Non Self Harm Calendar!

[goneghost]

Day 11.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 3.

[Fiction]

Day 1, I'm trying so hard this time!

You can do it Louise! :D

Day 1

[Magenta]

Day 9. Longest I've ever gone. I think day 10 will be my limit though. Tomorrow is going to be day 0.

[georgiamay]

day 4.

[FullyAlive]

Thanks Kathy, you can do it aswell!! :)

Day 2 I'm writing this quite early so I HAVE to stick to it

[UnknownError]

Day 1. So far.

I went 23 and a half hour yesterday. :/
FML.

[Love.Hate]

36, keep going everyone !!

[RAWWR]

26 days :)

[Fiction]

Day 2. Feels like it should be so much more than that. Feels like i've been ages without it. I really want to get far this time so why does time have to go so fucking slow.

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 4...

[UnknownError]

Everyone's doing great, keep it up. :)

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

day 2

[georgiamay]

day 5, holy shit.

[FullyAlive]

Day 3

I want it to be day 0, I just want to trigger myself on purpose.

[Fiction]

Day 3

I want it to be day 0, I just want to trigger myself on purpose.

You know you'll regret it Louise. Keep going, you're doing so well xx

Day 3. Feels so much longer. Don't know how much more I can go but I really want to go further. Like really want to.

[Love.Hate]

One month and a week.
37 days

[RAWWR]

27 Days :)

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 5. Fuck it.

[Kaius]

You know you'll regret it Louise. Keep going, you're doing so well xx

Day 3. Feels so much longer. Don't know how much more I can go but I really want to go further. Like really want to.

Keep going Kathy you're doing great :)

7 weeks yesterday. 2 months next week, eh.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

3 days

[Magenta]

Day 11. Might give up tonight. Ugh, gaining a ton of weight back and I feel terrible.

[UnknownError]

Day 11. Might give up tonight. Ugh, gaining a ton of weight back and I feel terrible.

Don't give up Jo, you're doing great. :)

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day 11. Might give up tonight. Ugh, gaining a ton of weight back and I feel terrible.

No don't give up 11 days is really good and if you give up you feel terrible for giving up.

[1_21Guns]

131, close earlier but got through it.
keep going everyone :hug3:

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

4 days :)

it would have been 8 days, but I cracked :(

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day motherfucking 1 which I think is the most important day and so far is the longest i have gone. It was an absolute stinker of a day as well and there were lots of things that tested me. I think my boss saw my scars today and that scares me so much that I want to cut more and my family were being complete assholes to me today and I almost lost it.

[Ambrosia]

Day...I dunno. Two? I'm not sure why I haven't. I was going to so many times. I was planning on it, I had grabbed my stuff and I was going to.

So why didn't I?

I kind of like it.

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day...I dunno. Two? I'm not sure why I haven't. I was going to so many times. I was planning on it, I had grabbed my stuff and I was going to.

So why didn't I?

I kind of like it.

You didn't do it because you're awesome that's why. That is some amazing self control, I wish I was able to just not do it but if I grab my blade then I will be back at day zero.
Nice work and keep it up.

[FullyAlive]

Day 1, I don't think I'll ever get past single digits.

[Fiction]

Day 1, I don't think I'll ever get past single digits.

You will! Just keep trying and you will!

Day 4. Mehh this is hard ><

[FullyAlive]

You will! Just keep trying and you will!

Day 4. Mehh this is hard ><

Thanks I will!
It's going to be hard, but it'll be worth it right?

[Fiction]

Thanks I will!
It's going to be hard, but it'll be worth it right?

Yes and take your own advice on that!

[Kaius]

You will! Just keep trying and you will!

Day 4. Mehh this is hard ><

Keep going Kath, you're doing amazingly x

Daayyyy...er..uhm..well idk but its 7 weeks 2 days

[Fiction]

Keep going Kath, you're doing amazingly x

Daayyyy...er..uhm..well idk but its 7 weeks 2 days

Thank you :)

and that'd be day 51 for you? I think.

