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Love.Hate
February 20th, 2011, 10:19 AM
Day nine
Fiction
February 20th, 2011, 10:41 AM
Day 1. Again.
The Dudeh
February 20th, 2011, 10:42 AM
Aww Fiction, you OK? If you need to talk, I'm here :)

Day 2.
Njathind
February 20th, 2011, 12:34 PM
Day 1. Again.

Aww Kathy, hang in there. Things are gonna get better for you, you just have to be patient. :hug3:

Hope your ok :whoops:
goneghost
February 20th, 2011, 03:14 PM
day 3
RAWWR
February 20th, 2011, 03:30 PM
Twelve! :o
Kaius
February 20th, 2011, 03:40 PM
22 Days

Kathy, keep going or I'll come up there!
Fiction
February 20th, 2011, 03:52 PM
Aww Fiction, you OK? If you need to talk, I'm here :)

Day 2.

Thanks, Keep going Robert! :)

Aww Kathy, hang in there. Things are gonna get better for you, you just have to be patient. :hug3:

Hope your ok :whoops:

Thanks, you hang in there too Nat!!

22 Days

Kathy, keep going or I'll come up there!

Cause that'd be so disasterous ¬¬

Keep going Aarony :)
Njathind
February 20th, 2011, 07:00 PM
End of day 0, heading into day 1. Its good to leave 0 behind. Thankyou Rok a.k.a broken angel :hug3:
TRexbait
February 20th, 2011, 08:02 PM
2 or 3 weeks.
The intervals between the relapses are getting longer, but the cuts I do make are also getting slightly deeper each time.. I'm not sure what that means. But I'll focus on the longer periods of peace. :)
ScarredEclipse
February 21st, 2011, 01:11 AM
One Day.
georgiamay
February 21st, 2011, 04:24 AM
day 6. Honestly, I'm shocked.
Fiction
February 21st, 2011, 06:41 AM
Day 2
Kaius
February 21st, 2011, 06:43 AM
Day 2

Keep going Kath you're doing really well :)

Day 23
Weeping
February 21st, 2011, 07:48 AM
Over a year.
georgiamay
February 21st, 2011, 10:39 AM
Day 0.
Quite a pathetic attempt really.
MadManWithaBox
February 21st, 2011, 12:42 PM
Day 6
Fiction
February 21st, 2011, 02:51 PM
Day 0. I fail at this.
goneghost
February 21st, 2011, 03:22 PM
4 days
The Dudeh
February 21st, 2011, 04:15 PM
Day 1, blah.
FullyAlive
February 21st, 2011, 04:23 PM
So I wanted it to be day 1 but it's not.
It's getting harder I can't even feel my fucking legs right now. I want to be strong but I'm not.
georgiamay
February 21st, 2011, 05:21 PM
So I wanted it to be day 1 but it's not.
It's getting harder I can't even feel my fucking legs right now. I want to be strong but I'm not.

Yes you are, keep going, you can do this :)
MadManWithaBox
February 21st, 2011, 05:23 PM
Day 0. I fail at this.

Only failed when you give up right?
Love.Hate
February 21st, 2011, 06:53 PM
Okay late post i know, day 10
enjoying_my_insanity
February 21st, 2011, 09:50 PM
two days
Love.Hate
February 22nd, 2011, 04:42 AM
Day 11.
Last night was hard
districtnowhere
February 22nd, 2011, 04:44 AM
6 days
georgiamay
February 22nd, 2011, 05:27 AM
day 1.
FullyAlive
February 22nd, 2011, 06:35 AM
Yes you are, keep going, you can do this :)

Thanks I'm still trying I've not given up just yet :)

Day 1
UnknownError
February 22nd, 2011, 12:33 PM
Day one. Eww. Hate that number. :/
The Dudeh
February 22nd, 2011, 03:21 PM
Day 2.
georgiamay
February 23rd, 2011, 11:08 AM
day 2.
MadManWithaBox
February 23rd, 2011, 11:21 AM
Day 8
Love.Hate
February 23rd, 2011, 12:22 PM
Day twelve
FullyAlive
February 23rd, 2011, 01:09 PM
Day 2
UnknownError
February 23rd, 2011, 01:31 PM
Day 2. :)
Keep going everyone!
The Dudeh
February 23rd, 2011, 03:00 PM
You too ^^^ :)

