I am close :'(
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Edit:
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Too late, just did
rukia_yua
June 2nd, 2011, 07:18 AM
back to day 0
adudewhodoesdudes
June 2nd, 2011, 10:48 AM
Day 20. The weather has been wet recently and whenever the air is really moist all my scars light up. At the moment i don't think people are noticing but if i make it any worse i think someone will.
georgiamay
June 2nd, 2011, 11:36 AM
Day 7.
Malcolm Tucker
June 2nd, 2011, 01:01 PM
Day 0 :/
Fiction
June 2nd, 2011, 01:28 PM
Day 0 :/
Come on Micheal, you're better than this you know you are :hug:
Day 1, I don't want it to be >< But my blades are gone and I just need to remember who i'm doing this for ><
Magenta
June 2nd, 2011, 02:33 PM
Day 2?
Not lasting.
Infidelitas
June 2nd, 2011, 04:15 PM
Day 1
Malcolm Tucker
June 2nd, 2011, 04:17 PM
Come on Micheal, you're better than this you know you are :hug:
I really, really wish you were right >.<
Love.Hate
June 2nd, 2011, 04:25 PM
I really, really wish you were right >.<
She is right! You are better than this. <3
welcome_to_chaos
June 2nd, 2011, 05:07 PM
day 2 ...107 days blown
Love.Hate
June 2nd, 2011, 05:21 PM
day 2 ...107 days blown
Oh im sorry :(
You did so well though, and you have proven to yourself how amazing and strong you actually are!! You should be very proud. Try to pick yourself back up <3
Magenta
June 2nd, 2011, 05:27 PM
Hmm. Might be day 0 soon. Too stressed.
Infidelitas
June 2nd, 2011, 10:12 PM
Day 0
MadManWithaBox
June 3rd, 2011, 03:43 AM
Day 19.
1_21Guns
June 3rd, 2011, 03:59 AM
two hundred and five...
FullyAlive
June 3rd, 2011, 05:33 AM
Day 2.
Counseling or whatever the fuck that was almost broke me. But I won't not because of them. I won't.
BrokenXPaperXDolls
June 3rd, 2011, 05:36 AM
Day 0:(
i so need this, i cant quit
georgiamay
June 3rd, 2011, 06:00 AM
Day 8, feels like a lot longer.
Magenta
June 3rd, 2011, 06:05 AM
Made it to day 3.
rukia_yua
June 3rd, 2011, 07:50 AM
day one....i dont understand why one(mainly me) would get to day like three hundred and then back to day zero.....what makes it all worth it?
day 0
CrippledXHeart
June 3rd, 2011, 12:37 PM
3 weeks free! thansk to my music! almsot slipped today but i got out my baritone and started blasting n felt better ^_^
Love.Hate
June 3rd, 2011, 12:49 PM
19 exessively long days.
The Dudeh
June 3rd, 2011, 01:22 PM
Not been on VT in so long.
Day 0 :/
moon_lit_angel
June 3rd, 2011, 02:09 PM
Day 10
Infidelitas
June 3rd, 2011, 04:58 PM
Day 1
Magenta
June 3rd, 2011, 10:21 PM
Day 0.
You know what? I give up. People I thought were friends, almost family, lied to me, proved how worthless I am like people have all my life. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I don't want to feel it anymore.
BrokenXPaperXDolls
June 4th, 2011, 02:38 AM
Day 0
Infidelitas
June 4th, 2011, 07:14 AM
I am worried that it will turn into day 0, but I promised my mum that I wouldnt. Im fighting the urges, I wont let them win.
georgiamay
June 4th, 2011, 07:17 AM
day 9.
Grayeyes
June 4th, 2011, 07:47 AM
Day 0.
You know what? I give up. People I thought were friends, almost family, lied to me, proved how worthless I am like people have all my life. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I don't want to feel it anymore.
You're not worthless.
And besides, harming yourself isn't going to give you more worth. Living on the positive will.
Don't give up. Do this for yourself.
Love.Hate
June 4th, 2011, 11:06 AM
Day 0.
You know what? I give up. People I thought were friends, almost family, lied to me, proved how worthless I am like people have all my life. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I don't want to feel it anymore.
Jo, your not worthless. I promise you that, people think its okay to betray others sometimes.. But you have to pull through it and forget about them. Unfortunately they are not your real friends if they treat you badly and lie to you. Dont give up, stay strong sweetie.
Day 20
moon_lit_angel
June 4th, 2011, 12:47 PM
Day 11..!!!
And im fighting so hard :( I let him back into my life and he shattered it to pieces AGAIN :(
Why can't i learn :(
FullyAlive
June 4th, 2011, 02:26 PM
Day 3.
MadManWithaBox
June 4th, 2011, 02:31 PM
Day 20? 21? 21 I think.
Magenta
June 4th, 2011, 03:23 PM
Day 1. Just want to crawl back into bed.
Fiction
June 4th, 2011, 04:18 PM
Day 3. Urges, but I can't do anything.
Keep going everyone.
Alexithymia
June 4th, 2011, 07:28 PM
Day, what, 2? 3? Already lost count. Fuck. Why am I back in this thread? (Not that it's bad, mind you, just that I thought I was over it.)
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