[georgiamay]

day 1 again.

Keep going everyone. :hug3:

[Malcolm Tucker]

Day 6..

[Magenta]

Day 12. Won't last.

[RAWWR]

Day 1, I don't think I'll ever get past single digits.

You definatley will. Go to the self harm calander and look at my posts from a few months back, I was doing over 100 cuts every day, but i'm now.....
28 Days :D
It takes a lot of hard work, but I know you can do it. All of you can.

[UnknownError]

Day 1. :)

[enjoying_my_insanity]

4 days

[Magenta]

Day 0 in about two minutes.

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

hmmm I miss counted yesterday...


I'm actually on day 6 :) :) :) :)

[RAWWR]

I realised I have been mis-counting too I think, anyways, day 28, Which also happens to be.........
ONE MONTH FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Well if I have miscounted so far especially after doing university level calculus I would be disappointed in myself but I am fairly sure I have just done day 2.

[Nevermore]

3 days I think.

[The Dudeh]

Day 1.

[FullyAlive]

Almost day 1. But not. Day 0.

[UnknownError]

Day 2.

[Malcolm Tucker]

One week. So far beyond caring.

[georgiamay]

day 2.

[Magenta]

Day 0.

[UnknownError]

Day 0.

:hug3: Try again tomorrow kay? :)

[Magenta]

:hug3: Try again tomorrow kay? :)


Don't want to try anymore.

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day 3. I really really want to because today i felt absolutely nothing and I just want to feel something because feeling something is normal.

[FullyAlive]

Actual Day 1 today :D
I had a mental breakdown but did not cut, I think this is an achievement!

[Love.Hate]

Well done louise, that is an acheivement!

40 days :D

[FullyAlive]

Well done to you too, 40 days is just amazing!! :D

[georgiamay]

day 3.

[RAWWR]

29 days. This isn't gonna last much longer.

[Fiction]

29 days. This isn't gonna last much longer.

Yes it is cause that's fucking amazing :O

Day 6. Actually can not believe it. I was so close today, but I didn't do it. Wouldn't have done it without Aaron though ><

[RAWWR]

Thankyou, but It's not, I just...I can't do it anymore.

[Love.Hate]

Day fucking 0.

Having tried to help my sister out by showing her VT, she is now spying on me. Great!
-_- Which means I'm dead meat. Don't tell mum please!!

Fuck. I'm not sure whether I regret it yet

[UnknownError]

Day fucking 0.

Having tried to help my sister out by showing her VT, she is now spying on me. Great!
-_- Which means I'm dead meat. Don't tell mum please!!

Fuck. I'm not sure whether I regret it yet

Aww. :/
Fran's sister, don't tell your mum! :O
You should of put vBullentin on if you were just going to show her once.

[Magenta]

Day 0.5

Not gonna last.

[Kaius]

Yes it is cause that's fucking amazing :O

Day 6. Actually can not believe it. I was so close today, but I didn't do it. Wouldn't have done it without Aaron though ><

I wouldn't have got this far without you either :) Keep going, you're doing amazingly.

7 weeks 4 days

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

a week :)

[goneghost]

Two weeks and three days.

[RAWWR]

30 days. Still hanging in here.....just.

[FullyAlive]

30 days. Still hanging in here.....just.

Good! You just keep on going! You can do this :D

Day 2.

[Love.Hate]

Keep going everyone.
Come on Charlie 30 days is amazing!!

Day 0 :/

[georgiamay]

day 4.

[UnknownError]

Everyone's doing really good! :)

I'm still day 0 aswell. :/

[RAWWR]

And back to day 0 :(

[FullyAlive]

Day 0 again too

[Magenta]

Another day 0. Been like that for four days.

[Fiction]

Day 0. Can't fucking beleive i got that far and fucked it all up. meh :/

[Sabriel]

looks like a lot of people are back at day 0 :/ i honestly do feel bad for you all.
i thought i would post this to show you all that you can get past it, that it IS possible to beat it :')
244 days (ish)
keep on trying. every single one of you is capable of stopping :)

[UnknownError]

Keep going everyone.
Come on Charlie 30 days is amazing!!