Day 3.
goneghost
February 23rd, 2011, 03:23 PM
I think its day 6.
Fiction
February 23rd, 2011, 09:12 PM
Day 0. meh.
ashleighhxbby
February 23rd, 2011, 09:38 PM
DAY FREAKIN' 53.
:) I'm so happy.
Oh, AND I'm getting help. I finally told my mom. I'm really beating this. After almost 4 years, it's not gonna control me anymore.
MadManWithaBox
February 24th, 2011, 08:42 AM
Day 9
Love.Hate
February 24th, 2011, 08:45 AM
DAY FREAKIN' 53.
:) I'm so happy.
Oh, AND I'm getting help. I finally told my mom. I'm really beating this. After almost 4 years, it's not gonna control me anymore.

Well done!
Keep up the good work :D

Day 13 for me (if i get through today its a new record) :)
FullyAlive
February 24th, 2011, 09:42 AM
Day 3
Malcolm Tucker
February 24th, 2011, 10:07 AM
Day 6.

Tonight will be hard.
Kaius
February 24th, 2011, 11:49 AM
26 days and counting.
The Dudeh
February 24th, 2011, 01:03 PM
Day 1.
UnknownError
February 24th, 2011, 01:36 PM
Day 3.
Fiction
February 24th, 2011, 09:32 PM
26 days and counting.

And you're going to carry on counting if I can help it! <3

Day 1.

Keep going Robert :)

Day 3.

And you Connor :)

Day 1
Noooooooooo
February 25th, 2011, 04:58 AM
I lost track lol. More than 1 week i think.
MadManWithaBox
February 25th, 2011, 05:26 AM
Day 0
FullyAlive
February 25th, 2011, 06:38 AM
Day 4 its getting to that point where i start to slip again :/
TheSleepingInsomniac
February 25th, 2011, 06:57 AM
Day 2

me too :yeah: but its hard
The Dudeh
February 25th, 2011, 01:19 PM
Day 1, again.
Malcolm Tucker
February 25th, 2011, 01:20 PM
Day 1 again.
UnknownError
February 25th, 2011, 01:57 PM
Day 4.
Thanks Kathy. :) Same for you, yeh?
georgiamay
February 25th, 2011, 02:02 PM
day 4.
Love.Hate
February 25th, 2011, 02:24 PM
14 days- 2 weeks!

New record :D
goneghost
February 25th, 2011, 06:11 PM
day 8.
UnknownError
February 25th, 2011, 07:01 PM
Day 5. :3
icanbarelybreathe
February 25th, 2011, 10:46 PM
Day eight. Before that I had ninety one. ):
ackmedsgirl666
February 25th, 2011, 11:01 PM
2 months :)
im so proud.. being away from adam makes my life so much easier :)
Fiction
February 25th, 2011, 11:10 PM
Day 0. Cut worse than ever. I really really fail at this.
Kaius
February 25th, 2011, 11:11 PM
Day 0. Cut worse than ever. I really really fail at this.

Well don't you go getting used to it cause it won't be like this forever :)
TheSleepingInsomniac
February 26th, 2011, 02:42 AM
day 1 so fuckin hard
Harley Quinn
February 26th, 2011, 06:48 AM
203 days
FullyAlive
February 26th, 2011, 06:50 AM
Day 5 :D
georgiamay
February 26th, 2011, 08:10 AM
day 5.
I'm shocked, seriously. o_O
UnknownError
February 26th, 2011, 08:23 AM
^ Keep going Georgia & Louise. Day 6 tomorrow! :)
Njathind
February 26th, 2011, 09:34 AM
Day 0. Cut worse than ever. I really really fail at this.