Day 0 :/

And back to day 0 :(

Day 0 again too

Another day 0. Been like that for four days.

Day 0. Can't fucking beleive i got that far and fucked it all up. meh :/

Day One in 4 minutes. :)

looks like a lot of people are back at day 0 :/ i honestly do feel bad for you all.
i thought i would post this to show you all that you can get past it, that it IS possible to beat it :')
244 days (ish)
keep on trying. every single one of you is capable of stopping :)

Well done! ^_^

[RAWWR]

Day 0 again....

[Kaius]

7 weeks 6 days

[Love.Hate]

Today would have been six weeks. Instead it's day 1 :/

[UnknownError]

Day one, but I don't want it to be. >.<

Chances are I'll be editing this in a minute.

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day 5 but it was very close to being day 1. Didn't post for day 4 purely because if I sat down in my room and wrote it out I would have been writing day 0. I just kept myself distracted until I went to bed. I kept myself distract by playing through Crysis 2 and finishing it the night of its release. I felt like a giant nerd but it kept my from cutting. Killing people in video games has always been my general vent for stress it has probably stopped several people from being hurt by me including myself.

[The Dudeh]

Day 1.

[FullyAlive]

Bad day today. Day 0 still. I'm such a fuck up.

[Chris_Likes_Drums]

7th june.... So...

9 months months 2 weeks and 4 days
Had a few rough patches but not been that bad, only about 4 times I've wanted to since :)

[Fiction]

7th june.... So...

9 months months 2 weeks and 4 days
Had a few rough patches but not been that bad, only about 4 times I've wanted to since :)

Keep going Christopher :D xxx

Day 0...

[UnknownError]

And back to zero. 3:

[Magenta]

0.

Enough said.

[goneghost]

5 hours...

[1_21Guns]

136 days. I see no point in fighting this anymore.

[RAWWR]

Day 1.

[FullyAlive]

Day 0 already :/
Maybe tomorrow will be better. Or maybe not.

[Raiders]

Day 4. Feelin good :D

[georgiamay]

day 6.

[The Dudeh]

Day 1 again, hoping to get through the whole weekend without doing it >:

[UnknownError]

Day One.

136 days. I see no point in fighting this anymore.

You need to keep going, you're doing great! :)

[The Dudeh]

Screw that day 1 up there, day 0.

[UnknownError]

Zeroo.

Thank you dad for being an utter twat and assuring me all the things I've been thinking are true.

[goneghost]

Day 1.

[Magenta]

About to be the sixth day zero in a row.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

Day 1 almost day 0

[RAWWR]

Day 2..just.

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

day 0

[HeroesAndCons]

5 weeks

[oopsy's]

a monthish

[georgiamay]

lolwhat.
Day 7.

[Fiction]

day 2.

[Kaius]

day 2.

Keep going Kath :) You're doing well


2 months 1 day D:

[Fiction]

Keep going Kath :) You're doing well


2 months 1 day D:

Mmm should be day 9 ¬¬

And what's with the D: That's good!

And keep going everyone else :)

[FullyAlive]

Day 1. Tomorrow.

[adudewhodoesdudes]

It should have been day 7 but instead thanks to my "loving family" its day 0.

[goneghost]

Day 1 again.

[Love.Hate]

Day 3 I think.
But yeah :/ might be posting again in here soon :(

[The Dudeh]

Day 1, aiming to get at least three days.

[Sabriel]

246 days :) having a rough patch at the moment... i really do not want that number to plummet.... will post again in 24 hours. if the number is 247, then i will be fine, if it is 0, it may stay 0 for a while.......

[UnknownError]

Day one.
I remember when I was hoping to reach 150 days in 2011. Lmfao.

[Sabriel]

Day one.
I remember when I was hoping to reach 150 days in 2011. Lmfao.