This isn't failure this is a slip up, stand tall and keep your head high. I know you can do this, its just gonna take time i'm afraid :whoops:

Dont give up Kathy :hug3:

Day 1 BTW :D
Love.Hate
February 26th, 2011, 10:02 AM
Day Fifteen

:/
ScarredEclipse
February 26th, 2011, 10:03 AM
7 Days. (:
enjoying_my_insanity
February 26th, 2011, 10:36 AM
Day 2
ashleighhxbby
February 26th, 2011, 04:38 PM
Day 56. Come on everyone! It's hard, but all of you are bigger than that razor. Praying for you.<3
Malcolm Tucker
February 26th, 2011, 04:38 PM
Day 0. :/
beag_amhain
February 26th, 2011, 05:04 PM
3 days cut free
its soooo f***in hard!!!
almost did it last night bu didn
sooooooooooo happy =]
il hopefully b able to wear my dress without a cardi r bracelets next week ^^
FullyAlive
February 26th, 2011, 05:23 PM
Back to day 0. And I know I shouldn't but now I've failed I may aswell get in as many cuts as i can. :/
goneghost
February 26th, 2011, 06:04 PM
day 9.
georgiamay
February 27th, 2011, 03:43 AM
day 6.
:eek:
TheSleepingInsomniac
February 27th, 2011, 04:15 AM
day 2
i am only not cutting coz i cant get a razor till tomorro
Love.Hate
February 27th, 2011, 07:56 AM
16 days.
And starting to struggle..
UnknownError
February 27th, 2011, 03:17 PM
Day Six.
TheFoolOnTheHill
February 27th, 2011, 03:55 PM
Day...5? Well...Sorta :\
Fiction
February 27th, 2011, 04:10 PM
Day 2
FullyAlive
February 27th, 2011, 04:20 PM
Day 1
districtnowhere
February 27th, 2011, 06:12 PM
11 Days
goneghost
February 27th, 2011, 06:50 PM
10 days.
Njathind
February 27th, 2011, 08:45 PM
I knew it was too good to be true, day three never came :cry:

Back to day 0, wasnt even worth it, was a bloody pathetic :mad:
FullyAlive
February 28th, 2011, 05:36 AM
Day 2
i think this is good considering school starts again tomorrow so its unlikely ill even manage day 1 :(
Kaius
February 28th, 2011, 05:42 AM
A month and two days or something.
FullyAlive
February 28th, 2011, 12:09 PM
Fuck i just cut really deep on my wrist! Why do I do this, I can't hide this!
Day 0
georgiamay
February 28th, 2011, 12:10 PM
lol, day 1 again.
xbrionyx
February 28th, 2011, 12:26 PM
2 days cut free (: Thanks to my secret girlfriend <3
Fiction
February 28th, 2011, 12:43 PM
Day 1.
UnknownError
February 28th, 2011, 12:50 PM
Day Seven.
Love.Hate
February 28th, 2011, 02:05 PM
Somehow day 17.
A bit shocked i have managed this long :L
beag_amhain
February 28th, 2011, 05:18 PM
day 5 =/
enjoying_my_insanity
February 28th, 2011, 05:22 PM
day 4...
goneghost
February 28th, 2011, 07:52 PM
11 days..
TheSleepingInsomniac
March 1st, 2011, 01:22 AM
day zero fuck i'm so weak
districtnowhere
March 1st, 2011, 02:54 AM
Nat, Alice, Kath, COnnor, EvERYBODY. Don't give up.. you can do it. . .I know you can

I think it's day 13.
georgiamay
March 1st, 2011, 01:54 PM
day 2.
UnknownError
March 1st, 2011, 02:19 PM
Eight.

Double digits hurry up please.
Kaius
March 1st, 2011, 02:25 PM
trying to get to a month and 4 days, probably going to fail. Not that i really care
Njathind
March 1st, 2011, 02:27 PM
trying to get to a month and 4 days, probably going to fail. Not that i really care

Dude, you've come so far. Dont loose sight now. I know you can make this.
FullyAlive
March 1st, 2011, 02:49 PM
Day 1
beag_amhain
March 1st, 2011, 02:54 PM
bak at the beginning =[
may try again next week...
Fiction
March 1st, 2011, 03:16 PM
trying to get to a month and 4 days, probably going to fail. Not that i really care

I care.
Love.Hate
March 1st, 2011, 05:18 PM
I think it's eighteen, forgive me if I'm wrong.
I'm not very good at keeping count :P
TheSleepingInsomniac
March 2nd, 2011, 04:08 AM
day one
tashbash3
March 2nd, 2011, 08:30 AM
7 days, last wednesday i ended up in hospital and the police took my blades off me.