Don't laugh your arse off at that.
Make it your goal. It is possible, so why not try? there are still over 150 days in 2011, you can still manage.
Good luck :)

[RAWWR]

He's right. Come on Connor, we can do It together :D

[Love.Hate]

Day 0 again :/

[Magenta]

Shaking, crying, trying not to throw up. Going to be my seventh day zero. I don't care. I wish I were dead.

Sorry. This is prolly not the place to post this but I wasn't sure where else. Needed to get it out.

[enjoying_my_insanity]

day 0 yet again....i want my blade back

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

Day 11

..and about to cave

[Noooooooooo]

Day 1. It wouldnt have been day 1 if my mum hadn't hid my blades away ._. I go buy some tommorow.

[Alexithymia]

2 and a half months. Ugh. The cravings are going to kill me eventually.

[MadManWithaBox]

Day 5

[FullyAlive]

Day 0 what a great fail.

I GIVE UP!!

[RAWWR]

Day 3.

[georgiamay]

day 8.
Hurry the fuck up double figures.

[Fiction]

Day 3.

[UnknownError]

Zero. Still. Managed to last a day. >_<
He's right. Come on Connor, we can do It together :D

Don't laugh your arse off at that.
Make it your goal. It is possible, so why not try? there are still over 150 days in 2011, you can still manage.
Good luck :)
Thanks, but it's unlikely. Thanks anyway. (:

day 8.
Hurry the fuck up double figures.
You're doing great! :)

[The Dudeh]

Day 0 :/

[goneghost]

back to day 0 again.

[Noooooooooo]

Day 0

[Love.Hate]

Day one. Im so irriatable right now i can sense this changing.
I might get to midnight.. then at least i have done a full day?

[1_21Guns]

138, fucking hell.

[Magenta]

Day 0

I am still attending a day program at the mental hospital and I cut while I was there! I'm so stupid.

[Sabriel]

247 it is :)
coming on here the last couple days has helped :)
seeing the number written in front of me makes it so much easier to resist the urge.
I'll be around, but I don't think i will post until day 300. Good luck everyone :)

[TRexbait]

I think it's been 10

[RAWWR]

Day 4.
Keep going everyone.

[Love.Hate]

Didn't make it to midnight last night.
Cut my hands up in almost all the lessons today. Im going insane.

Day 0. Again.

[The Dudeh]

^^^If you wanna talk, I'm here :)

Day 1.

[Ambrosia]

Day 1. Again.

[georgiamay]

Day 9...
Fuck.

[FullyAlive]

Day 1

First day 1 in a while, I hope it's the last in a while too although it probably isn't going to be. :/

[Fiction]

Day 1

First day 1 in a while, I hope it's the last in a while too although it probably isn't going to be. :/

Yes Louise it will! :)

Day 4. Urges but I want to get past day 7...

[Kaius]

Yes Louise it will! :)

Day 4. Urges but I want to get past day 7...

Keep going Kath :) you're doing so well

2 months 3 days

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day 2. Day 8 is my goal seeing as I almost made it a week last time. I am fairly sure my family are against me though seeing as they are trying really hard to make it day 0. Hopefully i will be moving out sooner than planned though.

[FullyAlive]

Yes Louise it will! :)

Day 4. Urges but I want to get past day 7...

We will see :)

You'll get past day 7 Kathy. You've just got to keep trying really hard! :hug:

[SirRawrsalot]

It's my 180th day, only 180 more to go before some big celebration!

[UnknownError]

Still zero. I'm such a fuck up.

[Sabriel]

you're not a fuck up. keep trying, find something to distract you. that's what got me so far :)

[TRexbait]

A rocky day today. I came really close to running scissors through my thigh. But I managed to stop myself.
I feel proud.

[Syvelocin]

120.
Only every ten days I post. I don't know why. I feel like 119 is trivial, but marking the milestones is necessary.

[Kaius]

2 months 4 days

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

3 day 0 in a row

[georgiamay]

day 1.

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day 3 which again was close to day 0.