i want to cut so fucking bad, i'll do anything to find something to cut myself with
Syvelocin
March 2nd, 2011, 09:59 AM
90 days now?
The only thing that's keeping me going is meeting my idol in two weeks ♥ Though it's kind of pathetic-sounding, everything I've learned about getting better was from her. Not the hospital or the professionals. Like I said in my 80 days post, I really want to get through the concert since I'll be meeting her, and hopefully that'll be enough to keep me going for a while.
FullyAlive
March 2nd, 2011, 11:44 AM
Day 2
I've been conned into seeing the school nurse again what the fuck?!
UnknownError
March 2nd, 2011, 12:04 PM
Day Nine.
Been alot of hardcore armband pinging though. :/
Like seriously, snapped one in half by accident.
georgiamay
March 2nd, 2011, 12:40 PM
day 3.
Nevermore
March 2nd, 2011, 02:19 PM
day number 5 it's hard to keep going...
UnknownError
March 2nd, 2011, 05:08 PM
Snapped another band in half. :/
Don't know how long I'm going to go. ¬_¬
I guess you could say I was back to day 0 already. Cause band-pinging is SH right? And I've been doing alot of it today.
goneghost
March 2nd, 2011, 05:13 PM
3 hours. :/
Love.Hate
March 2nd, 2011, 06:19 PM
Day 19,
Has had a stressful day with the pshychologist,
crap at school crap at dancing.. Fuck it all.. Please three weeks hurry up
GreyxRainbow
March 3rd, 2011, 11:13 AM
I haven't been on here in a LONG time, and it's already been 62 days since I last cut. I haven't cut even once all year so far. Well.. the year's been just 62 days, but it's good.
georgiamay
March 3rd, 2011, 11:54 AM
day 4...
FullyAlive
March 3rd, 2011, 11:58 AM
Day 3
Love.Hate
March 3rd, 2011, 01:04 PM
Day 20
UnknownError
March 3rd, 2011, 01:14 PM
Day ten.

I decided last night, that I'm not going to count band snapping as SH.
I'm only going to go to zero if I cut or excessive scratch.
Nevermore
March 3rd, 2011, 01:58 PM
day 6 can't fail for 3 weeks I have a school fashion show and a confirmation retreat coming up where there is a swimming pool at the retreat house and apparently we are going swimming.
Fiction
March 3rd, 2011, 03:09 PM
day 1
The Dudeh
March 3rd, 2011, 03:27 PM
^^^Keep going Kathy!

Day 1
goneghost
March 3rd, 2011, 03:38 PM
day 1.
enjoying_my_insanity
March 3rd, 2011, 09:15 PM
one day due to scratching yesterday
districtnowhere
March 4th, 2011, 12:26 AM
Keep going every one. You can do it too Kathy. :)

It's day 16 for me. :)
TheSleepingInsomniac
March 4th, 2011, 02:47 AM
Day 0 i'm so weak i cant even go three days without cutting
tashbash3
March 4th, 2011, 07:46 AM
9 days. but i really don't know how longer i can keep it up, i'm about to snap anyday now.
georgiamay
March 4th, 2011, 11:17 AM
day 1.
Noooooooooo
March 4th, 2011, 11:24 AM
More than 2 weeks
FullyAlive
March 4th, 2011, 11:44 AM
Day 0 I'm so fucking tired of this shit. I want it all to end. It all to be over.
UnknownError
March 4th, 2011, 12:14 PM
Day 11.

Stupid school knifes don't cut. :/
Love.Hate
March 4th, 2011, 12:25 PM
Three weeks for me!!
Today has been awful, a girl from my school commited suicide and all I can think is "that should have been me" :(
Tonight is going to test me
goneghost
March 4th, 2011, 01:53 PM
day 0...
FullyAlive
March 11th, 2011, 12:07 PM
Day 3
georgiamay
March 11th, 2011, 12:22 PM
day 0.
goneghost
March 11th, 2011, 12:25 PM
Day 4.
Love.Hate
March 11th, 2011, 01:38 PM
4 weeks.
Day 28 :)
ackmedsgirl666
March 11th, 2011, 02:14 PM
about day 5 or 7
The Dudeh
March 11th, 2011, 03:02 PM
Day 1.
Syvelocin
March 11th, 2011, 03:42 PM
I won't be here tomorrow, so I'm announcing it a day early.

100 days ^_^
I'm pretty sure that's the longest I've gone.
georgiamay
March 11th, 2011, 03:44 PM
I won't be here tomorrow, so I'm announcing it a day early.

100 days ^_^
I'm pretty sure that's the longest I've gone.

Well done Rith! That's amazing! :D
Malcolm Tucker
March 11th, 2011, 03:46 PM
Day 9.

How on earth it's 9 is beyond me. *shrug*
ashleighhxbby
March 11th, 2011, 06:12 PM
Day 72? Nope. Seriously considering dropping back to 0.
UnknownError
March 11th, 2011, 08:19 PM
Congrats Rith! :)

Day 3 maybe? :/
This stupid server-change thing has confused me. ¬_¬
georgiamay
March 12th, 2011, 04:47 AM
Congrats Rith! :)

Day 3 maybe? :/
This stupid server-change thing has confused me. ¬_¬

Same. :3
Except mine's pretty obvious.
Day 1.
Love.Hate
March 12th, 2011, 07:54 AM
Day 29.

Well done Rith, thats amazing!! :D
MadManWithaBox
March 12th, 2011, 09:12 AM
29 days is amazing Fran.
Kaius
March 12th, 2011, 09:35 AM
Still shocked i managed to make it through last night without doing anything.. 6 weeks today
UnknownError
March 12th, 2011, 09:47 AM
4 days.
Kaius
March 12th, 2011, 09:49 AM
Keep going Connor you're doing well mate
UnknownError
March 12th, 2011, 09:54 AM
Thanks. :)
Same for you.
Fiction
March 12th, 2011, 01:55 PM
Still shocked i managed to make it through last night without doing anything.. 6 weeks today

Thats amazing Aaron, and you did it cause you're a lot stronger than you think you are :)

Keep going Connor and everyone else :)

Day 1
FullyAlive
March 12th, 2011, 03:19 PM
Day 0
I tried my best but it's too hard.
enjoying_my_insanity
March 12th, 2011, 08:05 PM
keep going everyone! 5 days for me and barely made it thru today
georgiamay
March 13th, 2011, 07:16 AM
day 2.
FullyAlive
March 13th, 2011, 07:24 AM
Day 1
Magenta
March 13th, 2011, 10:41 AM
Haven't posted here in a long time. Day 4.
RAWWR
March 13th, 2011, 03:16 PM
20 days :D
UnknownError
March 13th, 2011, 03:21 PM
Day 5.
Today I went swimming with my friends. :/
Decided to cover up with a sillyband and the key, then they fell off when I jumped in the pool.
Found key fast enough but couldn't find sillyband. Nobody noticed any scars I don't think.
goneghost
March 13th, 2011, 07:16 PM
day 7.
georgiamay
March 14th, 2011, 10:59 AM
day 3.
Pretty sure I'll be caving soon.
1_21Guns
March 14th, 2011, 11:07 AM
124 days :)

and no Georgia, you're not :hug3:

keep going everyone!
Love.Hate
March 14th, 2011, 11:25 AM
Thankyou Matthew :)

One month and a day.
Im so suprised how well i seem to be doing.
(forgot to post in here yesterday :P Silly me)
UnknownError
March 14th, 2011, 11:26 AM
Back to zero. Don't even know why I try.
FullyAlive
March 14th, 2011, 12:12 PM
Back to zero. Don't even know why I try.

We all have to keep trying even if it's hard. One day you'll get there, Good luck :hug:


Day 0
Magenta
March 14th, 2011, 12:15 PM
Day 5.