[Fiction]

Day 3 which again was close to day 0.

Well done for not doing it though! :)

Day 5. Mehh I don't know if I can be bothered with this.

[FullyAlive]

Well done for not doing it though! :)

Day 5. Mehh I don't know if I can be bothered with this.

Yes you can be bother with this! You know you can do it!



Day 2

[UnknownError]

Still zero. How many days has this been now?

[MadManWithaBox]

Day 7 :D

[The Dudeh]

Day 2 :)

[RAWWR]

Day 5. My friend just said on his fb status that he's 3 months free. I want to be able to do that.

[Love.Hate]

Day 0.
Fran this is rediculous.

[SirRawrsalot]

Day 0.
Fran this is rediculous.

It's alright to have to start over, it's not an easy thing. Everyone slips up sometimes. Starting fresh may seem discouraging but don't lose hope, it's only a matter of time until you aren't at day 0 anymore.

[goneghost]

Day 2.

[Gravemind]

Day 6. I'm hoping to go for at least 2 more weeks.

[Alexithymia]

Day 0 again. Fuck. Fuck. FUCK.

[Kaius]

2 months 5 days. I need to cut so badly my skins burning >.<

[adudewhodoesdudes]

Day 4. It feels kind of easy but that's what I was thinking last week and knowing me something will cause me to go back to day 0.

[FullyAlive]

Day 3

Really bad urges last night but I didn't give in!

(thanks Kathy :))

[The Dudeh]

Day 3 as well, getting urges but I'm gonna try not to.

[Love.Hate]

Day one
Im going to make it through today.. I cant fail again.

[UnknownError]

Zero. Still.

I don't even want to stop. :/

[Sabriel]

Zero. Still.

I don't even want to stop. :/

Not wanting to stop is understandable, you feel that it helps, so you want to keep doing it. You will manage it one day, and then you will wonder why you wanted to keep doing it :) :hug3:

Day one
Im going to make it through today.. I cant fail again.

Just take it a day at a time, you can do it :) :hug3:

[Fiction]

Day 3

Really bad urges last night but I didn't give in!

(thanks Kathy :))

Already said i'm not taking credit ><

Day 0

Keep going everyone.

[goneghost]

Day 0 again.
Its hard to believe that I once went 277 days without self harming,i cant even get past two days without it now..

[Alexithymia]

Day 0.

[Immortal Love]

Day One

[RAWWR]

Wow, Ok, day 7. One week. I didn't even realise :)

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

5th day 0

[RAWWR]

Day 0 :(

[FullyAlive]

Day 4.

[Fiction]

Day 4.

Keep going Louise! <3
And everyone else :)

Day 0.

[FullyAlive]

Keep going Louise! <3
And everyone else :)

Day 0.

I'm trying! :)

You try too? Tomorrow could be day 1! You can do it, :hug:

[Fiction]

I'm trying! :)

You try too? Tomorrow could be day 1! You can do it, :hug:

I will try xx

[The Dudeh]

Day 0 :/

[adudewhodoesdudes]

5 days since I last cut and as long as something doesn't annoy me I will be able to go 6 days. So far I am feeling good and thinking about breaking a week.

[Love.Hate]

Day 2 :D

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

Day 1

[Malcolm Tucker]

Dont know.
Dont care.
Probably 10 or so.

I'm doing it once I find my blade.

[MadManWithaBox]

Day 10 :D

[TheSleepingInsomniac]

keep it up Matt
i wanted to cut after hanging out with my sis but it's still day 1 hurry up clock

[Love.Hate]

Day 3

[The Dudeh]

Day 0, again :/

[1_21Guns]

143..

[RAWWR]

Day one.

[adudewhodoesdudes]

It is day 0 once again. I write this while my arm is still bleeding so I am quite happy with it being day 0. Tomorrow i am going to regret it but I know that now I probably won't do any more damage this weekend. I will write an edit tomorrow when I am a lot more disappointed with myself.

EDIT: damn I was so close to a week, I really hate how much i have begun to need this.