It's been so long since I've gotten this far. I want to but don't want to disappoint my mum and Children's Aid will take me away if they find me cutting again.
Kaius
March 14th, 2011, 01:57 PM
6 weeks 2 days. Idk, i don't want to last much longer.
MadManWithaBox
March 14th, 2011, 02:25 PM
Get in there Aaron :D 4 days
enjoying_my_insanity
March 14th, 2011, 05:43 PM
one week :)
Noooooooooo
March 14th, 2011, 05:48 PM
Day 1 -.- 3 weeks wasted
Roses_Are_Yellow
March 14th, 2011, 08:19 PM
Day 4 and not doing well.....
Fiction
March 15th, 2011, 08:11 AM
6 weeks 2 days. Idk, i don't want to last much longer.

Yes Aaron, yes you do ¬¬ xx

Well done everybody, keep going :)

Day 1
FullyAlive
March 15th, 2011, 12:27 PM
Day 1
georgiamay
March 15th, 2011, 12:59 PM
day 0.
Three times in one day. Not good.
FullyAlive
March 15th, 2011, 02:57 PM
day 0.
Three times in one day. Not good.

I hope you're ok, keep trying, you can do it.
:hug: xxxxx
enjoying_my_insanity
March 15th, 2011, 04:24 PM
day 8
Love.Hate
March 15th, 2011, 06:35 PM
32. F**kedy f*ck.
Im going to try and sleep off this urge :/
Magenta
March 15th, 2011, 11:33 PM
One week.

I want to see blood. Soon.
1_21Guns
March 16th, 2011, 10:39 AM
126 days and I've had enough :/
Fiction
March 16th, 2011, 12:01 PM
By some miracle it's day 2. Been so close so many times in the last 2 days ><
FullyAlive
March 16th, 2011, 12:16 PM
32. F**kedy f*ck.
Im going to try and sleep off this urge :/

You've come so far! I hope you're ok, :hug:




Day 2
Love.Hate
March 16th, 2011, 12:48 PM
126 days and I've had enough :/

No you havent, your doing bloody brilliantly!!
Keep it up <3

Thankyou louise it means alot. Im alright now :)

33days
RAWWR
March 16th, 2011, 05:08 PM
23 days.
georgiamay
March 17th, 2011, 11:19 AM
day 2.
A shock, I have to say.
FullyAlive
March 17th, 2011, 12:07 PM
Day 0

I think they're possibly the deepest I've ever done, I thought I was getting better or at least staying the same but no I'm getting worse lots worse. I'm not sure if there is anything I can do anymore, I can't tell anyone, no one will understand.
Nevermore
March 17th, 2011, 01:04 PM
48 days.... I can't believe it, I thought it was impossible. :3
Love.Hate
March 17th, 2011, 03:33 PM
Right 34 days.

These urges are driving me insane, i am no longer seeing my psychologist (he creeps me out) so i have a funny feeling things are going to go downhill pretty soon :/
Kaius
March 17th, 2011, 03:33 PM
Not even sure anymore. 6 1/2 weeks idk.
Fiction
March 17th, 2011, 05:51 PM
Right 34 days.

These urges are driving me insane, i am no longer seeing my psychologist (he creeps me out) so i have a funny feeling things are going to go downhill pretty soon :/

But you've done so well Fran! You seriously are doing so well, further than i've ever got!

Not even sure anymore. 6 1/2 weeks idk.

Fucking amazing Aaron. Especially cause I know how hard the urges have been latley. You're so much stronger than you give yourself credit for xx

Day 0. Again. Ffs.
Kaius
March 17th, 2011, 05:57 PM
But you've done so well Fran! You seriously are doing so well, further than i've ever got!



Fucking amazing Aaron. Especially cause I know how hard the urges have been latley. You're so much stronger than you give yourself credit for xx

Day 0. Again. Ffs.

I wouldn't have done it without you
UnknownError
March 17th, 2011, 06:08 PM
Still zero.
Decided I'm going to really start trying on Monday. It's my birthday so yeah.
enjoying_my_insanity
March 17th, 2011, 06:46 PM
day zero...man i miss my blade
UnknownError
March 18th, 2011, 11:26 AM
Day 1. So far.
Love.Hate
March 18th, 2011, 11:46 AM
Day 35

Thankyou kathy, I will keep going xx
georgiamay
March 18th, 2011, 01:10 PM
day 3.
FullyAlive
March 18th, 2011, 01:13 PM
Day 1, I'm trying so hard this time!